Feel like I'm going to kill myself soon should I go to the gym? It's 10pm

Feel like I'm going to kill myself soon should I go to the gym? It's 10pm.

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Yeah, go to the gym, exercise will clear your mind you DEPRESSED FUCK

Do you have anything else to do?

Ill be honest the only reason why I don't kill myself is because I exercise otherwise everything is fucked

How’s he make money?

Why not?

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>quit vidya
>quit watching streams
>quit binge eating
>quit excessive caffeine
>fixed sleep schedule
>been working out for 5 months
>lost fat, gained muscle, best shape ever
>got part time job
>bored out of my fucking mind
>refresh this god forsaken hellhole all day long

Yeah, no amount of motivational quotes slapped on top of greek sculptures will fix me. I'm THIS fucking close to getting a wow subscription and going hermit mode until depression gets me for good.

yeah, go to the gym and deadlift

i'm depressed as well, user. PPL honestly helps. Except ditch the deadlifts so you can just do PPLPPLPPLPPLPPLPPLPPL with no rest days (x) ever.

PPLPPLx is for happy fucks

Also, pic related for me was PAINFULLY TRUE. Do the exact opposite, that's helped me

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he lives with his mommy

the doomer is inherently a loser

No I've not given in to the memes yet so haven't watched him. What videos of his are good? He has hundreds now none of which seem very appealing.

Like what though? I don't have a career I'm interested in, only hobby is lifting. My only goal I ever had was to have a family but that is a pipe dream and I've given up on that.

I got on Facefuck the other day, looked up acquaintance from HS
>ugly as fuck
>balding
>fat
But
>well-to-do
>cute wife
>cute son and daughter
Fucking RAAAAAAGGGGGGGGEEEE
>wtf thots wtf

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>God made me allergic to animals and plants
>he also made me a spastic loner that loves outdoor walks
Yeah alright fuck you too.

this'll cheer you up youtu.be/lQuHvJpMVLI

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>spastic loner
I don't even lift but fucking someone get this guy on a fucking drug regiment

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nah don't bother, you'll feel better for a bit but once the post workout high wears off, it's straight back to shit

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get rekt mortal

>Feel like I'm going to kill myself soon should I go to the gym? It's 10pm
man, just lift.
i also want to kill myself because tomorrow the gym opens late so i can't lift because i'm a wagie, at sunday the gym is closed.
i won't have anything to discharge my daily anger from this miserable, disgraceful and pitiful life.
christ op, i just want to cry my eyes out. they tell us we are going to make it, but when? how long will it take?
fuck, i really need a shoulder, unfortunately i can't have one as i'm friendless.

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I envy you. I feel the same, but I'm trapped here by people who need me. I just want to end it already.

Spent the last 48 hours feeling despair and anger, I'm probably in a worse position that you as I'm a 25 year old virgin with no friends, no family either due to a woman lying about me raping her. I w want to die but realise it would be so pathetic having literally no one at my funeral bar the priest lol what do they even do when people like me die? Who knows. I don't hope for a better life anymore, I've been numb for at least 3 years now.

>tfw gym just got rid of all but two power cages
>it's always filled with instathots or crusty boomers
>only other gym is in little africa
>no room for home gym
>existential despair is reaching kierkegaard levels

also no gf

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>Like what though?
You expect me to have the answer? It's something you have to figure out for yourself.

There was a point where I wanted to die exactly one year ago, and today I passed my last final and fucked two cute 19yo girls. I haven't been this happy in a long time bros. It gets better

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>wojakposters have the right to l-live *cough*

LOLOLOLOLOL

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You guys have any recommendations for good crying pillows?

I want it to be soft and fleshy, but I don't want to ruin it with tears and snot.

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>i'm friendless
You always have us
>faggot

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I must know how old you are and your stats
>is it even possible for me?

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>sneak into the sauna to cry
>there's already some guy crying in there

what a prick

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>if I spam this hard enough site wide it will totally not be forced
Post more because I’m exploiting each one :^)

I'm 21yo, 5'10", 138bs, 185lbs bench, 225lbs squat x2 reps. inb4 I can't lift for shit

EZ, man
You do realize she chose him for the sake of financial stability and a guarantee he'll compromise with most of her requests. Even a permission to fuck on side which works only for her

>lol what do they even do when people like me die?
Potter's field

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Honestly my test must be too low or too high cuz it sent me into a fucking rage
>wanna fuck all the women in the building fuuuuuucck

I was thinking if I will myself I gonna hike deep in the woods, a multi day hike my thought process is that hopefully I won't be found but if I do it will be by active searchers who at least believe in the possibility of finding a corpse, initially i wanted to put a bag over my head and blow my brains out but I don't want someone I know to find me.

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*Kill and fuck my grammar

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You know it actually does get better? How old are you all anyways?

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dumb facebook spic

>do the exact opposite

So... post ants for pictures?

your old fag memes are dead

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Is it better than "just go get a good job bro. Start a business bro!" That's just a platitude that doesn't do anything to fight the feelings of being useless.

Go find some friends. You know how; you're just scared.
Take up a hobby (physical and mental) and do it until you enjoy it.
Quit the shit that's ruining your life (alcohol, mindless entertainment, etc.); you know what it is.
Quit whining online; bitching and focusing on your problems doesn't help.
And GET A JOB, NIGGER. Even if it's something you don't enjoy it'll give you a purpose, even if only a temporary one.

cringe drug abuser

>wouldn't write a suicide note
>cares about what people think about him after he's an heroed
>would waste resources that could be used to find legitimately lost or wounded people
>is a detriment to society in death
Just kill yourself on live tv if you're set on it. That would at least give a few people something to laugh about.

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yeah but that's all most of their hobbies are?

>gym
>sleep schedule
>job
>browse this hellhole ALL DAY
What the fuck are you on about? Post how you use the 16 hours of day you don't spend sleeping

>GET A JOB, NIGGER. Even if it's something you don't enjoy it'll give you a purpose, even if only a temporary one.

be careful with this advice, I wasted 3 years of my life working a shit nightshift job where I got abuse thrown at me by customers daily and had to work with mouth breathers every night. never slept properly for 3 years and still feel fucked up from it. ANY job certainly isn't good but get something somewhat good.

You want everything just like in your anime do you incel

you're looking into it too much user

>no arts
>no crafts
>no sport leagues
No wonder you're bored.

>doesn't want to fuck up his mind and body for wageslavery
??

Fuck you crab

Unless you're a literal boomer don't kill yourself. You'll probably mis out on some wild shit in the next couple years. Hang in there.

Go smash the gym, you’ll leave feeling a lot better.

ok, theres a goal, a family. what do you need for a family? A wife, and for a wife you need a girlfriend. You dont want any old girl though, you want someone quality. How do you get someone quality? You be a quality person.

Work backwards from your goal. Even if it takes you a year to figure out how or what youre gunna do its better than resigning yourself to being a hermit or offing yourself

meme

>27 years old
>lost friends in high school which ruined my entire life in a snowball effect:

>developed no social skills, had no friends/dates/gf/sex in hs
>continues through college and now post college because no social skills
>misery makes personality even worse which keeps people away from me
>did mediocrely in college due to the isolation and misery
>didnt even study something where you can just get a degree then get a decent job and only work experience matters after that.... studied a degree where you have to go to grad school to have success, can't get in so working pathetic shit job since graduating nearly 5 years ago that i hate and im humiliated about and feel like a complete moron at but have no idea what im gonna do next

>angry and miserable every waking moment
>literally never been close to even asking a girl on a date in my life or even really having a conversation with one let alone have sex
>now just always annoyed by people, don't even try to meet people in general anymore over humiliation about my life and no motivation to change, just complete hopelessness every waking moment

cant be only me right guys... right?

No I'm the same apart from I have no college degree

Struggle is progress

yeah i might as well not have one, i havent done jack shit with it and never will. no idea how to even look for a random unrelated job

sounds like you need other long term aspirations and or social web. Gym is great but its not the end all be all.

no, *meaningful* struggle is progress. If its unnecessary its just masochism.

Do it user, quit your bullshit and go to the gym, I did it Didn't realize there was already a thread about this.

Women are worthless. They only care about a guy being 'good' at something. Do you think she gives a shit what it is? As long as you are top tier or make money off of it, then she's OK with it.

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Dry fast for 7 days, it will cure your mental problems before you die from stupid shit like suicide

Should've never smoked weed gaylord

This, but those fuckers won't try it because they're pussies

Try a raw carnivore diet

Deadlift your max that'll get your adrenaline pumping and test boosted

God same I'm so close yall...

You killed a couple of martial artists?

You do nothing, and you complain of boredom. Colour me fucking shocked.

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I've been shilling hard for this when I see posts like this, dude seriously try some NAC:

cernovich.com/n-acetylcysteine-depression-bipolar-anxiety/

It turned my life around, not even kidding.

Tons of clinical research to back it up.

These 2 audio packs of mindfulness and affirmations might help, give them a spin:
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I think he meant the plants, user.

If you have a degree, then that's enough to get a shitty job like you have now. Much better than that though is that it gives you leverage when applying for jobs outside your home country. It's extreme, but seriously consider moving to a developing country. If you're a native of a first world country, you will instantly have a huge boost in social status which changes everything. People feel stuck in their social level and so trick themselves, pretending that they don't mind it, aren't jealous of the richer and more successful people, that they're detached from worldly social pursuit of social status. But that is a lie and you can find that out yourself by trying to live in a poorer country. Once people start respecting you as a given, as opposed to looking down on your or more often than not disregarding you, it does more than any amount of weight training or education or socialising can possibly do for your sense of well-being.

Here user, actually watch it he explains some of the reasons why we feel depressed and anxious in the modern world. His books is also really good.

youtube.com/watch?v=m3aIQuMWJCA

not really. all of these things serve just as distractions from thinking about suicide. existing is terrible.

t. Tom Ligotti

I'm too awkward to live. My persona is too serious and it's been made this way because I hate myself for my shortcomings. I can make people laugh but in general I'm "too serious and need to chill out". I over think things a lot, am always late, unorganized, shit at just about everything I try...still can't do 1/2/3/4. I had major depression from 16-22 and am now 25. This depression led to completely failing 1.5 years at uni and I set myself back ~2 years generally in life. I went through a period of heavy isolation and so I never developed socially. I can get by but I may be on the spectrum.

Recently I was offered a secondment to a city overseas - a city that I wanted to move to at 18 which I (and my family & even some friends) thought I genuinely could fit in - something I've struggled with for a long time, having no sense of belonging. I wasn't quite smart enough to be friends with "nerds", not good enough at sports to fit in with that crowd etc. I'm old and in a new place with no friends and fuck all skills to make friends. I've met a couple of cool people but this whole time I've been so lonely and I don't know if I'm strong enough to keep going.

I'd be a virgin if it wasn't for escorts and back home I'd waste almost 20% of my monthly salary on visits. I've tried to use this trip to destroy that habit and reinvent myself (i was on that general path from 22 y/o because I graduated and found a job, but the depression hasn't really ever left). I've been here almost 3 weeks and been on a couple of shitty Tinder dates (one was with a hottie and I kept wondering why she'd voluntarily spend time with me).

Also my hair is going to shit so very soon I'll be invisible to women. People used to think I was semi attractive and I wasted it by being fixated on my shortcomings and not leaving my shithole small city in time. I avoid mirrors now and honestly think I should just shave my head because this obsession is so emotionally damaging.

I bet you are worse than anybody here lol.

>suicide intensifies

hmmmm... sources say no

Okay legit, if you have any money saved, fucking move, another country, somewhere else in the country, wherever, just get away and start again

Stop posting these reddit images

What is a correct age to kill themselve ?

You need hobbies, interests, passion projects. Something creative or working with your hands, anything. It's ok to play vidya sometimes, just don't overdo it based on your needs.

Stop going to Jow Forums, I only come here sparingly to check on /sig/ threads, and shit like this. I'm on my way out, and you can be too.