>Be Me >Live in Florida >Go to School >Be that one funny kid in Gym >Be in final semester just a few months away from Summer >Few people have been picking on me for the entire year >Be sick of their shit >Decide, fuck it, sock one of them in the gut >They get badly injured >They vomit >They start crying >OhShitWhatHaveIDone.jpg >Get expelled for rest of year >Try killing myself over stupid reasons >Get sent to Hospital >They put me in Mental Care Hospital with a bunch of lunatics >They put a bunch of drugs into me >My emotions are extremely suppressed >Be few months later >School is starting back up >I have to retake the year >Go to school >Be in Gym, make a few jokes and meet some cool people >Be few weeks into year >Do some stupid shit and get myself into trouble >The Doctors decide to up my prescription >My fucking emotions go blank >Can't be funny anymore >Can't feel happy >Can't feel period >Completely forget about comedy >People stop hanging around me because I'm just nothing now >I stop talking to people because I can barely think thoughts now >When I do talk to people I say "Oof" when I can't think of anything to say >Be today >Be talking in class with Project mate about how much of a bad kid I was last year >Fellow Asian kid hears and speaks up "Yeah, user used to say like the most funny things in my Gym last year!" >Memories suddenly come flooding back >I remember I used to be funny >I remember people actually liked me back then >I remember I wasn't socially awkward >Be later in school day >Go to bathroom >Cry >Wash face and return like nothing happened >School day ends >Be at home >Be staring at wall because Computer broken >Decide to check my phone >Don't have social media >Can't do anything >Depression hits hard >Lie down in bed >Think about life
Did the Government ruin me by forcing me to take all these meds?
stop taking them. See what happens. Don't tell anyone. Go for fucking gold, user. Just be free.
Juan Kelly
oh damn oh really damn. im fucking sorry bro i know exactly how you feel my dude, i have struggled with severe mental illness. what type of hobbies and stuff do you have?
Evan Wilson
>get expelled for socking some kid in the gut your school is fucking retarded
I'm scared though. I tried not taking them once and my body completely fucked over and I was lieing on the floor vomiting. I think my body is now dependent on the drugs. I used to be an artist and a little of a Weeb. Now all my art is complete shit and I stopped watching anime entirely. I also play games, but my Laptop is broken.
Jose Young
in addition those side effects and stuff you feel will fade. you are not forced to take them my dude, i dont know the exact scenario but try talking to your doctor about how you feel. i do also suggest stop taking them but withdrawling is very hard, if you dont mind me being a fag and asking what meds are they?
Aaron Bell
My school was run by a bunch of Liberals. I used to be a Liberal.
But ever since I've discovered Jow Forums I've mainly just stayed Based. You guys are like my only family know. Like the only people that understand me. I don't know the exact name, but the pill is half blue half white. It's supposed to suppress shit like Psychosis, Bipolar disorder, BPD, and a bunch of other mental illnesses. The doctors couldn't find out what was exactly wrong with me so they just gave me the hardest shit they could find.
Angel Young
yeah, same shit happened to me when I got off Novocaine. It will be really, REALLY shit for about 6 months, but it's worth it. If it's really that bad, I would suggest trying to cut the pills in half or only taking them every other day, then go down bi-weekly. This shit sounds like it's fucking you up too hard for you to not do this.
Jeremiah Miller
a week of vomiting preceeds a life of good feels
Christian Carter
Thanks for the advice man. It's good to know other people have gone through things similar.
Parker Phillips
Wise words.
I'm glad I came to R9K for help.
David Lee
>liberal >based i kinda distrust those words. Do you mean "liberal" as in classical or "progressive?" do you mean "based" as in the socialist alt-"right" or as in the rejection of authority? not tryna be rude, just genuinely curious?
do it my d00d, but if you feel like having a seizure and stuff (jaw clenching / muscles stiffening) call 911. it is interesting seeing another florida user with mental health problems and stuff good luck bro
Daniel Scott
I mean Classical Liberal. My father is 80 and he raised me as such. Also, I mean based as in Libertarian Right.
Thank you Florida bro. Have a good night senpai.
Jaxson Jones
WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY SENPAI IM SORRY
Xavier Garcia
Jesus Christ I'm such a fucking autismo now.
Michael Reed
absolutely based recognition of your natural rights, user. authority is invalid. no one owns you but you. I wish you many great days.
That's why Robots are my favorite 4Channers on Earth.
Henry Walker
>im the autismo bruh there are people on this board that fuck rubber dolls every night and piss and shit themselves
your autismo is like this ->
while everyone else is ------------------------------------------------------>
Carson Taylor
This made me Kek for once in a long time. Thank you Robot.
Jonathan Garcia
I'm heading off to sleep.
Goodnight Jow Forums.
Joshua Clark
this is what the psychiatrist meds do. they remove your emotions and turn you into a zombie. In my case I got the lovely bonus of permanent erectile dysfunction. I just pretended to take my meds for my parents sake.
Christian Murphy
It's funny how American schools are supposed to be filled with badboi gangstas, but the kids get expelled for things like punching some shithead in the stomach. In Australia you'd probably get detention for a week.
Aaron Thomas
It used to be like that in the USA as well. Now they have zero tolerance fighting so if you are just defending yourself even against multiple attackers you get in trouble too. Its fucking bullshit and even in the adult world we are entitled to self defense.
Connor Howard
Quit taking your meds. Your response to people repeatedly fucking with you was perfectly understandable and not deserving of expulsion. You've been dealt a shit hand, man. Stop listening to the hack doctors who don't give a shit about you, and get your life back on track. Finish high school, hope you can get back to your old self, and live your life. It'll be good if you flush those fucking pills down the toilet and realize that redoing a year of high school isn't too big of a detour. Maybe wean yourself off the drugs if you're worried about the withdrawal.
Juan Edwards
Novocaine is a local anesthetic. Why would you regularly take it, and why would you feel withdrawal symptoms from stopping it?
Benjamin Hernandez
Damn. That shit really sucks. I wish I could've talked to you about it but this thread will probably 404 in the morning.
Sweet dreams user I love you my man
Logan James
Listen op, and I know you think this will be bullshit but hear me out. Stop the meds, wait a few weeks, and take lsd. Your mind needs to feel something again, and acid will be your jumper cable
