Don't really know where else to post this, I've seen nofap threads on this board before so here goes ... show me some mercy Jow Forums
>be me, in college, slightly on the spectrum >been watching porn since 11-12 yrs >made no attempt to stop, knew it was harmful, addictive, etc. >swimmer in high school so pretty lean and strong >multiple bad relationships with shallow generic thots >had some sex, overrated, hentai is better >spend more time w the boys instead of chasing hoes >recently have tried to stop watching porn to pursue a decent girl I met >started nofap >urge to fap uncontrollable, genuinely affecting my day >ohfuck.png >tard willpower levels at 100% must not break nofap >deploy high functioning autism >gotta find some way to cope >have always loved to write stories >instead of fueling my crippling hentai addiction >I write fucking fanfiction with a passion >seems to sate my desires, never break nofap >I've written starwars, young justice fanfic, close to 100 pages now >now I write smutty fucking stories and it's filling up my google docs, still on nofap >thinking about sending some of them to this girl >I know girls love that shit >My workout energy has been increasing on nofap >think about stories while at gym, gives motivation >Writing fanfic as an alternative to porn might get me laid again
I began nofap and went for 90 days while talking to a girl I liked. Then when it didn't work out I had relapsed. I went from top of the world and sank into depression. Went another week. Busted a nut. Went another week, busted a nut. Just busted another nut after a week. It's so hard to make it past that 7 day mark when you testosterone peaks. But Still my testosterone and energy levels never felt higher than like days 45-90. It seems the testosterone keeps going in cycles. You have high and lows. Kinda like a period for a woman I guess. You just keep cycling that T. Also the whole sperm acting like androgen receptors is noticeable. The problem is I'm between jobs and I'm sitting around, not having much confidence and being productive. That's when it's hardest. I know you have to stay busy. Definitely pursing a high quality woman is key to overcoming the urge. For me though, you add no fap onto my personality that get's angry and frustrated easy and my temper flies off a hook. Toward the end of my long streak I was beginning to feel like an absolute animal. Impatient with everyone. Nobody really understands the emotions of it all unless they have gone through a long streak. You add it with lifting weights, eating testosterone boosting foods and taking herbal testosterone boosting supplements and you just become an absolute monster. One day, a couple zoomers pulled up to me at a light in my truck. They made started cracking boomer jokes at me and I gave them the finger and the look of death. Prepared to get out and start bashing their skulls in. I wanted to kill them in that moment I was so fucking pissed. I just get triggered and my blood begins to boil. Endless rage. One day I was working in a backyard and it started to rain while I was cleaning a customer's pool. The girl I was talking to had me in a bad mood and I was just angry. I began to rage. I began boxing the side of a fence until my fists began to bleed. Just screaming war cries at the top of my lungs.
Henry Taylor
I would hold off on sending them to a girl but its not that autistic. Show them to someone (Jow Forums) so you know if they're any good.
Logan Martinez
Also every woman looked at me wanting my seed subconsciously. I walked everywhere fucking based to hell on top of the world. Now I feel like the meme virgin prancing about without my seed pumping through my blood. Fuck. Day 1 let's go. It's fucking addicting once you know what it feels like. It's like a drug. You never want to bust a nut again once you are on those long streaks. But the neverending urge to just seed someone becomes quite uncontrollable.
Justin Barnes
I want to read your fanfic. link it or die
Nathaniel Reyes
yea definitely send the fanfic to the girl she will love it
Anthony Davis
Post your novel already faggot
Nathan Jones
not an autism story or at least not my autism my female coworker whom I am very close too said today "you got in my head" me "what do you mean" her "well you know that thing you're not doing" me "what, masterbating?" her "yeah, well this morning i was starting to do it and you popped in my head and told me to stop and I don't know how to feel about it"
what does it mean boys I honestly love this girl but I'm being super chill about it cause 1.she has a boyfriend 2.I'm trying to avoid feelings for awhile 3.she's super fucking left wing and I'm a nazi
also day 9
Eli Wright
This sounds like the set up to some super cringy story of you autistically embarrassing yourself by sending her the story or doing something dumb because you’re too horny. If real, just fap occasionally to avoid that, or keep going as you are and take the risk. Just keep in mind that being overly horny WILL make you do dumb shit that you may regret later on, like sending smut stories to some “decent” girl at your college and not just fucking up your chances with her, but potentially your entire social life
Mine's rather boring. >Been jerking since forever >the degeneracy level oscillated everywhere between medium-fucked-up-doujin and vanilla 3dpd stuff. >At some point realized it was taking control of my life >Dial it down to once a week/once a month >Setting a time limit like that felt like a mistake, since the last few days of the week/month the urges become really bad in anticipation of the next fap-day >Eventually just decide to quit outright. >This is easier than I thought.gif >Make it 200+ days without problems >Now back to every few weeks, but I feel more in control. Might do another 100-200 day nofap soon though, just for the heck of it. >Never knew about nofap when I started, so no placebo magic powers >However got crazy willpower gain, restricting myself from most other bad habits is way easier now. >Also I feel just a little bit more in control of my life, so that's nice
Camden Cox
Oh also obviously not really an autism story. But didn't want to post in the other thread, since it devolved into a shillfest like these things tend to do
Angel Collins
>you popped in my head and told me to stop You literally turned her off from masturbating
Justin Foster
After 200 days, you must have busted the thickest nut
Isaiah King
show to a girl and post results pls
Connor Martin
You bet. Though I think you could achieve the same nut in like 1-2 months maximum
I haven't jacked it in 2.5 days and I feel like if an obese woman with a good face touched my arm and asked me to bang right now I’d do it. I’ve been watching the news this morning and all I could think about was tearing the dress off the cute chubby weather girl and plowing her like a rabid animal. This shit is dangerous, lowers your standards too much.
Anthony Jackson
>2.5 days Here's your issue, it'll get better with time
