Pursuit of sadness

Does anyone else feel addicted to crying and try to cry as much as they can to make themselves feel better?
I hate myself

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I wish I could cry
I tear up but I rarely cry and the last time I did was at a webm of a drunk russian guy ranting about life

Maybe you're not as bad as you think. You're human, you're dignified, you have the right to step into the light. Godspeed.

cry gives me headaches, but its alright to have a nice cry every now and then, everything alright?

i didnt cry for years and then this year I started to, im addicted.
>Maybe you're not as bad as you think.
im human trash, I do bad things to people and dont even care.
> You're human, you're dignified
I wish I was man, im just fucked in the head.
>cry gives me headaches, but its alright to have a nice cry every now and then, everything alright?
I cry over other peoples issues and my own, I cry all day every day mostly.
only when I vc with a friend I dont cry

your not fucked in the head man,you seem really nice if your crying over other people, i wish i had people like you in my life^^

What webm user? Please post it

>Pursuit of sadness
You mean pursuit of Vikings?
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That's called coping

This is now an Amon Amarth thread:
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This thread will no longer be the pursuit of sadness!
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well if you want to chat add me.
melancholymouse#6708

I think im a bit fucked I just struggle to connect to people and the few people I do connect to and care about I get obsessed over.
I cant do anything right.

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Jow Forums is letting me down tonight:
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It was an except of this video from 3:51 to the end

contributing to patrician vikingposter thread
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A bit of TYR to change things up a bit:
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RAISE YOUR HORNS RAISE THEM UP TO THE SKY WE WILL DRINK TO GLORY TONIGHT!
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I wish I could cry but I'm too emotionally repressed

no...this isnt a viking thread

Why be emotionally repressed when you have so much good metal at your fingertips?
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Yes. I feel like I deserve it for being a generally terrible person.

I even have a collection of pictures and screen captures of things I find generally hurtful, just in case I feel my self esteem getting out of check. I think on some level I must enjoy tormenting myself like this.

CONSIDER YOUR THREAD INVADED, ANGLO!
THIS IS VIKING TERRITORY NOW!
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It is now, my goal is to change faggy OP's pursuit of sadness into a pursuit of Vikings.
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THAT'S THE SPIRIT BROTHER!
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Torment yourself no longer brother and join in on the mighty gathering in the HALL OF FREEDOM!
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We truly are under siege by queers when they are still upset regardless of all this metal:
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I am OP..

you dont get it

I can do this all fucking night:
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I get it completely, you just need to be more badass. Right now you're submitting to shitty feminine emotions, don't do that, BECOME A VIKING!
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I want no more weakness from you OP.
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Something more emotional for OP perhaps? A tale of a slave drowned on his way home:
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im playing mid west emo....

Ah you're killing me man, stop being so fucking sad and embrace your fucking masculinity.
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>be me
>feel like shit so go and read black pilled posts
>watch this one get raided by vikings
>click on links, listen to music, and give it a chance
>now feel imbued with badass power if only for a few moments

HOLD THE HEATHEN HAMMER HIGH WITH A BATTLE CRY!

I feel that if more robots turned to metal then the quality of our board would increase tenfold:
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (me making loud powerful noise)

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MORE, this will not end until OP ceases his faggotry. YOU HEAR ME OP?
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THAT'S THE SPIRIT MAKE MORE LOUD POWERFUL NOISE!
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Don't be running out of steam yet boys:
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KILL AWAY THE SAD KILL IT KILL IT

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MAKE SURE THE SAD IS THE FIRST KILL:
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It's almost 6 am and I must retire, I hope some of you, especially OP will join in the pursuit of Vikings and not the pursuit of sadness.

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dude did you?
i wish I could.... listen to some emo shit

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retiring and then waking up to the big sad which has returned

Why though? Why do you enjoy that droning garbage and not the hardcore metal?

>Why though? Why do you enjoy that droning garbage and not the hardcore metal?
I used to listen to metal as an alcoholic, I cant enjoy it the same.
I love doom metal

Try the black dahlia murder if you haven't already.

You or someone like you posted this kill la kill shit last night and made me go and watch some of it and now I hate myself so fuck you

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i think you may be depressed user

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ill check it out
yeah man diagnosed since i was a lil kid.
never really felt happy but lately feeling a bit better at times, I toasted a roastie if you wannah see.
I did it for fun and it didnt make me feel better at all.

Yeah man just remember that depression is 70 percent other people's thoughts your applying to your life and the other 30 percent is imbalance.

Killing yourself is literally retarded

I'm sorry what does "toasting a roastie" mean?

mine are neurological I have been told