I broke up with my boyfriend and now I'm back here

I broke up with my boyfriend and now I'm back here.
Why can't I ever find the right guy?
/fembot/ feels thread

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Fembot here.
I have an amazing boyfriend.
I dont know why he loves me.
I spent my formative years believing i was human scum and must die for being literally born.
I am hella mentally ill.
We're in the same uni program.
He's too fucking good for me.
He still loves me after a year.
Why won't he fucking go get someone better.
Why is his taste so shit.
Why does he actually love so much.
I don't get it.
I just don't fucking get it.

>mfw i've been so abused in my life by exes that i literally cannot comprehend healthy and loving relationships
>mfw im probably going to ruin this one too
>mfw this might be my only hope
>mfw im probably gonna sabotage it because I hate myself
>mfw he's right beside me focusing on his homework cutely and im here writting this

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>/fembot/ feels threa
*POP*POP*POP*

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You're not a bot you are just in between boyfriends. It's like getting a new pair of shoes for you.

dammit we've been caught

quick, lets /b/an him

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where do i find crazy bitches like this to wife up

fuck off this board "fembot"

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go to your nearest mental hospital, user


dont be a fuck up and find something better you sack of shit

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>find something better
no, i want a crazy girl, shut up

no fuck you
go be gay or some shit

fuck you bitch im getting a craazy girl and theres nothing you can do about it

don't stick your dick in crazy you sick fuck

source: life

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normies are just pussies and cant handle crazy

Maybe you should look into getting some therapy? Or adopt a mindset that it's okay if you're the worst. I think I'm the worst sometimes, but I just cope with it by thinking that it's okay to be bad.

>normies are just pussies

go get a normie then :)

lucky girl

Im already in therapy.
I'm borderline.
History of going in and out.

God fucking kill me now.

>God looks at me everyday wondering why I even exist.
>God wonders I have a fucked brain but good studies
>God wonders why I'm a fucking programmer
>God comes down and tells me to just live my life
>I tell God to fuck off unfortunately
>My life is on fire
>dammit i did it again.
>guess i'll die

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tfw no crazy girl to hug

>mfw someone wants to hug someone like me
>wtf user you can do better
>you can get better chicks

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fuck me, I've been told this multiple times by my girlfriend. I swear, I don't understand how she can love ME, but still she says things like "why are you here for me, I don't deserve you". Trust me, I love her like I never loved anyone or anything. Your boyfriend, most likely, feels the same way. Don't do anything stupid, be yourself, that's who he fell in love with in the first place.

this morning:
>bf let me sleep in
>like the angel he is
>woke me up after shower
>he awoke the dragon today
>i snap at him relentlessly throughout the morning
>i couldn't even stop
>my head hurt and i wanted to slip into a coma
>felt guilty but still snapped at him
>he did his best but eventually relented
>completely stops talking to me
>the only thing that makes me realize what an ass i am
>apologize, try to fix it by talking to him about little things
>fuck he's still not talking
>buy him breakfast and coffee
>still nothing
>tfw i ruined my bf's morning and can't fix that

if he leaves me i'm swearing off relationships bc i genuinely think i'm not supposed to be in one ever

dammit user you almost made me cry.

dammit user
dammit
i was not fucking prepared to bawl my eyes out

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just say your sorry by taking his dick and putting it in your mouth

Femanon here
Just broke up with my bf :D

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can relate to the borderline feels.
can relate.

lets fucking cry together

>i pulled this stunt once as well on one of my exes
>he didnt speak to me and essentially left my existence for 3 straight months
>makes active attempt to hide his existence from my life including leaving his best friend whom was also part of my friend group
>bitch comes back 3 months later acting like normal
>dumps me a month later for being to clingy
>IS THIS BITCH FOR FUCKING REAL
>has ruined Orange crush for me
>has vietnam flashbacks when seeing orange crush
>its been almost 3 years
>my current bf tells me its okay
>its fucking not

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have you tried inviting a friend for a threesome

yeah no let's fucking cry:
>this is the only bf i've had for 4 years
>he's pretty much had to learn that not talking to me will stop me from attacking him
>that's how we both describe it
>that's how bad i am
>my birthday was last Thursday
>had a wonderful day with my parents and him at an RV show
>we get home
>he asks, politely, to have sex
>i jokingly say no
>but i'm a bitch
>so it sounds like i flat-out refused
>then i couldn't fix it
>he wouldn't talk to me for the whole weekend
>i literally thought he was going to leave and was preparing for my new life alone
>turns out he just wants me to appreciate him
>i make him so hurt now that he feels better when he's alone so he took a break from me for days
>he said he was much happier without me

it's gonna fuckin happen i'm literally anticipating it at this point

As someone who has dated a girl who, in retrospect, probably had BPD...

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST ACCEPT THIS

Plenty of guys are lonely as fuck and we are hard-wired to want to play hero to women. If you keep pushing us away though, the end result is that you'll be lonely too. Even if you hate yourself, if you like this motherfucker just be the goddamn damsel in distress and reward him for putting up with you.

that is the plan, if he'll still talk to me later

kek
but there are enough redditors here that they'll fall for "fembot" bait

>ANOTHER active """""fembot""""" feels thread
I mean you don't even exist so stop flooding the fucking board

My bf compared me to another girl. ;_;
What should i do?

let him fuck her
once novelty passes he'll forget about her

send him some really lewd pics, his peepee will override how mad he is at you

This is such prime bait

Did he compare you positively? Accept the compliment. If you're prettier than someone else, then you're prettier than someone else.

If he compared you negatively, remind him that YOU are his partner, and not her.

I am BPD.

My brain is wired to hate myself this badly.
rip.

Like, I genuinely want him to find someone better than me. I love him that much. He could probably be happier but beats me why still stays with me.

okay user
whatever you say
kek

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I'm not a cuck.
He said i look around the same as another girl in terms of attractiveness.
He called her pretty and such.

>Like, I genuinely want him to find someone better than me
Stop that! The skills it takes to get into a relationship and the skills it takes to keep a relationship are not the same. My ex and I were together for 3 1/2 years before she broke up with me after making up the most absurd accusations at me. I haven't had a relationship in 7 fucking years.

You want him to trade you up for someone else, but guys do not think like that. If we don't pump and dump you within the first fucking day or so, we're going to bury our fucking roots in and keep you for as long as humanly possible.

if hes more attractive than you, you should start considering it

thank you user

i know its like that but fuck my brain is just too much of a piece of shit.
In therapy and meds rn to fight the BPD.

im trying :')

Like hell i'd ever let him fuck another girl.
I'm jealous enough as it already is.

>boyfriend
>fembot
Nice try but even if fembots ever existed they would never have had a bf.

Pump it and dump it baby

We exist.
They are in unhappy relationships though.

im just saying
a guy would never leave a gf that didnt mind him fucking around

Is it possible for a girl to pump and dump?

>nice try

believe what you want, user :)

Women cannot be robots (or fembots) in my opinion. I get that some girls have it rough bur no woman can fully relate to the feels of an actual robot. And who cares if they are in unhappy relationships? They were able to get in one in the first place and that means they can end this one and there are people out there who will love them still and let them into a new relationship.

Naw you are just a failed normalfaggot

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>boohoo wamen can't be robots

>I willingly and actively broke up with my bfffffff
>Why do these things happen to meeeeeeee omg xx
You can't be this stupid. You just can't.

>you're just a failed normalfaggot
wow its almost like thats what a robot is in theory.

everybody here is a failed normalfaggot thats why we're here
no shit sherlock

>If we don't pump and dump you within the first fucking day or so, we're going to bury our fucking roots in and keep you for as long as humanly possible.
is this actually true?
not other user, but its hard believing there's not someone much better than me out there that would make him leagues happier.

other user here.
Honestly mood.

You get me.

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Another faggot larping please get out

one of you shut the fuck up and be my e-gf

Maybe, can't be sure. My current girlfriend's ex used her for pretty much 7 months. One of my friend's girlfriend is becoming crazy and impossible to deal with after months into the relationship, he's thinking about dumping her even though he was absolutely in love with her, but he still is and doesn't want to hurt her. Be smart, know what's going on and you'll do fine.

How can I be smart and know what's going on if I'm an autistic paranoid mentally ill mess

That's what feminists are working hard to create

There are over 7 billion people on the planet. For any given person, it is likely that the global optimum date for them is not the person they are currently with. That said if your current partner is "good enough", searching for someone better isn't worth the trouble. A bird in the hand here is worth millions in the bush.

All you can do is check for the major red flags and hope for the best.

no argument
his point stands