On nights when you feel like ending it all, how do you keep yourself from pulling the trigger?

On nights when you feel like ending it all, how do you keep yourself from pulling the trigger?

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there's no trigger to pull ;)

My crippling fear of death.
My crippling fear of life.
What if I die and I'm just thrown into a new hell?
What if I survive and live the rest of my life out as a drooling vegetable?

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Fear more than anything. If I had more courage I could kill myself, but if I had more courage I probably wouldn't be in the position I'm currently in, making me not want to kill myself.

I just jack off

I sent the bullet through every wall in my house and into my neighbors house instead of through my skull and the ceiling and screamed as fucking loud as I possibly could for as long as I needed to
neighbors never found out.

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My family holds me back. I can't leave them while things are bad. I'm trying to hang on for now.

My delicious Brown gives meaning to my plight.

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The fact that Istill havesome whisjey left
It's okay

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>play video games
>jack off
>listen to music
>go to sleep
Either of these do the trick.

Oh yeah
That too
I'm actually really lookingforward to browncheesr nachos if he pulls thtrough

I don't own a gun. Otherwise I'd have done it a long time ago.

>tfw my state's annoying gun laws make it so difficult to get a gun that I can't even put in the effort to buy one so I can kill myself

The fact I don't have a gun.

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Keep at it and one day you may even master Blue.

i save a cheeky bottle of robocough for nights exactly like this, complete dissociate and complete bliss

I don't have a gun. I got some rope though, but I don't want to be a vegetable, so I've decided on decapitation. Unfortunately, I'm not strong enough to jump out the window. That last step is really damn difficult.

I just drown in those feelings.I try to make them worse.

i just sit put and let it happen, let the emoshuns flow meng. just be like ahh who cares, im happy right where i am i dont need anything or anybody, maybe i'll die tomorrow who knows? so why be sorry.im just like ahh wtf like yo im just gunna enjoy this moment and just let it be meng ye, all the stress and angxiety is just an illusion all your melencholy thoughts are just a illusion because, you don't really know what you think you know. might as well just stop thinking you know whats gunna happen or who you are and stuff just kinda be here and just imagine that everything is perfect and you are actually doing very well you are a king you are your own master you are in your castle, ur in a good place.

Anyone have that webm of the little girl and dad finding the brother's suicide? I think about that. I can't imagine putting my baby siblings go through that.

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the phrase "fuck it i have nothing to lose", user i was once super sad with life but i just thought i have nothing to lose but everything to gain, if i were to die it'll be worth something and i started doing self improvements and being free from technology,porn,video games, and real time wasters. i stared eating better and working out, someday i'll make it and so would you

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I don't have a gun or any way to off myself.

got no gun
and i just drink til i fall asleep

The idea of missing out on what could happen next. Seems like there always something just around the corner that I'd want to see or know about or experience.
It's not usually anything good but the thought that it's something different keeps me interested enough to keep hanging around

I wouldn't want my siblings to find me but fuck my parents, they brought me into this garbage world with awful genetics and deserve to see me.

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1. no gun
2. no balls
That's pretty much it

If i could get a gun I'd have done it a long long time ago