Life is absolute hell. No friends, no female interest EVER and I went to a 4 year large state school as well, no gains, no motivation, no future. Ugly as fuck, horrible social skills, people immediately closed off when I try to speak to them. Life is absolute fucking torture, nothing I do makes things better.
I’m inferior to everyone I come across, kids a decade younger than me have more social experiences and experience with women. I don’t even enjoy lifting anymore, I lifted for five straight years and made NO gains, all I have now is a back injury and sciatica and no gains to show for it. Anytime I get a tinge or motivation I remember the previous results I’ve gotten and then I think of roiders and the results they get in a thousandth of the time and I lose any desire to go back. I started balding at age 17. I wake up every day with a headache, I feel dizzy nonstop, I get anxious over totally mundane social situations like walking into a grocery store or making a phone call.
My life is pure hell and it’s because I’m a pathetic failure. In this world some people live such unimaginably good lives that none of us could ever comprehend it, well Im on the opposite side of the spectrum. I’ve got nothing going for me, no one wants me around, and I’ve never achieved one fucking thing. There’s no reason for me to continue on.
wield or yield fight or flight die or try best or test we know life is worthless but we arent gonna let that fucking stop us for one fucking goddamn fucking second that we cant get back guess what im going to fuck act like it doesnt matter im going to workout get ripped and fuck bitches and live a fucking dope life what the fuck are you doing >tldr >if life doesnt matter start acting like it
Dominic Long
I feel you, brother. You’re right. Here’s the thing. The copers in this thread are partially right. There’s still hope for you, except its not natty. You are a natural failure and it will take unnatural means to correct that, to the degree that it can be corrected at all.
Have you ruled out surgery (it can improve your face, even your height). Have you ruled out exogenous hormones (they can improve your mental health and your physique). If you’ve ruled out those things, why? Do you think you’re better than that? News flash: you aren’t. News flash: women fraud their looks 24/7 (surgeries, implants, hair dye, make up, form-shaping clothing, heels, etc). News flash: it works.
Maybe you should nut up and bite the bullet.
Blake Wilson
this post doesn't make any sense
Hudson James
Notice how mindfucked Jow Forums is by the Jow Forums Chads who don’t even workout
Caleb Clark
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Eli Hill
no, i mean it's pure gibberish you're a fucking retard, dude
Dylan Reyes
Nah fuck you bro. If you have nothing to lose you that means you have everything to gain. Start shooting roids and get jacked and work some extra hours and fuck whores. Shit at least do some drugs and feel good for a bit before you top yourself you worthless faggot.
Lucas Wood
>spent 5 years lifting and never bothered to learn how to do shit properly and got sciatica and a back injury >spent 5 years lifting with no gains and spent all that time not trying to figure out what the problem was >thinks lifting will fix his shit personality and social skills
