How are you holding up Jow Forums?

oly lifting
i cant for the life of me pick up the movement.
Im so bitter and jealous of the other people in the gym that do.
I hate feeling this way

that couple is always super fucking annoying. plus sometimes he has to leave early and that megathot monkey swings from cock to cock around the gym asap

turbo incel cringe

>recently at grandmas birthday
>lots of her female friends there
>some time later grandma tells how her friends all said good things about me
>like really thirsty things
>things like "If I was 30-40 years younger I would so go for him"
>"so handsome and charismatic", etc.
>shit like that from several of them
Why don't girls my age do/say things like that?
t. semi-autistic 25yo khv

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Pretty shit. I'm haemophiliac and I tore my iliacus really badly and can't go gym for a while. It's an 8.5x2.5cm tear with eternal bleeding so he's a bad one.
To top things off my girlfriend of 2 and a half years has been fighting with me and treating me like absolute shit for this and I can definitely see the relationship ending.
My two biggest stress reliefs are weights and drinking and I can't do either atm

The only thing keeping me going is my band and writing music

Think about getting a coach if possible. It's worth the money at least in the beginning.
Or video every lift and try to see what your problem areas are.

internal bleeding**** my bad

Unironically doing fine. Been working out every day and doing cardio every other. Thinking of learning useful skills (carpentry, gardening) as a hobby. I’m obsessing over the thought of buying my own plot of land and building my own house at 40

hello, the thing is: I have a coach.
And I feel like hes giving up on me.

I wish I knew how to translate my strength into my movements

Just in my bedroom alone, trying to upload a song I wrote from my phone because I don’t have a pc. I also feel lonely and need affection.
I’ve been cutting and lifting for about 3-4 months. I’ve abstained from alcohol and my social life is declining. I’ve lost 18kg and my lifts are decent

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Im good, thanks.

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im hurt and in need of affection

It will surely hurt, but cut contact with her, stop watching her vids, remove her from your life. It's for your own good.

The moment you stop giving a shit is the moment you are truly on the path towards making it. Good job, user.

Maybe they think those things, give them the opportunity to say them.

Get well soon, hope it all works out for you

Having my own garden is something I also plan on doing late in life. Have you looked at shared gardens in your city where you can start practicing growing veggies? Unfortunately I come from a shithole and there are no such places around. Would gladly start one myself, but there does not seem to be much interest.

Why are you hurt?

Good progress on the weight loss, it took me a year to lose as much when I was starting. Why the loneliness though? Did you distance from your friends since cutting alcohol? Maybe it's time to find new people

thank you user it means a lot

>based granny mires

Just quit my bs job, so no income, no gf, no friends, zero social life, have mood swings and talk to myself and somewhat mentally unstable.
On the positive note quit smoking both weed and cigs, tall,tanned and handsome so i know these thots gon give me their ransom
Im gonna make it, feel it

Hows op?

>summer break
>received financial aid
>lifting 6x/week
>running
>reading eastern philosophy
>eating good, gaining weight
>watching good movies
>gf comes back next month
>says she wants long-term relationship
at first I was pretty bummed I couldn't get a job this summer, but then I realized the solitude will be a good time for some self-development. hope your doing well user

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Daddy touches my thicc ass

He tells me I'm a pretty lass

Puts his penis in my butt

Oh my god , I'm such a slut!

Mommy sees us, and she's mad

"I'm sorry hun, the sex was bad!"

Mommy pulls out guns akimbo

Because she hates her little bimbo

The Cummies are dripping from my hole

I can't stop working on Daddy's pole

Mommy shoots , her shots all miss

Daddy and I share a special kiss

One round left , Mommy takes the gun

She rests the barrel on her tongue

"Goodbye world , and goodbye cheater!

I hope you're happy with your stupid wife beater!"

The gun goes bang , Mommy dies

But we don't care, Daddy just sighs

No thoughts in her head , no blood in her heart ,

"That stupid whore can't tear us apart."

A few people told me that I am 4/10 and that made me realize that I was always 4/10 in everyone's eyes pretty much, no wonder no one ever paid attention to me. I hope to get at least somewhat athletic body to make it to 6/10 I guess

I finally came to terms with the fact I look better a bit thicker (Muscle, not fat obviously). However I wish people would stop calling me "Daddy".

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Ahhhh to be young

>Why don't girls my age do/say things like that?
Girls are more autistic than us, they see attractive guys and they get nervous. Even grown women in their 30s are too shy to state their feelings.
You should watch their actions, do they stare at you? do they make an effort to be around you? do they talk with you often? But most importantly, stop convincing yourself they don't like you or she's "just being friendly" when she spends 2hrs everyday talking with you after class.

Lifes a bitch and then you die, its why I got high
But I cant so what am I gonna do
The days are long. At least tomorrow I get to go for a hike.

Took a week off from gym to readjust my macros. Electrician job is fun but goddamn it makes me so fucking hungry. If I overkill it in the gym the next day is literal hell. Especially the hunger

I'm fucked up lads
>permanent depression and insecurity over physical weaknesses
>fractured spine, mild case of Raynaud's, asthma, hypermobility, weak ligaments due to being born 3 months early
>finished uni, am only 21 but facing more months of nothingness before applications for the gubbermint and the border force open towards the end of the year
>can't remember the last time I was actually relaxed, everything seems like a goal or a path to one and I can't get emotionally invested in anything any more
>interested in getting fit but I don't want to fuck my spine since I've already got a fractured L1
>starting to invent a weird alternate reality where I'm active and with a healthy body which is probably gonna fuck my mental state up even more
Is it going to get better? Can't see a way out of this one

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Just emailed my resume in for a security guard job. I'm so nervous. I've never had a job that I didn't get from knowing someone that worked there. Also this seems like more of a big deal to me than fast food and retail. I hope everything goes okay.

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I've been alright, but I need some help. Since getting fit I can feel the test flowing through my veins. This helps a lot on days I have work or whatever but I've recently developed a lot of bad habits.

When I take days off or don't run myself into the ground with work/lifting I get really restless, I start compulsively cracking my wrists and fidgeting and I'll have trouble sleeping. Also I've developed a terrible temper. 3 years ago (before lifting seriously) I was much more beta and mellow but now anger wells up inside me and sometimes it feels like I'm going to snap.

The mires are great and I love my life, imo a bad temper is better than depression, but how can I collect myself and calm down?

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I'm cutting

I'm hungry

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unironically learn how to meditate

>do they stare at you?
no
>do they make an effort to be around you?
no
>do they talk with you often?
no
>when she spends 2hrs everyday talking with you after class.
I have never had any girl spend time with me like that. I have barely even talked to a girl in my life.
Then again I don't really leave the house that much any more.
I'm starting to think either my grandma was lying or her friends were.

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I'm melting in the heat. I went to visit my gf who is now my long distance gf and I'm starting to feel like shit about it. I wish I could just live and be with her but I can't because she works there and I still go to college.

She still loves and loves talking to me at the end of the day but last night I just felt a wedge between us for a reason I can't understand but I know my bitter mood about life put it there. I can't really understand my own feelings right now. Life is just better with her in it and it's hard for me to learn to live without her.

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>long distance gf
Cut it off before she cheats on you or the wedge becomes too wide.

>t. someone who dealt with long distance relationships in the past
Not worth it fren. You're still in college, surrounded by girls. You'll be alright.

finally got a qt user, we have been on 7 dates so far

tried to ohp 1pl8 today, thought I was strong enough but I wasn't. Now I'm disappointed and sad.

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try 5x5 stronglifts. you got that shit, bro. don't worry about it.

Yeah I'll try that, I've been doing ppl for 6 months now but I've stalled when it comes to strength on the big lifts

We've been together for a long time now and I have plans to marry this girl. But it is getting harder

I'm lonely as all fucking hell. I'm desperate for affection and its been years since I've had any real physical contact with another human being.

I've made a lot of progress with weight loss but I still feel and look disgusting when I take my shirt off (gyno + gut) so I've got a way to go even though I'm close to my initial goal weight.

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Yikes.

I'm good, thanks for asking, I am very excited for starting my masters degree in September. Spent the entirety of June looking for a job which left me disappointed as I knew I should have started searching earlier. On the other hand, this allowed me to spend a lot of time with my gf which has drastically improved our relationship. Finally managed to find something so I'm quite happy, will be signing my contract on Monday and hopefully starting the week after. Lifts have been going well, finishing my cut without losing much strength.

You've got the correct attitude, user, work on what you can change. You're going to make it.

Don't go for the alternate reality, shape the current reality. There are so many people who can motivate you out there. A webm of a boy with cerebral palsy doing deadlifts is often posted on Jow Forums, there is a guy who has no arms and no legs and still does his best at enjoying life. Fight for your happiness, it is worth it.

Best of luck, I'm sure it will be fine.

I will be in the same situation soon, actually worried about it, we have spent quite a lot of time talking on how we will cope with the distance and yet im still worried.

2019 truly was the year of the gf. Glad to hear you're happy.

You'll get there in no time. Try fasting for a quicker cut. Can't really help with your affection and physical contact issues, I'm sure it's all a psychological barrier which you need to surpass, but defeating yourself is always the biggest challenge. My only advice would be to slowly start creeping out of your comfort zone and meeting new people.

Got a gf after lifting for three weeks. Turns out it's not about face, frame or how much you can bench, but about not being too autistic instead. Not going to stop lifting though. We all gonna make it, brehs.

Keep it up man.

10/10 for verse, 0/10 for content & taste.

Last night I was over the moon fantastic. Got a new gym I LOVE. Gonna finally make it. Got a little motorbike and I've matured a shitload this year.

No job though.

Woke up this morning my gf's dog is sick. Worried the vet bills will be on me. Her Cars in for the MOT... it's a hunk of junk she's fucked if it doesn't pass. Then she gives me a lift to my Ju Jitsu class, stops for gas.
>Whoops my cards not working can I use yours
>How much?
>£10-£15
>Ok that should be ok.
>30 mins later go to get £6 out for class. Insufficient funds.
>Her tank lights are showing full.

Feel like a turbo beta in this relationship. Her house and life are a mess and I'm picking up after her already. I can't fucking afford it now I look into the dole are underpaying me by half. People pretend you can live on this shit.

I just want a fucking job and left alone to my routine.

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Autism doesn't always mean youre socially disfunctional, even less so with female autists. Some are real Chads or Stacies.

Okish, I received eggs from my brother.

>Try fasting

Doesn't your body preferentially break down muscle instead of fat though?

My ex is 7000km away and suicidal, tried to kill herself a week ago. Feels fucking horrible man. I'm pretty sure it will happen sooner or later, and I'm scared when that moment comes.

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Why can't you get a job? Where are you from?

dont be a sad baj, at least you arent dying of maldness

>Then again I don't really leave the house that much any more.
there's your problem right there, if you do the same thing everyday nothing is going to change, I'm not even sure why you'd bother to waste the energy to feel sorry for yourself. Are you happy with your life right now? no? So are you just going to sit on your ass and wait for god to throw a gf at you without putting in any effort? If so, then why worry if you're attractive or not having a gf or being a khv whatever, and accept the fact that you're going to be alone (because you choose to be) and move on.

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Got laid last night for the first time in three months. First time I've been able to cum with a girl since September of last year. Going to see Coheed and Cambria tonight with qt FWB, then fuck again. Passed a big exam in nursing school on Thursday. Doing pretty alright right now, bros.

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I dunno I really want to go to the gym but the thought thousands of other people have been sweating with the same things I'm using...is disgusting.
Just like the idea of getting naked and/or seeing naked men in the locker room or the shower, it's revolting tbqh

>Just like the idea of getting naked and/or seeing naked men in the locker room or the shower, it's revolting tbqh
closet homo confirmed

>dreamed about her again last night
it's been a year bros, when does it end

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i really hate having to take buses filled with people too! Disgusting

Went on a date yesterday after a while, most of the time I just thought to myself that I want to be alone. She was a nice girl too but I just wanted to be alone, fuck. I've probably been alone for too long by now. At least I have lifting.

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My life is shit. I finally found a full time job but all my money goes towards my moms debt. It's been 2 months and I have nothing to show for, I only spend 200 euros for myself, and that's for shoes, clothes and some blood tests.

I abandoned uni, I don't have a degree, I work a warehouse job, I can't lose weight so I can finally be content with my body. I twenty fucking six now. I never had a real relationship with a woman. I have only a handful of friend who I don't even see often. My gym is closed on weekends. My lifts don't go up despite being a novice.

so

>how are you holding up Jow Forums?
no so fucking well

no. You were this lucky, you almost made it.
Go out with her and this time cum deep inside and deep kiss her.

don't forget that we are always here for eachother

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Not well
>Currently in the midst of an episode of anxiety, causing all my other problems to be magnified
>Job that I hate closed for a couple weeks, swore I'd never go back, but have gotten zero calls back from all the resumes I put out, so I know I'll have to go back
>Feel incredibly lonely and isolated; whenever I message friends to make plans, they always give me the "not right now, maybe later" and later never comes. Haven't hung out with anyone or socialized in several weeks.
>At start of New Year, told myself that this was the year I was gonna finally hit my fitness goals. I changed my diet, started lifting more, but have no noticeable physical changes to show for it
>Starting to feel like age is catching up with me. Hairline receding, old injuries nagging more regularly
>Losing motivation to want to do anything anymore
>Don't even have the extra cash to run to my therapist

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not that guy but social isolation is truly the worst thing humanly possible to happen to a person and that guy's post is very typical of the positive feedback loop of misery it causes

>somehow get socially isolated
>have no one to do stuff with so all you do is stay at home
>since you don't go anywhere you can't meet people to make friends/girlfriend
>since you don't meet people you have horrible social skills
>because you have horrible social skills, even when you are around people you can't connect with them
>get more depressed and miserable, which makes your social skills/personality worse, which keeps you away from people, etc

>>Don't even have the extra cash to run to my therapist
I remember once I was so desperate I was calling the government-provided therapist office in my area. They never picked up the fucking phone lol. My country is such a fucking shithole.

prob

Dude, don't take anything old people say to heart. They probably just think any young guy is handsome or have that grandmotherly "oh my grandson is so handsome!" thing. I have the same situation as you

>work in a hospital, half of the building is a nursing facility where old people live
>get frequently told by the old women there how I'm very nice and handsome (especially since I started keeping a beard like 6 months ago) and the same shit old women say to you and everyone else
>autistic 27 khv, literally never been complimented in any way by any girl near my age ever

Your follow-up where you say "why don't girls my age say this" and then say how girls don't talk to you or look at you or want to be around you and you've barely even talked to any in your life shows you are just an autistic incel like me.

sounds like your average grand mother

>Measured height for drivers license with shoes on
>6'3"
>go through my life thinking I'm 6'3"
>measure recently with shoes off
>just under 6'2"
idk but this has been fucking with my head recently.
I want to remeasure standing as straight as possible.

Bad. My first girlfriend dumped me on the Corpus Christi day. At work it's not that bad but the weekends weigh on me heavily. I loved her. It just doesn't make sense. Two days before she was sending me hearts and saying she wishes I was there. It just doesn't make sense, and it hurts
youtube.com/watch?v=Pj6Q0xRW5bQ

>Two days before she was sending me hearts and saying she wishes I was there
she did that because she lied to herself and didn't want to hurt your feelings.
Prbly stopped loving you a long time ago.
You will get a new and better gf.
First gf is only for testing how it feels

...

I can't believe it. Maybe if I had continued going to my therapist. How could I let this slip away from me?
What if don't find anyone and just die alone, abandoned, with only the memories of the happier days to torture me

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If you haven't had sex yet your a noob. If you haven't fucked by the 3rd date your a bitch.

So I fucked up hard. I met a girl a couple of months ago at a social gathering, and we hit it off really well (at this point I hadn't yet fallen for her, we just had fun, joked around, but I directed most of my attention to an old friend). The next time we met, we warmed up to each other some more and then something happened: while talking about some inane bullshit, we got lost in each others eyes. It's really hard to describe: while talking, I suddenly became hyper aware of her eyes, and we were both speechless for a couple of seconds (or less? or more? seemed like an eternity). After this I realized how attracted I am to her (and not just in a sexual manner) and she also started to display the signs of attraction: giggling, higher pitched voice, smiling all the time, putting her hand on me, everything. Now here comes the fuck-up: due to a series of convenient excuses that I could hide behind to cover up for my lack of balls, I didn't act on my instinct. During the following meet-ups she made a few feeble attempts, but I continued to act disinterested and she grew increasingly cold and distant. To make matters worse, later on I started acting like a full blown beta orbiter. How do I unfuck myself.

it would probably help if you stopped being a miserable turbo autist

I know isolation trust me. I moved around most of my life, state to state, every summer I was locked in the house for months straight because my mother was crazy, I graduated highschool with no friends and spent every night at home.
At 23yrs I started talking to people instead of just sitting in class. Didn't make any friends, but I got a TA job at my college where I basically got paid to talk with the students. Ending up making a couple friends, lots of acquaintances, and met my girlfriend. Every single day I was scared, but I kept trying. I remember asking my gf out and being surprised when she said yes. Almost backed out the first date because I was scared. Then when she agreed to a second one, I almost backed again because I realized I was going to get a gf. Then I reached this epiphany that I didn't want to be alone anymore and everyday I have to fight it because part of me feels like it would be so much easier to just go back to my little hole and not have to worry about all this.
tldr; realize that you're alone because you're a scared little bitch and life isn't going to change unless you do

Feeling a bit discouraged with how slow of a process it is. I want those abs so bad and I can barely see them and they look pretty pathetic. I’ve been lifting consistently for about three months and for some reason it feels like longer. Just gonna keep plugging away

WHEN you move on bro

is this a donnie darko meme?

>start regularly lifting again
>slowly pulling my life together again
>still little to no friends but that's ok
>generally feel pretty good most days
>timeforbed.png
>still miss her
>cry myself to sleep
Eventually I'll be strong enough to carry muh own feels, keep strong lads.

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>At start of New Year, told myself that this was the year I was gonna finally hit my fitness goals. I changed my diet, started lifting more, but have no noticeable physical changes to show for it

Either you're lying to us and yourself or you dont understand how to eat and lift. Or both

please go back to plebbit, no one uses that language here besides you idiot that got lost and left that cancer site you karma whore on

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How many years of lifting til the
>tfw no gf
feel goes away?

if your friends are only around when youre drinking with them, then theyre not your friends

>mfw I just found that guy I looked up to in the gym turned in his natty card a year ago
Is there anyone real left?

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A coach is literally there to not give up on you. If he has truly given up on you then you should get a new one.

Feeling like shit right now. Bought a car two weeks ago, it broke down before i even got home. Dealership said they'd fix it but haven't done shit yet. And on top of that some faggot snuck through a window in my hotel room and stole my phone.

Not good. Got drunk and almost contacted my ex. It's been 5 years and it hasnt gotten any easier.

I'm doing alright lads. Work has been hard but good. Training has been going well. I think a chick at work is mirin.

Around when you're 35-37

t. 37 year old boomer