Do you think there are any Jow Forumsbro’s that are no longer with us? How many of them have overdosed on /fraud/...

what did he do?

Hello Mr. Krabs.

Depression is hitting me harder than usual and every day I want to just end it all
On the plus side I hit a new PR on my bench press the other day, on my birthday no less! Felt nice since no one else knew it was my birthday

I remember a few years ago circa 2015-16 there was a guy who posted on a thread here as he was dying of a DNP overdose

Does anyone else remember that?

Good for you, mate. And best wishes, even if it's a bit late. It's my birthday today and I'm going to be trying lmao4pl8 diddly.

I live in a town house by myself and I had set up a noose in the stairwell, he asked me what it was when he obviously already knew and suggested we go for a drive, and he took me back to his and my mom's house, and then we had a small meal and him and mom drove me to the hospital for emergency suicide intervention. It was actually extremely helpful, surprisingly.

your dad's alright

Fixed that blackpilled shit bro

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Yeah and don't forget the 2008 or 2009 vitamin k overdose.

You made it more blackpill tho

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You ok bro?

For people who always post “nobody remembered my bday” you should always ask yourself, do you remember other’s? I secretly put the birthdays of people I know onto my calendar as soon as I learn them, and I never fail to get happy birthdays in return.

The original one should’ve ended at “lifting for no reason at all”

....the what?

That's what social media is for. I got a shitton of messages, even from people I haven't spoken to in years. I do the same, message people when I get a notification.

Yeah, I'll be fine. Just a hard few weeks.

The most meaningful ones are from people you know though and not because social media reminded them

I'm probably going to be one of those bros soon desu
>born three months early, resulting in a ton of bullshit
>partly undeveloped lungs, meaning my lung capacity is absolutely fucked
>asthma
>shitty ligaments, meaning absolutely zero core strength and my limbs feel weird (think right before you crack your knuckles but on a much larger scale and nonstop)
>poor circulation, retarded purple/blue undertone to extremities
>pectus carinatum
>hypermobility
>fractured my L1 last year, meaning that my back is constantly in muscular pain even though my nerves are fine and I've been banned from running, martial arts and lifting any weight above 10kg
>crippling depression and insecurity
>no job, applications keep getting rejected
>overqualified for retail and way underqualified for actual work
>want to become a spook since it's what I've studied and about the only thing I'm interested in, but LEO/military service is basically a prereq, I can't do either of those
>parents treat me like an invalid while constantly being on my fucking back for not having a job
>almost 22
Life is just such a fucking struggle all of the time and I can't get at all Jow Forums which is the first thing people suggest for depression, it feels like I've just been weighed down with a constant sense of hopelessness and bitterness for almost two years now

Why do you want people to know your birthday though?

I don’t care about mine, I just like surprising them that I remembered their birthday.

>spent my teens being pro athlete chad who scored chicks
>flunked college and ate food to cope with shit life
>haven't had sex/been single for 4 years now
>complete fat piece of shit with no motivation
>tried killing myself twice but strangers stopped me
>turning 32 in a few months

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a /fraud/bro is no bro of mine.

Good riddance if they die.

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TYVD kept telling kids to take vitamin k and one overdosed on it and died

Of course, but I’d like to think that they’re still here shitposting with the rest of us. Even if you’re all just voices in my head it’s comforting knowing I’m not the only autist in the gym and that at some point we’ve crossed paths, whether youre gone now or not.

Went from black pill to edgy neo nazi tier. Being an authoritarian statist isn’t cool no matter how much tankies and socialists are begging for a good curb stomping

>overqualified for retail and way underqualified for actual work
I felt that one dude. And your journey sounds tough. It really does. While fitness can't be a part of your life, maybe reading can. There are countless books about both the beauty and horrors of life. Go for walks outside and experience this world. We never know we're in the good ol' days until they're over.

I was in a similar position though like an idiot I just recovered in bed. Started squating in high school doing quarter reps because I didn't know any better. At one point loaded up 2pl8 while wobbily as fuck. Hit near parallel by accident and put my all into getting it back up and hear a pop. Could barely move for 3months and useless for about 9 more. But now about 8 years later I do landscaping and am doing great I still feel it in the wrong position but coming from not knowing if Id ever diddly its a big step. Probably the best thing I did for it was a summer of interlocking carrying stacks of bricks brought back the muscle strength