Can't wait till I kill myself and everyone pretends I was a great guy and they cared a lot about me for two weeks then forget about me forever
Can't wait till I kill myself and everyone pretends I was a great guy and they cared a lot about me for two weeks then...
Leo Walker
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Jose Fisher
dubs of truth, respect
Anthony Smith
don't worry user, we'll always remember you as a worthless cunt just like the rest of us
Ayden Cooper
I used to work at a PC repair shop. One day a lady came in with a laptop in a police evidence bag. She told me that her son shot himself in the head at his computer, and was hoping that we could bypass his password and find out why he did it. It still had blood on the keyboard, so I used latex gloves while working on it.
Getting past the password was easy. I checked his browser history, and it was a bunch of vile porn - the kind of stuff I can't erase from my memory. But the final page he browsed was r9k.
I still think about that, all the time. Dude was a loner, failing out of college, and just ate a bullet. His mom was in shambles. She didn't understand why this happened. It's been years and it still haunts me. I hope you don't do that to your family, user, even if you hate them. It will affect more people than you know.
Joshua White
I wasn't gonna. I was just thinking about it if I did and I realized my uni would probably put on some kind of assembly or some shit and everyone would act like they loved me even though I know for a fact no one here gives a shit about me since even my roommate ignores my existence. Outside of college I guess a few people would care.
Jaxson Lewis
Jace Parker
That's true. A few people would play the victim card even though they didn't know you at all.
Life changes after uni though. So if you're feeling down, just see it as a grindfest to get to the endgame.
Camden Johnson
Murder suicide is chad suicide. People will remember you longer, too, and they won't be fake as shit.
Wyatt Anderson
that reminds me, back in college a guy that I had been in a few classes with killed himself. A couple roasties who had also been in the classes with us (and showed neither of us any attention) were wailing and crying and acting like they were the best of friends with him.
Really infuriated me because anyone with half a brain could tell they were virtue signalling.
Jaxson Reed
Fuck. Also holy shit can I just be fucking original jesus fucking christ being original is the gayest fucking shit.
Hunter Hill
what kind of porn was it lol
Ryder Evans
cant feel bad about it when im dead lmaoo fucking dumbass
Easton Sullivan
Sometimes I think about killing myself. But the people that I would like to know that I'm gone and in a better place would have no idea because I separate my family and people that I like. Friends would just think that I disappeared.
Gabriel Peterson
ok this is completely epic
Chase Sullivan
I fucking hate this curse so much.
So much loss and shit has happened to me and my family already. Im going to be the next. I couldnt care less about my hellish life, but i dont even want to imagine my little sisters thoughts when she loses her other brother. Why is this world this way. I dont even care about being social and succesful and girlfriends and all that simple bullshit, if i could live in my body comfortably i would ride this out at least until my sister is an adult and has support and her own family. But i cant. Every day has to be torture. I could live with my severe ocd if if i could just be comfortable otherwise. I have for years. But now my physical health is falling rapidly for no reason, which in turn obviously drives my ocd through the roof because i dont know what is happening to me. No one does. I guess im just not meant to be and have to pay my karma debt from previous life or some shit. Im sorry sister. I have to email a company that sells nitrogen and helium near me to ask if theyre 100%. Then death happens.
James Flores
you're a mummy's boy, aren't you?
you can't give a fuck how your "actions" affect others when you're dead.
Gavin Nguyen
Asian scat porn
Josiah Stewart
he had very patrician taste
Isaac Campbell
To me, the saddest part of this story is knowing that he was probably putting out cries for help every day and his mother didn't even notice. Everyone always says "oh it was so shocking, he seemed so happy, I don't know why he did it" when realistically if they had paid attention at all they would have seen it coming. Then she tries to go through his stuff afterward hoping that something will absolve her of any guilt so she doesn't have to feel bad for herself anymore.
Aiden Hughes
sooooo I should keep suffering so I don't haunt a loser at a repair shop
wow I love life now
Brayden Collins
No. So you dont haunt your familu
Colton Kelly
Fuck everyone and simply make money and numb the pain with substances