Younger brother is wider, more aggressive, more outgoing, more headstrong, focused, quick-to-judge...

>younger brother is wider, more aggressive, more outgoing, more headstrong, focused, quick-to-judge, hairier and grows a much better beard
>shrug it off as genetics working that way
>yesterday
>mom talks about how I couldn't take regular milk or forumla as a baby
>so she switched me to soi
>ask if she did the same to my brother
>"nope, gave him a special formula since he couldn't take any kind of milk"
What the fuck, I'm literally a soiboi from infancy. This entire time I've been a neurotic, borderline estrogenic fuckfest because my mom gave me soi.

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At least you started your estrogen early. Now finish the job your mother started

might be an idea to bring it up to your doc, check your hormone levels (exaggerate your symptoms, people tend to undermine mental health issues when talking to DRs) At the very least he can point you in the right direction in terms of vitamins/dietary needs to get your levels back on track. You might even be given something stronger. Testosterone is important for men man, its so sad to see this epidemic of onions and depression, turns men into desperate fools.

I'm still way too butch for that, my mom only reduced my potential for peak manliness, or made it harder. Really comfortable with being a dude regardless and don't feel like inducing gender dysphoria just so I want to kill myself more. I'm more upset about the /kind/ of man I am, not upset at all that I'm not a woman.

fuck off, i hate people like you who think they can just turn anyone into a hormone freak like you.

I don't have a doctor but I really do think lack of testosterone is a huge cause of many of my problems. I'll look into this and do a checklist of all the vitamins and foods I'll need to help with that. Might start exercising in the sun to help with vitamin D since I get none and don't exercise in general.

Whats your height OP? answer truthfully pls

>complaining about low test to a (((doctor)))

They'll say you're fine even if you have the test levels of an 80 year old man at 25.

This. Just say you would like your test checked and if he asks why, say you feel uncomfortable in your body and would like to start a hormone regiment.

5'11 and 9/15ths of an inch.
My brother's around 5'8" or 5'9" but he's way thicker and wider. Got really muscular over the last few years while I'm very thin.

He's 163 lbs, I'm 140.

>9/15ths of an inch.
Just round up to 6'. No one cares that you're short as long as you're not below the 5'8" yikes zone

>Just round up to 6'
b-but I'm not 6'.

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Just work out and you'll make it, bro.

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You'll get shit all help from a doctor
Might not even be willing to write you up for the test unless you say you've been low-key impotent since puberty. You'd have more luck on Silk Road.
Soz brah. I'd write you up for TRT but I'm the wrong sort of doc.
>t. surgeon

My younger brother and I are almost the same, except I'm hairier in some parts and he's in others and I can grow a better beard, but he's taller. I don't know what we drank as babies, though.

>formula
Your mom deserves death.

Yeah, I didn't want to ask her why she didn't breastfeed. Though both parents have been disproportionately against public breast feeding when I brought it up once, literally see nothing wrong with it.

I guess it might've also had something to do with my mom not being a housewife, maybe. They both worked a bunch in-between pregnancies and almost immediately after. It's kinda weird because my dad was making a lot of money (before he fucked up and lost it all), don't see why he wouldn't just have my mom stay at home until we got a bit older.

nah, the entire family is now ultrafucked for 200 eternities, the only solution is to exterminate everyone related to the 16th degree

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>I don't exercise in general
If you're gonna act like a waif, you're gonna end up like one. Unless you're gonna argue that soi made it impossible for you to work out.

Estrogen actually does inversely affect your proclivity towards things like lifting and other strenuous behavior. Gender differences in personality wouldn't be nearly as pronounced if sex hormones didn't have that kind of affect.

That's definitely not the only reason why I'm not lifting though and probably isn't even a primary one. Knowing that I'm a depressed, fickle piece of shit because I don't do stuff like exercise, eat certain foods and go outside at all is motivating me, however.

>affect.
effect

haha

Same thing happened to me. I'm a literal soiboi now. It wouldn't be so bad if I could just find a gentle femdom gf. I don't even want to be Chad anyway. All he gets is braindead Stacy roasties who want to be railed and choked. I want a more loving relationship with an intelligent girl who tends to take charge.