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I want to jack or to futa hentai real bad and I’m on day 7 noporn

gf was giving me a handjob lastnight for the first time
didnt even cum after 20minutes of fucking around, she left and i came buckets to some degenerate porn later that night

I bought crypto coins again : (

I was browsing Jow Forums and fell into a slide thread about white woman loving the BBC and clicked open a webdm in which I thought a girl was sucking a huge black dildo but it was actually a real black dick and i can't unsee that image. I even got a bit aroused, tfw nofap week 3 or so.

I visited a friend on Sunday and had 2 beers.

Also, I started lifting 3 times a week since December and havn't lost weight. I mean I've noticed muscle growth and gotten leaner in progress pictures but I've been stuck at 180-190 lbs. Been calculating calories, doing meal prep, everything.

Last summer when I was lifting seriously, I went down to 160-170. I was eating like shit too (mostly fast food sushi.) Granted, I was depressed as fuck but still. What the FUCK.

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I absolutely love fatties, seeing the weight gain especially makes me diamonds. I dream of having a fatty gf that I can stuff and humiliate. I hear they're gross irl though, smells and such.

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Sometimes if an OP asks a question I want to know the answer to but I don't know the answer I'll give them a bump by saying "also I'm gay if that matters" pretending to be the OP.

I almost teared up 6 times today In college.

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The girl I was seeing stopped talking to me and it's absolutely devastating me and my training.

Around 4 months ago, one of my coworkers brought her in because we needed an extra hand and there was no one. Being the beta I am, I fell for her. She was 4/10, shy and quiet, exactly my type. I managed to get her number and she agreed to hang out with me the day after.

We started talking and I always went out of my way to help her out. She had no job and she looks very, very thin and fragile. So I got her a job and now she makes decent money to live off on.

Started getting really close but she always said that she's got a bf. I thought he left her because he went overseas for a while and she is paying all the bills and he left her with no jobs. I looked after her, paid for her fuel and phone credits and hospitality license. She was always so thankful to me and started growing closer. I often times offered to pay for her stuff and she never declined and said that I was spoiling her. But I love her and I didn't mind.

Then her bf comes back from mexico, we are in AU. He checks up her phone and we got caught. He starts bullying her and she got scared and started getting quiet.

I told her that he only pretends to love you because he needs a Visa. But I think she loves him and can't see it through. His sister verbally abuses her and she still tolerates him.

What I don't understand is how she constantly tolerates him even though she's clearly at a disadvantage in that relationship. She stayed loyal the whole time, we did kiss and cuddle and slept together but we never fucked.

Am I the cuck here? For loving and wanting to support a poor girl?

She kept seeing me, 3/4 times a week and her bf senses it and insults her. Now she's gone totally quiet. She still reads my messages but hardly replies.

I just love her and I failed to win her. I feel horrible. Last time I got turned down by a 7/10 girl, 3 years ago. I lowered my standard and still failed.

I'm losing motivation.

They stink, they’re usually hairier than they should be due to general neglect, their pussies are weirdly fat... yeah.

Beat up her boyfriend.

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Any femanon here to explain what I should do?
I don't think she's going to be treated very well, especially because she is not very compatible with the latino culture. I'm not white either, but I have literally no one here in AU so I don't subscribe to a culture.

She crawls back and she'll be pinned down, taken for granted and be bullied.

I told her these but she stays silent!

He called me and I told if you really want to meet me I'll be with my friends and that'll fuck up your residency status. He got scared and backed down.

I haven't been to the gym in three weeks.

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>any fenanon


Top KEK

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Stay away from them both and stop chasing damaged goods. You’re worth more than that.

Stop being a soft lil bitch. Work on yourself and find an 18-20 year old virgin.
Any man who dates a girl other men have fucked is being a cuck.

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I found a nice Christian 18 year old who probably is a virgin but dropped the pursuit when she wouldnt give it up after three dates

Aint nobody got time for that

I just broke a 12 day nofap

Im also stuck at 180. It is what it is man. Just recomp.

I forgot to do face pull today

go back to the gym

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I skipped out on my last exercise today. Did all my arms stuff but ran out before finishing Tricep Kickbacks.

I also want to sculpt my wife. She just lays on the couch watching TV all day. I don't press her because she's a reformed bulemic but I wish she were a tight 115 instead of a pillowy 140.

I hate that my wife has become obese but secretly want her to stay fat so she doesn’t get any ideas.

You can be a real sick cunt

Yesterday i almost jacked off to femboy cam porn for the first time. Luckiliy my conscience came to the rescue, and I proceeded to jack off to regular hetero incest porn.

>any femanon
>asking for advice from a woman
>asking for advice on women from a woman
look, you probably acted like a beta like you said, dont ever put yourself on the line for someone, its not your duty in the slightest. i dont know if you have any friends but go for a beer or something with some people and try doing some other shit. your mind is stuck on this girl because shes maybe all you had so you cant see the full picture, but believe me that if you had more options you wouldnt give a fuck about this girl

get some options for yoour life, sit down and make a list of the ways you can improve yourself so that shit like this doesnt happen again and then move on. try making a tinder or some shit like that and banging literally any decent looking girl and oyu will forget about this one.
get out of the comfort zone and take some risks because nobody is coming for you

It's already too late user.

You're doomed to be a cuck famlet.
If she's going to give it up too easy for you she'd do it for others.
You should rethink your lifs famalam.

I fucking love ramen noodles, I would eat these all the time if they didn't have suck high calories.

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today I took a sick day and jacked it to softcore. My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined. I am weak, and I deserve my shitty lonely life

Get back on the horse. Accomplish some goals and dreams etc.

I met a girl in one of my college clubs. Won't say what club. But she's like a 5.5/10 sort of not great looking. I knew she was into me and she was kind of weird and wore a sub collar. but she essentially asked me if I could buy her alcohol if she gave me money and I agreed. then her car broke down so she was dead broke, so she offered to just give me a blowjob for the 14 dollar bottle of vodka. So now she sucks my dick for cheap vodka. its nice but i'm not sure how to feel about it

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Dunno user, but everyone deserves to be happy and fit. Gotta work to get both

For some reason i like softcore better too. It seems to have better quality and camera angles

>i met a girl in anime club
so shes a 3.5

Just binged a whole bag of black pepper potato chips like a drug addict. Definitely gonna inflame my skin. I need to try keto one of these days.

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It was actually the homo club. Since I'm bi and my buddy dragged me there

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Why is that fag in this thread avatarfagging with creepy pictures of some dyke or tranny or whatever

I started working out seriously and the increase in testosterone is killing me. I have to jack off at least once a day, sometimes twice, or my mind is flooded with nothing but sexual thoughts and I can't get anything done.

I've thought about trying to get a gf, or at least find a cocksheathe, but I just moved across the U.S. and I don't know anybody here.

I ate 1900 calories today when I was supposed to eat 1000

I haven't lifted in four days
I'm not able to lift until 9-10 at night after work and putting kids to sleep and I sleep on avg 6 hrs a night. I'm tired and making excuses.
I've been saying I'll do cardio on off nights for a few weeks and I need to cut and go most days 300-500 calories under maintenance and then blow it Saturday or Sunday
My bench is shitty and my press almost as bad.
I can only do 3.5 chinups and I know I just need to do one every time I go to bathroom and ill get past this hump by the I forget and when I remember I just fucking don't do it

I took a double dose of pre workout since it was chest day and I wanted to really go hard. I ended up having to take a massive shit midway through and felt sick after so I left.
There goes my gains

Broke 5 months of sobriety Friday night. Drank all weekend and woke up two hours before my exam yesterday. I fucked it up. My only solace is I might be able to salvage my grade if it's higher than a 50 consider the curve is skewed very high towards the final.

>19
>virgin and never had serious gf
>I caught feelings for a girl and we became a thing
>relationship ended when she found out I was a virgin
>this happened almost a year ago
>haven't seen her since
>still think about her often as motivation for get more Jow Forums
>also still a virgin

>be spooky skelton
>put away an entire 16x8 inch vanilla frosted cake by myself
>in two days
I can taste the beetis forming on my tongue

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based

based and fagpilled

Also I'm gay if that matters

unironically the exact same except I'm 18