Loneliness

Hello benas

Walked in circles for 30 minutes until the eses started telling me to sit with them during lunch. A year later, I was involved in a drive by shooting at prom.

in school I had actually had friends, and we would play catch, just the 4 of us.
Then I went to vocational school and I ate alone, slowly, so that when everyone left I could enjoy a few moments of silence.

Skipped lunch and either sat in the library and read or sat in the class I had following lunch and slept

That but standing and I looked like a potential shooter

play football (soccer). i also played for the school team.

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I would stay in the library, in highschool it was really awesome I was great friends with the librarian and I would assist him.

I had to eat my lunch in a bathroom stall to avoid getting stuff thrown at me by the chads or id have them shout insults at me while everyone else laughed. Eventually they started to catch on so I had to start mixing it up or sitting in the office. Then the principle caught on and made me sit with the special ed kids. That was fun. After then random people would corner me in the hallway and tell me "Gee, looks like the school finally caught on that queers are retarded after all."

I've never seen anyone throwing food at people they want to bully. I always thought it only happened in the movies. So, not one person came to your defence, not including teachers or staff?

mah nigga
>skipped lunch everyday to read manga in the computer lab
>tfw went my weight would drop to 180 by the end of the year and shoot back to 240 at the start of the new semester

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How old is that image, that coke can should be a cell phone now.

>year 1
>sit with some middleschool acquaintances
>year 2
roam the halls
>year 3
library
>year 4 made a loner bench
EX: Just me and a friendly acquaintance I knew in middle school would sit at a bench outside cafeteria and eat lunch together. For some odd reaons we would attract other loners who would sit and hangout with us. Hence the name loner bench

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Ate my lunch on a bench in the courtyard next to the cafeteria while listening to music via earbuds. Earbuds weren't allowed but all the staff were selectively blind to it because they didn't really give a fuck. It was actually pretty comfy, and a nice break. If I finished my food with time to spare I'd go to the library and scope out books to read till the bell rang.

One of their favorite things to do was to pretend to trip as they walked by and run into me, making me drop all my food. Nobody ever helped me or any of the other kids it happened to.

There were two lunch periods in my high school. The first one wasnt mine but I was a TA for an English teacher who almost never had anything for me to do so she would send me to lunch instead. I hung out with a group of 6 where I was a silent but respected member of the group. 2nd lunch I had absolutely no one to talk to so I would try to find a quiet corner of the school to play my DS.

Go to music room with my frens to play guitar or gamble. Sometimes go to behind the bleachers to get high.

Stay in the library and screw around on the computer

Hide in the bathroom until someone knocked or break ended