Hopefully this doesn't sound gross. It's not my intention to be gross, but I did have a somewhat inappropriate relationship with my mom that I never really processed. I never really spoke about it with anyone except for a therapist and that didn't even really help. Recently I've been meeting up with my mom again and I feel a lot of pain and unprocessed feelings. I know some of you like to read these greentext things about other peoples' lives (I do too) so here I go.
>be oldest child, 13 >my little sister is 10 >my parents break up because my dad is cheating on my mom >my dad is a lawyer for a large firm in LA and left my mom for a 26-year old d-list actress >my dad is 6' balding, and slightly overweight >my mom works as a government finance regulator >my mom is 5'10", runs every day, and is really beautiful. We have the same brown curly hair >the divorce is at-fault, so my mom receives a large lump sum payment bc my dad makes way more money than her >my parents agree to split custody >I've always been closer with my mom, so I go with her >my sister goes with my dad >my mom decides to sell the house in LA bc we don't need it. >we move to a 2br apartment in San Francisco >my mom quits her job, starts to work as a photographer >it doesn't pay a lot but we have money from the house and the divorce >my dad gets visits but half the time he doesn't even want me >he always thought I was a faggot >buys me things on holidays but that's it >see my sister literally four times a year at most
>me and my mom feel all alone >I have emotional issues and I start crying every night >it's a small apartment so my mom can hear me crying through the walls >she comes into my bed at night and holds me from behind >eventually it's the only way we want to sleep >I sleep in her bed every night now >high school starts >I'm a nerd but I make some good friends >It's the mid-to-late 2000s so the whole Brooklyn hipster scene shit is big >instead of doing sports I read literature blogs and find new music to look for >My mom signs me up for guitar lessons >start a crappy indie pop band with two kids from orchestra and Vietnamese Shaun White >I'm really effeminate, even though I don't try to be >everyone in school thinks I'm gay >it's not the end of the world, it's San Francisco after all >The Gay Kid tries to make a relationship with me by asking me out in the quad >I'm insulted and go home and cry >I tell my mom about it and she asks if I'm gay >I tell her non, but I've always wanted to be a girl >we talk about these feelings at length >she's scared for me but rather supportive. asks me why I would want to be a girl >"I dunno, it just feels right."
Ryan Torres
God damnit I thought there would be some wincest, not another fag thread
>my mom says I should think about it more because it's a big decision >I agree, so I don't bring it up again >she asks if I'm ready for bed >I say "yes" and she spoons me and kisses the back of my neck and tells me that she loves me >this is nothing new, so I'm not shocked about it or anything. >I tell her I love her too.
>two years pass, I'm 16 and a junior in high school >I'm in a relationship with one of the hipster girls that has a synth pop band >lets call her SynthGirl >I end up playing in her band sometimes, and she plays in mine >all that hipster musician types at school are sort of friends >the majority of the school is hard-working asian stereotypes >hardly any jocks because it's a nerd school >jocks are asians anyway
Evan Evans
>me and SynthGirl go see Crystal Castles together >She convinces me to smoke cigarettes with her >I try it but I hate it, she makes fun of me and tells me I'm a pussy >she says this like its endearing though >she tries to touch my dick on the muni train and I get really mad >the train is full of people >she apologizes and then doesn't make eye contact with me until we get to her stop >she gets off, I still have at least 10 more stops to go >after each stop, the fog grows more dense as the train heads toward the ocean >I start crying and a skinny black guy in a Bape jacket calls me a faggot >I get home, my mom can smell the cigarette smoke >"I was with SynthGirl, mom, she made me smoke them" >my mom laughs and says "I bet she didn't make you do anything" >my mom gets upset with me, tells me that SynthGirl is sort of a bad girl >make me wash out my mouth with mouth wash and to take a long shower before I can go to bed >she asks me "why don't you just date Viet Shaun White? You want to be girl a girl, right?" >I say, "I don't want to be a girl anymore, it was just a phase." >I tell her, "I'm not gay and he's not gay."
Eli Cruz
Homos not wanted. Get out you mentally ill fruit.
Jaxson Phillips
>my mom asks me if I like girls >I say yes, I do >my mom asks me if I've ever been intimate with a girl >I say yes, I have >my mom asks me the ways in which I've been intimate with a girl >I tell her only kissing but that SynthGirl tried to touch my dick on the train just now >I say, "I don't want to talk about it anymore." >"Okay honey, I'm sorry about prodding. I just worry about you." >she says, "you're very special to me, you know that right?" >after cleaning up I get into bed >she comes in and faces me >she kisses me gently on the lips and says, >"I'll always love you, user. No matter what happens you'll always be special to me." >I tell her that I love her too.
Alexander Garcia
>SynthGirl keeps trying to initiate a physical relationship >I'm attracted to her but I don't love her >one day we walk off campus to get tacos for lunch >she breaks up with me in the taco shop, tells me that she can tell I don't love her >I ask if it's because she thinks I'm gay >she says "no, I know you're not gay." >this relieves me >I start crying though (bc emotional issues) >she runs her hand through my hair and tells me that we'll still be friends >assures me that we'll still be in a band together and be good friends >I make her promise >she promises >after school my mom is at her desk, editing photos for work >I tell my mom that SynthGirl broke up with me >my mom stops he work to comfort me >we're sitting on the couch >she's holding me tight and telling me how sorry she is that it didn't work out >she kisses me on the lips lightly but I reach in to kiss her back
Asher Sullivan
bump88777
Lincoln Watson
Type it all out before you make the fucking thread
James Gray
Hurry up and finish writing dipshit
Thomas Campbell
>she pushes me away and asks me wtf I'm doing >I tell her that I really love her, and that I wanted to kiss her >I wanted to kiss her to show how much I appreciated her >she says, "well I don't know if we should do that it's strange." >I apologize and go to my room >I decide to sleep alone because I feel bad, like I did something wrong >I'm so fucking pissed at myself what the fuck have I done >Everyone thinks I'm a homo >I used to think I want to be a girl >My girlfriend dumped me >I tried to kiss my mom >I feel like a fucking loser and want to die >I try to sleep but I can't >later that night, my mom knocks lightly on my door and comes in >I'm still up. >I ask her, "what do you need, mom?"
Caleb Young
>she says she's sorry she was so curt with me earlier >I say that it's okay, I apologize for trying to kiss her, that I was just confused >she comes into my bed and kisses me >"We can do this tonight, I know you've had a rough couple of weeks." >"user, if this helps you feel better I really don't mind. It might be a good idea." >she kisses me softly. >we start to kiss each other softly >things start to escalate >my mom has a hand on my lower back and pulls my pelvis into hers >I can feel her pelvis ever so slightly grind into mine >it's the smallest movement and sensation ever, but I can feel it >we're kissing each other with tongue now >after a while she stops >she pulls my face into her chest and asks me if I feel better >I say I do >I'm so shocked I don't know what else to say >she falls asleep spooning me from behind >I'm too nervous to sleep
Blake Bailey
Okay, I need to finish grading papers. I'll be back in 90 min with the rest
Elijah Bell
you are a fagot but with mommy issues go suck a cock and become fabulous
having tranny delusions at all makes you a massive fag. just the state of mind that you have to be in to even remotely consider that you'd want to become a vagina jew is so beyond fucked that it's impossible by a sane individual.
Blake Morales
I had tranny delusions when i was 6, am i a fag?
Nathaniel Gutierrez
>shitty this one aint bad. it doesn't start out with a mom jacking her son off because she feels bad for him. oddly, it feels like a yuri
>all of you retards thinking OP is actually coming back
You've been had, brainlets. Why do you think he stopped exactly at the point it got interesting?
Dominic Powell
this had better be a bel air
Nathaniel Walker
Sorry robots, I'm a community college lecturer and I have until midnight to finish grading these papers. Just a couple more left.
James Morgan
oh no
>community college lecturer >has incest relations with his mother >when your entire life was lived in the crater of decadence
Nathan Torres
I'm sure almost every kid in some point of his/her development would have sexual identity issues.
Aaron Perez
>The sensation of her hips now grinding harder makes me melt. >She let out a soft moan as her hand found its way closer to my dick. >She unzips my pants to get it out. >Her hand searches but to no avail. >She was utterly shocked to instead find a big brown beaver. >That beaver eats taco bell.
Hudson Bell
This is what san fran does to people.
William Torres
You tried You really did
Jaxson Lopez
i expected nothing but im dissapointed thats its not even funny
Isaiah Brown
Its not op, buddy
William Stewart
Ah fuck did i get epicly baited again
Jace Taylor
>it's two weeks later >me, SynthGirl and Viet Shaun White are still friends >they notice that I'm different now, that I don't seem sad all the time >Viet Shaun White says "it doesn't look like you're constantly on the verge of tears" >I get home from school and my mom is at her desk >we now kiss each other and have more physical contact but no sex yet >she gets up and kisses me >how was your day, user? how was orchestra practice? >she we go over to the couch and she holds me >she says "let's get dinner" >we go to my favorite thai restaurant in the Richmond district >we share a plate of pad see ew and an order of pineapple fried rice >it's the best tasting meal I've ever had >I'm on a date with my mom and we're in love. >my mom is flirty throughout the whole meal >she asks me if I'm thinking about college yet >I say no >the waitress is looking at us weird >whatever, fuck off gook
We wanted wincest not a fucking pathetic faggot story,
Xavier Richardson
Has she jerked you off?
Owen Cook
Post more about the story please
Ryder Nelson
only if you're a woman
>after dinner, we go on a walk at Point Sutro >the sun is starting to set >I want to go down to the Sutro Baths >she's worried that when we get down there it'll be too dark >she's worried about my safety >we go back to the car and she kisses me before getting in the driver seat >I literally just went on a date with my mom >what the fuck >we get in bed and I have an erection >this happens most nights >but I typically hide it from her so she doesn't think I'm being forward >my mom is more direct tonight >she reaches around and starts gently feelings the bottom side of my penis >she starts to gently stroke the bottom side of my penis with her half-cupped hand >I'm used to death-grip but I'm so turned on that it doesn't matter how gentle she is >"does this feel good, user? I can stop if you want." >I assure her "no, it feels great, please keep going." >she asks me if anyone has ever done this to me before >I say no. She knows this.
Isaiah Campbell
this will have the most bait ending, calling it
Thomas Phillips
>my mom gets on top of me >she starts rubbing herself on my thigh and making moaning noises >I've never heard my mom make moaning noises >It's the most beautiful sound I've ever heard >Realize right then that I'm a fucking degenerate because I've fallen in love with my mom >the anxiety only stays for a moment though >my mom has her tongue down my throat >i'm on my back and I have my hand on one of her breasts >she stops stroking my penis >instead, she pushes it inside of her >i've never been inside a woman before, it's a brand new sensation >the softness and slight tightness feels incredible >it feels like I'm inside a soft peach that has muscles >her juices are almost pouring out and my thigh and genitals are both incredibly wet >she's bouncing up and down while still kissing me >I don't really know what to do except grind into her >I finally cum inside her >she didn't orgasm I think
Parker Brooks
The end, faggots
Nathaniel Anderson
>she holds onto me and looks at me directly in the eyes >she's staring intently into my eyes >I can see the different shades of brown and green within her iris >she kisses me gently >neither of us talk >I think we don't talk because we were too unsure what to say >we both know what we did was wrong even if we're in love >we don't have anyone else in our lives, isn't it only right for us to fall in love? >after a while she tells me to get up and take a shower before bed. >she kisses me as I get up >when I get out of the shower, she isn't home >I fall asleep under the spell of true bliss >I had never fallen in love until now >my brain wasn't even telling me that it was wrong now >whatever triggers love in the brain was the only thing operating >a few weeks later I asked her where she went that night >my mom, full of my cum, had drove to CVS >she needed to buy the morning after pill
Asher Martinez
>we have a serious discussion about our relationship the next day >I say that I really like how things are and I don't want them to change >she's worried about me going away for college >I tell her I can just go to USF or SFSU. >it's agreed that this is what I'll do >after this I'm basically in a relationship with my mom >we keep it a secret of course >my mom doesn't date anyone, just me >all we have is each other and that's all that matters >yeah, this is super corny but love is sort of corny, you know? >me and my mom share the same bed all throughout high school >even in college, I share my bed with my mom and we date each other >after college, I go to get my masters degree in southern california >my mom is heartbroken, falls into a depression >I still come up to visit her and she visits me. She can't sleep with me in SoCal >I live in graduate student housing >eventually graduate >get a job at a community college in the Pacific North West >my mom can't leave her business in SF
Liam Mitchell
>recently my mom asked if she could move in with me up north >she's ready to retire and just live with me forever >she's in her mid-50s now, and still looks great but I'm worried about her getting old >I'm not sure if I want to date a 60 year old woman soon >I still love my mom but I start thinking about what would will happen when she eventually dies >I bring this up with her >She gets really upset >I made my mom mad and I think she hates me now
I really don't know what to do desu. I've dated a few women in grad school and now as a working adult but I've never loved anyone like I loved my mom. I really don't know what to do.
Jonathan Cooper
Only made it to the second post. You're a whiny cunt.
Ryder Richardson
God damn what an anticlimactic end.
Do the right thing and dick your mom down until she dies you ungrateful cunt. Woman housed and supported you all those years you were a useless faggot and now you're moving on because it's no longer convenient/useful to you. Fuck off.
Andrew Williams
I got better as I got older. I had really bad emotional issues in high school. I mean, that's probably pretty obvious since I actually was in a long-term relationship with my mom
Grayson Martin
jesus christ OP, this is some next level fucked up shit
She changed your life for the better and she is the reason you even have a bit of normalcy in your life today. She loves you and instead of showing her the same you are being your father.
Call her and tell her you want her to be yours.
Also ever get in touch with your sister? If you think you are attracted to your mom just wait and see how hard the GSA would be between you and your sister,
when you look at it that way I do sound like a piece of shit. She really did support me all those years when I was fucked up and had no confidence. I do sort of owe her. And it wouldn't be out of pity or anything, I still absolutely love her. Idk, because apart from her for so long has made me question some things. Ty for helping me with this, it's not like I can tell any of my friends
Nolan Wilson
You should get her pregnant, OP. Then she can have a new partner in a couple of years.
Sebastian Rogers
>coming on r9fuckingk of all places to seek advice for this
Jesus you're fucking dumb. You fucked your mother you absolute retard. Nothing about any of this is healthy.
Ah fuck it. Damage is already done. You might as well make her remaining years on this planet good ones and then neck yourself the moment she's gone and rid the world of your degeneracy.
Landon Cook
>you are being your father. oh fuck I never saw it this way. oh god, no wonder she was so upset at me when I expressed apprehension. jesus chris i'm a piece of shit.
>Also ever get in touch with your sister? I don't like my sister since she bought into my dad's bullshit that my mom was a terrible wife to him. that might be true but it's not a reason to vilify our mom. Whatever the roastie my dad married hit the wall at 30 and now he's stuck with some dumb whore with no education. he deserves it
Hudson Nguyen
we had a couple of close calls. she had to take the abortion pill once because we fucked up. she couldn't take birth control due to health reasons.
look I know it's not the healthiest thing in the world but I sincerely believe that we were meant for each other. i'll never love anyone as much as I love her.
Cameron Hernandez
Your mom has a ton of unresolved issues and like the user said, you've become your father in more ways than you might realize. Her worst fear must be that you look at younger women honestly.
Can you see yourself loving somoene else? Do you still love your mom?
Adrian Gutierrez
How old is your mom user? Don't tell me you're fucking a dinosaur, that would be even more degenerated
Nicholas Williams
maybe your sister has changed? maybe she comes and lives with you? maybe she and your mom reconcile? maybe she falls for you? Maybe your mom sees her as a worthy woman for her son? maybe you get to be balls deep in both of them?
... .. . think about it. A phone call won't hurt and shows you have become the better person.
>Can you see yourself loving somoene else? Maybe? In a vague way I can. I've been with other women before >Do you still love your mom? i'll always love my mom
Jackson Perez
>i'll never love anyone as much as I love her.
call her and tell her NOW. yes it late but the gesture will make her wake up incredibly happy.
also... I agree you should try and dick... I mean get in touch with your sister.
>oh fuck I never saw it this way. oh god, no wonder she was so upset at me when I expressed apprehension. jesus chris i'm a piece of shit.
call your mom dude. Like that user said it will make her morning all the better and yours too.
Luke Davis
>call her and tell her NOW. i sent her a text, will call her tomorrow. I'm going to ask her to move in with me
>Do you still love your mom as a romantic partner? I do, I'm going to ask her to live with me
that photo is basically what she'll probably look like I guess. she's in really good shape, does yoga, is thin, eats well. maybe sleeping with a 65 year old woman in 10 years won't be so awful?
Christian Morgan
>i would never have that sort of relationship >that's disgusting
I know I sound like a retard, but with my mom it's different. like, we already grow up having physical intimacy with our mothers you know? Breast feeding, physical affect, ect. I never grew up with that sort of familiarity with my sister. I'm not going to sleep with my sister, a woman who looks almost exactly like me and fucking hates me too.
It's not about my sister being family. Obvious I don't have a problem with that. It's about my sister being a disgusting human being.
Jonathan Watson
>sleeping with a 65 year old woman in 10 years won't be so awful?
Do not date her if you do not want to. This will only lead to you being depressed and then she will be depressed too. I do not even believe your story but these anons here make me sick sometimes
Parker Myers
so basically OP was raped by his mom when he was a kid and he's never gotten over it?
Adam Stewart
>fucking hates me too. I thought you never saw her... when was the last time you spoke?
>about my sister being a disgusting human being. Elaborate...
You been inside a woman before this, the same woman actually , you sick fuck.
Noah Edwards
get your mom to move in with you asap, even if you two don't have sex anymore it will be a really nice gesture to her as you are the only thing she has left.
Hudson Clark
we see each other at family gatherings. she still lives in LA where most of my extended family still lives. She hates me because she thinks I'm embarrassed of our family and that I believed all the "lies" my mom fed me about my dad's side of the family. She thinks my mom fed me lies about my dad and his family and that makes her butthurt because she's not really that smart and can't think about thinks objectively.
nobody knows! MAYBE someone might have a suspicion but i think most people assume we're like a Grey Gardens situation rather than actually fucking each other. They all thought it was weird I stayed in SF for college when I could've gone to a better school.
Jaxon Howard
fuck off bitch we are talking about railing our moms and sisters here!
This isn't your PETA/SJW faggot gathering
Eli Martinez
Well if anyones disgusting its your mom for fuckinb you. I feel bad for you so I won't make fun of you. Your dad was obviously right to leave. Who cares about her growing old, shes fucked in the head, find a normal girl who didn't birth you
I hope your trolling lol you really got me playing along now
Leo Peterson
Do you want to mess with her even more Satan? next time you meet your sister tell her that your mom was crying herself to sleep every night for months after your father left her. also tell her that while you have been with her she has never even dated someone. and ask her if while this was happening if your father was having the same problems.
Caleb Anderson
fuck off you little bitch. is reddit down? why are you even on this site?
Cameron Cook
please don't say that about my mom. she didn't take advantage of me. we were there for each other when no one else was
Zachary Roberts
You improved a lot OP, you managed to almost completely eliminate your signature moves maneirisms, but you still do it a little and I think it is unconscious at this point. Another problem is your technique, this part is easy to spot you always use the same structure, description and mood building, length action, idealization, closing markig comments to make an impact. You improved, but I can still identify you, maybe soon I won't be able to anymore.
Why you do this though? Just to practice? Isn't there better places than this shithole? I like how you alway larp at the end. Godspeed son.
Adrian Wilson
Hes already posted the story why don't you fap and move on
Jace Hughes
ignore that fag. tell us more about how you love your mom.
How was it when you moved out? how is the sex? does she swallow? any anal?
