How often do you cry Jow Forums?

She better be giving you top tonight.

Actually currently crying for the first time in a while because of being (sort of) rejected by the girl I love. Honestly it sort of feels worse than losing a relative.

today I cried cos my budgie died :(

I just got done crying. I hate that I can’t train with my injury and I hate feeling so invisible to other people. I put up walls to feel stronger but I’m just and empty, soulless husk inside worth nothing.

I only feel alive when I’m sparring or singing in church. Other than that I feel numb. I’ve never felt God’s love AI don’t think I will. I’m too afraid of him to know it at all. Even Jesus to me seems like a King that I am unworthy to approach or gaze upon.

The fucking worst part is I think is that I look to these fitness/lifestyle idols and think if I’m like them I’ll be happy.

Not since my best friend died

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Went through this a few weeks ago, feels fucking awful, although im clinging to a small chance that i can get with her

rip birdbro ;.....;

I know the feel, bro. Same thing for me: he was the nicest furball there ever was, and my only regret in life was waiting too long to put him out of his misery. Seeing the dog you raised from a pup barely able to stand and constantly shaking from the pain is the most heartwrenching thing I've been through.

my other budgie keeps peeping and waiting for a reply... nothing
it's breaking my heart lads

Get him a new buddy

Last time I cried was this summer, a coworker of mine killed himself. He was only 16, and he was a good kid. I was trying to get him into lifting, and I was setting up a program for him. Next day he's dead. Rest in peace Owen.

man just do what im doing and just give up on her. I know it hurts but fuck we have to do it bro. we have to respect ourselves more than to wait around for a girl.

Same bro

Same

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i cant remember the last tim i cried

Haven't since I got out of jail. More tears of joy from having to keep face when everyone wants a pissing contest over everything.

God that is a sad sack of shit image. Reminds me of being 16

I don't cry because that's gayer than sucking a dick, but sometimes when I'm upset about the bullshit of this world I lay in bed all day.

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Sometimes I feel the urge to cry when I realize what a waste my life currently is, but I never actually get to the crying part.

Those fitness models live a vapid life where they all compete to get the most likes on instagram. They are never happy.

Sorry that happened, that’s the worst feeling in the world. I lost my one friend to suicide and I always blamed myself for it. For years I was asking myself “what if I had tried to get closer to him” and stuff like that. I know it’s not my fault, but god I wish I could go back and be a better friend.

You guys are good friends and did your best. Your doubles confirm.

That's a funny coincidence this thread is up on Jow Forums.
It's 2am and I just had a little weep for the first time since my dog died. It just sort of hit me that I'm going to lose everything that matters unless I do something about it very soon. Which I have not managed to do in the last half decade. Will not go into detail

It's not even that big of a deal I'm just being a faggot. fuck

I cry because I have no friends

several months maybe even a year or two. cant really remember. ive teared up a few times but havent had a good cry in a long while.

Maybe a couple times a year.

i want to cry but i forgot how
delete that picture right the fuck now

haven't cried in like 5 years? and another 5 years before that.

My gf is Christian too. I think the breakup is inevitable. Us atheists just don't see eye to eye with them regarding the physical intimacy. But it seems to me that you tried too early to get physical with that girl. It's an uphill struggle to get mine to do anything sexual but I made her my gf first before escalating that far.

Everyone I watch terminator 2: judgment day. The scene when the terminator lowers himself into the fire and giving a thumbs up.

Not at all?

I'm a guy. You have to like intentionally will yourself to cry or get very drunk. It's just hormones n shit.

>gf won't fuck you
>thinks this is a religious thing
Ditch her dude. I've fallen too many times for the "chick that just wants emotional validation" meme.
Also they tend to be fucking crazy so that's cool.

Rarely, last time was in the summer:
My appendix flared up two years ago and the pain was so bad I thought I was dead.
Doc didn't take it out cause it went back to normal and I was going on vacation and he didn't want me traveling right after surgery.
Started feeling a pulsing pain in my side one day in the summer, had a huge panic attack.
Let loose a shit ton of tears in front of a couple friends.
Probably the weakest I've ever seemed

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im proud of you man

About every few weeks or so...

I have a great life, career and family...but society is hostile towards patriarchs and I do a lot of good for those around me but the weight of knowing how bad things really are on a global scale gets to me.

Yeah I'll dump her soon enough when the next thing comes along.

Evey now and then I'll throw myself a good cry over some country music, memories man.

>27 and a complete loser in ever single aspect of life and been like this since i was around 16
>still have never cried even though im miserable every waking moment

welp

>not being past crying
>not just being numb to your emotions

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What absolute faggots. I’d love a qt Christian gf to marry that hasn’t spread her legs for 100 dudes before me

People with schizoid personality disorder are often aloof, cold, and indifferent, which causes interpersonal difficulty. Most individuals diagnosed with SPD have trouble establishing personal relationships or expressing their feelings meaningfully. They may remain passive in the face of unfavorable situations. Their communication with other people may be indifferent and terse at times. Because of their lack of meaningful communication with other people, those who are diagnosed with SPD are not able to develop accurate impressions of how well they get along with others.[15]

Schizoid personality types are challenged to achieve self-awareness and the ability to assess the impact of their own actions in social situations. Ronald Laing suggests when injections of interpersonal reality fail to enrich an individual, his or her self-image becomes empty and volatilized, making the individual feel unreal.[15] When someone violates the personal space of an individual with SPD, it suffocates them and they must free themselves to be independent. People who have SPD tend to be happiest when in relationships in which their partner places few emotional or intimate demands on them. It is not people they want to avoid, but negative and positive emotions, emotional intimacy, and self-disclosure.[16]

Therefore, it is possible for individuals with SPD to form relationships with others based on intellectual, physical, familial, occupational, or recreational activities as long as there is no need for emotional intimacy. Donald Winnicott explains this is because schizoid individuals "prefer to make relationships on their own terms and not in terms of the impulses of other people." Failing to attain that, they prefer isolation.[17]

Maybe once every month or 2. Usually I cry from reflecting on my life, sometimes things I should have pursued, missed opportunities, but most of the time it's from an overwhelming sense of gratefulness about what my life has become, the people I'm surrounded with, the beauty of life itself. Remember that every day counts and time is forever spent

lol you're such a faggot

>thinking a girl who won't even touch you before marriage is going to be anything but a repressed psychobitch after the ring
Ahahahahaha retard. There's a pretty big space between "rotten used-up roastie" and "literally does not want to touch you"

Although there is the belief people with schizoid personality disorder are complacent and unaware of their feelings, many recognize their differences from others. Some individuals with SPD who are in treatment say "life passes them by" or they feel like living inside of a shell; they see themselves as "missing the bus" and complain of observing life from a distance.[18][19]

Aaron Beck and his colleagues report that people with SPD seem comfortable with their aloof lifestyle and consider themselves observers, rather than participants, in the world around them. But they also mention that many of their schizoid patients recognize themselves as socially deviant (or even defective) when confronted with the different lives of ordinary people – especially when they read books or see movies focusing on relationships. Even when schizoid individuals may not long for closeness, they can become weary of being "on the outside, looking in." These feelings may lead to depression or depersonalisation. If they do, schizoid people often experience feeling "like a robot" or "going through life in a dream."[20]

It is speculated schizoid personality disorder may have ties to creativity

Last year was horrible and i probably cried more than the previous 6-8 years combined. Many things, each of which i wasn't ready for emotionally, hit me one after another.
This year i've cried twice. Once, i broke down, was having a shitty day, told my insecurities "fuck you, i'm gonna lift", and they replied "why would you, not like anyone's going to love you", dropped my bag and it took me half an hour to pick it back up. The other time was last week, and it was just a 10 minute sob in my pillow rather than outright crying; i thought that i didn't deserve her at all.

>not knowing christian girls are easier to game
You have a lot to learn, bro...

honestly bro, laying in bed all day is even more pathetic than crying

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One thing that really gets me emotional is when someone sacrifices their life to save another

The only thing worse than nostalgia is the pain you feel when reminiscing about formulative experiences you never had

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I think I cried last year when ElDewRito launched,

You knew what she was before you committed to her retard don’t complain about her having convictions now. God forbid someone have an uncompromising moral stance nowadays

This is one of the most pointless and unconstructive things you can do because there is no way to change the past.

haven't cried since my sister offed herself fourteen years ago

Seeing how most of Jow Forums are boomers now (late 20s to early 30s) this is around the age they start losing their parents? Anybody lost their parents recently?

I cried today because my orders to leave my base got pushed back a couple months. I hate my job here so much, and I thought I was leaving next month. Last time before today was exactly a year ago, because I genuinely contemplated suicide for the first time, and going over the cons I thought about the pain it’d give my mother. Funny how that’s a meme now

The people at work keep bullying me.
One guy keeps shooting rubber bands at me and I was almost hit in the eye today.
When I brought in my lunch, roast chicken leg and thigh with carrots and vegetables, they kept asking why I didn't bring in anything for them. I told them that if they want to pay me, I'll gladly bring in something for them, but they acted like that was a silly request.
My name rhymes with a swear word which another coworker decided to start saying towards me.
Another kept whispering my name just barely loud enough for me to hear while I was trying to work on something. When I turned around to ask what he needed, he suddenly played dumb.

>Jow Forums
>mostly adults

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Are you an elementary school teacher?

>wake up feeling good
>go to class
>go to library or or car and remember that I'm alone. Don't want to talk up entire table by myself so if it's busy I'll just skip
>go to gym. Workout till I feel better
>go home, and eat dinner. If parents ask just tell them I'm tired
> hit bed exaushted and crying
>wake up next day and repeat

And that's just my weekdays

I discovered this place in 2005 and have been here ever since. You're never leaving.
This place may have been chock full of teenagers years ago but a bulk of the users are oldfags who have been browsing for years.

I've cried because of my brother and my failure to help him. Hes obese and before I left to join the military I managed to get him to stop gaining weight and even lose a little bit. Now i can't help him and my parents dont seem to care. I just want him to have a good life man. I just feel guilty now cause I made the choice to go away. Wish I could go back, I will be back soon enough and I will save him though.

I can tell that English isn't one of your classes

>Don't want to talk up entire table by myself so if it's busy I'll just skip
Imagine being so socially awkward that you can't even form coherent sentences on an anonymous imageboard.

Stop being an overdramatic faggot.

Two years ago when a girl broke up with me. I've had other tragedies happen in my life since but I never felt like crying.

You are right, I'm just being honest, I cried over it once.

I cry when people talk to me or look me in the eye. Usually as a child my dad would verbally abuse me and make me look directly in his eyes. Then he would beat me. My dad was like a demented Pavlov.

Cried last week cuz my damn dog fifi died of cancer.

i cry while playing vns like any other cringey weeb

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No, but I'm the newbie in the office.

I cry because the white race is a shell of its former self and I feel alone in this fight. All alone except for a couple thousand autists who might or might not exist and who might or might not be white and who might or might not be larping faggets. oh well time to lift

A couple times a year.

Usually from anxiety about being unsure about my future. What am I going to amount to and what will I accomplish that will be worth looking back on.

It's not often but sometimes it gets overwhelming and I have to let a little steam out the kettle.

Take*

I feel like I've adapted a schizoid affect but I don't qualify because I actually want to have close relationships with others. I'm just sick of other people disappointing me and getting hurt.

>he thinks Jow Forums is the only place where people with this mindset exist

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Your sadness makes me happy

Same bro I feel like shit cause I can’t name one thing I’m genuinely good at. Like no one is like oh user your so good at... or yeah user is a beast at... everyone tells me I’m funny but like idk anyone can be funny I have no other skills

Maybe like a a few days out of the week...

Can you have weapons in your workplace? Keep a gun or knife by your side and I promise they will leave you alone. If you can't have weapons just use a big fucking rock or a long metal flashlight instead. Stop being a puss.

Thanks bros. You guys are the best

I'm this close to crying

Regret hits me every other night and I cry when I realize how shit my life is and I can blame no one but myself ;(

I'm a permavirgin weirdo autist so I will get teased often for my behavior and that kinda stuff at the office. The problem is that I'm "quick witted" so I pretty much immediately tease/insult the person right back and then I get called an asshole.

Life as a weirdo autistic outcast is rough

Bingo

Last Christmas break watching Interstellar. That part where he's gotta tell marv hes going to space and never coming back

Also that part at the end where he sees her again all old and shit

I wept uncontrollably, fullout bawling

Cry more faggot. Your tears are delicious pol scum

i know this exact feel

>27 years old
>friendless but don't try to meet people because of humiliation over life
>kissless virgin but don't try to get girls because of humiliation over life
>have driver's license but have never driven a car on my own becuase i don't have confidence to, also no need for one
>live with parents but no desire to live on my own even after they bump my rent from 600 to 1000 USD a month tomorrow since i was supposed to be out today but only found garbage
>can't help but act aloof and asocial around coworkers, the only people i talk to

i hate it but i'm a frustration crier. i have the highest expectations for myself and i'm pissed off when i don't reach them. last time i cried was in my car after a jiu jitsu class because i felt like i wasn't making enough progress and i got smoked by a couple other white belts while rolling

>tfw randomly tear up whenever i see something my dog used to care about.
>old chew toy behind the couch
>piece of shit outdoor cats breaching his perimeter
>the warmth of sleeping on the couch with a blanket all afternoon
>getting a plate a food for thanksgiving and Christmas.

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I cry everytime i hear the song “I won’t say that I’m okay” by front porch step. I miss you grandma.

Is it weird that I don’t cry? My stepdad who raised me died 11 years ago. I didn’t cry then and haven’t since. I think when my grandpa died I remember crying but it’s because everyone else was and I thought it was the right thing to do. I don’t get it. Life sucks all the time but my body’s reaction is never to cry

Used to cry quite often, now only from sad stories / greentexts / comics.
It's nice to make improvements

How to become numb?