>Go to the gym to improve my garbage mood and self >Assume people at the gym would have their lives together and wouldn't care about me >Today I had a couple constantly glancing at me, mentioning how weak I am to their SO >She tells him I'm staring at her because I'm holding my head up to maintain a neutral spine as she walks in my line of sight >She grabs something in front of me and while she walks away she mentions to her boyfriend how ugly I am
>Old fat man who only does cardio literally laughs at me while I'm doing my lifts >He's there every day Why didn't you niggas tell me there were so many pieces of shit in the temple of improvement? I graduate Oversized Children High, just to deal with the same shit in a place I would assume it full of well-adjusted people. I was beginning to think I had body dysmorphia and that everybody (everybody) who called me hideous or ugly were just being mean. Every time I go I end up feeling worse before. Even though my goal is to improve my mood.
They see your progress and seek to slow you If you keep going you will pass them and they will be shamed Turn up your music and focus only on your desire to be strong
Yeah I only start to have schizophrenia when these people show up. Meanwhile, during the 4 weeks that I've been going before that I've seen no one else laugh at me and say "That's it? he must be some weak motherfucker" loudly. I also haven't seen or heard any other insults from anyone at any time besides the times that they've happened. But I have schizophrenia. Alright. It's really hard to believe but I've dealt with this a lot during school and work. Nothing's changed. >pic related Thinking about it. People really have me worrying about having schizophrenia and I don't want to report innocent people. I'm 100% certain it's reality but I've been gaslighted so much that I'm actually questioning my sanity. I'll never let anyone stop me from feeling better. Making sure to keep it up. I won't let you down. No more ugly and weak.
Well man, you're an ugly schizo nigger. Probably dyel too. Ain't nobody lying to you, my brother.
Blake Cook
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Jacob Myers
people shouldn't be doing this. it's like laughing at a fat person running, it's completely backwards. I've never personally experienced this but literally the only people who shit on others for genuinely trying to improve themselves are sad cunts like it sounds like you have shit luck and found a gym with a high concentration of assholes. switch gyms, join the home gym master race, or tough it out and accept the fact that you're a better person than these clowns will ever be. either way I know you're gonna make it
Owen Kelly
I just don’t believe anyone is loudly commenting on your lifts or laughing out loud at you. I can’t even hear people at the gym over all the noise and my own music. Are you physically too close to these people or are they practically shouting about how weak you are? Other questions: do you know what gangstalking is? Do you often feel like you’re being followed or watched? Do you often feel like you are the center of attention?
Not only do I have to deal with actually being ugly, I have to deal with people who can't fathom it completely denying our entirely different realities. It really gets tiring after so long. No I don't feel like I'm being stalked and I have no idea how you would assume people calling me ugly would somehow relate to me thinking people are following me. I understand that generally no one is paying attention to me, since that's exactly what gave me the courage to go to the gym. Probably going to ignore the rest of these types of comments because I can't tell, but I have a strong feeling you're being as dishonest as possible.
Yeah, I appreciate it, man. I'm saving up so eventually I'll be able to do all of those things. Currently I'm too poor so I'm stuck where I am. It's fine since I'm kinda used to it by now. It doesn't affect me as much as it used to.
Robert James
You think you’re the only person that is ugly? The difference between you and I is, I don’t give a fuck if someone looks bad at me or if I think someone is talking shit. I turn up my music and keep going. Stop letting real (or perceived) negativity rule over you. Faggot.
Samuel Smith
You'll take whatever you want from whatever I say even if I directly contradict your self-righteous post in the comment you're replying to. Me being annoyed by some dumbass gaslighting me at every turn while also having to deal with being ugly has nothing to do with letting real or percieved insults affect me, since I just mentioned that I plan on continuing. You're telling me to do something that I've been doing for the entirety of my life. Even though I'm currently at the gym and plan to continue going regardless of what anyone thinks of me. If I let people rule over my life then I wouldn't be there in the first place.
I'm wondering, how much do you looks get insulted directly to your face? Just to get a scope.
Carson Brooks
To be clear I'm not trying to have a suffering olympics. I just want to see how it is for you. Also >I'm wondering, how often are your looks insulted directly? Just to get a scope.*
Evan Myers
call them out on it and/or move on with life
Owen Flores
Why are you listening to fuckfaces that want to bring you down? You ignore their bullshit and do it anyways. God damn if they stop you from building a better you user.
Dylan James
I usually just move on. It just surprised me that there would be people like that, honestly. I thought I was fine. That's ok though. I've become so desensitized from customer service and school that these interactions are easily forgettable to me. Again, I was just caught off-gaurd. Exactly. They weren't lying when they said the gym builds more confidence. I'm genuinely starting not to care. Being ugly is kind of relieving in a way honestly. Especially since I'm an introvert. I'm coming out of my shell and it feels amazing.
Carter Reyes
>>Assume people at the gym would have their lives together and wouldn't care about me
there is no place on earth with a higher retard density than a gym
Colton Green
if we were all eating at subway having this conversation id say no. but this isn't subway and there are a lot of schizos on here including op,user and me.
Thomas Butler
aww user you care so much. smooch smooch
Liam Evans
Yeah I guess I was looking for a circlejerk, huh. My bad.
Jack Brooks
You sound like an insufferable faggot after one post, I can't imagine what you're like on real life
Sebastian Miller
Not all paranoia is schizophrenia related, could be really bad anxiety.
Aiden Reed
You got me. I'm socially inept and trying to fix myself. And?
Caleb Jackson
Based Joji poster
Daniel Wood
Keep going and get jacked user, then they can’t say shit. I beleive In you
Liam Turner
Uhh nigga just wear headphones. Who cares about randoms, fuck em.
Michael Foster
godspeed user
Liam Taylor
Stop giving a fuck about what other people think. Put on some music and do your routine, then get out of there. Who cares about some retards laughing? YOU CAN DO IT, OP! I believe in you!
Jeremiah Ramirez
None of this happened and its just in your head
Cameron Collins
Haha I can't believe this dude that we were all laughing at for being a massive autist is on Jow Forums too
Try not to lift too much next time user, wouldn't want to over train
