I had a childhood experience that probably fucked me up sexually. I enjoyed it...

I had a childhood experience that probably fucked me up sexually. I enjoyed it, but I am pretty sure it has fucked me up since. I am a virgin and attractive but don't have a girlfriend and people always ask why I single. What should I do about it apart from eventually going to therapy?

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did it make you a homosexual user

no I am straight and it was a straight experience

Leave the past behind. I think I fucked my cousin when I was 8 years old.

Let it out user. What happened?

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That's exactly what happened except we aren't related by blood. same age and everything

How can we know, if we don't even know what happened to you?

Wow, what a coincidence.

Then why are you being a little bitch about it? You got puci when you were 8. You could've become a Chad

was your cousin older and they took advantage of you?

Pics or it didnt happen

It isn't something you want. To go from having no curiosity to sex in a single hour just fucks your shit up.

I don't remember anyone taking advantage of anything. She was younger, like 6 or something.

she was 12 for me, it started as truth or dare but became what is became

I fiddled another 8 year old boy when I was 8. It was great

there are support groups out there for guys who were molested and they could probably help. also just therapy could help get control of it.

Does everyone have a sexual encounter at 8 years old?

I have never talked about it to another soul. The worst part is she's 22 now and attractive and our two parts of the family are really close. I feel like a beta not liking what happened and other people would laugh at me for telling what happened. idk man

Innocence is something I lost earlier in life and I regret it, do you too? The reason I think I did it was because I saw a condom TV commercial, but the memory is very blurry.

Gay.

I wasn't molested.

It made me know how to jerk off and I don't think being 8 and diddling yourself daily is something that is supposed to happen. I didn't even know what the fuck I was doing, I thought it was like a drug.

yeah I regret it, but I didn't much control in the matter. I think about it every day and not in a sexual way. I wanted to see stuff but I didnt want to do stuff.

yeah

>I didn't even know what the fuck I was doing, I thought it was like a drug.
Fuck, felt that way too.

Weird that you wanted to see stuff, but not do anything.

My friends pinned me down and fingered my asshole once. It was through the clothing. The domination aspect turned me on though. I love anal masturbation now.

My friends pinned me down and pulled my pants off and I think one of them spanked my asscheeks

I didn't know how to do anything until that point. I had the rough idea but I didnt actually know.

Eww, do you at least look like a woman?

Why does it haunt you so? I could understand if it was a homosexual abuse, since it skews a man's view on sexuality. But yours was a straight experience, which is also kinda bad but not as bad,

Why, exactly, does that make you suffer?