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/Death General/
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Im not scared of dying, but the thought that the moment I loose consciousness billions and billions of years will past in an instant and the universe will end up be a black pit of nothingness horrifies me.
Humanity was doomed from the start
Why won't my parents just fucking die so I can an hero myself without feeling shame?
im so F O R L O R N that i emotionally pushed my tulpa away
Why the fuck is this me on every level possible? pic related
I think I'm going to kill myself this year. Every day is a fight and it's been like that for 20 years (I'm 23). I'm tired. I'm ugly, have severe anxiety and am socially completely inept. I feel entirely alone and overwhelmed with life. Going to partial but
scares me still.
>trutth is, the game was rigged from the start
These memes always make me feel better.
Either kill yourself or dont, stop talking about it
What scares me is that after death we enter some new place or state of extreme suffering. I have had vivid dreams of some truly terrible experiences. The fact that it can be imagined worries me that it can actually be experienced.
dont fear the unknown
go into the light dont wake up
Take it easy, man. originato
most people are afraid of death for this reason imo
being reborn as a small fish or a bacteria on someones tooth doesnt sound great compared to the life we have now
Nah. Being dead is the same as the way it was before you were born. Remember that? That's death. No need to overcomplicate it.
>Has had girlfriends
So this guy isn't even a robot
>I will see all my loved ones and people I admire grow old and die
>I too will grow old and will have to endure the most lonesome loneliness (also a lot of pain) before finally dying
The fear of death is cancelled by the incoming loneliness.
Cherish your loved ones (if you have), cherish your health, cherish your time.
Your brain is cease to exist once you are dead. There is no afterlife or anything it will feel as before you were born. Life will go on without you.
>Spend the whole year with the goal of losing weight (Started at 220lb)
>Weigh a 140lb now
>Have a hardcore ED now and haven't eaten anything in the last 2 months without at least trying to throw it up
Sure took a turn I did not expect.
I hate when people say that. First off, you're repeating what somebody else said like a fucking parrot. second, doesn't that mean life can start again like before you were born? It doesn't make any sense.
No one here is really a robot anymore. Just posers who think they are special because they're socially retarded and feel entitled to living like a celebrity because of years of media brainwashing and coddling by their relatives. The funniest part is they all constantly try to gatekeep who is the most special because of their worthlessness when in reality they're all equally unremarkable and milquetoast just like their problems.
what if the brain releases some substance and you are trapped in some mental place for "1000000 million years" because imagination isnt tied to physical laws and thats what people are referring to
is this the suicide thread, anyone wanna share easy methods
walk off high point
painless
free
accessible to anyone not living in a desert or ocean
i'm scared that if i die, i'm gonna wake up in a wagon while the credits rolls down. the elder scrolls V: Skyrim
No, your brain shuts down and rots.
I happen to be a great authority on death.
Not because I'm edgy or I enjoy it. But because I've come back from death, many times.
Suicide is redundant for a truly depressed person-- you've already died on the inside.
It's a paradox, because dying inside is far worse than returning to the void-- and yet, it's also better, because once the inner death is truly complete, things inside you begin to grow again and you can weep for the fact you can finally feel again.
Yes. Death is redundant. A true death right down to the core of your being will make you become more than you could've imagined previously. You just need to tend to the growth-- and forgive that past person for dying the way they did.
It's because it's the truth. When you're dead your brain stops working therefore you don't feel or know anything. You cease to exist so you basically end up the same as before you existed. It's simple common sense. The reason people have to constantly repeat themselves is because of fags like you who can't wrap their heads around that simple logic but for some reason find the idea of a different reality existing where you have a place in it seeming reasonable. As far as your other theory it does seem somewhat plausable assuming that we are in an infinite plain it would be impossible for the universe to not die and then be reborn exactly like it is right now but that's not really worth even thinking about is it? For all we know this could be the billionth time you and I have had this conversation. It's a pink elephant in the sky that no one can ever detect. We can never know so who gives a shit either way?
you must know it mustnt you. also the two concepts dont exclude each other at all so...
I think he means from the perspective of the person dying.
As in, your brain gets so fucked up time perception goes bananas and you "live" that last second forever.
Which sounds really fucking scary.
I had a vision about this, once. It was a man who took what they would call 'a left-hand path' He was creating a new universe, and he needed someone to bear witness.
YOU die but you are only a fragile collection of memories and learned patterns
CONSCIOUSNESS PREVAILS if you already died on the inside once you know what im on about
That is pretty scary. Like imagine being a concious nothingness in a dark void that can do nothing but think for all of eternity.
and thats god for you
read ultraheaven complete and without spoilers trust me
>you're repeating what somebody else said like a fucking parrot.
Wow, it's almost like you should be allowed to repeat something you agree with and is relevant to the topic. Furthermore the amount of times something is said has very little to do with its truthfulness (or lack thereof). Quit being salty over nothing.
>doesn't that mean life can start again like before you were born? It doesn't make any sense.
An interesting thought IMO. But why doesn't that make sense, given our lack of understanding? We just simply don't know enough about why people's consciousnesses inhabit the particular bodies that they do. Could be that you'll be born as someone else or as another organism altogether in a very different time. But in the meantime, eons may very well pass by in what appears to you to be absolutely no time.
You wouldn't think though. You would just stay frozen in the same second meaning you wouldn't even feel the passing of time as we know it so you wouldn't even know. Pretty much the same as just ceasing to exist desu.
12 gauge shell with homemade shotty, hopefully this month.
I have no need of books, things like these move through me, like being a leg of a river.
But! need or no need, I will check that out. Thanks for the recommend user.
how to homemade shotty
what is you ? "you" cannot be reborn because you are innately human. but the "over-you" the one who watches, the one who remains when you strip all memories, that one is in everything
no name can describe me so call me
the one who is
the alpha and omega
the beginning and the end
respectable, I can work with that idea.
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have a nice dream
People say I'm good looking bit I am so fucking autistic that everyone thinks I'm weird and always make a fool out of myself. I have no friends, still live with my parents and will never have a girlfriend. If it wasn't for my parents still caring I would be fucking dead now.
That statement in itself, although meant to be comforting, actually affirms the horrifying reality of infinite rebirth. Because you had no idea or perception of time before you were born. Meaning, you gonna have no idea or perception of time of time after your death. It's going to pass in an instant, then you will be born again, perhaps trillions of big bangs later.
>Commie cap
>It's a manga
You're probably a real nice guy, buuuuut I'm in an age group to which two those things are utterly offensive.
But I appreciate you taking the time to dig up a good quality copy.
this isnt an ordinary hat or manga and im not even remotely into any of these two things normally take it or leave it but its literally your vision and its a powerful memetic agent, decide for yourself
if you do read all chapters in one go its kind of a experience
Sounds good amigo.
>Ceasing to exist sucks shit
>Eternal life (even if pleasant) sucks shit
>Eternal recurrence and reincarnation also suck shit
I decided to just let life do its thing and lose any hope of anything "good" or "peaceful". Nothing can satisfy me anymore, and it's not like I can change or stop whatever comes next.
All we can do, as cliche as it sounds, is live for today. Because the past is gone and the future is shit.
Death is good only unoriginal fagots are scared of it.
What does Jow Forums think of life extension and SENS?
the fairytales and lullabies spoken to you when you were young were just setting you up to go into adulthood naive. only to later realize that nothing is pure and great in this world. you were misled. growing in life, naive to the harsh reality and its all your fault. most of you have yet to let go of that fact and suffer as a result. that there is no utopia! nothing is the way it should be! well, your beliefs are silly. none of them are conceivable in this world. still clinging onto traditional values? still clinging onto the desire for a pure gf and a world cleansed of degenerate filth? just the way you think it should be. some of you are blessed to know how to cope with the fact that none of your worldly beliefs are actually real.
now, there are people out there who think they'll find their cope, or at least some sense of being real by going out in a blaze of glory. a split second before their brain dies, then they realize all of their mistakes and they want to go back. their last moment, twitching on the ground in a puddle of blood. full of regrets! i hope that's not you, user.
I jumped in front of a train to try and end it. Got my right hand amputated. Even more depressed now, back living with my parents. The experience was pretty crazy, but I can't tell if I really talked to God or not. Be smart robots, just go with balloon time.
These are just too accurate, I'm scared
>It's a "self-loathing fag that had an easy life is going through an existential crisis" episode
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Yea your going to hell you degenerate faggot. That's what you're dreaming about. You are going to suffer
Lead pipe, pvc cap ends, nail, trip iq
but couldnt that be a warning him? so that he repents and gets to experience heaven?
Do you really think he will repent?
>Google deathism
>It's a term people actually use unironically
>There is even a transhumnist wiki
>There is probably a large transhumanist community online, with their own subreddit and all, that spend all day jerking each other off
How come people take something that sounds legit and then run it into the fucking ground? Same thing happened to anti-natalism too.
>yeah dude you just don't think and feel anything ever what's your problem man
i feel you man, I FEEL you
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>It's going to pass in an instant, then you will be born again, perhaps trillions of big bangs later.
this motherfucking ride will never end, will it?
Knowing that everything wil be over eventually is the comfiest thought
>The ride has an end
>NO I DON'T WANT TO DIE MOMMY HELP ME
>The ride never ends
>NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE MOMMY SAVE ME
JUST
AAAHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHGHGHHHH
> Atleast 1 billion people, would consider their prayers answered, were they in your position.
> You are forever stuck in what is the current moment ... It is always now.
> You'll spend most of your life looking at/ and identifying with thoughts that your cognition produced in the prior seconds
> You're extremely prone to depression and negative emotion; with maladaption to industrial society. You earn none of your food, you don't really do anything to survive; you have zero value to yourself and others .. and you feel like it, because of that. If people really needed you, they would care about you, and you would care about others if they really contributed to your survival; they don't. You know this. You know it, when you imagine yourself in a small group- on an island, where everyone is dependent on eachothers survival and contribution. Fuck it, imagine it being you and 3 girls- if you're really that insecurepilled.
I have a theory that "vital" or "life" essence travels through the universe but needs embodiment to be able to act and function. Our concept of "thought" is tied to our biology therefore an eternity of it is not feasible, death is actually a good thing to keep the cycle going.
>#3deep5u
thats why babies cry.
>OH GOD NO OH GOD THIS CANT BE HAPPENING I WILL FORGET EVERYTHING PLEASE NO NOT AGAIN AAAAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAH
I only have colorlesspills, son.
Anyone else really wants to die a violent death? Getting tortured, murdered and eaten by a serial killer, blowing up into pieces, something like that
i love this, anoon
What scares me is the prospect of being an eternal spirit that has to keep coming back into incarnation. Cut and dry death/return to void is simple.
see dise
>he doesn't know about earth being a loosh farm and that "going towards the light" is actually a trick to recycle your soul for more suffering to harvest
That is why I enlisted origionaloi
I'm aware, although It depends. While the incarnate "you" is temporary, the over self you being eternal, it still seems like it is an individuated entity that has goals and reasons to incarnate. What you describe sounds like the monad/source, the pure fundamental consciousness of simply being, beyond duality, which is still fundamentally true, but I tend to think there are quite a few layers between our incarnate selves and the monad. It is all illusion of separation either way.
Partial suspension. Many famous people have done it and you can do it too. Just need a rope.
Ignore the people who will inevitably say "Just eat food bro, it's easy". It's a difficult psychological disturbance to get through. Focus on liking the person that you are more than actually trying to fix the disorder itself. Eating disorders are much deeper than just a food problem. If your issues didn't manifest in the form of an eating disorder, they would have manifested in some other issue. I have trouble coping with anxiety and usually I rely on self-indulgent behavior for comfort.
Remember that it's an internal problem. Not just a food problem. Love yourself more and strive to be around people who will make you feel good about yourself. Good luck, friend.
how the fuck did you survive getting hit by a train?
colorlesspill me user
wish i knew. I stood on the tracks facing the train. should've put my neck on the rail. everything went black when it hit me, opened my eyes and I was underneath the train
the real question is, why did that faggot survive getting hit by a train but not Terry Davis?
god thats insane, i can only imagine how painful that shit was. was the amputee the only real injury or what else was it?
Just make it look like it was an accident
Does anyone believe the concept of souls? Sure, your brain rots after death but what if your soul remains?
that'd be nice, but I don't believe it
Why would that be nice? What if there is a hell and your soul is placed there?
Not a christian-- but I believe in the concepts of souls.
My take on it is, it dies with your body. No consciousness can bridge the gap between reality and 'the other' without being firmly rooted in the world of matter, and organically functioning.
The world of matter and the world of spirit aren't separate, they're one.
We already inhabit the eternal.
yeah that was all
i wish I could've died for terry to live
charls caroll really let himself go man
this thread is needlessly depressing
I'm not sure if that's worse than being reincarnated and reliving the same life in slightly different forms for eternity
>want to die
>also want to live forever
I guess life could be interesting and fulfilling but not in the conditions I'm in right now. Right now I'd rather annihilate into nothingness than live as myself for another 20 years. Humans are retarded, I'd rather be an alien
I am more terrified about my family dying before me. Seeing them age every year and knowing the inevitable is maddening
species generally extinct themselves in the retarded phase thats why we have so little space aliens
Too afraid to live and too afraid to die, friendo. Worst of both worlds.
if they're not showing themselves to us, doesn't mean there are so few of them. Who knows, maybe humanity is the only race retarded enough to selfdestruct
my post is very original and i love nigger cocks
the fact that we don't remember it doesn't necessarily mean it wasn't a terribly painful existence, though. The same way people forget traumatic experiences while alive. What's worse, there's no guarantee that it will end. Maybe birth is a one-time thing, and then there's just suffering for all of eternity.
Perfect for this thread.
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Thinking about reincarnation makes me wonder how much suffering I must have experienced over the eons, and how much suffering is yet to come, if that theory is true.