When was the last time you cried, r9k?

A week ago. All the unfairness inflicted on me came to a head. Begged any god who was listening to give me some solace. No answer. Two girls I was interested in getting boyfriends at the same time was just salt in the wound.

Yesterday I remembered how much better the literal hell of high school was compared to where I am now and teared up a little bit.

Haven't cried since I was like 12. I'm 23 now.

harcore

No matter how sad I am I have never cried or even felt like I crying. I have cried tears of joy a few times I think almost all of those occasions I was on drugs

Some random video. Growing up I always prided myself on not crying over anything. But since my father died I just can't hold those feelings back anymore.

Well it's a story that happened a little while ago
>be me.
>mom hates that I have low grades.
>decide to finally change just to impress mom.
>study hard.
>still somehow get low grades.
>mom now hates me and she's really mad, and says that she hates me unlike my brothers and she stops talking to me.

Anons I cried really hard that day because I wasted my life trying to impress my mom but she still doesn't like me.

i was babysitting today, the children were asleep and had to hold back tears at the OVA 2 of Gabriel Dropout, watched it on my phone, if i was watching that at home crying would have been very real.

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bootcamp, they really broke me, after the inital crash of despair feeling wore off tears would still flow out with no end, i wasnt crying i didnt feel like i was but inside something was broken and had enough, so tears would just flow while i was answering questions from medics. now that the whole ordeal is over i still shed some tears when i think back to those times overall im more sensitive now it seemes.

Probably like yesterday

On my nightwalk yesterday, I live in the countryside so I walk a mile into the wilderness until I reach this one flat area of fields. I go there to cry whenever I'm feeling stressed, my parents found out I was suicidal and now I feel worse because I've made them feel like they've failed as being good parents.

You're not bad parents, you did what you could and I don't blame you. Just please stop crying mum...oh fuck thank you user here I go again

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"Koe no katachi" if you have'nt read it yet

December 2017. Almost shot myself, no bullshit.

Just a little while ago, I try to keep myself destracted as much
as possible to forget the things that torment me but whenever I'm about to fall asleep all the nightmares come and I can't help but feel hopless and cry.

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Yesterday

It just takes being alone with my thoughts for a few minutes for me to start crying so I just distract myself as much as possible
I don't sleep more than 2 hours each night because laying in bed is terrifying to me

The combination of phenibut and weed tends to make me super emotional. I'm able to feel empathy in a way I cannot normally.
I know it sounds silly, but last week I was watching The Return of the King and I was practically sobbing when Frodo left for the Undying Lands at the end.

when i was in gr7 and my brother "accidentally" dropped my maplestory ilbi throwing stars (at the time was endgame gear that i worked for months to buy). I REEEEd so hard while bawling my eyes out

Last month. My grandmother was buried on Halloween. Old man pestered me to go in to work the next day. Broke down during lunch and manager told me to go home, take the next 2 days off.

I almost cried, when I saw this FUCKHEADED FILTH COMMENTING ON YOUTUBE AND HIS WHORE SUPPORTING HIM. Then again, I usually nowadays replace crying with feeling EXTREME HOMICIDAL RAGE, so that I do not have to feel myself so weak and powerless. Because what else can you feel about this type of FUCKHEADED FILTH FUCKING THEMSELVES TO ANIMAL ABUSE ANONYMOUSLY IN THE INTERNET? It's pretty hard to doxx them to be able to IMPALE THEM TO DEATH. But, I promise to DEVELOP A SYSTEM to be able to do that, and, to IMPALE THESE FUCKHEADS SO THAT I DO NOT GET CAUGHT. It is one of my LIFE'S MISSIONS, aside from becoming a successful artist.

And yeah, there's a lot of other types of fuckheads to be doxxed and killed too. People need to take justice into their own hands as the laws are insufficient to take care of it.

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YEAH, FUCKHEADS ABUSING ANIMALS TO MAKE SOMEONE HARD AND FUCKHEADS FUCKING THEMSELVES TO IT, OR THE FILTH SUPPORTING THEM DO NOT DESERVE TO LIVE. Simple as that. Forgot to add this into my previous post.

This is gonna sound really weird, but the only thing in the entire world that can make me cry are those videos on Youtube of people getting on stage for America's Got Talent and the ilk and stunning the audience and judges with stellar performances you *just didn't see coming*

Funny that no one replies.

Obviously I said that just to bump this up so that everyone will know about the shitheads I wrote about.

God, my reply was meant to

God, my reply was meant to

Now it's right. Those FUCKHEADS are making me think unclear.

You're a bit disturbing

like 5 in the morning on sunday
i have so much fucking work to do for school that i need to get done in the span of a week that it just got to the point where it overwhelmed me, i take forever to write anything because i don't want to write dreck and get a bad grade but the professors of the two classes i need to do best in are noted hard graders.

can't remember
neither do i remember the last time that i laughed not out of complaisance

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After me and my mom watched my grandfather blow his brains out in front of us in his garage I still see him sometimes as a schizoid

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I wish I was your grandpa the exact moment he killed himself

>I don't sleep more than 2 hours each night because laying in bed is terrifying to me
I feel this hard, I usually stay awake filling my mind with useless escapist media so I have to lay in bed awake before I sleep for as short a time as possible

If you think that I am, then you probably give a fuck about someone abusing AN INNOCENT ANIMAL THAT IS 50 TIMES SMALLER THAN SHE IS JUST TO MAKE DICKS HARD, or FILTH WHO ARE FUCKING THEMSELVES TO IT. You should find THEM disturbing, NOT ME. But hey, HUMANS FUCKING GIVE A SHIT IF IT'S SOMEONE OF SOME OTHER SPECIES BEING TORTURED. AND THAT MAKES MAJORITY OF HUMANS COMPLETE FUCKING FILTH. Filth to be REMOVED. And yeah, I GIVE A FUCK IF SOMEONE FINDS THIS DISTURBING, BECAUSE I FIND THEM DISTURBING, FOR FINDING THIS DISTURBING.

50% humanity should be demolished.

like 3 weeks ago or so, lying in bed and listening to this

youtu.be/8UkN3Ul8GrA

i'm used to loneliness, but i guess sometimes the lack of a close friendship hits harder

Aku no hana
Oyasumi punpun
Kimi no Suizou wo Tabetai
Koe no katachi

enjoy your sadness

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I cried myself to sleep last night