When you finish your workout and go home and are back to being all alone for the rest of the day

When you finish your workout and go home and are back to being all alone for the rest of the day.

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Just be yourself bro

uff, it hurts how familiar that is

At least there was some yelling today at my gym where two guys almost got into a fight

so who do you guys think would win in a fight? natty rich or natty zyzz?

Oh right, forgot I was going to be feeling this soon.

Just talk to someone, say
>hi
>how are you?
>wanna hang out sometime you seem cool
Magic

>wake up
>go to gym
>pull lmao3pl8 with my gym buddy
>come back
>eat
>shower
>lay in bed drinking water and playing hoi4

I might end up saying hi to my roommates but if I don't see another human face today I honestly wouldn't care. I like my alone time

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plz tell me thats not actually her
why does she look so bad?

That’s her no shop there

Holy fucking shit
No way man. This is a shop
That cant be here
No fucking way

Jesus christ
Why does she look like total death
Top fucking kek
What is wrong with her? She needs some sleep

People with schizoid personality disorder are often aloof, cold, and indifferent, which causes interpersonal difficulty. Most individuals diagnosed with SPD have trouble establishing personal relationships or expressing their feelings meaningfully. They may remain passive in the face of unfavorable situations. Their communication with other people may be indifferent and terse at times. Because of their lack of meaningful communication with other people, those who are diagnosed with SPD are not able to develop accurate impressions of how well they get along with others.[15]

Schizoid personality types are challenged to achieve self-awareness and the ability to assess the impact of their own actions in social situations. Ronald Laing suggests when injections of interpersonal reality fail to enrich an individual, his or her self-image becomes empty and volatilized, making the individual feel unreal.[15] When someone violates the personal space of an individual with SPD, it suffocates them and they must free themselves to be independent. People who have SPD tend to be happiest when in relationships in which their partner places few emotional or intimate demands on them. It is not people they want to avoid, but negative and positive emotions, emotional intimacy, and self-disclosure.[16]

Therefore, it is possible for individuals with SPD to form relationships with others based on intellectual, physical, familial, occupational, or recreational activities as long as there is no need for emotional intimacy. Donald Winnicott explains this is because schizoid individuals "prefer to make relationships on their own terms and not in terms of the impulses of other people." Failing to attain that, they prefer isolation.[17]

Although there is the belief people with schizoid personality disorder are complacent and unaware of their feelings, many recognize their differences from others. Some individuals with SPD who are in treatment say "life passes them by" or they feel like living inside of a shell; they see themselves as "missing the bus" and complain of observing life from a distance.[18][19]

Aaron Beck and his colleagues report that people with SPD seem comfortable with their aloof lifestyle and consider themselves observers, rather than participants, in the world around them. But they also mention that many of their schizoid patients recognize themselves as socially deviant (or even defective) when confronted with the different lives of ordinary people – especially when they read books or see movies focusing on relationships. Even when schizoid individuals may not long for closeness, they can become weary of being "on the outside, looking in." These feelings may lead to depression or depersonalisation. If they do, schizoid people often experience feeling "like a robot" or "going through life in a dream."[20]

It is speculated schizoid personality disorder may have ties to creativity.[

I'm the user you replied to I do but it's not the kind of loneliness that people fix it's a personal loneliness

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oh wow it's like you just described me haha

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That observer description is painfully accurate I always loved the idea of ceasing to impact the world and simply watch for eternity

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I mean, it's not like i am not alone in the gym too, since I don't talk to anyone and just autistically look at other people from time to time.

i just sit herte in my room alone. its really amazing. just hours and hours and hours fly by

Jow Forums F U C K O F F

I finished college and moved a few hours from my hometown for work three years ago. My parents come to visit every so often and they always ask me if I have any friends/girlfriend or anything and I always say no.

My mom's side of the family has a long history of mental illness and my aunt was in a mental hospital for some time, I can tell they think I'm going down the same road and I can feel their disappointment.

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>go to gym today
>shoulder day
>pt comes up to me
>asks to workout with me today
>"sure"
>we workout together
>he's surprised with how heavy I go with some of my lifts
>while we're working out he mentions one of his friends showed him magic the gathering
>asks if I heard about it
>"yeah, it's a fun game"
>try to hide my power level
>I have thousands of cards in boxes in my closet
>he asks if I want to play sometime
>we decide to meet up at his place on tuesday night to play some magic
Feels good, but I really hope I don't fuck this up bros. I haven't had a friend in years.

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have fun user! i love playing mtg with my friends

>tfw seeing a girl since almost a year but it's been a constant on and off
>been getting along great recently
>today is her bday and she didn't invite me because 'it might be awkward'
>agree like a total cuck and I don't like clubbing anyway, too old for that shit
>still feel sad about it and thinking about just dumping her for good
I'm supposed to come over tomorrow night instead but honestly right now I don't want to.

tonight I went to get dinner with my family instead, it was nice and I ate a shit load of meat and took home some leftovers for tomorrow. Gym is going great and I'm starting to get to know some of the regulars.

You only feel anxiety over basic social interaction because you have no practice. Try doing it more often and it'll become easier and less unnerving.

>going to some concert at a bar with friends after gym
>whole things a bit pricey for my tastes
>rather spend the money and be out somewhere than wallow in misery at home alone

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>Haven't been invited to hangout with friends in a while
>Don't really want to anyway because all they do is try and get me to get wasted
>Today ran into one of them in the gym
>"Hey user, are you depressed? Because you never hang out with us anymore"
>"You guys never invite me to do anything."
>"Well a few of us thought you were depressed because you can't get laid."
>tfw am depressed, but not because I can't get laid
Damn normies man. They invited me out to party tonight, if I don't go they'll probably completely cut me off and I'm not entirely sure if that is a bad thing.

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gee thanks i'm cured

No this cant be real. I refuse to believe she has aged that way.

This has to be fake

>work a crap job i hate
>go home and be alone all night until work the next day
>weekend comes
>be alone in my room the entire day with nothing to do and no one to do anything with
>completely miserable living like this but at the same time really have no desire to change because people annoy me

why cant i just kill myself

I was worried about this happening to me, so when I moved out to cali I met up with some people I met online and we basically hit the bars up every week and talk to girls.
Godspeed user

I didn't say you'd be instantly cured, but shying away from it and refusing to ever talk to others is a fucking dumb idea. There's no magic fucking cure for it. You've gotta actually force yourself and keep pushing through until it doesn't fucking scare you. Overall it doesn't matter to me if you spend the rest of your life as a fucking hermit who can't talk to strangers, but it should matter to you, and you're not gonna find a better answer than "You have to fix it yourself", so stop bitching that it's the answer you got.

Just Google her you fucking retard.

>tfw have lived in california entire life and been ashut in the whole time

This is me, basically.
>almost done with my two days off
>highlight of those two days was cleaning out my truck and giving it a wash which made me feel a bit better

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>"Well a few of us thought you were depressed because you can't get laid."

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kill yourself you weak faggot. this user is trying to help you even though he doesnt owe you a single second of his life and still you had to go with a standard sarcastic faggy reply. i hope you spend the rest of your life in your room and one day, when youre very old, you feel the crushing regret for not having experienced your life

Do you two faggots not go to the gym?

Sounds like you should pull back a little bit and see how much she actually wants you in her life

>just talk to people bro
>just be yourself
yeah he really tried helping me. thanks

I got a bad feeling about this. He's going to rape you. Don't go.

I think I was a lot happier without friends. All friends really do is drink with you, they all always talk shit behind each other's backs.

How have you gotten better at anything else besides practice? They're called social skills for a reason, you fucking knobjob.

Rich would want it more

Just b urself

>Do you two faggots not go to the gym?

I do. It’s not enough to make me feel happy but it does help

/tv/ posts the truth, what you see in the media is the lie

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>>today is her bday and she didn't invite me because 'it might be awkward'
you're the side dick bud

Considering how self aware you are, I'd say the odds can be in your favor. Maybe seek therapy so you don't end up like aunty? Get to the bottom of whatever's going on.

just got home from my ex-gf

we started dating again end of decembre after being broken up for 3 months

i just uncovered that she had slept with someone else in the last weeks
she cried and cried
telling me how sorry she was, how much of an emotional wreck she is

i looked at her phone, it was that guy friend of hers
they were flirting and stuff

called her out on why she was so evasive the last week
asked her if she had slept with another guy
silence was the only thing i got, then her starting crying

she didn't want to justify that she slept with someone else
she didn't want to justify that i asked her on monday four times with whom she was meeting up, said guy friend

oh god am i relieved that i found this out now

>try to talk to people to practice
>too weird and autistic so my personality pushes people away
.dude just practice

I hope you buy her some flowers and give her nice big hug and tell her that its okay that everyone makes mistakes. You should be extra nice for the up coming weeks so she knows that she still has your unconditional love and acceptance and care.

what? no i think you're wrong user
i left
i deleted everything
she was fucking with him in the last weeks while WE were fucking, raw

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based cuck poster

Only one thing to do bro. Lift, hire high class hookers, get viagra and post a 4 hour long porn of you fucking the hooker.

kek
while the viagra thing might be unrealistic
lifting sure as hell is something i'm going to do

I used to struggle with not having a social life but I fixed it for the most part. Here's what I did
>joined a fitness class, in my case yoga x2 a week. If nothing else you'll end up making small talk with qts and starring at their butts for an hour
>started rock climbing, shit on it all you want but climbing gyms are a great way to meet people and socialize
>joined a couple gaming groups, mostly DnD. One is monthly, the other is weekly. Over all the best thing I've done to make friends so far
>hit up old friends I havent seen in a couple years and made plans. Usually see them every other week now.
> joined a latin dance class at my local community college. Its a great way to meet people.
>invited people from work to do stuff with me. Ive made a shit ton of work friends over the years. Invite them to go to the bar and play pool if your into that or to some concert or something. Find common interest with your coworkers and do that with them. You and one of your coworkers both have an interest in archery? Go out shooting with them.
>get involved with your community or volunteer. I used to volunteer at an animal shelter and met a lot of cool people that way but there are thousands of ways to get involved. Ex: you think male circumcision is genital mutilation? Great, there are probably hundreds of people in your area fighting to end the practice. Find something you care about and fight for it.

>4 guys my age talking and being bros and discussing fitness in the locker room
>mfw a normie conversation I could actually contribute to
>mfw the second I intend on saying something one says "I'll wait outside" and the rest say "nah, we're leaving now" and they go
>mfw back to loneliness

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>suck at something day 1
>resign yourself to failure immediately
You sound like a massive quitter. I'm sure you have a sarcastic, thoughtless reply up your sleeve for this as well, so go ahead and get the last word in because you're never going to put effort into fixing yourself and I have better things to do.

>girl is unsure about if she wants a relationship
>whores around instead

I don't get this

>he fell for the white gf meme

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OP, I've been thinking about this all day. Always trying to think of ways to meet decent people who could be positive influences on me and things that would be the best way to improve myself. Idk how much of our lonlieness is totally our fault, or if technology has interfered too much with human social life.

this user here

can i if i contracted an STD file a charge against her since she didn't tell me at all that she was fucking with someone else too?

she's trying to find something better. If she can't, she'll "settle."

How awful of a human being do i have to be for that

>can't find someone beta enough to fund your every whim whilst being reasonably good looking
>fuck around until you can and make excuses

Exactly, these nerds need to embrace
>I N T R O V E R T L I F E A E S T H E T I C

It's not your fault, user. She's immature and probably not worth agonizing over. Easier said than done, but just leave her be. You might reflect on it and be happy it didn't work out.

I can't help her can i, it's a pathetic excuse to whore around though

>27 year old friendless kissless virgin
>too insecure over being a kissless virgin to even bother with girls
>too insecure over not having friends and having a shit life to try to meet people so i can keep it hidden
>just stay shut in to avoid people
>when i do talk to people, like at work, just end up being weird and aloof and driving them away
>miserable every waking moment because im alone but then intentionally avoid people

anyone know this feel

There's another path, user.

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>>completely miserable living like this but at the same time really have no desire to change because people annoy me
I'm gravely concerned that I'm looking at my own future here

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You can't control someone else. If someone cared and respected you enough, she would treat you with care and respect.

you've gotta be happy being you.

>she would treat you with care and respect.
Guess so, hurts the most though that this isn't mutual

It'll get better with time and meeting other girls. Once you do that you'll realize she probably wasn't that remarkable.

I already did. Shes only in her early 20s and she looks alright with make up so that pic in this thread is photo shop
She still looks good but it's weird shes like 22 and looks 30

>you've gotta be happy being you.

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how old are you and why do you feel this way

I went to a (((psychiatrist))) and he diagnosed me with ADD and prescribed me amphetamines.

I took a grand total of 3 out of the 60 pills he prescribed and flushed the rest. That shit was making me anxious as fuck, suppressed my appetite, made me crash during the day, and ruined me sleep schedule. I have no idea how people take that shit for years.

>we never invite you out because we thought you were depressed
holy shit how do normalfags think depression works, are they the real autists?

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Completely understand user. Was diagnosed with BPD and bipolar at 13, was on antipsychotics until I was 16. I realized there wasnt anything truly wrong with me, it was rather me reacting to extreme stress in an "inappropriate" way. If your life is hectic and you feel like you cant control your emotions, that's normal, no matter what any (((psychologist))) says.

Will be feeling this soon. However I'm at the gym and I hit 315x6 on DL which I have been aiming for. I reckon I'll go get a coffee by the beach afterwards.

IDK I feel so desensitized. There's a girl at work who seemed interested in me and I really liked her but I found out through the grapevine that she had a bf the whole time but never mentioned him to me. I got pissed off over it and quit talking to her overnight even though she didn't really do anything to me.

I can tell she's frustrated that I don't so much as look in her direction now but I don't feel even remotely bad about it.

>Severe Crohns Disease
>Clinical depression
>Shitty family
>Useless history degree
>Well paying but soul crushing job.
>worked through hell to get to 80lbs SMM at total 163lbs weight

I want to give up so bad. I'm tired bros.

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>why does she look so bad?
She was off-season on that pic

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>claims he has a "useless" degree yet still gets well paying job

shocker

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I work manual labour.

its kinda comfy though, friends usually too busy on weekdays so i just spend time with myself.

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You can't teach history user?