Was supposed to finally go to uni today

heres somthing that helps me

most people are so bothered with their own lives they wont give a second thought to you unless you do somthing drastic

you want to get through the first day?

just be quiet and dont make an ass of yourself

I'm retaking my second year of international relations aka no prospects. So that makes me even less motivated to go.

I agree. Some people were just never meant for this world.

The crows always make me go to school, listen to your crows user

u just gunna keep reposting this thread?

I'm not reposting anything. I'm at the city right now.
Thank you based crowposter, I really should.

no problem user, your crows are the smartest, listen to them

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>Tfw too dumb to even get accepted by a uni

its close enough you loser.
if u hate your major just change it.
might seem like a big set back but you got time
also kys

How do I get my inner crow to speak up? I need his guidance badly.

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take the NEETpill
it'll fuck up your life in the long run but at least you'll be comfy for a while

Okay so, mine start talking after I give them grapes, or after a lot of sleepless nights, they give amazing advice, so you wont need to meet them often

>walking around the city aimlessly
Ah yes, I did that too after driving around aimlessly. My dad gave me a car but no money for gas, he'd fill the tank on weekends and check the mileage to make sure I wasn't taking longer than needed trips. This meant I had a limit to how far I could drive. That didn't matter because as soon as I found a proper parking spot I'd walk aimlessly until 9pm then drive back and pretend I attended school. Sad times. I felt incredibly sad and alone when I did that, how could it be possible that I kept running away in such a pathetic manner? But it do.

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What the hell are crows

smaller smarter ravens

crows, moral and mental guides, their caws are wisdom

Assuming you're the same user who keeps posting this girl I want to say thank you for your posts, you seem to have your head screwed on right but in a fucked up way and I enjoy reading your threads

I can eat grapes but I'm afraid I can't do the sleepless nights chief. I go psychotic when I do and have violent fantasies, I'm afraid of doing something I will regret forever. Perhaps that's exactly my crow talking, perhaps violence is the only solution.

Thanks user. I try to form my thoughts as rationally as possible, but it's hard to tell when I'm being delusional unless someone else points it out.

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It very well may be, I like to burn stuff when I pull all-nighters, but that's just how my (fave) crow commumicates. The ever-shaping fire.

Your ""delusions"" are just your wise birds talking. Embrace it.

>Embrace it.
I'm not sure how I feel about you encouraging my mental illness hehe. You're probanly right though. There's no need to conform with normies aa long as you're free within your mind.

Honest to god you don't sound mentally ill, at most it looks like you need sleep badly. There's wisdom in your posts.

Not him btw :^)

You should! They're trying to pass it off as mental illness, but it's your real wisdom!

Everyone needs rest, even the "mentally ill".

Well I don't know. I usually rave a lot about how mental illness is a normie construct to shun and control people who don't conform, but my mental state seems to just get worse regardless of how much I try to listen to my mind. I fear I'll end up having some weird old-fashioned treatment applied to me. My country isn't exactly on the forefront of understanding things like that.

You're fine and half right about it being a construct to shun some, if you're not severely hurting yourself or others you should not worry much about it. Just make sure to not mention it to anybody irl, specially shrinks.

Yeah, I 'd never tell anyone. Not that I have many people to tell.

>tfw eye hurting again but can't do anything because I'm in public

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Absolutely adorable. What are you studying mate?

International relations. I wish I was joking.

not op but I can't change my major, because I used a weird entrance exams system to get access to uni. I feel bad to drop out because my parents already spent a large amount of money on my entrance exams and the classes to prepare for it.
Idk what I'll do today, I was supposed to do some house chores but i woke up really late and wasted half the day already

What lead you into studying down that path? I imagine it must be a lot of history reading and understanding a large interconnected network that has withstood the grasps of time.

Go to uni user FAg