Why you didn't killed you'reself already?

why you didn't killed you'reself already?

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because I don't live in a double past sense, grammatically incorrect horror house

no guarantee of an afterlife or do over

I fail every time

i am waiting for a grace upon the world, the Universal Reset

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Take A look upon that graph and you can see only a shred of evidence to trump all

Honestly I just want to see Evangelion: 3.0+1.0

Not sure what'll happen after that, I guess it'll depend on if I've found someone or something to make the hassle of living worth it.

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cuz life is finally starting to get good after all the bullshit

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I mean I have an assignment due in a couple days so I gotta be there for that unfortunately

Amen, mein bruder

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because I don't want to get soulshattered duh

Im just scared. If it werent for my fear of death then I would have killed myself a few years ago. It feels terrible when you've never enjoyed living but you also cant go through with death.

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Would it be better to try and fake a murder instead of a suicide. Would my family and what little friends I have find more comfort in an unsolved murder or a straight up suicide. What if someone gets wrongly accused for it and it destroys another family. How can I do it in such a way that it looks like a murder and won't get some innocent convicted for it.

because I haven't thought of a funny enough way to do it yet.

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i have duties i need to attend to on earth before i go there

it probably wouldn't matter unless you have someone in/near your life that had issues with you in the past and could be considered as a suspect. just make sure no conclusive evidence is available to convict anyone else and you're good to go.

another suggestion is going missing and dying way out in the woods. that way it's unclear if it was a suicide at all.

i feel this too fucking hard

I'm scared that it will hurt. I don't want it to hurt.
Who here has seen Enter the Void? Was that some heavy shit or what? It fucked me up so bad.

Just slip on a banana peel

mostly just haven't found a comfy way to do it yet. i usually consider leaping off the overpass just outside my hometown, but don't think i could handle the fall. not that it'd matter after i hit the ground. i just don't know if i"d be able to take the plunge before someone noticed and decided to play hero or something, which would suck probably more.
have attempted asphyxiation as well, only to become startled from it.
then there's the wicked ebb and flow of my life which sometimes leads me to believe it's worth it to continue, but other times makes me wish i'd never been born or had gone through with dying years ago.

these days, i mostly think about running away and losing my mind in the streets somewhere. maybe being hit by a car in a drunken stupor or overdosing in a gutter somewhere would be an easier end.

Do you have any talents?

I had thought of that but I also haven't thought of a way to do it that is quick enough so I don't bitch out, not painful and has a high chance of succeeding. Meds, most weapons and "accidents" are ruled out. Hitman would probably be the best way to go about it.

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Me too user
for a while played RPGs and erogo games as a sense of fulfilment and a reason to keep on living

Too afraid to live, too scared to die. Hoping to bullshit my way to a stable job and loss of virginity.

I'm not 40 yet