letting armchair psychologists convince me I don't have real depression
Biggest regret?
Shooting my balls full of silicone when I was 13. Easily the dumbest thing I've ever done.
After 6 month of dating, sex and other stuff a girl asked me "so what are we, as a couple?" I answered like "it's not the right time yet to decide this"
During the last date, she told me that she was looking for a confirmation for staying in town and she didn't find one in me
Basically wasted 18-23 being alone in my room hanging out with only a single friend who is a normie while I am still a virgin loser. I should have tried to get a bf or at least sex.
>biggest regret
Coming to this life.
Living this long
I should have stuck to the plan and offed myself years ago but I'm a goddamn coward
Thinking I didn't need a social life and could get through life abusing drugs for a long time and sitting in front of my PC.
Wasted a lot of time and lost potential friendships.
What was the outcome? No pun intended.
Paying some guy $50 to have his wife take my virginity off craigslist. I felt horrible after. It is my biggest regret and yet I keep messaging women on places like doublelist, fetlife, and other hookup apps to try and get sex. In the off chance theyre interested I ghost them. I think im subconsciously trying to avoid meeting up, but I cant stop doing it. I dont understand it drives me crazy.
don't want to wake up the neighbours