What was the specific date that thing happened that completely ruined your life?

nov 24 12? years ago

What happened that day

based dad
how old was your sister? was she hot? what were you two doing in pics?

I was in a bad car accident when I was in my early teens.
No fatalities, but I haven't been able to drive or even ride in a car without having a massive anxiety attack.

I'm 27 now and it has made my life very limiting and has taken away a lot of opportunities from me.

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February 6th, 2017. She left me. I haven't ever recovered.

All started when I was born

I got rejected in fourth grade

Nice try op, I'm not telling you my birthday

when i inhaled my first oxygen

January 27th, 2017.

The woman I wanted to marry left me for some other guy out of the blue. It was a few days before the most important university exams of my life and I didn't even go. Got kicked out of uni, lost my gf and my parents got me sectioned for suicidality a few weeks later.

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I don't remember the exact date. It was fall of 2014. I had been trying to make friends by being like everyone else in college.

I overheard a conversation saying I was a complete weirdo who spied on people and to not say anything in front of me.

I basically tried renting out my bong (really nice two foot glass water pipe double blown eight arm percolator) in exchange for a dime bag and I thoughthis was normal. The guys tricked me into leaving with nothing on me because I was high. I overheard them. Stormed back in took my shit and left. When I told my "friends" this they all got silent.

From then on it was downhill. I tried being normal freshman year and everyone hates me. All I did was autistically learn about glass smoking accessories.

The second thing was getting fired for thinking a girl liked me. I thought she gave me signs. When I tried to talk to her she said "no" then reported me to my boss. I was 20 at the time she was 17. I was fired for innapropriate conduct with a minor.

Now I'm 22 on and off homeless just moved in with my parents and I can't get a job. Debt and no degree. These two events have destroyed me because:

1) I became self aware that I am an idiot
2) I became self aware that I am grotesquely unnatractive

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>What was the specific date that thing happened that completely ruined your life?
September 11, 2001

Have you recovered since then?

while I don't remember the date, I think it was when I was about 14 and almost drowned in the ocean. I suspect that I actually died and went to hell.

not really.

I live in limbo for the last 2 years.

Pathetic that's what you get for trying to fit in and be normal. Degenerate retard.

every day since my birth

May 20th, 2008. My grandma died. From there it was all down hill for my family.

I was in a car accident and I got back in a car as soon as I recovered. Why am I such a pussy in some ways and in other ways I'm not?

I was destined to become a loser, my setbacks go back to before I was making memories, it's amazing I didn't come out a lot worse. Actually I'm pretty bad so..

>5 years old in 2007
get off this site underage kid, you don't belong here

I don't remember the exact dates but
Summer 2004 and May 2016

Incoming 7th grader of summer 2012. Me and my parents moved to a different house far from my friends and I had to attend a school I hated and it all went downhill from there

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My mother died when I was 6. Everything kind of fell apart.

whys that user? did you wish to die in the towers?

>whys that user? did you wish to die in the towers?
everyone was white and normal before 9/11
the planes hit the towers and now we're surrounded by xir-gender troglodytes and niggers are president and shit

sorry to hear user i hope you are doing well

Started going downhill in late 2015

Happened a little less than 22 years ago

thanks man.

That means a lot. Seriously.

I'am 17
And i've been here for over a year

June of 2014.

I don't believe this is hell though, just the next life, maybe when we die and we don't desserve to, we just appear in the most nearby dimension. Overdosed on clonazepam unintentionally around 3 years ago, and I've been feeling like you ever since.

August 2013

Completely lost all the hope in my life, last year something completely unexpected happened but still feels like i cant make it because i lost all hope.

So ive been a neet for some years on/off since high school 12 years ago, not going outside for the last 15 months except hospital from time to time

what happened 2014 and what happened last year?

2013 I meant, obviously

What happened on those days?

some time back in middle school, around 2003. told my crush that i liked her over instant messenger and she immediately blocked me. didn't take long for everyone else to find out and laugh at me. i have trouble connecting with women intimately and still am terrified of asking them out. i also have trouble connecting with male peers as well, and have no friends. life is absurd and it saddens me that i was robbed the chance of living a normal life because i was an ugly adolescent. in fact, i am probably still ugly because if i weren't women would be more receptive to my advances. i don't know why i bother lifting. society and human interaction is confusing. i don't understand how nearly everyone but a select few can manage to pair off happily. everyone, from holy men to drug addicts and criminals can find love. not me though, i must be something worse altogether.

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Tell us the stories

In 2013 i had some kind of meltdown i guess about my whole life, tried to hero.

Last year, i got involved with a disabled girl. Dont wanna talk about it.

I woke up and my mom told me my dad died of a heart attack in his sleep
I was 11

Developed an extremely anxiety disorder coupled with depression and occasional parinoid delusions.
I can't speak right to people alot. When i mess up i cut. Am a porn addict but watching it/ masturbating makes me cut.
All sarted when i was 13 / 14 ish
so 5 years now?
Thanks dad

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Meanwhile you could refuse to speak to anyone. Sure you feel increasingly lonly and are in constant pain from the cuts on your wrists and the longing for human contact. But at least i haven't flunked out yet.

>summer 2004
parents divorce
>may 2016
gf of 2 1/2 years cheats on me

Its less about you being worse and more that people like us give off weird vibes.
When people see me for example they can tell i haven't slept right in yeara. And they can see me being shifty and acting like i dont want to be noticed.
Finally im butt ugly so its unlikely anyone will aproch and if i try to initiate then im avoided.
Some people are just born creepy. This even translates online as my lack of skill irl meand i cant do shit.

That sucks user. For me it was only recently that shit hit the fan but honestly it was bruing for sometimes much like you it seems.
Life is truly a set of assorted miseries.
And truthfully love cant not exist beyond that.
Unfortunately our natural response is often to close in instead of moving on.
Hopefully one day our lot will change

>anons admitting to being eternally btfo
Why even bother

November 11th, 2018. The one girl i actually loved dumped me, and i let it consume me, destroy me. I try getting with other girls, but it's just so hard to get another one. (Nearby at least). I also want to kill her new boy toy for rubbing it in my face.
Thoughts of her have been on and off. I almost killed myself twice, but my burning hatred keeps me alive. I fucked up, but damn do i want to kill that kid. I keep trying to forget about her, but she just keeps coming back.

Vae victis,betoid. Get good.

Also her n that guy kissed while we were together. But i forgave her for it cuz i loved her so much. Damn bitch

That's why she doesn't respect you. Because you don't respect you.

I've just felt so jaded ever since then
I want to move on but I have nothing going for me, just the memories that I was once a decent lover

They switched me from a school in which I was Chad and had social skills into another one in which I felt shy and unconfident since I knew noone. This lead to bullying and isolation, and then I skipped school and had bad grades, etc...

Had I stayed in the same school I'd now be Chad.

May 2006, right after 6th grade graduation. My parents moved away from our old home to a different city because our grandparents were getting them in trouble. I recall having panic attacks because I knew that I would never see my old friends again or live my old life.

That's exactly what happened too. My parents had us pulled out of school, I never got an education, I was never happy in the same way, I rarely got to go outside and I never saw any of those friends I had made again. I'm a thoroughly broken person and I wish suicide were easier, spending a decade essentially to yourself gives you too much time to think and contemplate. All I see is fleeting purpose, that is harder for me to achieve than it is for almost any regular person, and ultimate futility.

Futility in the short term, futility in the long. I was born for no reason. I suffer for no reason and I'll die for no reason.

Don't we all? In the face of futility and endless repetition, we must imagine Sisyphus happy.

nigga suicide is easy as fuck
go to walmart
buy gun
buy bullets
point at brain
shoot
dont do it though
you may find a reason to live one day
im still searching too

>In the face of futility and endless repetition, we must imagine Sisyphus happy.
Does this mean that it's safe to say that Sisyphus is probably happy or does it mean that it's necessary for us to imagine Sisyphus happy?

I've always took it to mean the latter, if we imagine that a man who does the most meaningless task one can think of is still happy and proud of his work then we can have something to remember and something to keep us going in our equally meaningless tasks. If one must imagine Sisyphus happy then one always has reason to be happy, in spite of circumstances.

I find myself thinking that it doesn't really matter. Both interpretations leave us open to the idea that happiness can be achieved by either of the two paths.

The more I think of it, absurdism is a truly freeing way of being. I'm glad you brought it up, was having a bad time of it.

dec 19 2017

One itis on march 8 years ago, and former gf august last year.

Despite having had others gf, the only ones that actually made a sad mess of me were these 2.

Still recovering from the last one.

november 2017, went to jail, fucked my life up, became suicidal, depressed, reclusive, etc

>My dad cheated on my mom

What does that even mean? Did he peak at her test during a test?

whats the scoop here user, thats right around the time i almost an hero'd

17 feb 2018

november 1992

I was born

July 21st 2014
I stood there in her doorway as she cried. She cried but she was the one who left me

I remember when I was in a locker room when a black guy walked in naked. I talked to him briefly and then just stared sucking his cock without asking or being asked. I have an impulse control disorder

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2016/early 2017. My life got utterly fucking destroyed after that.

Spring of 2007. Out of nowhere serious chronic illness hit me. Never felt physically good or painless ever since. After some time, depression added to it and now I'm completelly shitfucked. It's more than 10 fucken years. Things are just getting worse desu. Don't know how long can I keep up with this.

somewhere in 2005 dad died

not trying to be a dick, but just because you wanted to marry her doesn't mean she wanted to marry you, too. also, it sure as fuck wasn't out of the blue, unless she is literally mentally ill, you simply missed the signs. get over that bitch already, man!

No specific date, though if I must say probably the day of my birth.

10/31/2012

but really all of 2012

December 31, 1995
The day I was born I was already cursed

1990 when I was born in a single parent home

2004 when my sister killed herself

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My life had always been rather mediocre for as long as I can remember but what really changed my perspective on reality was after I began taking research chemicals, got on antidepressants and hooked on adderall. The chemical cocktail resulted in my psyche rejecting my body and becoming detached, that is to say, I became completely and utterly disassociated with the world around me. It grew to such an extant that if someone were to ask me right now about how I felt towards my previous life experiences I could only relate to them the events in terms of what occurred rather than what I felt, I cannot associate myself with the individual I was during the time which these things took place but the memories are there. I also stopped caring about things that used to be important to me before or that I can remember as having been important. Simply put, its as if these chemicals killed the original host of this body and I took his place yet I know we are one in the same. Luckily I can emulate the way I should react to things regardless of whether the emotions expressed are genuine so as to prevent any uncomfortable situations that might lead people to suspect something is wrong with me.

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12/2/2018
My fiancee passed away.

Damn. That must be tough. Sorry for your loss, user.

September 27, 2007 when I joined the military

September 27, 2013 when I got out and had no direction in life

September 8, 2018 when I separated from my wife and went back to my robot factory setting.

September us not a good month for me.

Damn user. It will take time. Don't lose heart, but you will need time to grieve.

9th of november 2001

May 19th, 1995

9/11was pretty fucked ey

My conception when I was given poison genes from my mother.

March 22, 2015 when I started dating my friends ex and lost all my friends

March 16, 2016 when my psycopathic sister stole my then GF"s credit cards and withdrew $3000 dollars. My GF promptly reported her to the police and broke up with me even though I had nothing to do with it. Since that day I have had no one except my parents.

Nov 27 of last year. I broke up with the love of my life and since then shes drifted far, far away from me. I miss you mackenzie. You are all i wanted in life

Halloween, 2011

A day after my 16th birthday my boyfriend at the time offered me oxy. It was the start of me spiraling into a junkie whore and prostitute.

exactlythis but without the drugs lmao