Lost virginity to a "trap"

I lost my virginity to a Mexican "trap" from my neighborhood this morning. He asked if he could suck my dick and I was so desperate to put my dick in something that I let him. I started hitting him from the back and his room started to smell like ass. This great feeling of shame and disgust with both me and him washed over me and I had to close my eyes and pretend he was a girl so I could finish. When he spoke, he had this terribly fake feminine voice but during the act, the only sounds he made were these masculine grunts. The orgasm was terrible and I couldn't even look at him or myself when it was over.

I've blocked his number. I regret what I've done deeply. I always thought that my first time would be with a girl I cared about or a girl that was so attracted to me that she couldn't take it. No. I lost my virginity to a 23-year-old Mexican guy with long hair. I fucking hate this board.

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Dude, I'm cracking up. This is too funny, holy shit.

You have to put your penis in a vagina to lose your virginity hombre

Damn Op your fucking gross dude, have some shame my nigga

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Did you go in dry? You probably have hiv.

Congrats OP you're fucking gay and probably have an STD

Whatever you want to call it, the first person I've done anything sexual with was a fucking grown man. I fucked an adult man this morning. The worst part is that this guy and I went to school together before his "transition". I had to force the image of a skinny Mexican guy with a fade and a mustache out of my head.

fag lmao i hope you got AIDS or some kind of STD.

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hahaha I'm laughing so hard rn

Fucking faggot. YOU LET HIM PUT HIS PENIS IN SIDE YOU

I didn't touch his penis. I had to block it out of my mind to even maintain an erection. It's why I went from the back, to pretend he was a woman.

You use protection?

>I didn't touch his penis.
You fucking wish.

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I fully realized that I was about to partake in gay sex, so, as desperate as I was to not, of course I used protection.

>I didn't touch his penis
whew, dodged a bullet there, it would have been gay if you did that

I'm straighter than you faggot. How many of you can say that you've tried being gay and you didn't like it?

Dang Sorry you have to live with that. Must really suck to be you.

HAHAHAHAHA

AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA

your first time was w- BAHHASDHDHA

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how would you know, you didn't even touch his dick, you might have liked it

Normally I'd laugh but now I'm just gonna say thank the lord I didn't end up like you

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You fucked a dude, your claim to straightness is long gone

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Wasn't there a Russian politician who unironically said this? That sex between two guys is okay but only if you do it once to experiment with your sexuality (so you can truthfully say you aren't into it).

What if you do it a few times to be sure?

JAJAJAJAJAJA!!!! PINCHE PUTO MARICON!!!

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Why regret it? Now you know for certain that you aren't gay, instead of being like the millions of people who think they might actually not be straight

this isnt even funny to me. I'm genuinely disgusted. I honestly pray for OP that you see a hypnotist or get a lobotomy to block the shame of your past from interfering with daily life.

This is a significant part of my life now. It's not like I'd been having sex for 10 years and one day I just ended up fucking a guy and I can pretend it didn't happen. This isn't just some weird one night stand that stays my secret. When someone asks me about losing my virginity, this day is going to pop up into my head for the rest of my fucking life user.

men are xy and women are yy so having sex with women is 50 percent gay

the only 0 percent gays are incels and volcels

It's not that big of a deal though, just try to let it go and you'll quit worrying about it