Anyone else drinking tonight?
I am sipping on Merlot wine about 750ml already gulped down.
Listening to smooth jazz, fireplace 3hr 4k vid on loop on the plasma.
Very comfy.
Thinking about love and life and youth gone just a melancholic kind of night i guess
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gettin high doin the same thing no fireplace not as comfy but generally in the same place
>no fireplace
unacceptable
what kind of music on user?
>Thinking about love and life and youth gone just a melancholic kind of night i guess
no music user, a random educational podcast about astronomy that im half listening to while browsing the threads
I am drinking vodka. Wine gives me a hangover.
>I am drinking vodka. Wine gives me a hangover.
Opposite for me nowdays.
Different drinks dont cause different level of hangovers, this is literally just confirmation bias and lack of hydration.
just finished one of these
gonna drink some rum and cider later
i always try
night user
It's that kinda night, lads. Some real white trash shit going down, gonna listen to some breakcore and maybe jake off to myself in the mirror later.
>Different drinks dont cause different level of hangovers,
source?
>this is literally just confirmation bias and lack of hydration.
How do you explain vodka not giving me any hangover before and now wrecking me easily?
sounds good man
>burning a fire somewhere else to show a fire indoors.
fuck off dude, get drunk off red wine, drink as much water as you want and get back to us
im pretty sure alcohol and dxm is bad
I'm on the vodka again and jesus christ finding someone to talk to is like pulling fucking teeth. Someone post a discord so I have someone to bounce my stupid fucking thoughts off of.
Vodka and grapefruit juice, it's ok I guess, will probably drink some more in an hour or two just to re-drunk myself. Currently listening to some Japanese post-rock/downtempo and shitposting on here ofc. Hopefully will be able to enjoy a nice drunkfap later tonight.
Maybe yeah but I haven't died yet so whatever I guess. Fuck it, right?
> Someone post a discord so I have someone to bounce my stupid fucking thoughts off of.
I don't like tlaking to someone else 1 on 1 when drinking.
Have you tried fake-talking i.e. fake-writing letters to people on discord by feigning talking to them as if they could read you but weren't there?
>Vodka and grapefruit juice, it's ok I guess,
vodka goes well with many fruit juices
Yes.
Last night I drank a whole bottle of gin.
Bought 18 beers earlier, on beer 7 and it's 3.15am.
I'm not drunk or stoned enough.
That's pointless and useless. I want to talk to someone.
It's 4AM and I'm on my 2nd bottle of whiskey. There's just me and my feels. My online pretend-friends are offline for weeks and hundreds of miles away, my IRL pretend-friends just don't care. I drink to make existence feel lighter, and it works, until one sip just brings the whole fucking feelvalanche back down on me with interest. What the fuck do I do? I feel so alone, and so fucking BETRAYED
>That's pointless and useless. I want to talk to someone.
Why do you think talking to someone random isn't pointless and useless
What's wrong, user? Why do you feel betrayed?
Post discord you stupid cunt.
>I don't like tlaking to someone else 1 on 1 when drinking.
It's all I can do. This is a very, very, very distant second best.
can you link me your fireplace.
I am after a good one for my sesh later
Please thank you
If that's true then post discord you idiot.
It's all I've ever been. My parents were a postmodern blend of lower class neglect and abuse, my best friends were my bullies and the only relationship I've been in is pure psychological warfare. I've been cheated on, thrown out on the street, and blamed for all of it, and that was all before we even got together officially. I'm aware there's a limit to how much can happen before I have to take responsibility for some of it, but jesus, it's a fucking perfect storm of horse shit, just waiting for me.
Got the perfect place for you stooges.
aWRrtmN
If you ignore it, you're gay.
>I don't like tlaking to someone else 1 on 1 when drinking.
people do try to meddle with you dont they if given the opportunity. good decision.
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this is unironically the best one on YT, downloaded it it's 2.11gb @ just 720p but it looks great on a 50" still
Sorry, friend/s, I've learned better by now than to just attack people with my life story. Which is what I do sober as well, except more coherent and with less need for spell checking.
Please post something and talk to me. Please.
Post hobbies/interests if you want to spark conversation
Well you seem in a worse off state than I ever was.
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Let's see where the night takes us ;)
(by the way I'm definitely a guy and definitely not into cocks, so the answer is nowhere near "somewhere gay" even if that sounds like I'm overcompensating)
Piss off with that useless, pointless normo crap. Everyone on here likes the same basic things. Just because two people like the same kind of entertainment, film, music, hobbies, doesn't mean they're going to be anything alike.
A virgin rum and coke
>virgin rum and coke
is that just called a coke?
shhhhhh :)
don't let the children know that I'm being kind to my liver for once
>I only have a bottle of vodka left since my parents removed all the alcohol
Its around 5am here, will prob open the bottle at 8 am. Maybe I will find the courage to call psyward after 3 months. But most likely I will just walk around the block with my dog and think about suicide. After that listening to songs that I liked as a kid or watch a movie.
I wish we had a dog, I think I would be more motivated in general, to take care of it and take it on walks and play with it and stuff, but we only have a stupid cat.
Congratulations uponst thee, thou biggeth fatteht faggot, you've commited the most autistic crime on humanity since the beginning of written history. Because I chose to acquire a gf. You hate yourself. You just choose not to acknowledge it. Yet.
Also since you've proven yourself to be remarkably like me, if your autismal pride stops you from getting back in contact, just cut that shit out. I don't care. You're interesting to me, I'm interesting to you. No homo. Let's just leave it at that.
drink some rum, smoke some weed and watch TNG Edits. enter the 54m50n state of mind youtube.com
Boi you may or may not believe me but there are worse outcomes and I would trade for your situation, even if only after a lengthy consideration
Dogs are great. Not gonna lie, without my dog I would have prob killed myself.
I can just be myself around him. I can act like a spastic and you can still see the enjoyment in his face.
Hell I even talk more to my dog than my own parents.
I already get sad when I think about him not being there anymore.
Unwarranted pride over being the bigger loser is hamrful in the extreme.
managed to ignore the withdrawals all day and it's already 11pm, gonna pop down to the store and get a nice 42oz steel reserve and walk over to the park and drink it then come home and start on the vodka
I'm not in your time zone but shouldn't 11 pm park be full of whatever coloreds your continent has to offer
don't tell me you're tempting trouble by just yoloing it
I live in a quiet suburb, not many colored folk around and I've never once seen someone in this particular park at night besides myself and I've been going there for years
I'm not sure whether to envy you or to hate you just a bit. All I've ever wanted (other than to sleep 23 hours per day) was to drink alone while swinging on a swingset in a deserted park, with just my autismal thoughts to oppress me
unfortunately this park lacks a swingset or bench so I have to sit on the fucking ground like a homeless person which I guess is fitting for drinking steel reserve in public
Drinking one beer, already watched the fire for a few hours. Had to hit the chute handle with a hammer to open it when I started the fire. The chimney froze earlier when it rained, I think. Just laying in bed underneath an electric blanket at the moment.
The fuck kinda park has no swingset for fucks sake, its the most basic part of crushed by own overly optimistic expectations of life park pack
Perhaps it's time to bring some multiculturalism to your park and squat down like the Slavs
it's not really even a park it's just a big field with a basketball court at one end
if my knee wasn't fucked up I'd be tempted to do this just for the fuck of it
That's so hot. Post pics.
Big questions: why ur knee fucc up, also
what kinda nigga just shows up at a big field to drink, like i thought i hit rock bottom a few times but youre on a whole nother level
>why ur knee fucc up
fell over one night while I was drunk and must've twisted it somehow
>what kinda nigga just shows up at a big field to drink
the fuck is wrong with this
>the fuck is wrong with this
i mean the question is pretty much the answer, but i feel with you, if there was a big ass field i could be alone at, id show up there x times a week and just empty bottles one after another
Post new invite faggot.
Yeah it just feels better than drinking in my room every single night, gotta spice it up somehow
Im drinking colt 45 like a nigger while doing various drugs & listening to music.
Sounds like a prophecy more than a sadpost
>Listening to smooth jazz
Kys nigger lover
>Sounds like a prophecy more than a sadpost
What do you mean by this
I mean that in a few years I'll be finding a blank field to drink in because the room isn't enough anymore
>steel reserve
>dxm
>tuna can ash tray
yikes
>wine is 15% poison and the rest water
>vodka is 40% poison and the rest water
>get drunk off wine and be more hydrated than getting drunk off vodka
You just proved yourself wrong, idiot.
>autism therefore autistic autism
>you just autismed your autism, autist
Kill yourself my man
Yeah well if you go full hikkineet and don't ever leave the house for anything besides buying booze it takes a whole lot less time than that
I'm 26 and never drank in my life, at least not enough to get drunk.
From what I have asked IRL friends and from the sips I have tried, it seems wine is the only shit I will enjoy. Whiskey and beer taste like cat piss.
What's a good wine to try out?
Good tasting wine matters only for total virgins. You just want the, I don't know, the unbearable ease of existing that the booze jew gives. That's what gets you hooked.
>the unbearable ease of existing that the booze jew gives
Fuck if that doesn't describe it perfectly, it's just straight up "stop giving a fuck juice"
I'm literally throwing away my last chance at digging out of this hole at this very moment and I do not give a single fuck
Cheers, in that case, fellow self inflicted hopeless case. Cheers.
I am a virgin
Or, I might as well be, only time I had sex was when I was 16 and it was a terrible experience.
I mean fuck I only need to compose and send an email and I can maybe salvage the situation for another 6 months but what do I do instead I go buy malt liquor and get fucked up and it does not bother me at all
I think suicide is probably imminent as soon as the booze stops working
>booze and dxm
My kind of nigga
Im sculpting more anime whores in zbrush and snorting coke/drinking natty daddies. Gonna probably stay on this coke and booze bender till my girlfriend gets back from her work conference thing in three days, by which point ill have jacked most of the skin off my dick to the most horrifying porn
homemade apple moonshine.
first batch I made I forgot to dispose of the methanol in a separate container and threw up all over myself.
well fuck I tried to do what I had to to get out of my shitty situation but I was too drunk so bring on the misery, there's no way left for me
My tolerance has plummeted because I was sober for the semester. I can't talk to people anymore without alcohol.
samson how long have you been on this board? i remember coming here many years ago and remember your threads