Convince me to completely give up on my masculinity.
Im a skinny 5'4" manlet with a crossdressing fetish who is shy and intoverted and was bullied by bigger guys back in school.
I know im a failure as a male but I still have a little pride and want to hold on to the little masculinity I have...pls give me a push and convince me to devote my life to please superior men
There's a reason all the gay threads have anime jpgs in the OP and not sissies.
I like anime and Jow Forums is an anime website
If you are a CD then you're already a beta male to be used. You'll come to love being degraded and used by strong, alpha cock; if you're a southerner like me you'll crave BBC.
Either way, if you like to dress up as a woman you're already on the trajectory to be a cocksucking slut, not much you can do to change that
The real reason is that reality is never as sexy or as nice as the pretty porn drawings. Mentally ill perverts and freaks are generally not pretty, as it so happens
Do you want my cock in your butt?
>If you are a CD then you're already a beta male to be used.
I know im a beta but I somehow think there is still hope for ne
You'll come to love being degraded and used by strong, alpha cock;
I fantasize about being degraded but I havent tried it in real life because im afraid my fetish will completely take over my life
>if you're a southerner like me you'll crave BBC.
Im not white so I really dont understand that fetish but to each their own
>Either way, if you like to dress up as a woman you're already on the trajectory to be a cocksucking slut, not much you can do to change that
Ive cd since I was 10 and im 21 now and my fetish hasnt gone away so youre probably right
>I really dont understand that fetish
Revenge of the jews after 2000 years of watching their women sleep with tall, handsome Europeans
There is plenty of passable traps too
My mind says no my body says yes
And I have a white guy fetish, why is that?
Well if you have them, post them so I can fap. These threads RARELY have anything good in them though, I can say that for sure. It's usually only a sexy, nice looking OP.jpg like this one, hundreds of posts of garbage, and that's it
If youre old enough to use Jow Forums then its already far too late for you for hormones to make you passable, just start eating less and be a twink, its not totally feminine but its close enough
>mind says no
then maybe you shouldn't
your body isn't always right about these things
why can't you just enjoy it in private? get yourself a cock cage, a big dildo and some cumlube and enjoy yourself. wear a plug whenever you're out
I feel you user I'm the same but 5'3 but instead I want somebody to talk me into keeping my masculinity and getting rid of my cd fetish before I do something I cannot come back from
Do you remember your proud moment of achiving something? it will go away if you don't stay a men and never come back.
Think about joys of playing games against or with someone.. This feeling will be lost and never come back.
Do you want erase part of yourself forever?
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Let me fuck your butt!
Let me wrap my cock in your ass!
Let me cum in your lower intestines!
Let me touch your belly button from the inside!
I'd rather make you tell me what a sissy bitch you are while my cock rests on your face
Your suppose to be helping me to keep my masculinity and kill his masculinity idk do a rocky montage or some shit with me
Real men will never want to fuck you. At best you'll get bottomfeeding scumbags. Look at how Jow Forums is basically the only forum on the Internet that glorifies traps. These are the sorts of degenerates who will look at you. If you're lucky you might find a Redditor.
there truly is no hope :L
If it makes you feel better, I'll let you try and convince me how manly you are while I'm fucking you
well I guess thats something thanks user
No man would want you. No woman would want you.
The amount if gay people who likes girls is vanishingly small. There's more full gays than bisexual men.
You're also undergoing this for no reason apparently. Since you don't claim GD. You can easily submit yourself to gay men as a small boi.
I'd already be doing that if I were short and thin. Do it for me.
Then again that might be good since it saves me from aids
No problem user, it's important for me to keep your morale high, otherwise you won't be enthusiastic enough when you're taking my sperm down your throat
Well I will find a way to prove I'm manly
Why not try fucking the OP while you're both dressed like slutty girls?
sure I will do the fucking that will prove I'm more manly than op and then I could at least be a higher tier than op on the man list
Get very lean and ripped.
Wear lifts, go for short girls.
Ive seen guys like that with cute girls countless times.
Perfect. Then afterwards I can take you both
I want to get rid of it but I enjoy it too much
I would still be able to do everything I do now the only difference is that ill be seen as a sex object
I might have gd
Plenty of short girls have been attracted to me but I dont think theyll be okay with my cding fetish plus theyll always secretly prefer a bigger guy
Best way to do this is to become a trap who tops men.
That way you are still masculine somewhat and pleasing men. Specifically please me. Please fuck me user, thanks.
Just give in and accept that you're meant to be subservient to real men. Accept your role as cocksleeve and enjoy it
Id wouldnt fuck another guy unless hes also a trap
Why is that role? Is it because im inferior to them?
Id be passable, its more about genetics than age
This would be perfect if it wasnt for the dick. There's not enough good nico hentai.
>Id wouldnt fuck another guy unless hes also a trap
You're literally fucking useless then
Exactly. You're small and unmanly, shy and unassertive. You're feminine and submissive, not at all what a man should be. If you can't be a real man then you should make up for it by submitting to them and giving them pleasure. You already want to do it, your body yearns for that feeling. Just accept what you are meant to be
The reason I like dressing as a girl is because im a masochist who wants to get emasculated.
Im not really attracted to masculinity, I just like getting humilated
You're useless then, nobody gives a fuck about what you want.
I can find submissive traps/trans that are ready to go guaranteed 10x more passable than you.
Quick question, how do you meet traps?
I'm bi, and i've always considered traps to be the best of both worlds...
>You're small and unmanly,
Youre right about this, im small and weak and cant change that
>shy and unassertive.
True but I might be able to change that, im actually less shy now than I was back in school and can feign some confidence
>You're feminine and submissive
Im only submissive in my sexual fantasies, I dont like submitting to others in other circumstances
Doublelist, clubsissy, tvchix, /soc/ & Jow Forums
I know because ive made ads on those sites, I always end up flaking tho lol
I think most traps/trannies dont like topping and would only do it if they are hookers
You can change the weak part by lifting and you can look a bit taller with insoles I wear them to college with boots so I go from 5'3 to 5'8 the shy thing I cannot help with as I'm shy asf but looks like you got that sorted and you can change your fantasies with enough time doing no fap i struggle to get past day 3 tho
Im Danish btw..
Are you a trap yourself or ''''''''cisgendered''''''
Curious to how the dating scene is.
Key word being "feign". You know you don't actually have confidence, and so to survive you must fake it. But deep down you know what you really are. That sexual submissiveness is a sign of deep desire, if you could really find someone to give your body to, you'd do it in a heartbeat and you'd love it. Don't pretend you don't want to be dressed up like a whore and get throatfucked by a big, thick, hard, throbbing cock. Does that sound like something a real man would want?
>You can change the weak part by lifting
I actually tried lifting before but I couldnt gain any muscle, idk whats wrong with me
>and you can look a bit taller with insoles I wear them to college with boots so I go from 5'3 to 5'8
That wont change my genetics, id still be a manlet and I would feel bad for pretending im taller
>and you can change your fantasies with enough time doing no fap i struggle to get past day 3 tho
Ive had a crossdressing fetish and wanted to be girly before I even discovered porn and knew about fapping so I dont know if thatd help
>I actually tried lifting before but I couldn't gain any muscle
Lmao, do you think real life is like GTA San Andreas where you can get fully jacked in a few days? You have to keep doing it regularly and slowly progress to heavier weights over time.
Im a sexually confused crossdresser
>Don't pretend you don't want to be dressed up like a whore and get throatfucked by a big, thick, hard, throbbing cock.
Id love that and have lots of fantasies about bigger men fucking me and treating me like a disposable cum rag
>Does that sound like something a real man would want?
No but I cant be a real girl either and I dont want to devote my life to to pleasing men and pretending to be a girl because I dont want to dissapoint my parents and because I believe women are inferior, plus Im smarter than most men I know so im not completely inferior to them
I did it for months and it just made me feel tired and more hungry
everyone who makes a fetish their lifestyle is a retard
go ahead, you'll regret it years later. and as you're lying on the train tracks maybe you'll suddenly gain some wisdom and think "maybe that was a bad idea"
I don't get it. What's the problem here? The fact that you can't accept you're a fag and like crossdressing? Why do you care so much about it if that's who you actually are? I'm sure you already know if it's just a pretend game for you or not.
>I cant be a real girl either and I dont want to devote my life to to pleasing men
Then don't lol, was that hard?
>plus Im smarter than most men I know so im not completely inferior to them
Why is your sexual orientation and your fetish supposed to make you inferior than other people? I like being the dominant one in sex but that's not what justifies my feeling of superiority towards other people. It's just a matter of taste. Everyone's different.
>everyone who makes a fetish their lifestyle is a retard
This.
It's fine to indulge in this and to be gay, but note that nothing about you sounds transgender, so don't get memed into taking HRT or you'll end up with gender dysphoria. There are legitimate reasons for taking HRT, but always keep in mind that you don't have them OP.
God I want to fuck you, you're such a confused little slut. I'd love to have you suck my cock for an hour or two, tie you up and spank you while I fuck you raw til you can't sit. You really need a good dicking to help you figure out what you really are and what you're really supposed to be. After I coat your face in my cum you can try telling me again how you aren't inferior
I see you in this Jow Forums thread user
>I'm sure you already know if it's just a pretend game for you or not.
No I dont know, maybe Im trans
>I cant be a real girl either and I dont want to devote my life to to pleasing men
Then don't lol, was that hard?
I get anxiety sometimes because Im expected to be masculine
>Why is your sexual orientation and your fetish supposed to make you inferior than other people?
I believe women are imferior so wanting to feminine must mean im inferior in a way
Im not sure if its a fetish
Do you check out guys irl or only when you're in horny sissy mode?
Youd probably have to rape me for that to happen, plenty of guys have wanted to fuck me but I end up flaking when its time to meet up
No but I dont check out girls either
>No I dont know, maybe Im trans
Maybe or maybe not. Explore your feelings more truthfully and go talk to a professional if you still feel confused.
>I get anxiety sometimes because Im expected to be masculine
I don't why you'd try to be someone you're not just to meet up other people's expectations. I would understand if it was something like working hard, being a good person in general, treating your family with the same respect they give you etc but if you're naturally feminine then what's going to change? Just tell people to get used to it. I bet that's not how a person who's supposed to be inferior acts, do you agree?
>I believe women are imferior so wanting to feminine must mean im inferior in a way
This doesn't make any sense though. It's not the attitude that makes a person inferior but actually if that person brings results or not. You can act manly all you want but if that's where your superiority ends then you're just as useless as everyone else. Also, you're way too obsessed with this inferior/superior thing. Just do what you want and reach for your objectives, because that's all you'll ever have for yourself.
Maybe you are a flake, but I'm sure that if you found yourself on your knees with a hard cock in your face, you wouldn't resist. I know you fantasize about it, I know you want to know what it feels like. Maybe you do want me to tie you up and force myself on you, but what I really want is for you to ask me for it like a good girl. You just need that first experience to know your place, that's all. I'd love to give you the chance to suck your first cock
post pic of ur scrawny body so we know what we're dealing with
that's some false dichotomy, if you want to behave feminine it doesn't mean you should get rid of your pride and dirty yourself
Wouldn't you like to be married to a plain jane and start your own family with kids who could protect ??
>You just need that first experience to know your place, that's all.
You are probably right about that and Im actually talking to a guy rn who wants to meet up but im starting to get nervous
>I'd love to give you the chance to suck your first cock
If you live near me id add you on discord so we can talk and see what happens
I posted a pic yesterday, look in the archives
Emasculation is a form of degradation
Yeah but im not sexually attracted to women
What was the thread though? Not him but now I'm curious as to what you look like
Wrong person, bud.
>Emasculation is a form of degradation
that's only if your masculine appearance or behaviour is a source of your pride
Tell me where you live then, fucktoy. Been a few years since I've had a cute boy slobber on my cock, and now I need to scratch that itch
No.50551481
Bay area ca.
Originv
Hot, and yeah I'd fuck you if you weren't on the other side of the country. As someone who was once in your shoes, afraid to meet up with a guy that wants to fuck you, the only way you can get over it is to just do it. If you keep flaking you're gonna keep thinking about it, going through with it with someone that you are actually attracted to (don't meet up with some gross old guy) is the only way to figure things out.
tvchix is god tier for hotel meets.
>completely give up on my masculinity
I recommend extreme levels of ionizing radiation until every XY chromosome pair is dissolved.
Based gamma chad advice.
If you're going to crossdress just keep it at that.
Don't actually take hormones and cut your dick off because you'll an hero at age 30.
>If you keep flaking you're gonna keep thinking about it,
Yeah ill try not to flake this time
>(don't meet up with some gross old guy) is the only way to figure things out.
The guy I might meet up with is just 2yrs older than me
i'm a big 6'3" gay male and i see something inherently wrong with a lot of people
people who get bullied or see themselves as flawed seem to bully themself and get off on this fetish of hurting and feminizing themself, it's a mental illness
people won't give it to you straight and tell you what's wrong, but it's pretty clear in my opinion
you might be anywhere from fucking 4 foot to 8 foot, who gives a shit man
you're not a failure as a man, you have no confidence, but that doesn't make you not a man
i am male and the people i'm attracted to are male, if i decided to crossdress i am not a female, i am still a male, and that'd just be my preference, to embody both archetypes
giving up your masculinity means running from who you are, it's better to embrace who you are genuinely and find genuine people, hopefully someone that you can spend the rest of your life with loyalty and trust
if i'm in love with someone i wouldn't need them to be a certain way physically, i'd only need them to be who they truly want and need to be, not this retarded social conception, if they want to be feminine it's fine but it's gone too far
pandering to this fetish does nothing but dissociates you from yourself, it's bullshit to be quite honest, and you're probably not even real, you're probably shilling for some shitty discord or crap at this point geared towards trap shit, so seriously, fuck off and kys mentally ill psychopaths
just edit out the dick fag
are you that shut-in? how old are you?
are these all by the same artist? Sauce?
>are you that shut-in?
Yeah im the one who made that thread >how old are you?
21
artist is called 2n5
how'd you find someone locally? Jow Forums or grindr
Save yourself brothers
I dont like the people on grindr so I used /soc/
pretty good post m8, I agree with most sentiments
I'm a bi guy and used to find myself acting more one way or another depending on who I was into, like acting more submissive if I'm into a guy, trying to be more manly if I'm into a girl
I'm much happier just being myself regardless, and people seem to like me more too
Omg please do that to me user
>And I have a white guy fetish, why is that?
Well, what race are you?
>if you want to behave feminine it doesn't mean you should get rid of your pride and dirty yourself
Yes it does.
Women are merely disgraced men.
I can't think of anything more pathetic than a man larping as a woman.
Mestizo(Brown hispanic)
Yes women are worthless, admit it femanon
tfw no bean to bone
Would you originallee
What you need is a father figure.
Somebody to take you to the gym and encourage you to get stronger.
An older man you can look up to who will help you spend time away from the computer and your fetishes.
Somebody who will take you to bars and introduce you to women and help you gain confidence.
A guy who will defend you and have your back if you get bullied.
Somebody who will spend nights grilling and drinking with you, go hunting and fishing with you, take you up to his cabin on weekends.
You need somebody to teach you to be a man, but if that guy came along, you would probably end up getting attracted to him and trying to suck his cock.
>California
fucking lole
Probably
I'm more into twinks than traps though, I find someone who's comfortable being who they are more attractive than someone who needs to dress up and struggles against it I guess
You'll figure things out eventually user, just don't force things or beat yourself up too much. You can do whatever you want, have a bf for a while then switch to a gf the next time, or whatever combination. Don't have to come out or tell anyone or anything like that, just do what you want.
Some people are just gay, and that's okay
Why would you want this OP, just focus on improving yourself and accomplishing your goals