/r9gay/ - #525

because the lack of pleasure makes you focus on the loneliness

Do prison gays know that they are prison gay?

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some do and they stop posting here, but my guess is that a lot of them don't

I am normally attracted to women but I think vaginas are disgusting. I also like to masturbate to men occasionally, not just traps or something but actual men. What does this mean?

>What does this mean?
you are bi

That seems like the obvious answer, but the thing that throws me is my lack of attraction to female genitalia. The things I fantasize about regarding women are things that could be done with a man.

do straight people even like vaginas? i thought it was just a necessary evil.

I've heard numerous straight people talk about how they like to perform cunnilingus. I can understand fucking one since you don't have to look at it but oral is beyond the pale.

am i still prison gay if i find the physical femininity in men attractive, the twinks/traps/femboys, but not actualy women or more normal men and have no intention of ever finding a woman?

Straight person here. I think vaginas are great and I want to rub my face and dick on them whenever I see them.

yeah but they also like to eat ass
how common is this among straights? dick rubbing ok, but putting your face near it is weird generally right?

>make tinder account for the first time
>set up for men and women because I'm biscum
>swipe a few times, forget about it for the day
>come back, got a bunch of likes overnight but no matches
>curious, I paycuck for tinder gold for the month
>literally all of the 64 likes except 1 are dudes
>other one is a fat girl with a cat as her main picture
either I look REALLY gay or guys are way more desperate

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I'm pretty much the same. I met a boy in high school after my first gf of 9 months broke up with me (I didn't really like her anyway she just had a nice body) and I found my first real love as a senior in highschool to this cute ass 7/10 nerdy twink 2 years younger than me. We went out a couple times and then took each other's virginity. He broke up with me a few weeks later because people were fucking with him in class but I never knew. After I graduated he killed himself because of it. Never been with anyone else since then. Kinda fucked me up.

See this is the attitude I () can't relate to which makes me wonder if I'm actually attracted to women or if there's something else to it.

tummys and navels are cute! CUTE!
tfw no bf who lets me rub his tummy

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Please refrain from posting trannies here in the future.

Holy fuck my dick, OPs pic is really making me question my sexuality

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How can I get a cute femboy bf? I used to think I was straight, but if a cute femboy or a trans girl wanted me to suck their dick I'd do it for hours. I'm not attracted to conventional dudes though.

How do I get a femboy to like me?

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Right? I just cant stop riding thigs

>muh dick
this is the problem with this type of op. now this thread is gonna be filled with the straights

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Have you tried acting like a complete degenerate to them? Most fags I know (myself included) act like female cats in heat if they're single and looking for a top. Try being spontaneous.

>tfw no polish bf

another try to find the one

It could be either, neither, or both, you're probably a decent looking dude but to women on tinder that usually isn't enough to be popular. Men have much more realistic standards and tastes

I really just want a cute femboy to jerk off with me on discord every once in a while. Would it be hard to find someone like this? I did it once before with omegle and I came buckets.

depends on how picky you are. there are tons of steam groups and discords if you dig around. then again if you're a tard you'll probably have a hard time getting them to actually do anything with you

>ywn get to lick your bf's tummy
The worst of feels

I'm not a tard, I just want like, a cute friend that's a friend but takes out their dick and strokes with me when I ask too.

You sound retarded. Go watch porn.

Fugg. That's just too hawt. Just fugg.

I guess I'm not straight because i want to lick that tummy

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rasko if you read this message me on your alt account

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if they quit messaging you, you deserved it

you're not straight because you opened the thread to even be able to see that post

>tfw had another BPD episode where I delete the only person that wanted to talk to me for the past year

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happy trails y/n?

Sounds like it's time to just accept that you're going to be alone forever. Give up

Yeah I'm getting to that point.

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have you ever had sex with a woman? It's diffiulcut to tell what you're truly into beef ret ou actually try it out

no. god no. ew
unless he has a dad bod

The sooner the better find something to take your mind off of contact with others since you're never going to maintain that. It will never work though

Never actually met anyone with BPD to my knowledge but all I hear about them on here is bad things, does anything good ever happen to you guys?

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I know, I was pretty isolated for a long time. I don't know why I gave out my discord this time. I got a message like a few weeks after I removed him saying that he missed chatting and I'm like lol, I don't really deserve any of this anyways.

No. Imagine being an unstable wreck that has no ability to form relationships because of their awful self-esteem and having the emotional intelligence of a 16 year old. When a friend comes along, I ruin it anyways.

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I have just BD, and it makes me really really needy at times to the point I'll fantasize about cheating on my bf just so i can feel intimacy right now while he's not with me. I hate it. It's fucking awful and it makes me feel like a garbage bf but my bf insists it'll be fine.

>Imagine being an unstable wreck that has no ability to form relationships because of their awful self-esteem and having the emotional intelligence of a 16 year old.
Haha wow

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>has no ability to form relationships because of their awful self-esteem
Familiar with this bit at least or I wouldn't be here. I don't really get it though desu, does it feel like a compulsion to do things or can't you stop yourself before doing something bad?

At least he's encouraging, you should focus on that and feeling better.

>compulsion to do things or can't you stop yourself before doing something bad?
This really. I am extremely quick to anger and take it out on the wrong people, even if 10 seconds ago, I categorized them as a "great friend that's genuinely good to me". I really don't mean to do it but I'm a fucking retard.

Also I am deathly afraid of being alone, so afraid that a lot of the times I'll imagine or exaggerate things in my head about people leaving me, even if they weren't planning on it or anything. I'm just super paranoid about keeping a relationship that I literally cannot.

Alcohol is a good cope though

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Straight guy here. Not sexually attracted to dudes but I would be willing to hang out and cuddle with a homo, and share some intimacy.

i don't think alcohol is good way to cope but i guess my aproach of waiting till i will hate myself enought to kms isn't better either

Am I prison gay or "straight" if I mainly like femboys? or not necessarily feminine boys but atleast non-too-masculine guys, I like my partner to be identifiable as a guy but look boyish-esque.

dunno, I mean, I definitely prefer guys to women, by far, so I'm not really in denial about that, but I'd not go for overly masculine bearish types, so dunno if this is a case of personal preference or some weird messed up type of prison gay.

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why is he so perfect /r6k/
is there anyone in this shitty thread that looks like this guy>?

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>Am I prison gay
Not necessarily if you like guys who aren't too masculine but definitely guys. There are plenty of "gays" in this thread who just want a trap who looks just like a women but is actually a boy. But yeah, not being attracted to overly masculine bearish types is perfectly normal, especially if you want to be the masculine top in the relationship.

>I definitely prefer guys to women
Does that mean you like women to some extent, otherwise you are just bi

>tfw could have been by now if motivation to work out hadn't stopped

Because you want a strong socially awkward asian boi to take you from behind in the Home Depot bathroom when you go to pick out drywall for your cuckshed.

Do you want to suck a penis, or play, bring pleasure to him using his penis?

If yes, then you are gay.

Too big, old and bald, disgusting

I guess you'd need constant reassurance or something right? Maybe I'm just not convinced because I don't have experience with them but I'd still give a BPD guy the benefit of the doubt, moreso if I actually know they have it because you know what to expect in that case. Alcohol is the best.

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i was fwb with this guy for 3-4 months
we are both socially weird people, but i feel like i can have conversations with him easily, which doesnt happen often
he is super introverted, im pretty sure that he doesnt meet up with any other friends or anything
his parents hate him, he lives in his room. problems at school, neet for a while, no job

i get him uber to the city where i live (~40 mins), he spends every other weekend with me
we sometimes hold hands, cuddle and watch movies
i slowly like him more and more. i kinda look forward to the weekend to meet up, yknow..

but there is a problem, he has a problem with responding to my texts when i ask if he wants to visit
it is okay if he doesnt want to come that weekend, but why wouldn't he respond, that bothers me
i get him a ride here, do all the activities that he enjoys; and he cant be bothered to turn it down?

we argue about this once in a while, and last time we argued, he said that this got too weird and he doesnt want to have benefits any longer but wants to stay friends. he was pretty much my only friend, at all, so i am totally alone. and i found him super attractive. i have been suspecting that he simply doesnt find me attractive or something but i just dont know, nothing really make sense.

obviously he dislikes me for being clingy etc, and its not really gonna be easy to get over that. offer me your sympathies if you can, and cheer me up etc
i can find people i find attractive, but i can almost never have a conversation like this. this person was attractive and someone i truly felt like we were friends

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>tfw no bf to make lunch for today

too perfect for all of you faggots

How to get body like this?

>tfw no bf to make you lunch

Is prison gay any less gay than regular gay?
And does someone who got no female contact for two years and shared an onahole with a japanese femboy because that was what was available to me at the time qualify as p-prison gay?

Balls touched and everything, but Im not gay guys.

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What did the Traveling Merchant mean by this?

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did you have any homolust growing up? That's the main deciding factor on if you're prison gay or not/

That he wants to watch the 100 with you

He sounds perfect. How's it going, fren?

It's going okay I haven't watched anything I intended to today though just ended up watching youtube all day again. You?

Yeah I like penis, in fact, I prefer penis to vagina, vaginas are kinda gross to me, although I do apprectiate womens aesthetic beauty, and I think like this user said I might be bi, but I definitely prefer penis more, much more.

Not that I can think of. Actually none.
I always liked women. But after puberty there's a part of me that likes twinky bitch boys that I can't even begin to explain.
They feel so much different than women, it's addicting. I'll probably do it again, but it's not something I seek out.
He came on to me after we talked at work, and I kind of said
>i'mfinewiththis.png

I'm pretty much done organizing my main world. Now I'm just visiting the Witch Doctor to get some summoning items. Did you find anything good on Youtube?

where the cutie robots at? all hiding as they are the most sought after commodity?

Just letting you know that everyone of you has shit taste

starting recovery /r9gay/ drank 2.5L of wine in a single night, I have a huge problem.

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You wouldn't be smuggling overpowered items into the server would you? I've been mostly binging on wwyd and chadtronic videos so I'm not sure if they qualify as good or not.

I can put away most of a fifth of whiskey on any given night Idrink, you're not alone.
The first step to helping is noticing you have a problem, the second is taking steps to mitigate that problem. The third is learning when a solution isn't workign and trying something else.
I did the Nazi method, I drink every other day instead of every day, the next week I get ready for drinking every two days by doing every other day, then every two days alternating, then every two days, then so on and so forth with every three days etc.
It kept me from having DTs like when I tried cold turkey, had some nightmares and cold sweats but nothing like hallucenating and walking to the liquor store in a schizo stupor in failure.

I am prison gay I think. I thought I was bi, even a homosex at one point, when my gf wouldnt turn me on (picrelated).

I like women of all ages, twinks, good looking cds and cute traps & trannies. Tomboys as well.

When I fucked my first dude I liked it but I found nothing special or eye opening, I was still the same afterwards. I am horny and lonely so I will hook up with them and fucked them / get fukt, but in reality I just crave affection I think. When I find a cute waifu I will stop without much hassle.

Hiding away from you, obviously.

what pic?
faghot

>You wouldn't be smuggling overpowered items into the server would you?
I honestly haven't been doing that aside from the Ivy Whips and those few Clouds in Bottles earlier in the server. The items are to help me get the You and What Army? achievement in a few days. I'm waiting to see if there's going to be some achievement thing going on during the sale, and if that's so then I can just get my achievement during then and increase my steam level/exp or whatever it is that happens. I'm having to wait until night to get the other item I want, so that's pretty boring.

understandable, as any wise fellow would and should do.

Forgot pic oregano.

I've only fucked unatractive women and am addicted to porn, not faggotism I think. Only induced.

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alright just making sure I completely forgot steam has a level system. I don't think it actually does anything though

oh fuck.

Is it weird i enjoy doing it with vagene too or am I doomed to like intact asian penis exclusively and I'm just a budding faggot flower?

he's cute desu

orweginal

Yeah I'd fuck him, no homo.

It helps with increasing the number of friends you can have, which is nice to a degree. Like in case other bots play with us. Oh, and wwyd videos you mentioned earlier are pretty entertaining.

Wouldn't that fall onto the other user since he hosts the server though? Now I'm binging on tcap videos I think I ran out of wwyd vids

I guess it does, yeah. Maybe I want to add them eventually though. I have plenty of spots available for additional friends either way. What's the agenda for later tonight? Try Skeletron again?

Probably though it's down to host user to decide also I feel like now the thread is too dead for us to keep spoilering it up [/spoiler[

Can you fags stop posting in spoilers?