Be white from ghetto upbringing

>be white from ghetto upbringing
>treated like a subhuman by white females my entire life
>mom left my dad and me at 5
>as an adolescent get literally told by white girls that i am less masculine than black guys, these memes started for me early
>survive animalistic 60% black high school
>move to a white state for uni
>it's now loads of white girls with Asian pencilnecks with cool expensive cars
>realize that at the end of the day it doesn't matter what race you are as long as you aren't white, you can get a pure white gf.
>if you are white, commit suicide faster.
Yea I accept my defeat. I'm a generic privileged white male and I need to die the fuck out faster. It's that simple. I am not going to make it past spring guys. I want to make it painful for myself. Any suggestions?

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Welcome to America.

We are fucked.

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I have nobody to talk to and I'm dead serious about wanting to go full sperg on myself. I'm going to get blackout drunk and maul myself to death with a hammer or something. Just let out all the pent up aspie rage, purely on myself and not on others though.

We are different from everyone else because we have aspergers.

op it may not mean much to you but as a black user from the ghetto, i respect you and i want to see you win bro, even if no one else believes i believe in you, youre gonna make it bro

Just kill yourself. No one will care about your death, honestly people will celibrate the death of one extra white guy, and its not going to get better. Those asian guys will get nice jobs, those black guys will get pussy left and right while you'll scrape and scratch just to get a macdonalds job cause of who you are, and after that you will forever be alone for the rest of your life. Just do it, dont be a pussy and just go ahead and neck yourself.

Just kill yourself. No one will care about your death, honestly people will celebrate the death of one extra white guy, and its not going to get better. Those asian guys will get nice jobs, those black guys will get pussy left and right while you'll scrape and scratch just to get a McDonald's job cause of who you are, and after that you will forever be alone for the rest of your life. Just do it, don't be a pussy and just go ahead and neck yourself

Mexicans are generally a lot nicer to whites in my experience. I live in a sort of half ghetto latino dominated city and most of the dudes are bros and the girls seem to be generally attracted to me, and I'm not even Chad or anything.
Still trying to get a pure white girl though. I think it'll be worth the wait

Have you tried tinder OP? And post your stats. Also stop with this da colored man is taking my women bull shit. I've been around the states and I've met plenty of white dudes with white girlfriends, and no they weren't Chads either.

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just get an asian gf ffs

Yea thanks black user. I appreciate you even replying. But I have no desire to ever live by your people ever again or latinos, got egged by the latter so many times I may as well have gotten driveby'd.

Asian girls have no emotions, are extremely materialist, and I have never particularly had a thing for them anyway. I don't understand the yellow fever meme. Asian girls never gave a rats ass about white men as men, they just got wet at the idea of being fucktoys for wealthy powerful white chads like Christian Grey, not lower middle class bois like myself

No, I don't have any real friends so I don't have any super cool interesting photos of me kayaking or holding baby elephants. I could go do that on my own and go explore the world alone some more with a selfie stick all for the sake of some tinder pics but I'm not going to. Also I do take care of myself, work out, dress with decently coordinated colors etc but I'm not going to force myself onto tinder in a uni town of

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Pro tip: don't fuck it up. Gonna kill yourself, you better make sure you get the job done. You're not a woma , no one will give you sympathy for failing at killing yourself. They will either mock you and make fun of you as the suicide kid or tell you to "toughen up buttercup cause you are a privileged white male".

Quick and painless, a one way street. Dont fuck up like I did alright buddy boy?

>But I have no desire to ever live by your people ever again
understandable, dont get me wrong i love black people(and all races for that matter) but in all my years of living with my own i feel like one of those alpha old weary chimps thats just tired of the fighting and wants peace and to live in tranquility

how did you fuck up if you don't mind

What city did you grow up in if you don't mind me asking? Are you one of the cool laid back white guys that's not a complete sperg or are you an autist who stands out?
If you're honestly considering suicide and haven't taken the reality suppository then at this point you should just jump off a roof 2bh.
But if you've lived in the hood and can relate to what it's like living there and trying to get out then I'll be your friend.

Oakland and then Vallejo.
>Are you one of the cool laid back white guys that's not a complete sperg or are you an autist who stands out?
I have no idea. I lack the communication skills to impress most women but I can articulate myself to other dudes fine, and if we spoke IRL and you had no idea I've ever bitched about incel shit on the internet, you would probably think I'm chill.

where tf do you live?
white girls only lend themselves to white guys where I live. I literally havent seen a disgusting ethnicel like myself with a white woman or really any woman who looked slightly attractive.
My advice is go to a liberal state. white women want white men in those places.
on the other hand for ethnicels like me its fucking done, sub 6 ft and even a little bit below average and you are out for the count. even my looksmatch wants a white guy and shes gonna get him.

> I lack the communication skills to impress most women but I can articulate myself to other dudes fine

>you had no idea I've ever bitched about incel shit on the internet, you would probably think I'm chill.
fucking described the fuck out of me bro fuuuuck

Yeah nah I'm in a very liberal state and ethnicels specifically

Finish your degree and no matter what degree it is, you can go work all over the planet doing shit that isn't even related to your studies. Buck up and broaden your horizons. You could be dead five years from now and nobody will give a fuck... or you could be working some job in Kiribati or Tonga or Samoa or Mongolia or Montenegro or wherever, doing cool shit and living a real life. Finish with one place, on to the next. Find one you like? Pop out some half-breeds with a local and put your feet up on the beach.

I've got a buddy who was suicidal after losing almost everything in the US on a failed business and his special "pure white" wifeoid who took everything that wasn't nailed down when the going got tough, like they always do. Instead of capping himself, he took off overseas with almost nothing and a couple decades later, he's living one block from a beach in the Caribbean. He's owns an apartment building, his nonwhite wife owns a restaurant, and he's got like a dozen little half-breed kids running around.

You think he gives a fuck about anything we talk about here? Any of the situations we're facing today? Saving muh white race? Nope. He's too busy living the good life. That's what I'm trying to tell you... finish that degree. It's a meal ticket to the rest of the planet.

With a few exceptions, it's mostly the US/West that's degenerate and fucked up, not the rest of the world. My suggestion is not to top yourself until you've sampled life outside the prison walls.

Friendly reminder that this thread was made by a man named Tenda Spencer. He's a mentally ill hapa incel also known on the internet as prolific r/incels and r/hapas poster eurasiantiger, and the creator of Jow Forumsasianmasculinity as well as a horribly drawn webcomic called "blackpillcomics". He's mad at white men because he's a hapa and her mom got knocked up by one. He also hates asian women for the same reason. So at the ripe age of 30+ he spends his days spamming various online communities with interracial bait threads.
The format is always the same
>starts thread with blatant bait where he larps as a white (sometimes also arab or latino but never asian since he has this weird insecurity-narcissism cognitive dissonance about being asian, deep down feeling inferior but outwardly being "proudly asian" or some shit) man who's either been constantly rejected by white girls for black/aisn guys, or caught his gf looking at interracial porn or flirting with black/asian guys
>now he will either "ask for advice", or just rant about how much he hates being white and how every white man should commit suicide
>if he larped as having a gf he now has a conversation with himself where he slowly "convinces" the "concerned white guy" to try cuckolding with his gf
>shits out as many samefag posts as possible pretending to be white guys who are worried that their gfs are cheating on them with black guys
>write multiple replies to those larps, telling them how "80% of white women have fucked black guys before" and how "bbc lovers are a growing demographic in other countries as well"
>bring up various interracial porn sites like, blacktowhite, blacked, ir videos on pornhub amateur, etc. on why "loving black guys is a growing trend" (I'm not even making this up, search desuarchive for "blacktowhite")
>larp as defeated white guys who "admit defeat" and post about how they will probably try cuckolding or kill themselves because "there's nothing else left to do"

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Bonus: he used to make videos ranting about wmaf and asian masculinity with a mask on, but doxxed himself by using the same username to blatantly samefag and worship himself on his own subreddit. He has a long history of pretending to be females who are obsessed with him.
Just google him if you haven't had a good laugh in a while, you won't regret it.

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now imagine being a poor ugly insectoid (asian) without the cool car. it could be worse user

Non-existent at this uni. You all have r8s or super nice R/Ts or ferraris that you don't even know how to check the fluids on. also this fat asian guy looked me up and down when I drove by in my shitty used rav4 earlier

Hey tenda, how does it feel to be both asian AND poor? Not only do you get mogged by every white guy out there but also chinese exchange students since they at least have communist party money. You have all the asian genetics with none of the wealth lmao, must be awful (otherwise why would you keep making these threads as a way to cope?)

actually amazing thanks

>i kys'd myself because chinks took all the gf

do you really want to to be that guy?