How you doing Jow Forums?

I'm just tired.

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block her number user, don't let her take you down with her.

>most of my body makes noise when I start to lift
>when I ohp my shoulders make noise almost all the time
>pretty sure I have carpel tunnel syndrome in my right wrist
>lifts keep going up up up
>weight going down
>have based mommy gf
>trying to get a damn job
All in all, things are great for the short term but long term looks to be complete ruin.

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Uni and working take all my Time i used to go 4/5 Times a week to the boxing gym and compete on a weekend sometimes
This lifestyle is meaningless, also i will have a good job in 1/2 Years but it will take all my Time. So anyway my futur seems stupid and boring.

Borderline as fuck
Bet the sex was good but she's a waste of time

Just deadlift till you pass out

>injured both my knees a few months ago, nothing serious but there was pain anytime i'd squat or deadlift
>took it easy and did variations of those lifts that didn't hurt my knees
>progressively got stronger on them
>i can now finally get back to squatting and deadlifting heavy without pain
feels good. small victory but
>studied a shit ton for a genetics exam today
>felt really good about the test until i went to turn it in and saw i forgot to do the back page like a retard
>prof didn't care and collected it anyway
sucks. don't know how to feel about today

>"I love you"
>but I fucked another guy
Why do women do this? Are they not self aware or do they know what they're doing and are just trying to fuck with you?

I feel you

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she's probably losing interest bud. it's really hard to admit at first but don't lie to yourself

Actually not bad. I'm making good progress in the gym, my general mood is better (less depressive episodes etc.) and I'm seeing a qt potential gf. Thanks for asking OP. How are you?

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you people make me never want to not be single

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Took a deload week because I was starting feeling tired and almost sick a week ago, can't wait to start training hard again tomorrow.

(Took it easy last tuesday and went saturday on maintainance mode)

I have noticed that when i wake up during weekdays i'm always really low energy and grumpy, i only really feel awake when i am at the gym
But on saturdays and sundays it's the exact opposite as i have way too much energy
What is going on

Terrible user

relapsed on self harm and cut my hands over the weekend while drunk as shit
now i'm just heavily depressed

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My usual dentist said I'd be alright with a sports guard to protect my teeth from grinding, and it was too small and my back teeth grew out. Now my front teeth don't touch.

Going to Thailand for a holiday next month and I'm a little freaked. I've been to a few places around the world but never anywhere with risks of various diseases or so foreign.

Work is fine, both stressful and running in place. I'm potentially set to be Logistics Director in the next couple of years, but I don't know that it'll stop me having to do all the grunt work that I do now - we don't hire anyone to cover that stuff; they just want me to outsource it all to freelancers, but I don't trust freelancers to do as good a job as me without constant direction, which means I'm still taking up my time doing everything but the research.

She is diagnosed borderline. The sex was phenomenal and frequent and will probably happen a few more times before I make it official with this other girl.

My lifts are going great and I'm only 6 months away from my Masters, but damn if it all doesn't seem worthless. I met this amazing woman two years ago and it was legitimately a whole new world of feelings. I'd never felt so deeply or so broadly, even with my ex-fiancee or any other women I'd ever dated. She ghosted me entirely after 6 months and I've never really gotten over it. I've gone out with a few women since then, but I feel like I'm doing them a disservice because I'll occasionally be blindsided by how much I miss the other girl and they deserve someone that can give them full attention. I'm not going to let it get in the way of my career, school, or social life, but I miss her a lot today. I'd do almost anything to try again.

Don't see your studies and job as an infinite field, instead look at it as a ladder.
Always try to excel and be the best at what you do user. Years from now you will find yourself living a life that you are thankful for.

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Just got off of my cut and I can’t stop binge eating.
I’ve ate over 6000 cal for the past 5 days

Bad day at work. I was having a niceish day, nothing special. Im new in a small company I really like and even though im new in my career everyone is very pleased with my performance and recommended me for a raise. The clients we work for though... I dread every video conference with these american cunts. Theres one particular bitch in that group, a fat american woman in her 40s with no kids even though shes married. This bitch actually bought herself a dog and dresses the poor little fucker like hes some replacement for a child - you should see this poor bastards face, its a cry for help. I basically pissed her off once and since shes the "leader" of their group she can talk to anyone however she wants, always with this cuntish condescending tone in her voice. I cant talk back to her because it would mean the end of the project for our company and I would hate for any of these nice people to lose work. I dont think ill ever snap at this cow, ill just stick to laughing at her with all the other people who hate her and taking screenshots when she shows up on a videoconference on a treadmill, barely moving, assuming shes losing even 1% of her planet-tier fatness.
I dont even think americans realize the level of arrogance and pettiness they display, and I know its not all of them, but fuck if its not a horrible thought knowing that I have to work and interact with them on a daily basis.

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Went to a couples therapist this morning. Cost me $120

Sorry user I hope things improve for you

Fucking true and i know that it's why i am doing it. But on a daily basis it's fucking difficult. I miss those days when i was free to go anywhere and do almost What i want.

I came down with a cold or something this weekend so I had to skip the gym today. I'm just hoping that I'll be doing better by Wednesday, since that's my 21st birthday.

CRAWLING IN MY SKIN

THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAAAAL

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I'm struggling immensely to eat properly, but I'm sticking to the gym alright. It makes me feel bad because I should be losing more weight as an overweight DYEL, but I'm not

feel like shit
something in my neck hurts after doing pull-ups
asshole is bleeding so I'm concerned about having cancer
feel like shit mentally as well

there's this qt that works at my gym that i only see on mondays. i catch her watching me do heavy lifts but whenever i walk near her or towards her, she looks away or looks past me and it seems like she has 0 interest. im not sure if she's shy or uninterested but every monday that passes hurts more and more because i can never work up the courage to ask her. it's gonna be another long week before i can see her again and i'll probably keep bitching out

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I talked to a cute forest ranger that told me where I could go camping at a fair
I wanted to ask her out but didn’t because she was manning a booth and I didn’t want to bother her while she was working

call the police, show them the texts, and get this bitch institutionalized. what a cunt.

this one girl at some prolife demonstration or whatever engaged in conversation with me and I paused for like 10 seconds. She looked uncomfortable as hell and I was just staring at her with nothing coming out of my mouth like some subhuman retard.
I should've just kept walking

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>Exgf commits sudoku
>Dont accidentally bump into your ex when your out drinking or whatever
Should of told her do it desu

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>giving cunts like this legal leverage on you
bad idea buddy, telling cunts to off themselves is a crime in some places

>bench and shoulder press is stagnating
>no gf
>no classes tomorrow
Mixed feelings

I did the first time and she was institutionalized for a week. She swallowed a hand full of pills.

This time, I simply replied “gay” and told her parents to let them sort it out. She seems to still be alive since she keeps texting and calling me.

>lift solely to get a marriage marriage material virgin gf(waiting for marriage)
>go on dates
>all thots

At least I'm more confident I guess.

Made progress on both my OHP and bench this month. Also started doing abs recently when I've been neglecting them. No gf yet I get frustrated sometimes and exhausted with life. No job still looking. I been drinking a little more lately but I'm getting that under control. Otherwise bulking and getting stronger and bigger. Didn't have the feeling of loneliness today, playing some visual novel rn. Sorry for blog.

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>after months of fixing my shit up, finally consider myself attractive enough that someone might want to date me
>been gearing up to ask my crush out, also my first time ever asking someone out properly
>find out today, the day I was planning to ask, she's taken

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>Starting to lift again
>got a gf who wants to workout with me
>reading books again

Life's good boys

I know religion is a meme to a lot of people here but holy fuck there are a ton of smoking hot Christian girls, and odds are they’re virgins too. Personally I plan on finding a church again once I get Jow Forums enough to feel like I deserve a gf

what method are you using for dating? I want to believe there is someone worth the effort of weeding through thots but every woman seems to be a titanic whore.

Sensing a text saying 'do it fagit' is not a crime yet user. No one can prove it meant you want her to commit sudoku.
>No classes
So which will be it be cheif drinking or playing Vidya? Or are you a virtuousfag?

>finally got over a girl I dated last summer
>valentine's day is comming
>might just send a shitty valentine's card to this girl I failed to get hard and have sex with last year

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>”wfh” all day shitposting thanks to based snow
Pretty good

In that failure of interaction you improved your social skill, even if only by 5%.
Behind every failure there's a small success user.

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My church is all old people so idk where you're seeing these girls.

I'm not a lawyer but encouraging someone to break the law is a crime, and suicide is a crime just about everywhere.

I'll be honest, most of it is online since I'm introverted. Bumble/coffee meets bagel are meh. All actually websites are full of complete whores. Tinder is... everything.

My bench is getting a lot stronger than my tendons in my left shoulder causing them to get overworked and burn. Gonna have to start doing gay rotator cuff shit on top of my face pulls

Don’t go to any dinky little churches, gotta go to one of the big ones in the cities. One about an hour away from me has well over 1000 attendants last I checked, and last time I was there it was cute girl central

Bro
BRO
I know it's painful, I just went through that.
Just try to accept it and move forward.
It wont be easy but really, try focusing your mind of something/someone else.

>1000
That's a lot, how big is that city. The closest near me is like 150k people.

Happy birthday user

It’s in Noblesville Indiana, which has a population of like 68k but I know serveral people from surrounding areas who attend. Pic attached is their auditorium, they’ve got several services throughout the week to accommodate the amount of people who attend.

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thanks
It wasn't so bad actually because I didn't embarrass myself by asking, I just happened to overhear it from her.
Still. I don't know how long it'll be before I find someone as pretty as her.

This happened to me around Christmas. I was borderline suicidal for a week or so. I remember having a constant nauseous feeling in my stomach and intermittent panic attacks.

It sucks but you'll get over it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

>The ultimate human right is a crime
Holy hell. Well my point still stands if you sent a message saying do eet fagit you cant prove that's in relation to her sudoku.
I'm wondering about tinder since I literally don't have any friends left in my circle. All my old ones I've drifted away from and cold approaching women seems to be verboten in current year. I fear that tinder is full of vapid whores demanding 10/10 Chad's but I hope that's a meme?

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I'm sick, so I can't train. Killer combo( as in I wanna kill myself )

Eat bulking food and wait till you are improved. Lifting when your sick is miserable

Why is everyone itt sadkunts?
We're all gonna make it bros.

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I feel great me and the little bro kiled upper body today, he's been fighting me less and less and some days he's actually begging to go to the gym
I fucking love it man he's like my kid and I'm seeing him get fucking jacked with me and it fills me with determination

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I have yet to accept this is how life is for me from now on.

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>hear a click in my shoulder when ever I bench press
I've completely triangulated my shoulder and bench the bar as low on my chest as it can go. What more does it want from me?

Tinder has a bit of everything, but I'd say from my time using it that its 70-80% whores who want Chad. The rest are a mixed bag. In general you need to at least be average looking with good pictures. The pictures are stupidly important. I went from like 10 matches to 200ish just by taking something better than a dark bathroom selfie. While I wouldn't expect great girls they actually aren't all horrible, but the non slutty ones are usually very very boring or tinder is just a tiny side thing.

sickness is the worst gains goblin

That's the path we all have to walk.
Time might or might not make her look and sound less good, and you might always cling to that faint hope that maybe someday you will have another chance.
But for the love of god, please don't do the same mistake I did. Do not "refuse" or don't try anything with another girl just because she is below that one girl you liked and might one day date her if the whole fucking universe is aligned in your direction.

>cutting for the last month
>last week decided to have a cheat meal
>been indulging in a binge cycle for about a week now
>just now broke it today

also:
>been hanging out with girls
>like a number over the past couple of months
>none of them really interest me even though they're attractive

i think i lost my ability to pair bond. fuck.

Ah man what's up

Bloomington indiana right here

What denomination are you?

This is what I've been doing , this sucks bad man

Thanks for the encouragement, I needed it today. I've failed in social interaction before but today was next level.

I haven’t been to church proper in a couple of years but I was raised Evangelical Free. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evangelical_Free_Church_of_America

Play 8-ball

Excellent

You need to cut bait before she sneaks up behind you and puts a screwdriver in your ribs. Shes nigs, user.

BAD

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You can't accept something that you truly don't believe in. Keep improving user.

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>Reading Moar
>Lifting Moar
>Sort of eating healthier (Already had a good diet)
>long distance gf still planning on marriage

Could be changing my major but I am young and confident I can find where I want to be career wise. Work hard today but dont let the future eat you anons. We are gonna make it

On a business trip for a week so my diet is fucked. A-at least I don't have a gf for valentines to worry about haha.

>tfw I haven't had a gf in 3 years now

Keep going bud. you're on the right track

Feel like shit just want him back

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I dont have a place to post this so I'll post it here
I'm kind of successful and doing very well. I dont date often but I kind of have this burning desire to actually wine and dine a female at a very expensive restaurant for once. I dont want sex out of it and I dont really know what I want
I guess i just really want to go on an actual date with a woman at a great restaurant in my area. I want the full wine and dine treatment from the staff and actually spend some good money on a woman to show the world who I really am
I live well and dont dress like a rich guy. For once I would really like to dress up find a girl and show her the time of her life in this major city
Sadly. Most tinder thots would suck dick after fast food and thats not what I'm looking for
I'm serious about this btw. Somehow this desire now came out of me and I really want to spend some money

>haven't been on /fit in three years, give or take
>fell into depression and lost my gains and all social/intellectual progress
>been going again for one year
C-can I still make it, Jow Forums? I used to come here for the community, not sure I can stick around considering how much things change.

It might not be a bad idea to hire an escort for a couple hours just for this. They'll dress up, look nice, and will know how to carry on a conversation. You don't even have to do anything sexual with her.

>weight went back up 7 lbs in 2 days
here's hoping it's water

>Match with girls on Tinder, pretty well received but I have no interested beyond sexual (Already fucked one) because emotionally I don't feel like I'll ever meet anyone I would click with as much as my last girlfriend. I had stuff set up with two other girls that I ended up cancelling on and don't talk to anymore, because I don't feel like we have enough in common
>Match with cute black girl
>I'm mostly a team player and date white girls but to me she's super cute, 5'10, swimmer, about an hour's drive away
>She messages me all day and I know I could date her if I wanted to
>I'm 22, she's 18. Age difference already puts me off because I dated one girl a while back when she was 19, I was 21. She had the emotional maturity of a 15 year old and it was psychologically a turn off even though she was fucking hot.
>She's only dated one guy and is a virgin. I've fucked a virgin before and it was just uncomfortable not being on the same wavelength/experience.

This girl is nice, but doesn't really have much going for her. When I asked what she was passionate about, she said swimming and "My friends tell me I'm passionate about my dog". She's naturally a freshman at a community college pursuing physical therapy, and says she'd rather be a physical ed teacher but PT brings in more money.

I don't know what to fucking do, honestly. I'm sure I don't need to be wasting this girls time, and try to focus on getting 100% over my ex.

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I get that pictures are everything. Id need to buy a selfie stick because I can't get decent pics that show off my gains otherwise. Ideally I'd have a 'party' photo but I don't have friends anymore kek so that's kind of out of the question. Then again I probably don't want some extroverted roast. I am above average in looks, I'm not a big guy for you yet though which is one of the reasons I haven't gone the tinder route yet since it's entirely about pics. Or at at least that's my excuse

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>Injured arm
>Only been able to work core and legs
Realistically, how much of my gains have I lost, I feel tiny.

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Yeah I been there. I was sick a lot of December and some of January with sinus issues. I had weeks where I would only go once a week and that was the most I could do. I've improved my lifts since I got back Into it so if anything it doesn't affect progress