I'm a doomer zoomer, born 2000, I discovered Jow Forums when I was still 10 years old...

I'm a doomer zoomer, born 2000, I discovered Jow Forums when I was still 10 years old. For anyone curious enough to read, this is the highlights of my childhood. Should contain plenty of the late 2000s/early 2010s nostalgia, a lot of cringe, and some heartbreak/rejection/loneliness feels.

Does anyone want to hear a story about the totality of my experience Jow Forums? It's filled with cringe, nostalgia, and feels.

>Be me, now, January 2019, I am 18 years old and a student scientist/tutor at the local community college. I am a computer science major and I hope one day to become an AI Research Scientist.

2011

>be me, Summer 2011, I was 10 years old.
>I was enrolled in a Gifted and Talented program.
>I took an IQ test and ended up with a verbal score of 157, only 0.01% of the population scores greater than or equal to that.
>As far as my IQ goes, I am a genius.
>I was nerdy as fuck, I already taught myself a decent amount of Java programming, although I struggled with math.
>I got bullied for this, I learned really quickly that normies will beat me, demean me, and ostracize me because they envy my intelligence.
>Although I made some friends in kindergarten, and the 1st and 2nd grades, I had literally 0 friends at this time.
>I was effectively an awkward nerdy virgin NEET by the age of 10.
>I discover Jow Forums, as a typical summerfag, I heard about it through epic memes.
>remember "I'm so fresh you can suck my nuts"
>remember deadmau5 on /mu/
>remember the creation of /mlp/
>I even was a brony, lurked there, cringy looking back on it.
>remember the creation of Jow Forums
>I was oblivious to the racism, and I posted there to discuss alternative voting systems to prevent gerrymandering, figuring that it was legitimately dedicated to politics.

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*Not so unoriginally, grabs popcorn*

Stopped reading at ">be me" who the fuck else could you be?

i doubt your iq is actually 157 if you suck at maths. if you're logically minded maths should be a cakewalk

2012

>I saw my first nudity in the form of rule 34 porn on /mlp/
>It was different, new, exciting, and disturbing
>encountered gore, photographic nudity on /b/
>all of which I had a morbid curiosity about.
>I grew a psychological resistance to the shock-value of the gore from exposing myself to it frequently.
>remember the scruffening, when /mlp/ purged porn from the board. Not sure when this happened, but I think it was 2012.
>This legitimately pissed me off because I was into this porn, literally being a degenerate horsefucker by the age of 11.
>I briefly lurked other chan sites, such as Ponychan, which was created in response to the scruffening.
>There was literal horsefucking beastiality on these sites, and I wasn't fazed because of my resistance to shock value.
>Around this time I started browsing Jow Forums, using "nigger" a lot.
>Started picking up the edgy humor of Jow Forums.
>Discovered Jow Forums, and I related a lot, because they talked about lonelyness and isolation, which I felt at that time. I had no friends, was awkward, and literally couldn't look a girl in the eye.
>All of this was partially due to the fact that throughout my young childhood years I had been bullied relentlessly. I've been beaten, ostracized, and demeaned for being nerdy and weird.

While I did suck at maths then, I think my problem was that I was being bullied and that held me back from learning to my true potential. In college I've seen nothing but success with maths, earning top place in the calculus classes I've taken so far. I'm exhausiting the colleges' curriculuim for math next semester and I'm only high-school aged. Afterward I hope to start taking some high-level math courses at the university to understand more theoretical computer science.

>During this time I forged a friend-group with fellow normies in the GT program.
>We called ourselves "Teamcacti", our slogan, "go fuck yourself with a cactus".
>My edgy Jow Forums humor started leaking into my outward personality by then.
>Stacies still tried to bully me for my intelligence.
>They told me "say something smart", and I replied, "go fuck yourself with a cactus".
>Found out one of my friends, Cody, also browses Jow Forums /b/.
>I actually had discovered pony porn before I actually started watching the show.
>I introduced it to this friend-group and it basically became the stable of our group.

2013

More events browsing Jow Forums.

>remember dub the dew
>remember bald for bieber
>and cut for bieber
>remember the creation of /s4s/
>remember some fun raids
>remember the Lauren Faust AMA on /mlp/
>This brought the 2nd wave of attention to Jow Forums, beyond the previous wave brought-on by the memes, that wave being when I started lurking.
>started browsing Jow Forums and Jow Forums a lot, they would eventually become my main boards.

>Meanwhile, my friends take an interest in Minecraft, and I host a server for them. We call it "Cacticraft".
>Soonafter, we all develop an interest in griefing from Team Avolition, the griefing channel on youtube.
youtube.com/user/teamavolition
>Our server is "anarchy", no rules.
>The influence of Jow Forums on me becomes stronger.
>I value anonymity in all things, raiding, trolling, being edgy.
>I literally use "normalfags" as an insult.
>Still remember that "normalfag" used to be much more common than "normies", almost as if "normie" is a term appropriating Jow Forums culture.

Kind of remind me of myself. Also born in 2000 and studying CS, but a bit less intelligent (I was tested 128 IQ I believe) and discovered Jow Forums at 13

Late 2013

The advent of conflict in our group becomes apparent, something that would later become much more common.

>I start becoming more of a hardcore brony.

>I should mention, this bullying and shit, combined with a genetic predisposition to mental illness through my mother really have taken a toll on my mental health.
>I'm naturally very paranoid, very neurotic. I tend to think that the world is literally conspiring against me.
>I own a pet bird and sometimes I've had psychotic episodes staring at it, thinking that it has a camera inside it and that I'm being watched.
>I literally get these thoughts when I'm masturbating that someone is watching me.
>Sometimes think that cars outside are watching me, or that drones are flying by watching me.

>This all culminates when I have a panic episode, thinking that I've ingested "supersaturated salt-water", and think that I'm going to die when it pulls the water out of my body.
>I go to the ER.
>I just drank some water with a little bit of salt dissolved in it, it was all just me freaking out and having a panic attack.
>When I get back, I say to my friends that "my little pony saved me."
>In response, Cody leaves Teamcacti, leaving me, Henry, and Daniel as the last 3 surviving members.
>thus, the conflict began.