how is it being so much older and in college, i ask cause im gonna be 24 and a junior next year at a real school, as opposed to a community college
Friday Night
>playin
nothing
>jammin
the wind
>eatin
nothing
>drinkin
water
>feelin
numb
it's ok. I'm mostly focused on my career goals and just finishing these last two years ASAP. it can be a little intimidating to encounter people 6-7 years younger than me who are smarter and better put together.
but also you meet a lot of immature kids too. the best and worst part is constantly seeing hot chicks on campus. and I am sociable enough to befriend some of them but I end up falling for them and it just feels awkward esp. because i have GF
>playin
Rising Storm 2 and maybe some War of Rights
>jammin
Gost, Carpenter Brut, Perturbator, Rage Against The Machine, Gojira, Plini, CCR, Night Lovell
>eatin
Smoked sausage with cabbage and rice
>drinkin
Monster Assault, grape Powerade, Mt. Dew, water
>feelin
Reall fucking tired since I only got 4 hours of sleep today. Also kinda bummed I have to work later tonight, but whatever, at least I'm getting paid.
Broke. I just had a potato and some canned beans for dinner because I can't afford anything else right now. I'm probably just gonna jerk off and go to sleep.
How did I get here?
>playin
Probably some Forza and Skyrim
>jammin
Yung Lean right now but I'll probably move on to something else eventually
>eatin
Nothing
>drinkin
Haven't decided if I want to drink again tonight
>feelin
A bit nervous but not so bad
Have a good one boys.
>playin
nothing
>jamming
nothing
>eating
nothing since lunch
>drinkin
water.
>feeling
lonely and empty.
I got two hours of sleep last night (this morning) so I'm going the fuck to sleep.
Are you fasting or just depressed
I can't play games anymore because they're so addicting. They make me unable to care about or enjoy anything else and I don't take care of myself. It's made me so depressed it fucking hurts over Smash.
One of my friends moved to Texas, another cucked himself hy purposefully having a kid with a fat black bitch who already cheated on him and legally isn't allowed to work due to stabbing someone, and my best friend is going to trucking school next week for a few weeks.. Then once he starts that, I'll barely ever get to see him.
God, I'm so fucking bored and lonely..