It’s all so pointless

we’re all gonna make it brah

Based.

At least you aren’t a manlet born with a receding hairline abused by parents and with tintinnitus since 8.
Maybe you with therapy can escape those feels

The pain only sucks when you focus on it. Do a little bit at a time to fix your shit and throw yourself into it. You know what you have to fix and how to fix it, even if it's hard and it doesn't seem to get better. You will wake up one morning and realize that you don't want to end it any more.

t. ex-suicidal

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Tbh reading these posts have made me tear up in a way I haven't in months because I remember how fucked it is to feel that way,
Was depressed for years and only outgrew my depression not even a year ago. Stay fighting Jow Forums Bros

I believe in you

The worst part is when your own parents have seen how terrible of a life you've lived and yet still somehow ask why you're so miserable and depressed all the time

Have a personal relationship with Jesus. It is good.

>outgrew my depression

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If you keep fighting and try to improve yourself, you can get to a point where you can manage the way you feel and start to feel other things again. It took me about a decade, but I also tried drugs before I tried actually dealing with my shit.

I've got your back, user

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This. I had the same epiphany today. On paper, as of today, I'm literally just working. Lifting. Eating. And working more. Paying off debt. It all seemed so pointless after a while. Until I got back in touch with God. I don't have a pointless life and neither do you. When Jesus went on the cross He had people's destinies in mind. Their purpose. Cmon man He wouldn't die for something not worth while. He died so you could live through Him. He's eternal man. Maybe you could get to know Him and that way you can live again. It literally took me years until I had gotten out of my own way and hard heartedness to hear Holy Spirit talk to me about this. So relax man. Grow in Him, you'll have nothing to worry about :) Cheers.

Hey user

I know I'm just some random fag on the internet but please listen

Depression won't go away out of nowhere, it might never even fully go away.

There's so much you can do to make your life better.

The first step to a better life is bettering yourself

Miracles don't exist so stop hoping for one.

Start taking care of yourself, clean your room, quit caffeine, go to sleep at an acceptable time, start working out, find a long lasting goal, get a hobby, face your fears and stop giving a fuck etc.

The key to happiness to constantly to work on yourself and be better version everyday. You are the person in control so shut the fuck up and take care of yourself you pussy.

Well done op you have learned the truth.
To live is to suffer.
You must learn to harness that suffering.
It will make you strong.

Something that I don't like discussing is how much this outlook on life disgusts me. It reeks of a sort of existential narcissism where it's like all of reality isn't good enough for you. The entitlement of needing a purpose in life...
Maybe I've never been depressed but it's such a rotten way to look at the world.

Feel you user, I've been there too
Read pic related, it helped me out

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Use the same emotion you wrote this post with to pray to God. Ask Him to cure your autism and low IQ, to make you a normal healthy human being and to show that He loves you

>21-25 age bracket of doomers
fify

great pasta
it has potential to lure out the suicidal incels

youtube.com/watch?v=eVTXPUF4Oz4
OP dis u

r/Cringe

We’re all gonna make it brah.

Thanks OP, i was feeling down but your thread makes me feel like my psychological state is fucking dasies and roses. LOL I'm glad I'm not as fucked up as you. Must suck. God damn it's good to not be this depressed. FUCK YOU

He's right you faggot.

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LOL at quoting American Psycho. You fuck wad, you aren't disconnected, you're just edgy. Take some LSD and hug a puppy. If you still feel disconnected then just fucking off yourself, but you won't because you aren't emotionally muted, just an edgy cuck teen. Your balls will job eventually, just stop being so much of a shit, go out, get some sun, and stop mastruating all day.

Welcome to hell, first time here?

Man speaks the truth

Have you tried antidepressant medication? They actually work for some people.

i'd like to get PIED, if you know what i mean

>tfw OCD and anxiety is holding my life hostage

What do? Does therapy even work?

I remember being exactly like this 2 years ago. Whining and self sorrow. I went in the army for a little over a year and now I just feel neutral and always push forward

Stop thinking youre weak faggot, go drink a coffee and get some vit d

PS I bet youre a fucking neet either have to much freetime

we’re all gonna make it brah

this

not him but that wasn't an American Psycho quote you fucking babbling cretin

Bro you're fine just find something good better than yourself and myself and live for that. Like the Lord, he is better then us all and he wants us to live everyday and love others like ourselves to show kindness, and to love him with all our heart, mind, soul and strength. Before I was in a kind of similar place and the Lord got me out of it. He gave me a purpose, a life to live by, he gave me an understanding of love, how to be kind, how to think about others more than myself, and how to never give up even when evil is saying I can't do something. Anyway love you user, you will make this life into a peaceful one once you accept him

Stop using aluminum

go to sleep masTer

You pathetic excuse for a human being, someone should put you out of your misery

we're all gonna make it brah

op, since this is a depressive thread, i want to vent up for a bit too.
i've been lifting for 5 years and i feel exactly like you. i'm tired of having to take more than 600mg to be able to lift, i'm tired of eating, fucking tired of everything.
today was the day i officially died. i'm not going to eat, i won't lift, not going to do anything anymore.
the feels is too heavy for me to lift it, i tried to do a 1rm, failed, and there's nobody to spot me and take the feels out of me.
it was a nice journey fit, i won't kill myself but i just can't do this anymore.

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Who the fuck cares about other people. You can't even be sure if they exist outside of your imagination
Leave humanity behind

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>I have literally nothing to live for
You have a few options.
>1
Join the military
Personally, I'd go for coast guard, since I like the idea of rescuing people.
Worry for nothing but following orders, and gain friends that will last a lifetime. If you don't have any siblings, you will learn what its like to have brothers, love em or hate em.
>2
Join a firefighting department
If you want to leave the house, become a forest firewatch and live in seclusion. Spend your days looking at wilderness and reading/writing. However, this job is seasonal.
>3
Off yourself.
You consider all your options and decide for yourself that whatever joy you might experience will not outweigh the suffering and/or existential void you currently find yourself in.

Good luck user.

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>I can’t even cry anymore. I have literally nothing to live for, I’ve failed everything, I can’t connect with other people, can’t maintain eye contact, can’t perform basic tasks. I’m worthless swine, lifting never made a single fucking difference, I don’t feel happier after lifting, I don’t feel anything.
>I think my body is killing all my emotions because it knows it has completely failed. It’s trying to get me to just lay down and die without any struggle. I wake up, I speak to no one, I have no energy or drive to even get a glass of water, I have no interest in doing anything. I see the threads on here about kids chasing girls or feeling insecure about this or that, and they consider themselves abnormal, but if they’re weird or abnormal, what in the fuck am I? I don’t think I can comprehend the extent of my disconnect from the people around me, nobody wants me around and nobody has ever wanted me around. Life is pure hell, I don’t know why I’m still alive. I think I’m in hell.

Sick facepull pic, dude!

At the very least you know you're a mess. Now, stand up, drink some water and hit the gym. Eat. Get yourself into trouble. Try to do dangerous stuff, get into exciting situations.
Do this and you will recover.

Were all gonna make it brah

I am literally the OP except I have ONE driving force left.

To gank twitch thots in World of Warcraft.

That's it.

>babbling cretin

kys

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Kill yourself redditfag

for me is videogames, religion and gains

>Try to do dangerous stuff, get into exciting situations.
>Do this and you will recover.
what should I do? please help

great rebuttal there mongoloid, such an impressively articulate boy

Get off Jow Forums and development a relationship with God. I'm not kidding. You have simply succumbed to the nihilist toxicity that spending 6+ hours a day on the internet builds up in you.

Get outside, start developing your life and inner strength and stop wallowing in self pity. Everyone has it hard, but it is your decision to do something about it right now

>Get outside
...and then what?

I can relate OP. Life is feeling more and more hopeless, and more like a Purgatory,.

kay bye

MORE FACEPULLS YOUR HIGHNESS?

Sometimes I just feel an empty hole in my chest and can go on about the motions of the day like a robot but today it really hurts and I cant stop hurting. It hurts being no one and having nothing to live for. Everytime I try to do my best I just fail or do a mediocore job at best. Everyone around me seems to thrive, seems to get jobs, approval, has talent, looks good or is just a strong character able to bear all the mishappenings in their life with a smile. What even am I? Why was I even created if I cant even play a role in this world. I will forever be stuck in a unsignificant job every other person on this world could take over. My efforts to get fit are now stuck in the same place since 3 years since at times I am just too tired of life or too sad to move my ass to the gym. I never had friends. Never will have. I am too behind on social skills. I have literally no hobbys. Nothing brings me joy and I have no energy to spend any significant time to aquire a new skill or learn a new sport/insturment/whateverthefuck. I have nothing going for me and it is all my fault. I know it wholeheartedly. I could have some friends if I didnt choose excessive vidya in my teens and if I werent so snobbish about the whole party and drinking back then. Now I get upset whenever I hear loud music and laughter blasting from my neighbors apartment and I cry sometimes. I could get my ass up and put my whole heart into my work and maybe I would get a chance to get out of this shithole but I am too cowardly and too tired to even try. Same with fitness and the gym. I know its all my fault. I just want to die already and yet I am too tired to kill myself.

what's wrong with caffeine?

we're all gonna make it brah

Kek

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okay teenager.

All you really need in life is good health. If something else bothers you just stop giving a shit. It won't kill you. Problem solved.

I wish I could go back in time. And don't associate with minus people. I had a taste of the real world. It's a scary place out there.

I wish I could go to blissful ignorance again.

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Where there was nature and earth, life and water, I saw a desert landscape that was unending, resembling some sort of crater, so devoid of reason and light and spirit that the mind could not grasp it on any sort of conscious level and if you came close the mind would reel backward, unable to take it in. It was a vision so clear and real and vital to me that in its purity it was almost abstract. This was what I could understand, this was how I lived my life, what I constructed my movement around, how I dealt with the tangible. This was the geography around which my reality revolved: it did not occur to me, ever, that people were good or that a man was capable of change or that the world could be a better place through one’s own taking pleasure in a feeling or a look or a gesture, of receiving another person’s love or kindness. Nothing was affirmative, the term “generosity of spirit” applied to nothing, was a cliche, was some kind of bad joke. Sex is mathematics. Individuality no longer an issue. What does intelligence signify? Define reason. Desire- meaningless. Intellect is not a cure. Justice is dead. Fear, recrimination, innocence, sympathy, guilt, waste, failure, grief, were things, emotions, that no one really felt anymore. Reflection is useless, the world is senseless. Evil is its only permanence. God is not alive. Love cannot be trusted. Surface, surface, surface, was all that anyone found meaning in…this was civilization as I saw it, colossal and jagged…

we're all gonna make it brah

>no pleasure from lifting
>body hurts all the time
>no pleasure from fucking
>no pleasure from sports
>no pleasure from parties
>no pleasure from conversation
>no pleasure from video games
>no pleasure from art or music
>no pleasure from religious activities
>sleep apnea ruins my sleep
>genetics are all fucked up
>low test
I've long since given up on doing things for pleasure. I force myself to do things every day in the hopes of self-improvement, and sometimes I trick myself into thinking I've made progress. Really the only difference between the me of now and the me of 4 years ago is that I've come to terms with the fact that I'll never kill myself.

Thanks for reading my blogpost

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we're all gonna make it

brah

Hop on teh roids brah

...

>I see the threads on here about kids chasing girls or feeling insecure about this or that, and they consider themselves abnormal, but if they’re weird or abnormal, what in the fuck am I?
>nobody wants me around and nobody has ever wanted me around
>I don’t feel anything
i know that feel man, i know it all too well

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/fraud/s don't seem happier than anyone else on Jow Forums. idk, maybe i would be better off if i could get prescribed test

Scream with all the air in your lungs: "God, please, show me that you love me, make me a normal healthy person!"

This will be your test of faith, I promise you God will answer

Im serious, ask Him to cure you of your health issues

i feel like everyone on Jow Forums should get a job in the service industry. first it stop you from browsing this shithole for 15 h/day since youre working. second it forces you to interact with a lot of people every day

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we’re all gonna make it brah

Seems like a lot of people feel this way! I have to wonder if our society intentionally cultivates this total hopelessness, and if so, who benefits?

literally read about alienation

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Don't worry brah, we're all gonna make it!

It gets better man. I’ve always lived with that doubt but you learn to control it and shut it down. Work out. Do stuff that makes you happy. Do stuff that makes you feel confident. Don’t base your worth on women. Base it on yourself and your core beliefs. If you don’t like yourself then change yourself. It sounds cliche but you do need to love yourself first. We’re all gonna make it

>responding to a man’s spiritual alienation
>posts a materialist

leftypol scrub

>capitalism crush the human spirit for profit
>looool why you post the biggest critic of capitalism
dumb Jow Forumsposter

Surely rewarding people equally despite doing different labor of very unequal importance will keep people spirited to do more
Post body

>m-muh pay
based retard
addres the point about alienation. or you could try with another ad hom

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He clearly said that marx is a materialist and has no answer to spiritual alienation. Which is true. If not, please enlighten us

>critic of capitalism
Marx was a libertarian, he wanted to use capitalism to accelerate it's own collapse with promises about how you won't be alienated once it's happened

we're all going to make it bra

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marx's_theory_of_alienation#Alienation_of_the_worker_from_their_product
job+religion used to be fullfulling enough for the average guy the first got fucked by taylor and ford while the latter got fucked by consumerism
being a blacksmith doing metalcraft is rewarding because you have to use your brain and experience to actually do something while neing barely above a bot (not for long) in an assembly line is not. modern life is shit for at least 8 h/day+commuting and not compatible with how humans evolved. this is why so many workers just wait for friday/saturday to drink their wage
i dont care about marx solutions but his critics were spot on

were all gonna make it brah

You're mentally ill if you don't eat raw meat