all i have is the gym fit. Now that i cant train due to an injury ive realised how empty my life really is.
no gf, no true friends, no hobby.
why is this shit so hard. why did i have to get fucking injured, all my friends with there girlfriends are infinitely happier than me. They all lift too and are probably going to surpass me during my time off. my prides been shattered numerous times, i thought i was a chad but really im a beta. and without the gym im nothing.
Listen pal. Girls are a meme.
Go out and have a negative sexual experience and you will see how great life is with the absence of a woman.
I thought I'd go and loose my virginity to a thot, she goes and says I raped her afterwards. Threatens to go to the cops and everything.
man ive literally been made fun of for being an 18 year old virgin in front of groups of people.
I didn't finish because I didn't want this to 404. But anyway you need to do one more thing.
STOP PUTTING YOURSELF BELOW PEOPLE
go watch fight club and see how guy's who were skinny, fat, weak, strong, all became equal and even. See how Tyler stripped everyone of their name and they became just a loyal body. The people that are better than you, are you. They just are not negative towards themselves.
Think of it like this. You have so much pent up beta agression from years of social anxiety and feeling like shit that if it came down to it you would rip someone's face off In a fight. Pride yourself off of that and face the day with pride, courage, and some fucking balls. Live life caring about yourself and dismissing others. Converse with them, but let them know through body language and tone of voice that you are not dependent on them. You could walk away right now and THEY would feel rejected, not you.
yeah i thought after i got fit people would respect me more. nothing changed. people just assumed i roid, made fun of me for wasting my time, still being a virgin etc. this shit all sounds like its out of a movie but its what i have to fuckin deal with, the gym was my form of escapism.
Thinking about killing those people. Know that if it came down to it, You would kill them to survive. You have what it takes to murder faggots that like picking on others. Ever since I stopped giving a shit and thinking, "you fucking fag I could fucking kill you if you talk to me that way." My social anxiety has gone away. It comes off to other people. Guy's who would normally walk all over me now back away or even show me signs of respect because of my "say one more thing and I'll prove you can't back that up" mentality.
You need a natural testosterone increase. Obliterate any way for you to access pornography and stop jerking off for a month.
you're right i could fucking kill that fucking faggot and his mate who fucking laughed, it wouldnt even be fucking hard. i could smash his fucking head in the concrete and stomp his fucking brains out.
but that pride and courage you mention i used to have. but after a recent string of rejections, my social anxiety and personality displacement has been spiralling. and it reflects in the way i talk and act. the gym made me feel like even if i didint have a girl or any personal love i still had the pride in lifting. now thats been taken away, i just feel lost without purpouse, nothing to achieve, im only 18 and this shit has already fucked me up. man fuck.
Dude fucking fight these people, seriously, get a bag, train yourself to punch and do take downs and beat these fucking faggots until their face is caving in. I'm serious. Do it. Challenge them fair and square and then fucking destroy them.
You are an easy target if your guard is down. If you are malleable and big then people target you to inflate their ego thinking, "that guy with all those muscles and he can't even shoot the shit, what a pussy, I'm so cool"
You need to say fuck that and have no fear. Have no fear to get in someone's face, have no fear to speak to women, in fact speak to them like they are nothing because that's what they are. Practice this at the gym, ask girls and guys how long they will be using machines. Look them right in the eye, stand tall, don't show weakness. Grow some balls and recognize that you should kill yourself instead of letting faggot, 21 century millennial bugmen, soys make you feel like shit with their GF that has taken 20 dicks before she was 18 and gives their fuck BF head every 6 months. Live for yourself not others, not women. Women are fucking scum. Dumb whores with no intelligent value. Unable to do anything.
There's very few that I've met in my life that are actually good people. I can think of 2 out of hundreds. Guy's on the other hand there are dozens
Other people's opinions are overrated. The kinds of people that do this shit are projecting their own insecurities anyway to make themselves feel better.
The guy laughing at you for being big is probably mad that he's a scrawny wimp and has to stand next yo you. Or if they make fun of you for being a virgin they only ever got with 2 ugly chicks or something, who knows.
It's easier said than done but the solution is being happy with who you are and projecting an air of confidence and self esteem. If you're constantly worried about what some retards think of you it's like a self fulfilling prophecy. Don't give a shit about what some random asshole thinks of you, who cares.
man ive been a boxer for 2 years, one of the guys who laughed at me even hired me as a bouncer for one of his parties before he said that stuff.
you know what he said when he hired me "i was going to invite you to my party user but you're perfect to be my bouncer, you're big, you can fight and even if you went to the party you're to socially awkward to do anything so atleast it give you something to do"
i didint want to admit it but when he smugly said that i wanted to knock the cunt out.
but ive lost that pride bone which was once in my body.
it wasnt what he said that really got to me. all that shit just culminated, and was made 100x worse after i got my injury. it just certified without the gym i am nothing.
I had a psychotic episode a few months ago from anxiety, porn addiction, failing nofap and serveral other things. I was cutting myself all the time, depersonalization, broke my knuckles punching out walls.
All I can say is pride yourself that you are an outcast. I'm so happy I'm not a liberalized feminine fag that is a slave to women and minorities. I'm happy I'm not bugman and that I have not been brainwashed by degenerate social media engineering. I'm so glad I am smarter, vigilant, and open minded to shit that people are blind to. I am on a higher consciousness level. That's all I need to stay happy. Fill your car with dependency on others and you won't go very far. Stop seeking validation. You don't need it. Validation is killing someone through blunt trauma with your fists. I have that power. You have that power. We all have it. Harness it. Wield it.
Still, I'm so fucked up I'll probably blow my head by age 30 because of fucking metal it'll be. We were not meant to age. Look at how pathetic we become.
You're being too hard on yourself m9. People can detect that shit, i know cause i do the same. I think "im a socially awkward retard" then people treat me like one.
If you walk into a room and youre happy with who you are as a human bean and project a "i dont give a fuck what you think of me" attitude people treat you completely differently. Ive experienced it.
This thread is a fucking basket case lol
But yeah agree that people only give you as much respect as you give yourself, so if you don't respect yourself, don't expect others to do so
fuck my sadness is turning into anger. im realising, that its my fucking fault im like this. i rely so much on the gym and use it as my only validation. fuck this fucking shit.
Tomorrow you are going to walk up to these people and fucking crack their skulls. You don't even own them a fair fight. Just Respectfully walk up to them, get in their face, start something and just tackle them to ground. Fucking wail on em. Years of pent up agression pays off. They know they were wrong now. Only way to overcome this.
I know what being injured is like. I broke my back this summer and am finally getting stronger than I was before. It's impossible to feel your best when your body is limited. It is hell. So just bare through it and LET IT TAKE TIME. Wait godammit do not jump the gun. Heal. I waited ten times longer than necessary for my back to heal and it pays off in the end.
It's 430 I gotta go to bed and this thread will die soon anyway but Listen to what me and supernigger said. Fucking get pissed. Know you are higher than anyone. Shit I don't even have a boxing background i just wrestle but I know in my heart of hearts there isn't a fight I'll loose. I may be wrong but it's even less correct to think you're not a winner.
Finding yourself and achieving good self esteem is a tough road bro, some people dont achieve it their entire lives. It comes from personal achievement and accomplishing things, that can be anything at all. Talking to a chick, painting a picture, for some fatass even walking around the block is an achievement they could feel good about.
It's a long road bro and if youre feeling shit about yourself it can spiral down fast, ive been there. What really helped me (not saying anyone else) was setting myself goals and day after day working towards achieving them. Could be anything. Hope this helps.
Dont listen to this guy going around acting like some aggro cunt looking for fights probably wont help your self esteem. Do you see bruce lee or connor mcgregor going around getting in peoples faces? Knowing you have the ability to beat someone up is enough to project confidence. If you feel like you have to let everyone else know, you're putting too much stock in what other people think again.
Same. I've stopped caring about school recently and the only thing that gives me any joy is going to the gym.
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Haha, that'd be awful...haha...I'm 27 and totally not a virgin...haha
Use the meetup app and go do a hike or something. I use that to get me out of the house