Tell me how you are and ill tell you how I am,
everyone will get chatted to because I am the nicest poster to ever exist!!
Going to centerlink(welfare place) in 8 hours to get judged for going on disability, also concerned I may get committed.
whats happening for you this week.
I am at a party bring the last one awake
>I am at a party bring the last one awake
checked.
Also you should fuck off my board you normalfaggot.
heres your (you), I am sick of you fags
I'm trying to develop a new approach to solving a problem I'm researching. Didn't do much, though. It's a lazy life, I should leave the house tomorrow.
I finally got some vacations and currently on the train to spend a week with friends and little sister. I'd give you some of my happiness if i could, op
got some neat activities planned?
Today is my 28th birthday. I haven't celebrated a birthday since I was 12 so today is just like any other day which consists of me lying in bed and browsing this shithole.
My health symptoms are getting worse. Either I have a cyst or cancer in the back of my throat. I only smoked for a year, and I'm young, so the likelihood it's cancer is low. Plus the doctors don't seem very concerned, which is reassuring but also terrifying. I keep thinking I DO have cancer and they're just disregarding my symptoms because I don't fall in the right demographic for it. Even though they've documented an enlarged, growing lymph node. Another scan scheduled soon, and I'm going to push for more tests instead of meekly accepting whatever the doctor tells me like usual.
Other than that I'm trying to get back into my schedule of using my NEET time for something productive instead of mindless entertainment. That's going okay. I've already fucked today up because of my anxiety over my health but I'll do better tommorow. Making the promise now.
Also I'm dressing better lately. People notice that and comment on it, commonly telling me I look like I'm from the '50s. Just wearing tucked-in white button-ups with khakis or black slacks so I dunno what they're on about. I think they just don't have much else to go on about me since I'm very quiet most of the time. Still, it feels nice to get a positive comment about my appearance, even if it's framed as me being weird by dressing abnormally.
Finally, I'm really liking that it's winter. I wish it snowed more here but the rain is still comfy. I keep my window open at night to listen to it.
blog post fin. Thanks OP, felt good to type that out.
Well chill and games with the friends then i'll go to my sis', who is planning to introduce me to a friend (female) of hers. Idk what she thinks to get out of it but eh, might as well try
I really want a gf but I have no female friends all the girls I know dislike me. I've got the hang of talking to them so what do I do to find them and how do I approach?
>says he will reply to everyone
>never replies to anyone but a normie
It's okay, he might just be spending a lot of time trying to find the right words to reply with. I have that problem a lot and just stop talking to people because of it.
You're a normalfag, gunjy. Fucking retard wannabe robot.
Well good luck user
enjoy your freetime wagecuck
same as you but a bit younger I avoid my BDAY, I hate that shit
>. Thanks OP, felt good to type that out.
well I hope you dont have cancer man and just mentally ill thinking you are sick.
>I'd give you some of my happiness if i could, op
give me your sadness I love crying, but thanks so much man.
regret is worse than rejection
Repeat this like your mantra, DO NOT regret anything.
I was waiting for a few more people to discuss things with man.
Obviously when I see a normalfag I have to sperg at them.
thanks user it is true I have difficulty.
>You're a normalfag, gunjy.
i dont know gunjy the post ^
> Fucking retard wannabe robot.
I cannot be a robot I am gunjy I have more issues than a regular robot but I am not one because I once stuck my PP in a fat pig.
>pic related
my normie bedroom.
I am not a robot, I am a person with VERY BAD mental health issues, but I always had mental issues since I was a kid.
I am sorry, I am capable of being very social online yet I only care about 2 people out of all the people I interact with.
I do everything I can for those I care about and I wish I could care about more people but I do not have that ability sadly.
You're unironically one of the good posters gunjy, I like you.
*sigh*
But it reminds me, that the world is filled with crazies.
wow gunjy you really went downhill since i last saw you a couple months ago, what happened? and what happened with comfy central?
>You're unironically one of the good posters gunjy
I try man,This is why I make discord community.
I want people who are losers like me to be able to chat and talk feelz, I also love that it is a distraction from life.
Thanks user
>wow gunjy you really went downhill
Yeah I really have man.
I get fucked up mental images and delusions that make me trapped in my mind until I snap out of them etc
It hasnt been a good few months man,
I am losing my mind and I am so self destructive to myself but im on a KETO diet and I will be fasting until I am chad fit again soon (once my minerals arrive).
I just lost my mind man, it can happen to any of you.
>what happened with comfy central?
I ditched everyone from that server and then I had it killed.
They are normalfags.
I have a new community and account and I spend a LOT of time trying to built what R9K SHOULD be on my server.
add me if you want man.
I have withdrawn even more, scared to go outside my room hence pee bottles etc.
I'm a wagie and took a day off from work
I miss being carefree
>I once stuck my PP in a fat pig
How did that happen? What if you got some weird STD that fucked up your brain?
>Add me if you want man
whats your tag?
melancholymouse#6708
add me if you want bro.
bump if you add as I want to chat to more anons, worried ill getr commited.
>I want people who are losers like me to be able to chat and talk feelz
>They are normalfags.
What constitutes a normalfag according to you?
>centrelink
are you australian?
Where is my free (You) you freak.
I'm going to give free (You)s to others in the meantime
As a wagie I know that feel. It doesn't get better, either die trying to make it with crypto or unironically kys.
Hey long time no see bud, how are things?
I'm out of the hospital now and ended up getting the girls phone number. Already called her but she wasn't doing the greatest so I'm going to wait a bit until the next one and see if I can't just grab a coffee or something with her sometime.
Made a good deal of other friends while there so that's a plus as well.
ps sorry for not messaging you on discord for a while. shortly after I added you I got admitted and didn't want to use up to much data and now it feels awkward to strike up a conversation after about a month
I got bronchitus,
I may have enough excuse to call off work but, not enough to get disablity.
Where I live disability is pretty shitty.
I'm quite unhappy with things.
Good to see you back though.
stop treating this place as your personal blog newfag
hye man, I am, fucked.
dont worry about it I onkyhey thank user, just tell your boss!
I tell LITTLOE about me
>build what r9k should be
>has only been posting on r9k since this year
this isn't "your" board and you are aren't even a virgin and you are highly social online
you are just as bad as the people you call normalfags
im going hopsital allllll chill