I'm on drugs MDMA and will be here for the next 6 hours to talk about anything and everything you want. It dosen't matter if you want to vent, complain or boast about something cool. I will read it and actually give a damn.
Also I will post random anime girls from my folders.
So you're a nigger huh?
Did you get the eggs user?
Attached to this post is a picture of a man with many tiny holes on his hand. How do you feel when you look at it?
how many mg did you do and what roa?
Are you on any HRT drugs?
No, I'm white. Born in Ukraine but live in Germany.
What about you?
This is the first time in a year that reference went over my head. Please explain, I'm curious.
Eh, desu not too bad. It's weird but I don't feel any disgust. It helps to know that this is make up but even if it were real I wouldn't be bothered by a picture on the internet.
What reaction did you expect or wish for?
I used it very irresponsible and took two pills. No idea about the mg and haven't tested it too. I only know that my friends took the same and are fine. In the end I just want to get rid of it so I won't be tempted to do it too often.
No, and I don't plan to. Why do you ask, user-kun?
Are you here because you are lovelorn?
>lovelorn
Explain please, user.
>What reaction did you expect or wish for?
Just wanted to see your reaction in your current state. Just curious.
Thanks for posting cute anime girls with animal ears and tails. Catgirls are the best.
While on MDMA it's literally impossible to feel about anything negative. It releases all serotonin which is basically the "feel good" hormone.
No problem. For every (you) there will be more anime girls.
awesome, hope you enjoy em!
what press were they?
Would you rather fuck the most beautiful 7 year old dog or the most beautiful 7 year old human in existence?
R9k needs more traps proper bussy is hard to get
Lovelorn means sad because your love is not reciprocated.
Reciprocate means answered.
You keeping up with this season's new anime, OP? Any favorites?
I'm about to check out Goblin Slayer and see why everybody's flipping out over the rape scenes.
What makes you happy, ecstasy-kun?
For some reason not as bad as the image of the plant like thing with lots of tiny holes makes me feel.
How big is your penis and at what point is a penis considered feminine
I don't know, I don't care about presses and neither should you to be honest. Pressing pills can be done by any retard and every good pill will have its design stolen so it sells better.
Go for pure MDMA and use a test kit Enegry Control.
Have you tried MDMA?
Human. I don't feel aroused with dogs. And even though I don't have any 3D pedophilia preferencesAt least non I know of I'd rather have something that at least resembles a human. And let's be real there is surely a way for sex with a minor to not be traumatizing.
What about you and why?
so you swallowed two pills and didnt even look at what the image was on them before you did?
thats...strange....
yes ive done both MDMA pills and MDMA powder a dozen or so times in my life, i agree its best to test the stuff with a kit whether its pills or powder
did you test this batch?
Ive decided im done doing all synthetic drugs recently though, just plants for me from now on
Last time I did MDMA was a few months ago at a RJD2 show at the playboy club
Did 50mg because I was also drinking and took some kratom and didnt want to be totally cranked up, still had an enjoyable time though
Honestly, I wish all traps would pass. I can only get aroused by feminize features but having dick does make it better. Maybe I'm just bi dunno.
Are you?
Hmm, I do have a love issue but I haven't even asked her out yet. Just for your information I am a manlet 169cm but have an attractive face and am slim. So I do see myself in having a real chance and I've also trained more than enough to flirt with any girl as long as I want to. So I have high hopes that it will work. The onyl thing that bothers is that she is always with her best friend. A very chill and cool guys but not as attractive as I am. She also once denied to be togther with him. But damn sometimes it doesn't feel that way. They all take drugs and are more about physical contact and so they cuddle together. But damn eveytime he runs his fingers down her legs I want to chance place.
I know I don't really belong but I mostly lurk and want to provide a serve here.
What about you user?
The only anime I watched this season is Goblins Slayer. The rapes are a little bit fetish fuel but don't get shoved in your face. All in all very enjoyable and original. Read up on the meta lore a bit so you will understand some "strange" things.
Favorites must watch imho but not this season: Made in Abyss,. Girl's Tour
Damn dude, you're taking MDMA and then being here out of all places?
That I have a very good family. That I am competent. That I know how to carry myself socially if needed.
Also the serotonin helps, too, haha.
What makes you happy?
Courtesy (you) to honor my promise of guaranteed (you)s.
I don't remember what my dick size it and right now I have a hard time getting hard, too. It could be considered feminine if I shaved all my body hair and beard.
What about you? Do you want to talk about it?
Yeah, I'm a little bit self destructive but I learned to manage it. Honestly, the only reason why I took two instead of one is that I already took MDMA a few weeks ago. Two times. So I get rid of it all as fast as possible as even I split the pills up and then took on differenc toccasion
I left this here because for some reason I went full retard. Can't focus my eyes, can't even read. Anyway maybe two pills were a little bit too much but iI'm glad I'm in a controlled enviroment and having the time of life.
>They all take drugs and are more about physical contact and so they cuddle together.
We've all been there, user. While she might not be interested in him romantically she could very well be friends with benefits, because today's morals are as bad as the fucking 1960's.
>What about you user?
Not really as much lovelorn as I am a NEET. I started hearing voices about a year ago and after those voices ordered me to kill a bunch of people (which I refused). I've been trying to learn how to live with the voices inside my head.
So far it's been a surreal experience.
Drug addicts get off my board. You're not interesting.
hi user I don't know what to say, I'm sorry
Worried that I'm apologizing too much, I always apologize after or before the majority of sentences in real-life and don't quite know how to curtail this. Been a rough day, few hours drive then get back and immediate shift where almost the entire stock for each item ran out if it didn't by the time we got around to a rush. And being left to do it myself without any indication has quite bothered me. All the same feel bad for having worked slower than I could have and made mistakes that by this stage I should not be capable of making. Feel very tired and my vision is very blurred. Still, promised I'd finish a presentation that my group was supposed to do by morning so have that now, it won't take long though I really wish they did more. I want a warm hug.
I spend an hour staring at my screen because I was rolling so hard. I couldn't even read some sentences because of the "shakey" eyes . So it took me some time to respond to you all
That sounds nice. As long as you take them to enhance already good situation and not drive away the bad ones. Why all synthetics though?
Also try not to mix MDMA with alcohol. It greatly reduces it's emphatic effect which I would consider part of the magic
Yeah, it feels like home here. I'm a relative new fag but have been here for a few years. Also I can talk to you and I have no one to talk to IRL right now. MDMA at home is not even boring like LSD can be but pure bliss best enjoyed with ones favorite music and some cute anons.
>We've all been there, user. While she might not be interested in him romantically she could very well be friends with benefits, because today's morals are as bad as the fucking 1960's.
Hmm that might be but to be honest her ex was slim but that friend is fat and dresses very sloppy but he has a dominant but also relaxing personality. In a way that he speaks earnest anpd in the best interest of one unless it's deal ;) It could be anything and Though I don't consider FWB immoral I still with for a qute monogamic relationship.
That does sound like a case of schizophrenia. Have you visited a therapist? When even your own mind defies you then it helps having a third objective view. The voices are not powerful and can be tamed by altering with your brain chemistry because that's where they come from.
But I like talking to you cute, cute, anons. :3
Don't worry, I can lead the conversation if you w-want...
hope you're having a good time user !!
ive used a lot of drugs in my life and was an opiate addict for many many years
synthetic drugs cant do anything good for me anymore, not judging other people who choose to use them but i am just done with them for good
its been a goal of mine to get off synthetic substances for years but i was just too fucked up to accomplish it before but now im much healthier
now my only addictions are to kratom and caffeine
Kratom might as well be an opiate.. you just switched from oxy or whatever to kratom...
im drunk user
i love you though and want you to be happy
thanks for being there
Enjoy user, hope it makes you as happy as it made me feel. Don't forget to try feeling different things with your hands.
>worried that I'm apologizing too much, I always apologize after or before the majority of sentences in real-life and don't quite know how to curtail this.
I know this apology phenomena. I identified it as a projection of my insecurity on others. You are not a bother. You don't drag the mood down even when you are quiet and not saying anything. You presence is enjoyed and desired.
>Been a rough day, few hours drive then get back and immediate shift where almost the entire stock for each item ran out if it didn't by the time we got around to a rush. And being left to do it myself without any indication has quite bothered me. All the same feel bad for having worked slower than I could have and made mistakes that by this stage I should not be capable of making. F
You sound like a hard worker which is admirable. You also keep the head up which is also a good trait even when having a rough time. "Leben in der Lage" as I was told. :)
Though seriously go and rest, take vacation, paid, unpaid ideally you shouldn't loose your job
You can only make other happy if you are happy yourself. Your mind is an social instrument but when it's blocked by negative thoughts and doubts no one profits. Also honestly talk to your boss. Ask him for a quick chat and then tell him what happened to last time. It may seem like a small thing now but small things should be removed quickly which in turns help reduce the extra stress and prevents resentment.
>eel very tired and my vision is very blurred. Still, promised I'd finish a presentation that my group was supposed to do by morning so have that now, it won't take long though I really wish they did more
I'm the last one to talk because I also did such things a day before but why didn't you plan earlier? Also if you have the feeling that the others are pulling you down ask the the teacher/professor/tutor to grade you individually.
>I want a warm hug.
*sending virtual hug*
Seriously, I would even hug you IRL and I'm not gay. As men we are expected to be emotionally stable that's why we suppress our emotions. But sometimes we need to vent. And sometimes we need physical contact with another human.
Yes, I am but I feel like I'm typing way too slow.
How about you?
Kratom can also give you minor withdrawals but I think you already know that. It's nice to see that you found something more important than drugs which is literally 10000% more dopamine than through sex if you take meth as an example or ultimate content and bliss opiates. Honestly, those drugs are only so addicting because they fill a very specific heart in some people. If you genuinely enjoy doing something you will often deliberately leave out being high because you want to give it all.
Yes, but it's very mild and a perfect substitute for harder opiates. And let's be honest, once you know it, you crave it. Small vices are allowed as long as they don't hinder you in your life or happiness.
Hello, drunk-user! I like how alcohol brings out the more emotional side of a person. You seem like a good person.
What is your plan for today?
Thanks, I am. :) I will try it but I'm so busy with typing, squinting my eyes and trying to write sentences that are not complete gibberish.
I can't see how I'd be enjoyable unless I were around my friends, it takes so much energy to talk to others and then usually I can only ask questions rather than talk, I never learned how to really do that or how to structure conversation.
I try to work hard, slowed a lot during the 9 P.M. rush and shouldn't have done really, I know I couldn't done more and I hate holding people back on the petty whim that I can't get my head straight for a day. I definitely can't take vacation any time soon. Been there for a month, with prior experience doing really well though with the others being trainees as well have this bizarre case where I know more than most whilst simultaneously being there the least and being thrown at everything at lightning speed due to familiarity. It works on most days though much like before a late rush kills me no matter the day. That and its one of those days where you feel angry no matter what.
I did plan earlier, the problem is that the other 4 members always have "things to do" kept skipping out on seminars, never contribute even when they say they will despite the constant reminders, telling them what is happening and stating several times that they need to add and annotate their own work to get additional marks. Its obvious that no-one was going to take initiate to finish the presentation so have to do that. Guarantee by the time it comes around I'll be the only one doing the presentation. I'm not going to pretend that I haven't been lazy in the past though how did they make it past primary school? Like there is a little test that is the exam (which you only need 40% to pass) on that's it, how people can have so much free time and still not write even just a paragraph is beyond me.
Apologies if this comes off as bitter. I know my mood will improve soon I think, perhaps with sunrise. T-thanks for the warm hug, I needed it.
Also check out this cute Miku Ghost.
And this awesome song. It's one of my favorites becauseof the voice, the untypical but catchy melody and the most improbable culture exchange Japanese Irish Folk
>wow look at me I dunked 2 pills hehe so irresponsible
you americans are such pussies honestly
>I can't see how I'd be enjoyable unless I were around my friends, it takes so much energy to talk to others and then usually I can only ask questions rather than talk, I never learned how to really do that or how to structure conversation.
Well, if you are enjoyable for your friends then that's all that matters. When people develope pessimitic/depressive mindsets they will feel like an imposter that is someone that they are not and somehow are also betraying the trust of their friends. Don't talk to people unless you really want to or just make quick small talk by commenting on a recent event or something in the room. But keep your eyes open for interesting people. So when you it's time to make friends you won't have to worry of entertaining a stranger because you were having a discussion with a new friend.
>I try to work hard, slowed a lot during the 9 P.M. rush and shouldn't have done really, I know I couldn't done more and I hate holding people back on the petty whim that I can't get my head straight for a day. I definitely can't take vacation any time soon. Been there for a month, with prior experience doing really well though with the others being trainees as well have this bizarre case where I know more than most whilst simultaneously being there the least and being thrown at everything at lightning speed due to familiarity. It works on most days though much like before a late rush kills me no matter the day. That and its one of those days where you feel angry no matter what.
Well, shit happens. Do you vent your anger on something?
Check out this: en.wikipedia.org
Please tell me if the wiki sounds familiar
>What is your plan for today?
im gonna go to bed soon i drank a lot of whiskey
i got in an argument with my roommate and went for a walk with the bottle after getting mad
i have no real plans my life isnt going anywhere and im a total loser piece of shit who has no idea what hes doing
life is really really weird but i hope things get better or i die suddenly or something nice like that
oh hey, same here ... :)
>takes drugs
>sits at home and shitposts
holy shit you are a loser
your worse then the faggots that buy beer so they can drink something while posting on a "Frogs and Feels Bar" thread
>I did plan earlier, the problem is that the other 4 members always have "things to do" kept skipping out on seminars, never contribute even when they say they will despite the constant reminders, telling them what is happening and stating several times that they need to add and annotate their own work to get additional marks. Its obvious that no-one was going to take initiate to finish the presentation so have to do that. Guarantee by the time it comes around I'll be the only one doing the presentation. I'm not going to pretend that I haven't been lazy in the past though how did they make it past primary school? Like there is a little test that is the exam (which you only need 40% to pass) on that's it, how people can have so much free time and still not write even just a paragraph is beyond me.
You work and worked hard and you deserve the rewards. Ask the teacher if he can grade you individually. Not only will this get a better mark but also give a sense of satisfactions. Justice is an end for itself. You can also view it pedagogical and see it as a lesson that your group mates will or SHOULD learn. Sometimes you need to hurt someone to truly help them.
1. I'm from Germany
2. I rolled two times (now three) in the spawn of a month. I know I won't die from that but I consider it borderline abusing as I follow the general consensus on the internet that 1-3 months should be waited before the next roll
3. Go back, island monkey.
Just joking I like you. And I didn't mean to brag about it. Tbh I'm dealing with quite some psychological dependency weed so I'm more fine tuned to potential abuse possibilities and worry more. I wanted some validation because I knew I wasn't doing the right thing for my body and mind. Ended up getting none but then I took it anyway,
whenever there are these "guaratneed (yous)" thread people don't respond to me but ok. i'm faking my way through life but at least i've figured out how to get stronger in a way that is fun for me without injuring myself anymore. i have only understood this after injuring myself multiple times. i should get a life outside of lifting and anime. have you tried LSD?
hi my new friend
I don't like to vent, I try to laugh my problems away and pretend that they don't exist - not like a have a right to complain when so many have it worse. Yeah I do get imposter syndrome a lot. I'm so used to being in the way and never rationalized that I'd make it past 18 through my entire life, it seems so weird and alien to be at a point where I'm independant despite not really being pro-active about it - like I wasn't supposed to get this far. I guess its nice in a way though it gets stressful at times and I don't feel like I belong anywhere.
I believe we get graded based on peer review (assign people percentages based on how much they did). I'll no doubt give myself a high percentage and explain in advance as I am paranoid as fuck about it.
I'm on Laphroaig 10 because I like to spoil myself! Cheers mate!
reminder this is essentially what anime posters look like irl
yeah, and? Who cares?
I don't know if life gets better but there is a high chance that we haven't found our places yet. You are not a piece of shit. Why would you think such a thing? Just because you are confused, scared and intimidated by the shit the world has to offer?
True bravery is moving forward despite being scared. And as long as you keep planning one step at a time you might find yourself in a situation that you could enjoy. But the most important thing is be proactive and inform yourself on possibilities. There is not a single person on this world that can't learn so there are no excuses. Unless you have a family to feed, quitting an awful job is always the best decision. We are not as constrained as we want to think we are. Especially when it comes to survival your mind will make you do the right things to survive so don't worry. It's your job as the rational part of your consciousness to stir it from "survival" to "happiness".
>i hope things get better
They won't unless you decide to act. Time only presents opportunities but we must want to act on them. Also when something is important to you then it's worth fighting about. Don't let your feelings be belittled or waved away as they are as valid as any other emotions from any other human.
Tell me about your life goals, user.
(YOUU)s
I don't mind. cont.
Brbr preparing myself a bowl because the xtc seems to wear off or at least I can now see the monitor without my eyes malfunctioning.
I wish I could sleep or could have fun but I'm only a miserable NEET.
Ok, that was nice.
>cont
In a sense you think more complex, different but also very emotional. It's like meeting your subconcious and by that you can realize that which you hide from yourself. Complexes mostly and other revelation about yourself, yourself in relation to others or yourself in relation to the world.
I'm trying to go to sleep so I can stop thinking about all the things that trouble me but my family won't stop making noise, shouting, crashing, footsteps, running water, doors slamming. Its all so annoying. I wish I wasn't neet living with my family
Hi friendo
>I don't like to vent, I try to laugh my problems away and pretend that they don't exist - not like a have a right to complain when so many have it worse
You are literally killing yourself albeit very slowly. You have a right to complain. And you should complain to your friends and family. Sure, they might not be as interested as you are but you get to release a lot of build up steam since the person will at least try to listen. Of course you should also try to listen to friends/family when they complain to you and try to understand even if you couldn't be bothered in this moment. Also just because a child in Africa is starving doesn't mean that a fatal car accident less
This is called a support network.
It's very important for a healthy mind and even if you think you don't mind suppressing everything you should know better than me because if it worked out you would be much happier.
>like I wasn't supposed to get this far
No one is supposed to get anywhere.
>I'll no doubt give myself a high percentage and explain in advance as I am paranoid as fuck about it.
Don't try to over explain it and don't fall for the argument trap. If they did not contribute then they don't deserve the grade and you will be given a more lenient grading because you did a group work alone.
This is a perfect opportunity to build some self confidence and learn new skills.
sorry to correct you so bluntly, but i really am a piece of shit
im a lying narcissistic cunt of a person who doesn't deserve any sympathy
>Tell me about your life goals, user.
i used to have those but now i don't expect anything from life
even if i put my mind to it id fuck it up somehow
PLEASE GIVE ME A (YOU) ITS 5 AM AND I NEED TO SLEEP I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT MY (YOU)
(You) but have nothing to say
Wrong.
1. I'm slim even a little bit underweight
2. Have an athletic body type from doing some sport in my childhood and serving in my countries military
3. I'm not a furfag.
4. I am legitimately cute and even had some (2-3) women go out of their way to contact me
Also I wear a hoody, have medium lenght messy but straight hair and spend my time talking to anons instead of ERP
That's right no one does.
NEETs can have fun. But if you want to get into the REAL fun then you need money.
You wouldn't have slept well anyway. Today is your lucky day. Instead of having a nightmare your family accidentally wakes you up. You notice that there are currently a lot of troubles and chaos in your head. That's why you write down all your problems/worries on a sheet of paper. That way order is restored in the chaos and the enemy is not a vague dooming concept in the future but a tangible thing like a name on a paper.
Those who seek virtue, are obsessed with evil.
Criticizing yourself no matter if it's true or not show introspection. And being able to introspect is the first step in developing your mind and character.
>sorry to correct you so bluntly, but i really am a piece of shit
im a lying narcissistic cunt of a person who doesn't deserve any sympathy
My favorite poem on this topic:
>Watch your thoughts, they become words
>watch your words, they become actions
>watch your actions, they become habits
>watch your habits, they become character
>watch your character, for it becomes your destiny
You must decide what person you want to be. Every day and every minute. And it all begins in your head with the right thought
Here you go, user-kun. Good night. If you want to stay I will be awake, too. But otherwise get good rest
Much appreciated user. Hours of having fun in homm3 took its toll on me. I hope you'll have a great day too.
>Those who seek virtue, are obsessed with evil.
What do you mean? t. brainlet
Thanks, I hope the same for you, too. And as I see there is no reason why today couldn't become a great day for both of us:)
When you strive to be virtues you will spend time thinking about sin, evil etc. One can't exist without the others.
I will try to find the whole text. Maybe it'll clear things up
I think you're being too optimistic user
You might just be rolling on MDMA
I believe that people reap what they sow, and i dont know how to fucking farm so obviously all my shit sucks
im just not certain doing something good with my life would make it all worth it
MDMAnon, I took a shit tonne of speed earlier and I didn't have enough weed to come down comfortably. So now I'm gonna take a shower and hopefully sleep afterwards. I hope you have a good roll and I'm wondering if you've tried any amphetamines. Do you like addy, meth or khat?
Well, people might reap what they sow but they can always decide to become a better farmers. And to become a better human/farmer you must start somewhere. The hardest task is convincing yourself about what you actually want. Positive thoughts will shine through in your actions and words slowly form your character. But that can't happen without the first step. And I don't think you want to be "a lying narcissistic cunt of a person". Now you have to convince yourself.
Oh and yeah the MDMA helps a lot in staying optimistic.
Anyone still up to play with?
>And I don't think you want to be "a lying narcissistic cunt of a person". Now you have to convince yourself.
if it was easy as thinking the way you do i would have done it already
The process might look simple but it's the hardest step. You could also try to fake it until you make it
i'd worry i wouldn't be happy anyway, but i guess you never know unless you try
doesn't make it any easier though..
>am legitimately cute and even had some (2-3) women go out of their way to contact me
Listen here you little nigger. Get. Off. My. Board.