Maybe some guys remember me. I've shared my mega archive with all kind of sig&fit relates files around 4 months ago. I've reworked it now, sorted it a little bit and added new files.
PLEASE read the readme.txt for more information and the purpose of it.
I would love to get some feedback with what to change, if it is useful for you or just a simple "thank you user". If I can improve at leat one anons life with this, I am happy.
>moved out >moved countries >got job >running 5000meters in 3 weeks >lost double digit figures in weight >been telling people about Pi Network, a free mobile app you can get and start mining cryptocurrency
>Moved to a new city for a job >Biding my time until I can move back home in 2 years Want to go home to see my friends and family as a new person
Kevin Robinson
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Leo Barnes
>be me, changing my life for the better these last few years >injure myself so have to take a break from the gym >ask myself why I even work towards the things I am spending so much time and effort achieving
It just feels like I have to prove something to myself. I am so unsure if it makes me happy, when I look back I feel a sense of pride towards my achievements but then again it also feels so pointless. Also noticed I am becoming more reckless with age as opposed to my peers who are always so worried. Maybe my mental state is just fucked but I really stopped giving a fuck about many things.
>Born in a middle class family >father is philosopher >I was always smart, and my father didn't care about my education he cared more about increasing my social intelligence >since childhood he always puts me in difficult social situations and leaves me >he forced me to work every summer in different jobs (retail, construction, elderly homes...) >forced me to learn martial arts and to start lifting by the age of 17 >grow up to do chemistry in the university, score the best in class with very high social skills that helped me a lot >study in another country with my gf >gf of 7 years cheats on me and leaves me >fell in a heavy depression and all alone in the new country >stopped lifting >started masturbating more and more to porn >became lazy, unfocused, unmotivated and a very weak memory >grades start to go very low >lose my social skills I don't care about the bitch that left me, but the thing I regret the most is that I tried to forget her by masurbating to porn, it ruined me and destroyed my life and all my father built for years. Now I'm addicted to porn like alcohol, I tried to leave it many times, but it's hard
Yesterday morning I was thinking about my life 5 years ago, and what I would do differently if I could achieve the common "go back in time with your current knowledge" hypothetical scenario. I had career, social, and lifestyle plans/agendas to help build the best path for success - in contrast with my current stagnating self. I realized that to truly maximize my hypothetical gains, I'd need to put in great amounts of effort even while knowing the future. This is no different from the stresses of today, continuous work and dedicated efforts are needed to excel, and go beyond the normie adequacy. This little epiphany helped light a fire under my ass and think about the links between my work and my goals, and establish a game plan for weekly progress towards them.
Pushing towards a goal feels a lot more rewarding when you understand the impacts of your efforts.
If you're having trouble breaking the habit, then just tell yourself "in an hour". You can trick yourself into thinking that you'll still get it, when the urge to fap will probably subside by then. The first day is the trickiest, then it gets exponentially easier.
Aiden Brooks
you need a friend
Jaxon Turner
Your sacrifice will pay next to the rewards. There's no meaning besides achieving what you want to achieve and experiencing what you want to experience.
Think of all the hopeless wrecks out there. And I'm not just talking about the disabled or the homeless. I'm talking about the 9-5ers who who work 10 hours of unpaid over time. The people who live their whole lives asleep. On autopilot. Just going through the motions. Do you want to join them? Or rise above?
Kinda the same honestly. Last year I had the opportunity to live out of my car for a little and realized how many stupid things I was concerned about. I'm now 26 and heavily considering going into business for myself. I job hopped as a youngen so my resume is screwed but at this point I almost don't care. I've gotten screwed over and abused by enough companies to where I'm at the point that it's almost time to make that change. I even frankly stopped being overly PC at work just to keep my job. I don't give a rip if you dont like what I said I only want the truth so we can improve this world at least a little before we die. If that offends you buzz off.
Ayden Nelson
pic related, link below
almost finished this audio book. The mind is a goal striving machine and as long as you feed it the correct input (as powerful as the mind is it cannot discern between good input and bad input) you can develop new habits, become disciplined, bounce back from setbacks, reframe failures, process trauma...the list is endless. I plan to buy this book and go through it again to highlight passages of note.
its a rather gay site but its helped me a lot in terms of recovering from porn addiction, its habitica.
you set up tasks you must do daily, and then set up weekly/monthly 'habits'. you get tokens for said tasks which you can use for whatever you choose. video games, youtube, etc etc. it will help train your brain again to form habits by making you be productive to gain the reward of your labor. its not for everyone i suppose but it certainly is helping me. im only using it until i can do this on my own volition. its like training wheels
warning: it tries to mix in geek/nerd culture but ignore it. has a lot of 'rpg in real life' elements that i hate but it works great as a task manager
>final year of med school >up to this point been half assing it, still getting decent grades but low drive and motivation, always been pretty dysthymic or full-on depressed >suddenly get massive burst of motivation and pick up old hobbies again >revising more >mood is great >even want to go clubbing with mates - avoided it in the past due to social fear
Am I just bipolar? No delusions of grandeur so if I am I'm hypomanic at most. Could be cyclothymia?
Best case scenario I'm out of my rut that had lasted nine years.
Gavin Fisher
>really sure I was sexually involved with more than one woman around age 7-8 >have leads on their identities >want to inquire to people who knew us at the time >don't want to make baseless, unverifiable accusations of people being pedophiles Help me well intentioned anonymous internet users. What should I do?
Leo Moore
I'd let it go. That's presumably at least 10 years ago. Why live in the past. Why let someone elses mess up affect your life. Vengeance is a bitter seed and it takes life of the one who seeks it.
Lincoln Ortiz
I have 2 reasons:
1. Some of these memories are really fucked up and I'd like some kind of external verification to prove to myself I'm not making it all up or crazy 2. I was love with one of them and have accidentally fallen back in love since recovering my memory of her
Juan Garcia
What a good father you had. You owe it to him to fix yourself.
Connor Cook
If you have been together 7 years and you haven't popped the question, you're wasting her fertile years and asking to be cheated on.
