/friday night/

Everyone is a former shell of themselves. Why would I want to go see people who reflect back my own mediocrity. We were once bright eyed and bushy tailed but now we just go through the motion each day get it over with and start the next.

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My father had his birthday, man got way drunk, obnoxious, but I better enjoy it before he's gone. I was in a restaurant down on the shore, all the hostesses were tall and cute, was sort of like heaven. Asked the Mexican dishwasher in Spanish if any were single but he didn't know. Flirted all the same, it's all in fun. I've been in a strange place lately, been feeling like I've been dead for a while, since I lost my first love. Life has become more of a surreal place, like a bonus round, like borrowed time or the last loaned dollars being kicked around on a green felt table, staying in the game but God only knows for how long. The big show is done, now that interlude in between acts is all that can be immersed in.

At least I have the best lifts of my life right now.

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Just to suffer.

Something to look at between the drinks

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Is there anything worse than having the dedication and passion to write but you ADD?

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crap fag

Girl who curved me three times finally wants me, bitter sweet feels tn

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Friday is cheat meal (dinner with wife) and rest day.
Saturday morning is full body workout.

Friday night is calm before the storm.

didn't even remember it was friday

im recovering from a bender rn

Enjoy your hike user.

Pull this dick lmao

>no friends near me
> dont drink
> dont smoke weed
what else is there to do

I want a strong qt but I don't want a woman stronger than I am. So, naturally, I'm here to get stronger.

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i dont have any friends or a job so i'm binge watching gravity falls and browsing Jow Forums and various discord servers

>soccer tournament this weekend i referee in
>12 games
>gonna be mid 90s temperature both days

im gonna die

I have no friends.

Classes at my uni got suspended for a month and a half and they just returned. That month and a half I behaved like a beast. Now I'm trying to rehabilitate.

I now got a gf so my trips to the massage salon are over.
Why live when I cannot spend two hours of my salary on getting jerked off my cuties?

because im a friendless incel loser who is miserable every waking moment of my life, and that misery shows in everything i do, which makes people not like me because i exude misery and unfriendliness

>be insomniac due to stress/depression
>slowly losing my mind because of it
>get fired from my job
>fuckthis.jpg
>go on a long vacation
>sleeping better than ever
>get home
>slowly regressing
>last night laid awake in bed until 2am after being asleep before midnight every night for almost 2 months
I don't want another wage slave job, but I can't escape my mom's plastic suburban hellhole of a house without income. What do, lads?

You after saying that

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what are you doing regularly?

Cool. Wanna be friends?

Because I am squatting instead of going out. Drinks and night life is fleeting, squats are eternal.

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Lifting
and... uh...
lifting...

What’s your favorite book, movie, song, and anime?

I do

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How do I contact you, bruh?

Not him
>book
The Trial by Franz Kafka
>movie
Hairspray and Kill Bill
>song
State of Grace and This Love (both Taylor Swift)
>anime
Hyouka and Uchouten Kazoku

>work in hospital
>slim qt boss carries this little pouch around with some stuff in it like pens, tape measure, etc, sort of like a fanny pack on her waist
>today is like "hey user what if i wore this like this haha"
>i turn around and she has it wrapped around her small chest
>get all flustered "haha uh well that shouldnt go there"
>she says "well it would be much easier to access haha"
>i say "thats not all that would be easier to access" and she laughs

guys do i try to fuck

>moved to a new city for job
>currently living at an airbnb which I hate because I feel weird walking into someone else’s home at all hours of the day/night
>stressed as fuck trying to find an apartment and starting training at work
>don’t want to get a gym membership before I get an apartment because again I don’t want to intrude on the hosts at 11 PM
>laying in bed because I spent eight hours at starbucks trying to call apartments expecting to get a tour today but after calling nearly twenty I have one tour on Monday

Fuck bros I just want a goddamn apartment why don’t these faggots pick it up. Managing rentals has got to be the easiest fucking job but I’ve yet to talk to someone who isn’t a complete retard or a total asshole

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Thanks for taking the time user. Don’t have much in common here but I do like The Trial.

Reading this has convinced me to finally work up the courage to go out, get a gun and shoot myself in the head

was what i said that cringy

What the fuck did you mean by that last line?

Just to suffer

>watching my underaged cousins
Nice

Snort creatine

just got out of wage enslavement

It's 6am on a satursay, I wasn't here last night. I was in the gym.

a girl has something wrapped around her tits and says "hey user what if i wore it like this, this stuff would be so much easier to access!" and you respond "thats not all that would be easier to access" and add this on to the end

youtube.com/watch?v=kUQrq07NQeM

what do you think i meant

Based

Yeah I know you mean her tits but the person who’s accessing her pouch is her, it’s not like other people are reaching for it.

To be honest I only said The Trial because I don't read much and that book, while being super stressful to read, has left the longest impression on me out of all that I've read. What do you like, user? I don't mind discovering a few new things to like this weekend. If anything, I do recomend you listen to the two songs I mentioned, they're not at all the style you expect from Taylor Swift.

>see co-worker for 10 minutes during shift changes
>she randomly follows me on instagram
>shows me a meme at work
>send her one through DM's
>we start talking and sending each other random funny pictures online
>this goes on for 3 days now
>we've never had a 1 on 1 proper conversation irl yet

Should I stop? Keep going? I'm curious about her and would like to ask her to hang out but if I fail then everyone at work will probably know and I'll be outed as the autist that I am.

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is this really a thing?

gee thanks

This is so intensely millenial. Cute.

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For me it would be
>Book
The Conspiracy Against the Human Race
>Movie
Synecdoche New York or American Psycho
>Song
The Usher by Subrosa, or Cirice by Ghost
>Anime
Hunter x Hunter or Fate/Zero

I guess I’m pretty indecisive. I’ll listen to those songs bro, thanks for the recommendation.

I’ve been texting this girl from tinder just about every day since December and we’ve only met four times. I like the dynamic because at any given point we could just ghost each other but for now, we just talk and meme it up

I had the night off work.

I’m already done working out and already prepped dinner for tonight when gf gets home and breakfast for tomorrow.

Already did some reading and listened to some podcasts. House is clean. Cat is asleep.

Comfy in my robe browsing Jow Forums waiting for gf.

Only if you want big league gains.

Gay

because I just finished The Boys and I have no life or a gf anymore.
it was ok

I don’t care

>have an absolutely horrible life
>kissless virgin in my mid-late 20s, no friends for a decade, pathetic job, etc
>no motivation for anything in my life, miserable from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep, complete shut-in outside of that terrible job

>misery and unfriendliness radiate from my being which drives people away from me
>also kind of talkative and crack jokes and make people laugh a lot but still people keep distance from me
>know how toxic the way i act is to attracting people but do it anyway
>when i try to just be calm and quiet and in the background my coworkers literally have an intervention for me to find out whats wrong with me and why im so quiet and not joking around

my friends are ghosting me, lifts are stalling, my cut is stalling i couldn't lift today because of my lower back and it's 6am (euro) and i can't sleep.

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Because I'm in my late 20s and the 40+ contacts I used to reach out to on Friday nights a decade ago has shrunk to 3 or 4 and they're all busy.

I'm very tired of social anxiety. I know it's destroying my life. I'm 26 khv. I burned my leg with a lighter as negative reinforcement for talking myself out of going out albeit alone. I fasted 10 days cuz I spilled spaghetti when 2 girls tried to flirt with me at gym. Too afraid to ask doctor for medication cuz he gonna jew me into taking therapy.

Oh and to answer your question I'm a pussy.

I'll listen to those songs, might check out the movies if I have time. Tell me what you think of the songs after you listen.

Know my ex girlfriend I still feel for is getting dug out by a random guy

delet

Therapy isn’t a bad thing. Sounds like you need it.

Also, as a relative normie compared to most on this board, I’d just like to say I love seeing and talking to the random autist at the bar out alone.

>I’d just like to say I love seeing and talking to the random autist at the bar out alone.
fuck off you arrogant piece of shit. why, so you can make fun of him to your friends about what a loser he is

Some people just like being nice to people who seem like they need it.

You should try getting dug out by a random dude too

Nah. I go out alone more than I do with people and like chatting with people at the bar. It’s nice seeing autists come out of their shell after a few drinks. Had a lot of nice conversations this way.

No I don't need therapist. I know what is wrong with me and how to fix myself. The problem is that the solution drains me physically, mentally, and financially. Need a prescription to take away a majority of the symptom and I think I'll be good.
I've been out before alone. It's not bad some people tell you to fuck off and others want to fuck you to fuck them. I'm autistic tho and usually escape when conversation turns sexual.

After a long wait, I am finally taking motorcycle classes and lessons. Also my girlfriend and her son are here and I get to play daddy,

what if i just wanna get high man

Just listened to The Usher, didn't expect it to be 14 minutes but I managed. I say it's ok, not really my taste but I enjoyed having it on while browsing. I can see why you like it, though, I imagine driving at night with this song on is kinda relaxing, even after the pace changes at around 3 minutes in, I just don't know if it's something I'd actively listen to. About to listen to Cirice.

>synecdoche ny
Absolutely based

>implying unleashing the beast isn't the best high there is

I liked Cirice much more, sonically at least. Not really a fan of the visuals, but the song itself is pretty nice, and the guitar solo was pretty cool. This one might get stuck in my head for a while.

Yes. But if a girl is into you you can pretty much say whatever you want and succeed. You didn't go full retard but it was pretty cringe. Props on having the balls to even try make a move though that's a lot more than most. Hope it goes well for you user.

I have a nicer back than bane.
>feels good

Nice dude glad you had a good arm day.

Old habits die hard. Wife went to sleep early. I didn't want to play vidya or go to sleep so had a few pints of nitro stouts and played around with the weights i had.

Improved 1 exercise
Developed a new one
And rediscovered an ooooollldd one of mine from when I was in swimming.

3 exercises performed:
-Saturn V
-Dimensional kicks
And.....uncertain of name of this one...and its even difficult to explain....its like pulling yourself through space like an asteroid, or trying to gain as much speed as possible pulling yourself against ice.

I actually wrote detailed notes of each one this time and may draw them out crudely to illustrate if interested.

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I've finally made peace with the fact that out of the 30 or so friends that I have, probably only a couple of them actually are my friends. I will never be able to be in a relationship because of my complete disrespect of women. All I can do is date around and try and have fun. I've been lying to myself for years about these two things, and it has been holding me back.

I'm getting surgery for an injury soon. As soon as I am fully healed, I am going to bulk and not look back. My passion is in heavy weightlifting. I love it. Maybe I can find a way to make a job of it.

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What does curved mean? Rejected?
t.33 year old boomer

Based Xavier wojack

I'll be your friend man I have no friends either but for different reasons.

I like your kitteh.

She led him on, or pretended to show interest then rejected him for fun.

Thanks

what the fuck are you supposed to say when everything is cringe. this is why i dont bother talking to anyone.

not even these other guys are just mad incels

im finishing a 12pk of truly and my wife is a sleep while im wide awake with nothing to do