Poast anything.
god please let me out of my room let me learn to fight let me have some friends let me please oh please let me finally have the opportunity to train and take action for my people I hate this purgatory of Internet loneliness REEEEEEE
at least in systemspace I had some friends I could relate to
maybe a gf would be nice
Hate being alive. I don't know why I keep going.
feel absolutely dreadful without reason, fucks wrong with me
>24 neet living with parents
>family is toxic/draining to be around
>0 friends
>no license, literally can't leave suburban house (trying to learn to drive but i'm very bad at it and mentally not present)
>sober (outed as a raging alcoholic in college so me drinking is awkward as fuck and obviously i can't leave to get it)
been living like this for about a year since graduating college, which was a complete mistake, and now i'm just in debt with my parents paying for it while i sit here feeling guilty for it.
Days are spent making music or trying to escape through anime and dumb internet shit. I want to fucking die life feels like a prison
I want to scream in frustrated agony so badly but I'm afraid the cops will get called on me
My cat passed away 3 days ago and I'm still angry and I miss her. I've been crying on and off.
I still can't find a job
I am incredibly bored. I enjoy nothing at all anymore. I have no hobbies, no interests, no desires, goals, objectives, anything. I abandoned every single activity that I actually used to do as I simply can't be arsed anymore. I have become near fully empty now with browsing this board or site in general as the last thing I really bother with anymore. I feel nothing, I don't think either. My thoughts are entirely consisting of repeating the same few words over and over again indefinitely. I'm honestly just waiting to die or develop dementia at this point.
Fucking hell how can everyone in college be so fucking boring and fit in the same fucking stereotype. I miss my highschool friends that I can laugh and joke with, its been two years of utter loneliness and Im fucking tired of it.
God, please keep OP in coward neetdom, make solitude keep him down, and make OP like this forever
I don't know if I belong here but I keep coming back. I know the problems y'all face, and It all feels hopeless at times, but at others I'm an actually functioning member of society. I can't help flipping between normie and robot. I also may have hurt a few robots along the way and I can't shake the feeling that I'm part of the problem despite trying to help where I could
Are you that same nigger from that thread earlier?
Good job changing the words around, porchmonkey.
I wish god would give me a chance to be sent back to save the girl I love(d) from the horrible things she would become. The time we were together I was not experienced enough to know just how bad things really are. My past blinded self was unaware of all the red flags she was displaying as she devolved into an unsalvageable mess. I miss who she used to be and what we had together so much. I've tried to move on with other girls but they're just covered by the shadow of her phantom. My life is going fine but for some reason this just scars my mind and I can't get over it no matter how much I want to. Please just give me the chance
I got a job offer at an interview back on thursday. the guy said he didn't understand why I wanted a job an hour away that is outside my field of study but at least I had experience. they must have interviewed someone local because they reconsidered the job offer.
at least I won't have to spend 2 hours commuting each day. I sent out my fake resume today which is sort of like venting for me.
I know the feel user, though I'm just heading out to college this summer. I bet I'm going to be isolated even then because of being a siegepilled goy
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I'm still in school, I just fucking hate doing it like this with no one around.
yes, I'm 18
No, I haven't posted bread before user, I came on a little while ago and just wanted to vent.
*inhales* FUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKK FUCKFUCKFUCK REEEEEEEEEE FUCKKINGDAMNIT AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to take anything seriously because I don't feel anything deserves to be taken seriously, this is the idea that I base all my actions on. But I don't want to tell that to anyone because I feel like they would see me differently after I said that. If I can find a person that I can tell that too and they would still accept me or even become closer to me all my feeling of loneliness I think would disappear.
Life is too serious to be taken seriously. You've heard that before, right user?
I don't take things seriously because it's hard, so I do nothing while saying it would all be easy if I actually cared
I wanted to learn to fight, so I larped to learn to box by myself, i made a small punching bag and speed bags out of random diy shit n lots of duct tape and just learned the proper techniques. After a while I got a gym membership and started going like once a week because starting out I was depressed af, I still am, but eventually it becaame a place of comfort after midnight. got a membership at a boxing gym and my learning n experiencing in boxing and grappling has improved, want to get into mma eventually, take everything out on normies would be a great release for all the hatred and anger I have built up over my entire life
I want to fucking die. I'm a boring and dull piece of garbage. I'm a weeb. I'm stuck.
We have a saying where I'm from, God gives you but doesn't help you put it in the bag.
Basically, join a boxing gym or something
>Moved away from best girl gf to go to uni, long distance was a no go
>Meet similar girl at uni
>Develop feelings for her without even realizing
>She's married