What is Jow Forums's biggest regret

i could have a dream gf year ago
but my autismo didnt let that happen

now i realize im just broken insecure man that will never find happiness

As of now in 19 years of existence, not finding the value of working out sooner. It could have saved my body and my mind during my junior and senior years of high school and I could have become the apex predator within my old school. Alas now I must forge my body from the ashes and become the man I've always wanted to be and forget about the past.

Man must endure pain because he is both the marble and the sculptor. One down, move on, everyone is insecure. You will find happiness. We are all gonna make it

not an heroing when I had the balls and the chance

letting my last relationship atrophy the way it did

about two years on and still no one else has come close to her

in the words of silent bob: "there’s a million fine looking women in the world, dude but they don’t all bring you lasagna at work. most of ’em just cheat on you."

i lost the girl who brings lasagna

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being born

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Taking the safe route. I'm about to turn 27 and am finally having some of the minor successes that peers 5 years younger than me in the same field have experienced. But I am not deterred, I am voracious for more of these victories and am starting to be recognized for my abilities

If you are passionate for something, pursue it. Do not take some road more commonly traveled because it promises comfort in times of potential fear and anxiety. That is a path to spiritual death, wasted effort and later strife

That I wasted so much time letting myself get fat and lonely. But I Finally decided to get my shit together.
I'm 23 years old, and it hit me the past few days how much time I've fucking wasted. I could have gotten in shape and maybe got a girlfriend. I could have stayed in shape and not feel like a worthless piece of overgrown shit.
I'm sick and Goddamn fucking tired of this shit, and I'm going to get better. I may never have a bodybuilder's physique, but I can lose weight and get strong as an ox. I'm scared i'm running out of time, and that spurs me on too. Working with a friend to get a workout plan and a gym membership by the end of the week.
I'm either going to do this or fucking die, there is no in between anymore. Pic related is me.

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not lifting when i was a teenager also not having a career plan in highschool and getting shit grades.

i deserve the hell i made for myself to be fair.

Only doing 5 reps and not 6

shit. i'm 19, i should probably take this advice seriously.
i don't wanna be stuck in my late 20's onwards doing pointless sidequests my whole life.

my problem is i'm not sure or certain about anything. not sure about who i am, what i wanna do. i'm entirely uncertain, period.

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no point in regretting things you can't control fren

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That's part of breaking that safety. Try something, anything new, especially if it's something you've wanted to try and are afraid of. I tried an improv class 10 years ago, fell in love with acting and theatre, and went through great personal pain in leaving the art for years trying to get a real job. I'm now back at it and feel purpose in my life again.

Life is experimental and experiential. Try shit and see what sticks. Not everything will and thats the point

>don't be a person
nice

Trying way too hard

>I didnt wack off cause the bible said not to. First nut was 19.
>all star athlete from age 5 to 12ish.
>Did hundreds of pull ups a week cause I wanted to be a strong kid, but I wasn't "Big".
>Had very sharp pain in my gonads, ignored it. Was kicked in balls at camp as a kid by son of guy who hated my father.

>get to college, I'm a small 6/10 kid who wants to fit in
>smoke weed with kids on my floor, alot. Powerful stuff they had looking back
>Too many pull ups combined with 18 years of no fap and a testicular torsion led to terrible cardiovascular health and weak legs.
>body relaxes too much when I get high, I suffer a massive stroke.
>write it off as a panic attack, it happens again 3 or 4 times to a lesser degree.
>23 now, struggling to maintain health with running and swimming
>had surgery for the torsion at 19.. I masturbate as much as possible, making slight gains
>I have a permanent droop in my face and my neck from certain angles looks weird.

Also terribly weak legs and people in general do not like me/treat me with respect.

All I had to do was jerk off more as a kid and do cardio

Heres the best angle pic I can take, I would have been a massive brutal chad like my father

Fuck my fucking life

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Kek.
OC?

tnx fren

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>my life sucks because nofap and Christianity

t. Moshe Nosenberg

the chad that never was

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>look great
Durrr I hate my life I'm sad! Grow up and lift

you look fine kiddo

Fell that brah

Going through a crazy phase where I broke up with my gf 3 years ago (who i think about every single day) and became a pothead shut-in playing my OSRS ironman 14 hours a day from 19-21 yrs old
Started rebuilding a year ago but the jadedness and nihilism isnt going away

Look on the bright side, at least your ironman acc must be crazy developed.

this

Tbow, ely, all gwd items, some 3a..
Now i mostly just bankstand because of the forced habit to login
They were the most content 2 years of my life but looking back on it, it fucked me up bad

What inane cuckery.

getting to my 30s before lifting

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That I have but one life to give

Beautiful

not getting her signals at first and trying to fit in

Having a stroke at 23 is nothing to do with cardio. Even obese invalids make it to 40. Nor is it to do with not jerking off nor is the torsion.

For a long period I drank too much. "Partying" slows all kinds of progress way down. I would have accomplished a lot more by now.

is this bait? had you not typed all that self-pity garbage i'd have taken you for a chad, you look good

i should've fucking copied on my last exam, now im gonna have to do again the toughest and most retarded subject next year. I FUCKING HATE MAXWELL LAWS GODDAMIT

The dangerous thing about Runescape is it gives you goals that you can visualize and then accomplish while you sit on your ass, which helps you forget how shit everything is. That type of escapism is not healthy.
You just gotta remember that short-term dopamine that makes you feel content is almost never good for you long-term.

I hope you have quit RS already, but either way honestly if I were u I would transfer all my valuable shit to a mule and RWT it for a couple grand, so you don't go back.

This so fucking much.

There's nothing I regret more than having spent the most of my youth being a fat autist that played shitty vidya all day instead of making friends and spending time with them.

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Falling for the normie life meme, don't get a gf and house and have kids when you are young, travel the world and experience shit.

I've actually done more stuff than most and it blows my mind how people with no ties and responsibility just live boring monotonous lives with the whole world at their feet

So good

Theres no way I would sell 4b of ironman stuff for gp. That shit took 5,000 hours maybe even more (pathetic ik lmfao)
I dont play as much but you know how it goes with runescape. You never quit.
If I do manage to dig myself out of this hole I’d still definitely play rs when new updates came out still. That’s one of the most addicting parts of the game. The OSRS team is fucking amazing they made the game go from 10k concurrent players to over 100k nowadays

>Try shit and see what sticks
Can confirm this for wisdom.