Unironically what makes you guys happy? does anyone else get tired of being jaded all the time?

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doing well on a school assignment/completing a school assignment. seeing my gf after not seeing her for a few days, and writing a cool guitar piece or lick. i dont seem to have emotions for things outside of those.

no

I was happy for a brief moment which caused a huge spike of anxiety because it made me realize how many years I wasted being miserable. Then back into the pit of indifference I fell.

Apparently it's something that happens to depressed people going on the pill aswell.

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Being obsessed with a certain actress.

I've hit clinical depression years ago. Only thing that makes me happy is self-improvement and being there for my closest family like my younger brother and parents. Real women don't interest me, going out drinking with mates doesn't interest me. Watching any shows or anime about love and romance destroys me as all my sorrow and sadness start shattering those walls I've build around myself by working and convincing myself that I'm better off alone. I think by now I'd just want to live on some island somewhere warm where I can just sail and read.

true. i was manic after my mom passed for nearly ten years (it happened as i was a child) once i took the pills and the misery dulled i had a night where i was sick to my stomach realizing how much time i wasted being miserable when this was all i needed to help.

I don't know how old you are, but just letting you know that loneliness gets harder and harder to cope with.

Grattitude for what the lord gives us daily.

Have you ever read the book of revelations?

Give me a board where I can learn something useful

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fuckin' this

Why do slavs all have that same look? It's slightly Asian looking too.

I genuinely don't know how I would react to my parents passing, the thought of it makes me feel like a child again.

I unironically feel like this every day

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Women with huge plastic tits and David Lynch movies.

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getting decent sleep and not having to do anything all day. It's what i live for.

>Unironically what makes you guys happy?
Nothing. I have never been happy.

daily reminder to Check your Testosterone levels anons. with all the estrogen in your drinkiing water and plastics and shit these days, combined with your sedentary lifestyle of junkfood, masturbation and selfhate its bound to be low. either get your doctor to give you some if you are in a based country, if not just roid like me. you will look good and feel powerful and confident.
>but muh sideeffects
dont be a retard about it and obviously do your research. its possible to cruise on low doses for many years with all the benefits and none of the side effects.

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You're probably right but then again I'm way too deep into my own anxieties and worries to ever go out there and try to find somebody - I think that getting denied would probably kill me. I don't believe in psychologists and psychiatrists since I'm an extreme introvert and highly aware of my short-comings and I certainly don't want to be on some drugs that change my thought process.

it was the worst thing i have ever experienced, and it never goes away. i dont wish it on anyone. the pills only dull the thoughts and anxiety but it is still an improvement

I exercise, eat healthy, and do what I'm passionate about (music).

Nothing really gets me me down anymore. I might be an asshole and think that everything in modern culture sucks but I’m not unhappy. Sometimes bad things in life can turn out to be blessings. I’m healthy so I’m happy.
t. had cancer a few years ago

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yeah im pretty tired and bored and ill probably kill myself at some point in the next decade

I exercise, eat healthy, and do what I'm passionate about (your mom).

The lady in this image is heartwarmed by her dumb animals facts, but my heart is warmed by it too, just for a completely opposite reason.

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wow rude

My dad died in 2015 and both my younger brother (21/19) and I are jaded alcoholic fuck ups. It really fucks with your head and shows you that life is just misery.

First heroin shot was nice but the following ones became as mundane as all shit in my life
I wish I had the guts to kill myself

my mom is dead, user

How often do you call your mom user? Maybe she is lonelier than you think. Having a new stepdad doesn't so bad!

I can only get so hard, user

I never call my mom user, what a weird question

Those rare nights where I get a spontaneous invitation to hang out with my buddy, his GF and one of/some of their friends. Those nights were so fucking comfy, I felt incredibly confident and was able to easily hold conversations about anything whereas I usually hate making small talk about stuff I'm not interested in.

>He never talks to his parents from time to time after he moves out and starts living on his own
You're the weird one.

Yes, but i feel much better after nofap and semi regular exercise. Gotta add meditation.
I get joy when "it aint me" songs starts playing in war movies.

Just keep shooting dope and one day you will cop a hot bag and be dead.

Benzos. And alcohol. I suffer from depression, social phobia, agoraphobia and a psychosomatic issue, all more or less caused from a wild drug time and some bad trips, since ~2013 now.
The SSRI helps a little, but ultimately i feel suicidal 24/7/365. The ONLY thing that makes me feel normal are benzos, but only because they completely block out my psychosomatic issue.
Also this. Thus far i only snorted Heroin, but didn't really enjoy it as much as i think i would. I have no reason to live and no reason to die. It's the worst.

I like learning genuinely meaningful things (like history, economics, how the world actually works). I like travelling and seeing important sites that matter. I like being distracted by something to the point where I forget who or where I am and how futile this whole contemporary experience is.

I write books for a hobby. I'm trying to get one of them published. I'm not the most successful with women, but I take what I can get.

i'm too pussy to do anything about it atm because it hasn't happened yet but take responsibility for your brother, I know i'll have to do that when the time comes

this will sound npc as fuck but drinking with my few remaining boomer friends. nothing else really makes me feel good.

it happened when i was ten and i hit the booze pretty hard even now 14 years later. such an empty feeling, always seekng approval you will never find

alcohol makes me happy but it also makes me miserable. i'm starting think i need a break , but god, can't even imagine the boredom

Owning the libtards

>Being jaded
If you still have get it, we are not discussing the movies that we liked, only those that we didn't like, because most of us was thrown out or banned from progressive sites , because we refused to suck cock of the latest uninspired schlock and horrible reboot.

>doing dope
you are already dead user, it is only a matter of time. your fate was decided when you first did it. truly the walking dead

nothing comes to mind

nothing more comfy than this. me and my friends on weekends get blasted in our garage, playing music and just talking

same

i just dont even care anymore as long as people leave me alone and the pot isnt stirred too much

cunny

Nothing really makes me happy anymore, hasn't for a very long time if I think about it . I just live from day to day hoping one of my bad habbits eventually kills me, last time I felt genuine happiness was prolly around 13yo, I'm 28 now. and I'm killing myself at 30. Chickened out at 21 thinking that maybe things would get better one day, but nope it just gets worse.

If you want to get off, there are endorphin blockers you can take along with the heroin that will wean you off of it. They only work if you continue taking heroin whenever you want

Sunny days. I can't be unhappy when it's warm outside, the sun is shining and the sky is blue. Everything looks so beautiful when it's soaked in sunlight.

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because were posting on 4channel?

I wish you great success with your writing user.

I haven't been happy since I was 18 years old

I don't want to get off heroin, I want to get off life.
Or maybe don't. It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to live

I've watched a lot of good movies lately, and been reading manga. I honestly like to believe that most people on here are like that, and the vocal minority is what we see.

Happiness is irrelevant.

but I do get pleasure from reading, working out/hiking and playing an instrument

Things that keep me alive
- movies
- music
- sweet dreams
- funny internet videos
- ice cream
- porn

>he wants to be a serf

Well take it once step at a time user. Try to work through the issues that are leading you to want to escape reality. People do drugs because they're in pain in other aspects of their life; the chemical hooks aren't nearly as real as people think.

This made me quite happy.

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There is no such thing as really being happy for me anymore. I would have probably been happy if I lived 500 years ago and owned a piece of farmland. I work my ass off for peanuts and I'm mentally exhausted at the end of every day. I'm just a workhorse like everyone else I know feeding the habits of the rich.

Nothing with being a serf but if you want to be a hedonistic wah wah so happy etc. you're basically advertising to be a serf yourself so the the joke is on you.

I honestly don't know if I'll ever be happy. After having zero friends for 7 years I don't know if I can even rebuild my life. I'm bound to die without loving anyone or being loved, and there's nothing I can do about it.

Getting called based.

Seems like you took a wrong turn, Reddit is the other way.

based

Should i stop coming to Jow Forums or drastically lower my time in here? I feel like i haven't enjoyed things as much as before for 3 and half years now.

Based gang

How do you do this senpai?

Nothing really.
If you have the occasion pray for me

Yeah

I visit /tv/, /tg/ and /x/ now and then but don't spend as much time here as I used to. I no longer partake in shitposting either

I don't remember the last time I felt truly happy but books, films, some of my college classes and occasional sex with random women seem to easy the pain of existence a little bit. Otherwise everything is just emotional white noise.

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My dad suffered a severe heart attack last year. Completely destroyed one of his arteries so now he's relying on the stint and blood thinners to stay alive. This year of knowing he will be gone soon has been torture enough, I don't know how I'll handle it when he actually goes.

seeing people be equally or more miserable than me
i have to settle on equally

I'll pray for you

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How do you feel that this has changed how you feel about things?

You are smallbrained masquerading as bigbrained

Drugs, sex, booze
Take the hedonism pill, higher happiness is illusory

>Tfw I used to go on Jow Forums to see people worse than me and realize I have it good
>Tfw now I'm part of the hopeless
Thanks brother

Most things since I'm usually a very cherry person. People might mistake that with what I like to post though

literally the only positive post in this thread. I hope you make it and get rich with these books of yours

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sure thing bootlicker, enjoy spending the rest of your life as a good goy.

God

You found Jow Forums 6 months ago, you've given up on life, you're fat, single, around 20-23 years old, and have literally no prospects. You've also recently found stoicism and believe you're following it.

I'm not masquerading nor have I claimed anything a such I was merely responding to your serf insult. But take it as you will user.