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>27
>work at a bank full-time
>go to uni full-time (broadcasting)
>don't talk to anyone outside of those two places
>live alone in one-bedroom apartment
>haven't spoken to most of my family since holidays (bad feelings)
>joined gym last month (bitchmode, weak as fuck)
Working to get my shit in order and become a person again. How's it going for the rest of you?

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What's it like working and going to school full-time? I've been thinking about it but I'm a brainlet so I'll probably need extra time to study.

>29
>Recovering schizophrenic
>3 weeks ago started 20 hour work weeks
>Cancelled benefit
>Doing well
>Just broke up with gf of 8 years
>Still living together
>Its kind of wierd
>She still rants to me about her day
>Probably will move out soon

This.

On top of being a brainlet, I'm lazy.

18, first year at uni and just can't get my shit together.
Don't go to lectures
Don't go to seminars
Didn't even go to my exams before Christmas
I just sit in my room playing Hearthstone all day
My gf is doing amazing and it's making me resent her because I just can't do what she's doing
Fuck my life

get out of here faggot, this thread isn't for you

>27 also
>get paid $25/hour (45k yearly)
>own condo
>had a traumatic event last year that tore my life apart.
>slowly recovering to this day
>still on disability, 1 year later
>should be returning to work in a few months
>have no friends, no one to talk to
> will never have a partner (i'm a stupid damn fag.. never wanted to be)
>sitting at home being depressed
>was trying to lose about 15 lbs at the gym.. of course i had to "injure" myself on the treadmill.

I give up at this point. I have another 60 years of living to do, and I'm too babyish to off myself

I'm in my uni's college of communications, so the courses I'm taking this semester aren't too stressful or quantitative. This is the first time I've gone full-time while working full-time and it started out great, easy A's. However, my job can be quite draining, so that when I do go to class I'm pretty unmotivated; having to listen to traditional-age college kids talk about stupid bullshit or act like they know anything about politics or adulthood while simultaneously swiping through faggy social media apps becomes quite tiresome. I have pretty cool profs who understand my annoyance and appreciate that I listen/participate though so that's reassuring.

College kids are fucking fags.

How old is she? What led to the breakup?
Sorry to hear about that, man, hope it was for the better.

Bleak as always. In high spirits in spite of it all though.

>29
>Got first real career job making $50k a year after spending most of my 20s either NEETing or working in factories for a few months at a time
>Most of my work day is spent screwing around on the internet, usually end up only speaking a few sentences each day
>Only places I go are to work or the gym
>Haven't had anything close to a real life friend since 2009
>Never had a gf
>Going to be a wizard in a few months and I'm realizing that it's probably not worth living another 40 years like this

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>>Got first real career job making $50k a year after spending most of my 20s either NEETing or working in factories for a few months at a time
How?

>28
>NEET, but have a gf
I think she's tired of waiting for me to get my shit together. She'll probably leave me soon. Ironically that might be the catalyst for me to actually get my shit together. I figure it's okay if we stay together and okay if we don't. Hopefully I find a stable career and it all works out.

>but have a gf
fuck off normie

I am 27 and I can feel myself losing my eyesight more and more. Staring at computers all day is really not good for me. My hips hurt. I think I am sitting too much.

Going to join BJJ gym after taking a free class. From there, who knows? Broke my "no porn" stint after a few months and fapped a bunch.

>28, khhv
>back on unemployment after finishing the last round and having no income for a month
Been thinking about suicide a lot lately. I'm worthless in all respects

What was the event? Are you seeing a therapist?

>Soon 30
>never had a bf (not a female)
>been neet and working
>not ugly nor handsome
>too nerdy and gentle as person to find a bf

It feels impossible to be happy as a gay robot.

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>26 in 6 days
>make $25/h as a labour in a steel shop(some day i will do welding/fab again)
>about to kick out of parents house
>going to welding school again in May for 4 months
>least I've got 100k in the bank but Houses where i live and 1 million +
>Still no friends and no life but i hate people so its ok

Should i move to the Canadian Arctic? jobs pay more and houseing is cheep + less people.

>28
>khhv
>been unemployed since i was 20 and been on the dole since i was 21
>my brain has completely rotted and i can barely perform simple tasks
>havent spoken to anyone except my mother in so long that i can't even remember
>none of my interests interest me anymore and all i do is mindlessly browse Jow Forums and then sleep
this is such a typical story that i always read on here too
why did this happen

I feel you on this so bad. The only real appeal to the NEET life is being able to indulge in as much escapism as you can, but somehow my brain is unable to become interested in anything. Games are boring, shows are boring, movies and music are boring.

Would returning to work help make life interesting again?

Crippling depression, considering electro convulsive therapy as drugs don't seen to be working, i have a gf at least, but my adult life is shit, i live with mom and i have isolated myself in my room, abandoned college and cannot keep a job, i'm almost 30yo

>be young
>get programming associates degree
>50k in debt
>degree too low their for real job
>no confidence in looking for programming job
>take first job that puts me near a computer
>drink daily
>25
>broke
>Quit shit job making $14/h working endless hours stress and shit pay
>unemployed 4ish months
>Get shit faced every day
>Planning on just anhero if my savings dry up
>Get shitty IT job at local collage
>make $12/he but easy as fuck and low stress
>be 26
>Roommates buying a house and I'll move in
>Still want to die
>still paying off toilet paper degree.
>still kissless hugless virgin.

Bought guns, not to long ago. starting to look delicious. If it wasn't for bring roommates with a close friend I would have a probably tried years ago(who am I kidding I'll just pussy out) I think I peaked the 6 months out of college where I had no real worry's and just played vydia all day

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What kind of job? Originalo type of comment.

>29
>Work full time in hospital
>Try and chat to random bitches on tinder
>Live with parents because rent is bullshit
>Family is average
>Home gym/yoga as much as I can be bothered.
I just want to fuck

>28
>unemployed since getting a shitty degree in 2013
I feel you with the brain rot. I've become such a goddamn retard. I wouldn't be able to hold the simplest of jobs at this point.

>28
>Working 9-6 job, pays well
>Still live with parents to save on rent
>Saving up to retire early or go part time at least
>Gave up on finding a GF (would just waste my resources anyway)
Feeling pretty meh lately. Not depressed, but not happy. Just feel like life is on autopilot. Apathetic about everything, nothing really brings me pleasure or joy.

>work in hospital
>can't get nurse ass 24/7
Are you gay or what

>Why is someone on Jow Forums not getting women

You're a flaming queer.

>27
>had friends in kindergarten
>had buddies in elementary school
>had no connection later
>highschool only had guys, never socialized with girls
>got an engineering degree, there were almost no girls in my classes
>now have stable job, get well payed
>colleagues are all old people, can't socialize with them
>live with parents, but could move out anytime, there is just no reason
>no joy in spending money or buying things
>high paying job + no spent money = lot of money
>no one to share with
>depression + existential crisis + etc
>have everything except friends and gf

I know, I shouldn't be sad, have it way better, than most people, but my depression is getting harder and harder every single day.

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Well done chief you've got my number.

That's why I;m the Chief.

At work right now. 7 hours left. I just wanna go home, but I wont do anything when I go home, just stare at Jow Forums until night, fall asleep too late and do the same tomorrow. The one colleague I can talk to is sick as well so that makes the days about ten times slower.

God my life is so empty. I wish I had 1 friend.

you do realize nurses are the epitome of normie whores who only fuck dr. chad, right?

>31
>2 basket weaving tier degrees
>Unemployed
>Only talk to my gf and my dog
>Increasingly scared that if I dont get a job she'll kick me out and break up with me

>go to uni full-time (broadcasting)
What do you plan to do with that degree desu, or what are your dreams at least? One of my biggest dreams is to be in radio or have a retarded podcast about autistic stuff, but I barely know the first thing about it.

You might really like working up in the Arctic, I hear they pay welders and metalworkers obscene amounts.
I'm a metalworker and I hear stories from coworkers, both steel-building construction and fishing. It's relatively common for construction workers to go up and do fishing, if they're the workaholic type, from what I understand it's 2-3 months of working 6-7 days a week 10-16hours, then you come home with anywhere from 65 to 150k.
Steel building is probably a lot less horrible, AK commercial fishing sounds like hell. If you're even asking, you must be ok working in freezing temperatures for long hours because you don't sound retarded. The jobs definitely pay more but I'd be wary on the housing, I don't know AK trends but in Midwestern states when small communities see large crews of workers move in for mines/oil/etc., you'll see rent on a single bedroom skyrocket to thousands of dollars per month.

This is how my life has looked for 11 years now. I stopped being able to play vidya and watch movies/tv 6 years ago. I honestly feel like I cant save myself anymore. I think Im just broken.

>going to be 28 in three days
>no one is going to celebrate
>baggage handler
>degree that goes nowhere
>KHV
>no friends
>no life outside of home and work
>little to no information of lives outside of home and work
>no money

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These threads should be called Doomer general.

>be employed at my job for a year and a half now
>pay is $19 an hour but benefits are fucking SHIT
>no sick time benefits so if I ever need to call off they use my accrued vacation time for it
>be March, not even Spring yet
>have 0 vacation time left
>can't call off without getting written up now

I'm fucking done

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you're an actual BABY, you realize that right?

People born in 2000's don't have shit to say about anything, fuck off.

A friends mom from elementary school just started at my work. Just had to sit with her for 30 minutes telling me about my old friends life who is now married and a father. I already hated my job, this makes it so much worse.

Had to tell her I still live at home, which she will no doubt tell him. God, fuck my life please. I wanna fucking kill myself.

I wanna quit. I will have to see her every day, be reminded every day. Fuck, this makes me so fucking angry. I have zero education and I work at a trash brainless nothing. This is humiliating.

balding really badly now and just turned 25, I have chronic dandruff too so feel it could be just due to that.

what sort of shampoo should I start using? should I just jump on fin?

the stress from my fucking shit minimum wage job doesn't help either no doubt

>25 yo
>neet 8 months
>had job interview yesterday
>they liked me and want me to come in today @ 9am
>normally wake up around noon (night owl)
>just woke up @ 6:30, feel so tired and groggy

fuck. it's like a 1 hour drive

>33
>had mental breakdown from being a virgin for too long and lost my job
>haven't worked in 5 months
>eating up my savings smoking weed to numb the pain
>probably will off myself when my money runs out

25 and i started balding prematurely from some bullshit test booster supplement coupled with sleep deprivation [from work]

don't do fin, it has a lot of negative effects look up "post finasteride syndrome"

get the selzun blue and head n sholders (with zinc) shampoo

you may be zinc and/or vitamin a deficient if you have dandruff. you need to start consuming liver (only real source of vitamin a) i eat liverwurst in a sandwich

>bread
>cheese
>braunschweiger liverwurst
>sliced chicken
>lettuce

>working full-time
>studying full-time
I can't even picture myself having enough energy to do both of those. I'm unemployed and I'm lucky if I get 4 hours of useful work per day, barely enough for basic chores + a bit of studying for my almost-abandoned degree.

Do DHT blocking shampoos work?

male pattern baldness is basically irreversible

DHT blocking anything is possibly going to have negative effects

if you REALLY want to keep your hair:

- castrate yourself
- take female hormones

that's it! real simple, right?

Sounds kinda familiar to my situation
>28
>got civil service job a few months ago after working wage slave jobs since high school
>thought I was on right track
>pay is shit only 35K a year and I take home less than 1k bi-weekly
>job is so fucking boring spend most time fucking around on the internet
>spend the other time driving around aimlessly in code enforcement car and playing games on phone
>forced to work with a partner most of the time and I find it hard to make conversation cause I'm boring and don't talk much
>no real friends in years and never gf
>I just go to work, come home and get high and fuck around until the next day
>do nothing on weekends but sit home get high and fuck around on the internet and play some vidya if i have the motivation

I spend most of my day doing absolutely nothing for the most part just wanting to be home so I can sit in front of my computer for another 6 hours but at home I'm just getting high and I don't gotta pretend to work. Don't know how long I can do this dumb job but hey at least its a career and a steeping stone r-right?

At least you are making money. I get less than 25k per year and I am in the same situation and my job fucking sucks.

God I just wanna cry

>tfw balkanite
>tfw min wage is 450 euros

>25
>working as a cashier at a job I really hate
>2nd shift so I pretty much don't have a life
>had an interview last week that went great, thinking I got the position
>just called them up today to follow through
>they already got someone else doing their trial period
Why does getting a new job have to be so fucking hard? I'm genuinely slowly going crazy working the hours that I work.

Not sure you're from, but here 50k is a respectable salary. I'm a aspie waiter and I make like less than 25K a year. Trying to find something better, but constantly changing my career path. I'm 25 and I feel so behind in life.

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>32
>NEET, over a decade now
>cozy welfare
>living with my mother and sister

I find imageboards more and more boring.
I'd rather spend the time sleeping than spending time especially on boards like r9k and int, or even reading the shit you write, lmao.
Some boards are okay, the ones in which you can ask specific questions like g, out and n.
Also regularly going out for some hiking and riding my bike.

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just got back from a job interview

pissed off the whole ride home. the whole job seems terrible, it's commission based and there's a lot of interacting with normies. is it so much to ask to just go to a place, get text-based instructions, never talk to anyone, just do my work and go home?

they even have stupid normie social activities they do every tuesday-thursday. what a joke, that's just work without the pay.

god damn, i really hate driving too... but it would be up to an hour drive there, and an hour back... with 8 hours of paid torture in the middle

worst thing is: i think they really like me and will offer me a position and i will HAVE TO take it. i've been NEET 8 months and my dad is FURIOUS about it, he especially hates how happy i am because i get to be NEET

i wasn't made for this shitty world

>basket weaving
You could go into Industrial music, like Till from Rammstein.

>makes nearly as much as a household by himself
>complains about income
I bet he's not even a virgin

First off, do not take a commission job, ESPECIALLY as your first job or first in a while. Any commission job that hires entry level people is a scam, it'll cost you more in transport and expenses than you'll ever make and they might even make you pay them money.

I highly recommend you look into staffing agencies. Don't lie on your resume but DO exaggerate - mowing the lawn is "freelance home maintenance," etc. Staffing agencies charge you NO money and only get paid if you are working (their contract with employers gives them an hourly rate in addition to the hourly pay you recieve.) Warehouses and cleanup crews are major temp jobs and can often be pretty comfy.

>First off, do not take a commission job, ESPECIALLY as your first job or first in a while. Any commission job that hires entry level people is a scam, it'll cost you more in transport and expenses than you'll ever make and they might even make you pay them money.
here's the thing. i have been applying for 8 months and have made 0 progress. i have no choice

>I highly recommend you look into staffing agencies
i have been talking with 4 different agencies for months. no luck whatsoever

>Don't lie on your resume but DO exaggerate - mowing the lawn is "freelance home maintenance," etc
i exaggerated the fuck out of all of my experience

>Staffing agencies charge you NO money and only get paid if you are working (their contract with employers gives them an hourly rate in addition to the hourly pay you recieve.) Warehouses and cleanup crews are major temp jobs and can often be pretty comfy.
yeah i know, but they continually fail to give me any job opportunities. it sucks

i have an economics degree and 5 years work experience as a web developer. i don't think i want to do web development anymore, doing it for so long made me hate it with a passion

>work hard as fuck starting at 17 working 50 hour weeks to afford college and break out of family poverty
>get into engineering college still working 50 hours a week
>depressed as fuck seeing everyone else have fun
>only thing getting me through is knowing that the work will pay off and I will have a long easy life afterwards
>miserable but somehow do it
>get degree
>get dream job, high pay
>get severe autoimmune disease that will kill me in a few years

Fml

>I have no choice
Yes you do, don't take some scam position. It sounds like you're probably only looking at jobs you think are worthy of you. Would you dig ditches on the side of the highway for minimum wage? If not, you're being ridiculous.
Experience programming doesn't really translate well into any other field, if you're trying to switch careers you'll have to content yourself with the lowest rung on the ladder. But don't do a commission-based sales job with no experience in sales, that's working for free because we both know if you're posting here you're not a salesman. That's worse than no job because at least no job doesn't cost money, this will.
If four different staffing agencies can't put you on a single job in almost a year, you're doing something comically wrong. I'd love to help but I can't do much more than guess at what it is.

rip in piece senpai. I've got a joint disorder (can't get a real analysis) but I'm in constant pain and my back is deteriorating: "hey your disks are half size and your back will look like a guy who's 70 in ten years... here's some stretches"

Wish I had something deadly, not crippling.

I signed up to an industry-oriented staffing agency. Ended up on my feet doing repetitive movements the whole day. The resulting pain drove me from constant agonizing depression to "you should kill yourself now"

>your parents grew up in a world where they could pay an entire year of university plus living expenses with their earnings off a two-month summer job
College is a scam in current year.

>Yes you do, don't take some scam position. It sounds like you're probably only looking at jobs you think are worthy of you
i'm looking at jobs i think i can get. i only quit my last job because my dad told me to, insisting i could get a "better job" with "better pay"
after 8 months and nobody offering me jack shit, he's exasperated and just wants me to get *anything*

>Would you dig ditches on the side of the highway for minimum wage? If not, you're being ridiculous.
doesn't sound too bad except for the money part

>Experience programming doesn't really translate well into any other field, if you're trying to switch careers you'll have to content yourself with the lowest rung on the ladder.
my experience isn't really good, i just did the same thing over and over and over again. i'm not really "qualified" for any other position in programming. my degree is totally unrelated to the field

>But don't do a commission-based sales job with no experience in sales, that's working for free because we both know if you're posting here you're not a salesman. That's worse than no job because at least no job doesn't cost money, this will.
my dad is ENRAGED that i am NEET (and happy) so i won't really have much of a choice. at least i'll be able to come home every day and make HIM feel miserable about it

>If four different staffing agencies can't put you on a single job in almost a year, you're doing something comically wrong. I'd love to help but I can't do much more than guess at what it is.
i really can't imagine it. all of my work experience is just totally weak for the field. i basically did the same shit over and over again with exceptional efficiency... but it was a small firm and no other web dev company does the same thing

and like i said, my degree, despite being from the top ranked state uni, is utterly unrelated to any field

basically, i wasted 5 years doing a shit job that served only to pay my rent, so i could go to work. it was horrible

>ended up working on my feet all day, which is what the majority of working Americans do anyway
>this was like anuddah shoah
People like you piss me off so much. I work at a factory, 10hour shifts carrying heavy equipment and hardware. It's fun and I love it (they also pay me very well.) You're not a magical fairy princess, sometimes you will be expected to work in life.

I feel like I have no life and I almost wish I could go back to the NEET life. Ideally I just want a job with better hours because working the evening shift sucks ass. But fuck, it feels like work is basically my second home and I fucking hate it and the only time I have the freedom to do anything is the weekends. I don't know if I sound whiny or not but I just fucking hate it so much.

Look man, when I go to staffing agencies for work I'm on a job within 24 hours. I can already see why you're not working if you act like minimum wage is such an affront to you.

If it's about your dad's feelings and you don't need money right now, you might consider volunteering. Homeless benefits, park cleanup, that kind of thing (I'm sure you could find other opportunities as well.) Volunteering is another thing that looks good on resumes.

Follow what the other user said about zinc, but you should also go on a candida cleanse. Dandruff is a yeast, and you could have candida overgrowth. I took that shit and I feel amazing.

Also
>28
>got fired from last job, but new job is 50% more pay and 7 days on, 7 days off rotation
>basically wage slave hardcore for 7 days and then neet it up for a week
>just bought a house on a lake in the middle of nowhere.
>saw a flock of birds that was on my deck as I came back from work this morning.
>they're annoying bastards, but they're amusing, so I guess they can stay
>walked into my house with a smile

Things are looking up. I've finally found my place in the world.

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>Look man, when I go to staffing agencies for work I'm on a job within 24 hours.
what is your work experience?

>I can already see why you're not working if you act like minimum wage is such an affront to you.

i literally didn't say i wouldn't work for minumum wage, i just don't want to.

>If it's about your dad's feelings
it is, i love being NEET ... he hates it

>and you don't need money right now
i don't really, but he INSISTS i get money. he would get so pissed if i did a job that didn't pay any money. so, i can't really do anything like that

>>my brain has completely rotted and i can barely perform simple tasks
This is me.
I'm 26 and I
Break stuff while cleaning.
Can't remember shit. Leaving the gate open or the stove on.
I can work because of this
It l
Too late.

Nigger I was programming and studying network protocols for more than 11 hours every day at my last job, on salary. One of my siblings already had disc replacements from what I have, and the other has nerve damage she's taking suppressants for.

If I had a body that could handle physical labor I would've been doing it because it's piss-easy money even if you're a retard. Instead I have to use my brain. Maybe if you're so butthurt about being a factory laborer you should become a koder.

You forget most hope user. You forget no hope...

This HUGE reason why I won't work. This shit is too embarrassing.

>tons of employers interested in me
>none actually fucking hire me
>make me jump through all the hoops and chutes just to string me alone as a backup for a backup
fuck the lot of 'em.
Man, that's bad. I have 50k in debt but it's a BS and I make at least 20/hour when I actually have a job. I'd spit on someone who wanted to pay me 12.
I've never gotten paid vacation, so screw you. If I'm sick I have to take a pay hit.

>talking to a staffing company today
>they have four (4) open positions for an industrial programmer
>all of them want experience :^)
I would've been hired back in August, but I had been trying CBD oil for chronic pain. Came up on their drug test and the agency said I had to be smoking weed to have any result. Showed the company the product, the diagnosis of spinal deterioration , nope, I was a junkie.

Even more bullshit, the test they used was "sensitive" down to 15ng/ml or something and I came up 17. Fucking parole boards and courts use 20-50.

What's more enraging is even the unemployment records want "who you talked to" and "when you got an interview" on every single record and give you shit when you tell them humans don't even go through resumes anymore. Even the few times I've had an interview, I asked for follow-up/if there was some way I could've been a better candidate, and after five interviews, only one responded "you wore a polo shirt". I had a dress shirt on. I don't know if it's boomers or just a complete normie disconnect with how shit the job market is when someone doesn't just give you a free job.

(((staffing companies))) are cancer. all the jobs I've gotten through them suck ass. But 2 of the 3 I got hired same day as the interview, they can get you a job quickly, it's just shitwork and you'll be chewed up and spat out.
they also give no fucks about your career advancement. they won't even shill me for the decent jobs, just the same shitwork I've been doing so I can never advance. and they'll ghost you if you aren't going to make them a buck.
They're a pimp, essentially.

HOW I WANT THIS I DON'T HAVE PREFECT NEET STATUS!!

I've been having this near constant anxiety about my future the past few days: How bad I am socially, how I've never been able to get a permanent job aside from temp gigs, how I'm still living with my aging parents who could die really soon. I also have bad back, foot and hand pain and I'm only 27. It's all just so much.

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I become a wizard in 2 days.
What should I do?
I never really thought this would happen but here I am.

>27 in 4 months
>no friends anymore
>virgin
>autistic as fuck
>unemployed
>when parents die I am probably next

19 here, am I allowed in?

I feel you on the constant anxiety, it's important to have little breaks from that though. Try give yourself even like an hour a day where you don't think about that shit at all, do what you want in that time. I usually read a book with a youtube vid of like a train going through snowy mountains asmr or something, it helps me relax. Games can be good but not if they're high energy and keep you tense.

how did your interview go user? i've been a neet for the last 4 months and getting to the point where i'll have to find another shit job and just thinking about an interview makes me physically sick to my stomach

>how did your interview go user?
it went fine, unfortunately. the ride home was annoying as shit. i hate driving. pissed me off

Thanks that seems like a good idea

How was your day guys, was it productive or interesting in any way or just same shit different day? I didn't get and (you's) from my last post this morning so that's sad but its ok. I just got back from work a little while ago and today wasn't too bad, had some decent convos with my co-worker today while driving around instead of the usual bullshit small talk. Only been there a little more than 3 months and people already know me as being quiet and its annoying at this age to be such shit in social situations, but hopefully things get better there. Also feeling nice and comfy now got a cup of coffee, ate xanax bar and smoking a bowl or 2 now and Project Blue Book is on tonight too, its a fun show you guys should check it out if you like alien shit and 50s themed X-Files.

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please see my thread:

i don't know what to do at this point. just tell them no and tell my dad i didn't get the job? or tell him the truth that it's a pyramid scheme?

FUCK

can someone post the 25+ pepe noose image

Sounds comfy overall lad, I hope decent coworker convos become the norm.
I've not done much today, pretty down about how bad my art is still, and my family didn't want to do anything for pancake day so I'm just going to have some by myself now they've gone to bed.
Might play a game after though, one of the games with gold on xbone this month is Republic Commando, which I've always wanted to play but never did somehow.

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I was doing well Jow Forums
I really was. I stopped going to this fucking website. I got my shit together. I started really trying at graduate school, in fact I got better grades than I ever have. I made a good circle of friends and I made a best friend, a girl, who actually cared about me and stayed up late at night just to talk to me.
But now I fucked it all up and here I am again. She'll never talk to me again and because she was my main friendship, all my other friendships fell with her. And I really should be studying right now but I'm so fucking depressed I can't concentrate on anything

I fucking hate myself so much

that sucks user
you mightve even been a normie but you never had the chance

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I like needy and gentle

Soon I will be leaving Romania for an year or two for Holland where I will have an job.I need to continue my studies and unfortunately my family finacial resources aren't so good.Today I was browsing imageboards and saved this comfy piece just as my father came into the room and told me that he buyed my airplane tickets for me.
In just a few days I will be leaving home for the first time so away and so long, and so for some reason, when I look at this image, I know that there is no way back, and this filled me with a lot of emotions and nostalgia. I won't see my family and friends for a while, but I am ready for some sacrifices and am looking forward for my first lifetime journey yet.

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>27
>no degree
>no friends of any kind, not even online. Slowly losing every and all desire to socialize
>haven't had a "real" job yet except uber eats and later uber driver
>somehow debt ridden
>driving 12 hours 6 days a week
>slowly making progress but feel like mind is past the point of no return, can keep working in zombie mode just fine though
>studying networking and IT stuff on weekends to get a bunch of certs, then get a CCNA cert and try my luck
I don't know if I'm going to make it anons. The panorama is too depressing, work work work debts work study debt work die

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just read that...don't that that job user. that's a waste of your time.

gl user i hope you find a good life maybe even find good people