Come say hi and tell me how your day has been I will reply to ALL of you and love to chat.
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my ex posted about me again, trying to vilify my on an anonymous online community. im concerned for her mental health.
What would you like to talk about OP?
Hi user, my day has been okay. I skipped work and spent all day inside because I didn't feel like getting out of bed
Lost my almost gf because of a mistake I made a while ago. I think this is depression? I don't know. I just know that I feel really shitty.
That sounds rough, is this common behaviour for her?
My day has been shit and I'm waiting for my friends to get out of work so i can play dota with them, but they are actually doing something with their lives instead of throwing it away like me.
>trying to vilify my on an anonymous online community.
man everyone hates me on R9K and its ok, just dont worry about it.
fuck your ex man... woman can be mean I hope I dont get burnt.
>What would you like to talk about OP?
about anything man, perhaps hip hops decline.
work is shit man I odnt work and its comfy but my life is hell now so whatever.
enjoy your free time wagie.
>I think this is depression? I don't know
dude you just sad man.
depression is when you cant be botehred to peel a mandarin.
you feel SAD not depressed.
Not OP, but I've been looking for new hobbies, what do you like to do in your free time?
>about anything man, perhaps hip hops decline.
I don't know enough about Hip Hop, modern or otherwise to comment. My knowledge kind of extends only to GZA, Kendrick, and Earl Sweatshirt so I'm afraid I wouldn't be of much use in that conversation.
I like to make films. When I can't do that I usually try and write self-help guides for myself. Sometimes I write prose or play guitar.
I'm not very interesting.
Reminder OP is a pathetic retarded serverfag wannabe robot failed normalfag who lies and orbits roasties and gives them money for their attention.
tell me how YOU feel user
Are you a qt grill? Every girl on the internet has a nice body, thicc highs and a perfectly formed butt, right? They also all smell good and bath in honey regularly, correct?
Not feeling amazing, only got outta bed for snacks earlier. Still reeling from a rejection I got recently.
It sounds like you use your free time productively and creatively, I think that's super interesting
>work is shit man I odnt work and its comfy but my life is hell now so whatever.
>enjoy your free time wagie
Yeah, I'm pretty jealous honestly. I don't have any options for neetbux, otherwise I'd jump at the opportunity.
Why is your life hell?
That's very nice of you to say, but it's not true - after all - I'm on here procrastinating aren't I?
What hobbies have you been considering user?
I skipped school today again. I always used to skip school because I'm afraid of people, I was bullied the last 3 years. It's better now but I'm worse than ever was, afraid of basic tasks like buying my own sip. I wasn't in since november 7 and now I'm too afraid to go in because of the pressure this got on my head. I also vomit sometimes thinking about it. I don't want to go in but if I don't go in ever again I will just fuck up my life even more. I didn't think about it the whole day, I was chilling because I couldn't sleep, I didn't sleep for like 36 hours now. I played league and watched anime. It always haunts me after midnight, I can't sleep now because of it, I literally hate myself.
I've been thinking about getting back into drawing, I used to just doodle all the time, but I just spotted for some reason
What do you feel when you draw? What did you like most about it?
>. My knowledge kind of extends only to GZA, Kendrick, and Earl Sweatshirt
yeah you know nothing.
>Reminder OP is a pathetic retarded serverfag wannabe robot failed normalfag who lies and orbits roasties and gives them money for their attention.
Roasties orbit me desu, I am going to become a better person and not hurt people for entertainment.
>tell me how YOU feel user
im fasting 3 days so far,im mad depressed etc, I aint had many fucked up obtrusive thoughts and images so far so its ok.
im writing a rhyme at the moment.
rejection is better than regret bro.
take it from an old man like me.
>I'm pretty jealous honestly.
I used to wage cuck and I was betetr than
>Why is your life hell?
because I cant function as a person,because I keep getting worse and there is no rock bottom.
Im trying become a better person, nothing make me have fun really, even hurting people and manipulating people isnt fun no more.
dont become me, get your shit together man.
I think I miss the constructive nature of it. My personality is self-destructive, and my job is more about keeping things from falling apart, so a departure from that sounds refreshing
>I used to wage cuck and I was betetr than
Why is that? What do you feel like has changed?
>because I cant function as a person,because I keep getting worse and there is no rock bottom.
>Im trying become a better person, nothing make me have fun really, even hurting people and manipulating people isnt fun no more.
I understand, it feels like it keeps getting harder to interact with people and I'm not sure if it's me getting worse or if I'm just psyching myself out. All I know is that the harder I try, the emptier I feel
>woman can be mean I hope I dont get burnt.
What do you mean by this? Have you found a girlfriend for yourself?
>Why is that? What do you feel like has changed?
I had a mental break down and im what people would call a hikikomori, a shut in.
I cannot go outside and function.
working gave purpose even if fale.
I hope you improve friend
Hi OP how is your day?
I recently told my college professor I was getting my ass beat which is why I'm dropping. Do you think he'll still tell on the administration? I already told him I'm filing the police report myself. I'd really hate if I have to deal with school officials too.
The world is a sifter.