A thread for ex-traps, those who took the pink pill and regretted it. How are you holding up now user...

i think i remember you, arent you that queer who got lip injections and had retards in the thread wanting you to show them cuz you were acting like a faggot?

I'm always interested in threads like this. I'm trapped in a sissy lifestyle with my girlfriend and I've no idea how to get out of it. It was fun at first and I was really really into it but now I'm just bored of it and want to stop. I really hope I haven't perma fucked my body with hormones.

>user you're the most likely to be a trap out of all of use
I wonder if they really know

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I am the same, that's a rude but probably fair description of the last thread
Tell us more. How has your body changed?

>I took a pic of myself with long Flippy hair and I legit looked like a trap.
im not a trap either but people tell me that i have trap hair

The usual stuff, smoother skin, light hair growth, my public hair hardly grows back at all anymore, breast tissue growth which is painful at times. Just feeling less assertive.

This started with my girlfriend about 5 years ago. Ironically she was quite upset with me when I came out to her as being a transvestite but now she can't live without this lifestyle. She loves having essentially live in help, best friend and sex partner. I wish I could like it the way I did before but now its just so much effort and boring to me. I feel like such a degenerate for everything that I have done.

Everyone kept calling me justin beiber.

Shaved my sides. Nobody calls me that anymore.

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How does she have you dress? Do you wear a bra?

>I am the same, that's a rude but probably fair description of the last thread

thanks for bringing back this cancer op cuz r9k doesnt already have other trash threads to deal with hopefully this shitpost dies before other faggots can assimilate into it

Well now that's just plain rude

are you two monogamous? does she dominate you?

Of course. I have no male clothes at all anymore, bar a suit I have in storage with one pair of boxers and male socks in case I need to go to a family funeral or something. In general I have to wear a maids outfit most of the day while doing my chores but otherwise I have a wardrobe of female attire that I'm allowed choose to wear.

no, whats rude is posting this trash here when theres literally a lgbt board for shit like this, now g'day degenerate

No we're not monogamous at all. She does dominate me but thats not much of a challenge anymore. We have a long term male partner that comes to stay with us every other weekend and then there are guys that she like to meet from online or have me meet in hotels with first in order to see what they are like. She's wanted to bring other women into our relationship but I'm so broken now that I literally just crave dick whenever I am aroused. All I can do for her is get her ready or foreplay.

Not a trap but I've been wearing fake breasts ever since moving out if that counts

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so she fucks other guys and you watch? or do you join in?

ew stop

I unironically prep the bull (although we don't use that term since she's dominant over any man she fucks) and get her ready. Sometime the guy or her will fuck me afterwards but I haven't cum from penetrating anything other than a fleshlight for about 2 years. Most of the time I cum from being fucked or milked. I'm in chastity 95% of the time.

>he fell for the trap meme
jajajajja

jesus man. that's hot as fuck but i can't imagine actually living it, especially if you're actually tired of it

A few years ago it was me pressuring her into this kind of lifestyle and she just took to it really well. I would have killed to live like this. I guess it just goes to show that fetishes are only fetishes as long as they are taboo and don't become ordinary.

You're living the dream user, don't give it up

I will say that this is literally the NEET dream lifestyle, other than the lack of masturbation. Once I have my chores done, I'm free to do whatever I want and I don't really want for anything since she earns a very high salary which is more than enough for the two of us.

Subhumans who bully transgenders will be first on the day of the rope

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could it be that the only reason you're tired of the lifestyle is because your gf is forcing you to do all these things all the time, instead of you being able to have some downtime?

Maybe but I actually kind of miss being a man, not having to worry about my appearance all the time, I have no friends outside of the tranny scene. She doesn't really force me to do anything that I haven't asked her to do when I was telling her about my ideal lifestyle. The real problem is that we love each other very much but she's in love with this lifestyle too whereas I've grown tired of it.

what advice do you have for me as a 22 yo khhv with no friends? should i indulge into a similar lifestyle?

being girly feels so good

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do it and post progress on here so i can masturbate to your total emasculation

>It's another obese NEET roleplays his fetish thread

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>HRT has warped my body into this weird feminine form
>still have a dumb twinkish face that looks more masc than anything with the contrast of my body
>only people who want to fuck me are other traps and old creeps
>dont even really enjoy sex anymore
>family is distant now
>only friends i have are other tranny fags and traps
seriously considering just stopping it all now but im so invested in it idk if i could even masculinize again so im basically trapped taking prescribed hormones regardless of what i choose
suicide seems like a destination instead of an ideal at this point

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I hope you can find a lover.

The ultimate advice I'd give you is to make sure you find a woman who is really into it and willing to be the main earner while you stay at home. Its not hard anymore though to be honest, I lucked out with mine by meeting her in a place we worked together and she just accepted and became into it. Websites like tvchix make it much easier to find women who are into the lifestyle and want a partner who they will look after.

i actually do have a lover, they're another trap, we live together, but it doesn't make the reality of all this any easier, it just makes me all the more afraid of everything

Ikr lol

Shut the fuck up you pathetic fucking loser.

are you a popular trap that is or was sometimes (maybe often) posted in trap threads in this website?

did you do all of these things purely out of some fetish, not because you are trans?

I meant I hope you can find a male lover.

Um, i wouldn't be surprised if my pics have been posted around here but no im not popular.
>purely out of some fetish, not because you are trans?
idk ive always felt very fem, and had trans feelings, but i would be lying if i said giving into the trap meme wasn't sexually rewarding

oh, i see, thanks user, i hope so too

I think I'll never get laid unless I pay for it. I also feel fem and used to crossdress even as a kid. Should I take the pinkpill?

You should just work with what you have and find a relationship with a man

kek quads confirm

Holy shit I got that far GET.
But I want to be womanly. I am also scared if I turn into a freak.

You can still be a subby girl for your man without ruining your body

>But I want to be womanly. I am also scared if I turn into a freak.
you could just take HRT but continue to act the same way and wear the same clothes for a while and maybe youll end up looking like a girl eventually.

This thread makes me glad I just pursue this as a fetish not as a lifestyle, the fantasy and porn is so hot, but the reality is not, especially since I'm too manly looking to be a convincing trap so I dont even CD because theres no point if you don't look feminine.

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Is it easy to hide? My boobs already got a bit bigger because of the antipsychotics I use.

what antipsychotics are you on??

This post made me laugh so fucking hard

Did not expect that

Amisulpride aka solian.

ive been doing it for about 6 months now and ive been hiding it just fine. you wear only oversized clothes and hunch over slightly if youre worried.

Do you do any extra? Like a specific diet etc?

nah, just HRT really. maybe eventually ill start doing more.

What would happen a guy started hrt just before his puberty?

then that person would mostly develop like a regular female.

he would eventually have the juiciest, sweetest boipussy imaginable

In almost all cases they'd grow up to be indistinguishable from a woman besides the penis. Which is why there's such a case for starting trans kids on hormones early, increases their chance of passing and in turn lowers suicide rates.

Is it child abuse?

depends on how sexy they are later on

>tfw missed the chance of becoming a gifl

just as depressed as ive always been
transitioning or not life is still pointless user no point of pills self improvement tranny shit will ever make life fun

i feel like even if i magically turned out to not rly be trans one day and regretted everything id still carry on living as a woman just for the fashion. men's clothes are ugly and stupid and don't even fit people properly.

Would any qt traps or sissys like to chat with an unironically handsome masc top?

the thing about HRT is that i finally have a real reason to kill myself so thats neat

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me me me
how? lemme get at that

>I'm trapped in a sissy lifestyle with my girlfriend and I've no idea how to get out of it. It was fun at first and I was really really into it but now I'm just bored of it and want to stop. I really hope I haven't perma fucked my body with hormones.
So fucking hot
I can't believe shit like this actually happens to people

I never took the pink pill, because I am not a tranny, but I used to do trap stuff when I was a teenager. I am sure a bunch of weirdos online still have pictures of me doing trap stuff while underage.

If they really are trans, then no since the desire to transition never really goes away (see caitlyn jenner). If they aren't trans though then it's arguably worse than keeping a trans kid from HRT since they'll probably end up with gender dysphoria even worse than what trans people deal with. Although by the that age the kid can probably decide what gender they want to be, the issue is with parents who decide to put their 5 year old on hormones because he was playing with a dollhouse.

based upon user. boy clothes suck, except for the pockets. they're always bland, bulky and rugly bleh

sure user, are you passable or anything?

a degenerate tranny has seen the other side of the slannesh-pill
i cant wait for your """"gf"""" to eventually dump you

This, it's one of my biggest dreams to have a girlfriend that feminizes me. The only problem would be the fear that since she obviously seemed to be straight at the start that she could leave for a "real man"

not as a girl yet.... but im told im cute regardless

Yeah tfw
They lose me at the leaving or having other guys in part

cool, you wanna talk over discord or some shit..

anyone else think experimenting with crossdressing as a teenager is what made them a tranny?

I'm probably gonna start HRT soon, hopefully I don't end up in these threads someday. Although I am starting with just bica which isn't as permanent as estrogen
How old are you? What sort of changes have you gotten so far?

im 22, my body figure is totally different, i have boobs, my skin is super sensitive, girl fat in face, better complexion

Sounds nice, what drugs/dosages?

ive been on 100mg spiro for 7 months

No estrogen? Well that's nice if you got those changes off of AA monotherapy since I'm going to be doing the same!

obv you need estrogen and i am on it but thats a given

Yeah I was pretty surprised when you didn't mention estrogen but said you had changes usually attributed to it, hopefully I'll be able to get on that not too long from now

Post yfw you will never fall for trap/tranny meme and embrace being a man

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>cc's in my lips
Thought injections we're temporary?

Trap user here , bout to start hrt with my sissy fetish gf, I understand it wasn't for you but do you regret the experience?

These trap threads 24/7 in Jow Forums made me do sex with traps in real life. I'm pretty sure this would not happen if I stayed in Jow Forums

This is true btw

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dolphins use these things like toys
theyre pretty based

dude i'm laughing so fucking hard at this there's no way ppl actually do this shit unironically is there?

kek i recall one detransitioned guy posted his pic, he looked pretty much like a girl with a short haircut regardless. also it really depends, usually they look like guys, maybe a bit cuter than usually

no, it's not obvious? you can take spiro monotherapy, it won't even endanger your bones, the results will be meh though, bica mono is better

Not a detransitioner but considering it
>Every week I consider not taking hrt
>Every other week or 3 weeks, end up taking my hrt anyways
>So far down the rabbit hole that if I ever do detransition I'll never pass as my birth gender
It's a never ending cycle

>detransitioned

Wow, I learned a new word today. Thanks. I never knew these degenerates changed back (some). I thought they all killed themselves a few months after the surgery.