Why do all of you have huge egos yet hate yourselves at the same time?

I think ego fucks with you when your delusions don't match reality and you somewhat know it, to fight the truth you try to extract as much happiness as possible by sucking your own dick (i.e. people are too stupid for me, I watched too much R&M when in reality you're just socially retarded).

where did you arrive at this conclusion from? I ask because I feel I've independently just arrived at it myself and it feels spookily canny,

Because i hate humanity more than i hate myself, and i tried to hang myself twice

But isn't your identity the thing you hate?

Why do animals, when threatened, puff their fur / feather, inhale, and stand in a way that makes them look bigger than they are? Same thing.

But ego is a very human flaw. Almost everyone has it. It's so common in fact, that it's almost impossible to have a basic discussion or a debate with most people irl or online, because every comment you make people assume you make because it applies to you personally. They've spent their entire lives thinking about nothing but themselves, so they honestly lack the ability to even comprehend when someone else tries to find an objective viewpoint that has nothing to do with themselves.

I was once talked down on because (and I quote) "you think of yourself as an object, when everyone should think of themselves as the subject, nerd". This was like 15 years ago. Since that day, I've never stopped thinking that if more people thought of themselves as an object instead of as the center of the goddamn universe, the world would be a much better place.

Hating everyone else before hating yourself is the only way to survive this hellscape.
Self hate brings nothing but crippling depression and suicide.
Hatred of others will at least bring about a desire for revenge, and that's all that keeps many of us going unfortunately.
>Inb4 kill urself crazy bitter incel
Normie reveals their desire to see the weak perish. This is the truth of human society we all know but those at the top will never admit to.
Things will only get worse and eventually you will realize this too. The only escape is to remove your soul from this plane.

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I feel the same way. Does it anger you when you see people enjoying eachothers company and connecting emotionally? It fills me with pure homicidal fucking fury, knowing that I'm never going to experience anyone genuinely caring for me.

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Less talking, more elves

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*shlop**shlop**shlop**shlop**shlop**shlop**shlop*

Deep down I still feel this bitterness but I try and relax through escapism. It's weird that a society like this is driving everyone truly mad in some way that the only way to stay sane is to forget reality...

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I hate my species and think everyone is a fucking delusional retard who can't see the world the way it is, or choses to see it in a way that doesn't make sense. I also hate myself for being human scum who can't do anything about the injustices I see in the world. I can think I'm better than you in some ways while still hating myself. But as for the reason, it's probably some biological defense mechanism to keep a person from killing themselves by justifying their existence by believing that they're superior to other people in some way.

Don't you think by being a human yourself, you are delusional?