It's really hitting me hard now. I just spent hours watching some crazy shit porn and after i ejaculated i fucking started balling fucking crying my eyes out! I sorta want to delete all my porn stash but i realized i spent so much dedicated time into this i have a strong seemingly unbreakable emotional connection to this shit and it's making me conflicted on this decision.
I've been watching porn since 2011 and i feel awful for how this has corrupted me and had so much impact during my most crucial developmental years!!!
I used to wanma do the same thing but was unable to because if my emotional ties to it, but i did eventually. Just fucking donit user, its hard but it helps a ton.
Carson Reyes
what kinda shit u watch tho? >and had so much impact during my most crucial developmental years!!! u probably would have turned out similarly. thats what i think about myself at least, i was always going to be a fucking autismo retard
Jacob Scott
jacking off is your only form of exercise so you post this trash in fit?
>emotional ties >to porn Surely you see the problem in this Delete this now. Including emptying your recycle bin
Samuel Long
Link some of it. Ill be the judge.
Cooper Clark
this
Eli Gutierrez
why do bros save porn? its all on the internet and theres too much for rewatches
Justin Torres
You should quit user, this habit has clearly become unhealthy for you. Fapping is extremely addictive, people dont really talk about it because its culturally accepted but it is harder to quit than hard drugs. It fucks with the chemicals in your brain and makes you super dependent on dopamine, and also fucks with your ideas on normal, natural sex. It will be tough user but you should quit, it will be one of the best things you have ever done for yourself
Camden Carter
Idk...autism? Ocd?
I do it myself never understood why
Jaxon Rivera
>I've been played like a fool! FUCK YOU LUCIFER!!! lucifer isn't real, the only one to blame for your problems is yourself. No excuses
I can't speak for op but i know that people like myself can have porn stashed on the internet without it being saved/downloaded.
Like having a playlist on pornhub or shit like that
Connor Wright
more choice, higher quality >too much for rewatches not if you find some really excellent stuff
Mason Fisher
Read "Porn and Masculinity" if you are worried about its impact on your life. It should make quitting easier.
Some of the arguments feel weak, but it will make you think.
Chase Jenkins
This is why i say nofap is a meme. Look at op. There is no saving someone like him. Either kill yourself or just keep going. Once a junkie moves to heroin daily its pretty much accepted his life will never be ok again. Even if he gets clean
Ive been trying to quit for 10 years now. The longer you wait the more difficult it becomes. Quit now. Im on day 4 now, this time i'll break free
Henry Young
Learn to use the ole fashion spank bank(in your mind)
Tyler Baker
I had a usb filled with pics and vids of girls I've fucked, ended up throwing it away, I sometimes miss it but no point leaving shit to be found, which it did and deleted it off their computer
