>tfw skin hungry
normies take this for granted, but if you go for years, decades without physical human touch you go mad, you rot away
>tfw skin hungry
normies take this for granted, but if you go for years, decades without physical human touch you go mad, you rot away
Yeah its bad, feelsbadman.
>at party
>drunk thot hugs me like three times
Just be social bro.
I dont care I dont wanna be human I have descended fully
I don't think anybody has ever touched me without intending to hurt me.
Im at thw polar opositw end. Unless i invite you to touch me i will freak out at any contact
No you dont and I am living proof of this. Being physical with anyone but your partner is weird and i am a kv and i hate hugging my female friends or shaking hands with dudes. Probably never gonna get gf because doing these kind of things will be a chore.
>tfw little to no desire to touch anyone
>contact makes me uncomfortable and feel unsafe
>people getting too close makes me feel uncomfortable
>only have to socialise and can just do that over text and fulfil my need for the day sometimes week
Enjoy solitude. Embraces the madness and laugh at weak monkey boys who can't control their libido. Just like how I'm laughing at OP right now. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
stupid impulsive monkeys
Does anyone else get sad when they see old couples? Life must be amazing when you have a partner on your side, who will love you when you need love, who will support you when you need support, who understands you in the deepest sense, all the way til death.
Especially when they have children, and these have children on their own. Life must be amazing when you realize that you have fulfilled your ultimate biological goal. I hate my life, I hate knowing I will never be them. Could someone please hold me?
>Does anyone else get sad when they see old couples? Life must be amazing when you have a partner on your side, who will love you when you need love, who will support you when you need support, who understands you in the deepest sense, all the way til death.
yes
>Unless i invite you to touch me i will freak out at any contact
That gets me hot
Is there a way to simulate human touch?
I feel like I'm going crazy.
>Is there a way to simulate human touch?
no
I haven't been touched by a human being in almost a decade.
At some point you develop all kinds of rationalizations why you don't deserve to be touched, like you're ugly and not worthy of feeling warmth anyway.
I would probably freak out now if someone touched me anyway. I don't even know how a girls skin feels like. Must feel like heaven
Just get a gf idiot
take a chance and get sunlight you'll either turn to dust or survive long enough to crawl back inside
fucking hell guys a few years ago a random girl kissed my cheek at a rave and the feeling of happiness was so intense I still remember that moment so vividly. it was the last time a girl touched me voluntarily I think. closest physical contact I've ever had with a girl.
I'm so pathetic that when I feel down I sometimes remember that kiss to cheer up. please kill me pete.
ITT:
>OOOOOOOHHOOOOOOAAAAAHAAAAAAA
>MONKEY NO TOUCH
>MONKEY DAMAGED
>MONKEY WANT MATE BUT MATE NO WANT MONKEY
>MONKEY FEEL SAD
>WOE IS MONKEY
romantically and sexually kill yourself inside and you will see the world as I do. I'm just a monkey out of it's cage. But you're still choosing to be in there even though the door's unlocked.
sometimes I get onto crowded trains so people brush against me
Are cuddling services not a thing where you live? Try getting a prostitute to just hug and cuddle.
>be me 21 year old loser
>khhv (autistic)
>at shitty wageslave retail job
>gorgeous milf coworker with big mommy milkers and a tight ass walks up to me smiling
>"Its national hug day user! Come here!
>hugs me
>as soon as she toushes me I immediately feel a warmth in my gut, my heart starts racing, feel like Im floating in an ocean of warm water in heaven
>cum in my pants
>she didnt notice and laughed saying I was probably embarrassed to hug her
>"haha yeah, not in front of the customers!"
>go home and masturbate 6 times in the span of 4 hours
>still vividly remember that hug moths later
>it was just a fucking hug but it was probably the best moment of my entire fucking life.
>ugly khhv loser
>stand outside bar some years ago with my 2 autistic friends
>act like we're normies when its clear that we don't belong
>group of girls stands next to us
>doesn't even notice us of course
>suddenly 8/10 qt stumbles in her heels and kind of falls halfway in my direction
>brushes against me, i hold her for a few seconds
>smell her hair
>is this what heaven smells like
>she's drunk af and struggles to get back on her feet
>quickly says thank you to me and gets back to her friends
Only time a girl ever made contact with me. Still the hottest experience I ever had. My buddies were even jealous of me
have a warm bath and hug your knees while sitting