Watch out, le quirky schizo tranny is here!

I haven't been taking my meds. So we'll see what they do about it.

But will you be the mother of my children?

This is now a big titty mommy gf thread

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That is truely based indeed sir!

You know that's impossible? None of my dreams will ever be true. I'll just rot in the streets or in some institution until I day at the ripe old age of 25. It's the fate of many schizos and trannies. And I'm both.

>Watch out, le quirky schizo tranny is here!
H-hewwo

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*until I die at the ripe old age of 25

Hello, friend. Do you also use your mental illness to attract attention?

I don't think I have any mental illnesses although my family and I used to take some light meds
I'm just attracted to mental illnesses...

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>I'm just attracted to mental illnesses...
A lot of people seem to be. Sometimes I'm reminded that a lot people here only speak to me because I'm a spectacle. Makes me pretty sad, but whatever. At least someone's having fun haha.

>At least someone's having fun haha.
I weren't making fun of you

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It's okay. I'm not saying you are. Just that a lot of people have admitted to me in the past to only replying to me because my "delusions" are funny.

>o only replying to me because my "delusions" are funny.
Rude.
Also
>A lot of people seem to be
I think that's because of anime and manga making them look likable and attractive, like yanderes being popular for example

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Sometimes youre bothersome but I unironically appreciate your stance on "mental illness" being a meme enforced by those who see you as just another cog in the machine. I really really appreciate that, moreso when nowadays every moron self diagnoses and preaches about how cool it is to be drugged all day while schlomo fattens his pockets.

Also I like that you call all 3 abrahamic religions on their bullshit.

>I'm just attracted to mental illnesses...
I don't get this. it's not exactly fun or easy.

>like yanderes being popular for example
Hmm. I think I've been called that a few times before.
Exactly. Whether a "mental illness" will even be viewed as one depends a lot on the context and culture you live in. Psychiatry stands on very shaky ground.
>Also I like that you call all 3 abrahamic religions on their bullshit
Haha. I have a lot of experience arguing with Christians on Jow Forums.

I just can't see myself falling in love with someone "normal"

I mean sure only normies can date normies but that doesn't mean you have to find someone mentally ill. have you dated someone like that before? it's just like it might seem better than it actually is and could fuck you up.

The user is right. Trust me, we might be having a nice conversation right now, but schizos not only suffer themselves, but bring a lot of suffering to those around them. That's why I pretty much cut off everyone I can, even if they don't try to manipulate me too much.

Did you stalk someone?
>have you dated someone like that before?
I've never dated or kissed anyone
>could fuck you up.
I'm waiting to see that happen, nothing ever happens to me so some change would be nice

Not to mention they can slap that label on whoever they deem inconvenient by their (((professionals))). I dont remember if it was you who said that but its very true, it scares me people are falling for the appeal to authority meme fallacy. Can you imagine it? At this rate not being a happy wagecuck will be considered """mental illnesss""". Any and all dissidents will receive the same treatment.

>I've never dated or kissed anyone
try someone with no or not much mental problems first like you don't need mental problems to be non normie. if you really want someone like that just don't go for anything schizo or bpd like it's not good or easy. sure change might seem interesting now but think about it do you really want someone you probably can't understand or help?

>Did you stalk someone?
Not really. I was the one being stalked. I think I had some violent outbursts maybe that's why?
Very true. Labels are an incredibly powerful tool of control. My life changed a lot once I officially became a "paranoid schizophrenic" even though my personality stayed more or less the same. I just wish they didn't persecute people who try their best to stay invisible and don't do anything to harm their social order.

>do you really want someone you probably can't understand or help?
Not really...
I don't know where to find someone either

>I don't know where to find someone either
probably here I guess but it's not easy like it might take a long while. like you gotta find someone compatible who lives close and is not too fucked up but it's not impossible.

It's hard since I'm not American
I live surprisingly close to Astie though

Are you as passable as pic related?

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I know it's not easy for Europeans but well I managed it too and I live in Europe. like there are less people from Europe but the ones you find are usually pretty interesting. what country are you from?

Is that a real tranny? I'd say find someone with overgrown silky and fuzzy brown-reddish hair, a set of dark blue, but empty eyes and a blank expression. Like in the op picture. Maybe then I'd "pass". I've had girls say those are my "cute" features, but maybe it's just my delusional cope.

>what country are you from?
I'd rather not say it, it's a small eastern country

>Is that a real tranny?

Yes its a girl with a peepee, from Norway

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look at that huge fukken male brain yikes
>tfw no physics phd tranny gf

well I guess there is only three options then. being in the middle of Europe probably makes it easier I guess. good luck anyways just don't go for the really bad cases it'll hurt you. even if it's just an e gf.

Makes me a bit uneasy. I don't know if I would ever do that. Being a schizo freak is enough.

it's not him, it's a guy mocking him

I'd like everyone to take note how this thread, with such a blatantly offensive and mocking OP pic is still up. Why is that? Well, because after months of battle the final victory has been achieved. The enemy can now be allowed to rest, to have that final thread. It's nothing, but pure mockery and humiliation of those laying on the ground. Alas, the war is far from over. The final battle is still in the future. Our arsenal is far more equipped and we're better trained than it appears.

>tfw no quirky schizo tranny gf

Hahahaha. user, don't my hallucinations and paranoia make me such an interesting person?

Unironically yes. I can't connect with normal people.

I'm assuming you don't consider yourself "normal" either?

>I'm assuming you don't consider yourself "normal" either?
You would be correct

How do they label you?

Most people don't look into it very far and just go with "weird". Some use sociopath.

I think those "general" ones like "weird" or "crazy" hurt the most since they're essentially just saying that they don't like you, instead of the "proper mental illness" where they're just describing a set of character traits, albeit in a twisted manner.

Whatever you do, don't get diagnosed with anything. It will only make your life worse.

Yeah there's no way I'm paying money to get diagnosed and make it known that I'm formally abnormal.

Be careful. They can get you in other ways. Like if you do something too "abnormal".

I still like your style and honesty ,user. I'm also showing signs of schizophrenia/paranoia although i don't think i'm really mentally ill (btw there are a lot of people in my family suffering from these kinds of illnesses, so i might just be ) I also live near you , I'm not really gay though :(.

You have the right attitude. It isn't a mental illness.

>a lot of people in my family suffering from these kinds of illnesses
Perfectly normal. All character traits get passed down genetically. My mother's family is full of people like that too.

>I'm not really gay though :(.
W-who said I was?! Hahaha.

Did transsexuality or the fact that you wanna become a woman came to you naturally , or did Jow Forums / anime / other stuff played a bigger role in that ?

I think a lot of it came from larping as a woman here. I was always kind of starved of affection/unable express it, so that was a weird experience. It made me very sad and depressed. And I just couldn't get over it. Then I started connecting the dots and came to the conclusion that given my personality, situation and even looks to an extent, I would be better off as a girl, even given all the disadvantages. Some user said I have "romantic autogenophylia", but I don't really care for these terms.

I don't know ,user I think we agree on a lot of terms , but saying something like: "given my personality, situation and even looks to an extent, I would be better off as a girl" is inherently dumb. I really do think / like to believe that it's not just different hormones / genitals / behaviour etc... but man and woman differ in basic essence that cannot be changed. I guess where I'm going with this is that based on what you've said you seem like someone who wants to be a girl because your picture of a man doesn't match with who you are etc... i cant really give you any solution or provide a mindset to change this but your conclusion is invalid.

Well what if that "essence" is something I want? And I know I'll never be a girl. I just believe that being one would also alleviate all the other issues I have. A girl, an attractive one, will have a much easier time finding someone who can tolerate her bullshit and "mental illness".

There are (in theory) many solutions to my problem , i'm choosing the one which eases my problem (or i dont even know based on what you've said it doesn't really help you) but it's obvious that it won't work . Why are you doing this ,user ? (please don't reply with "this is the only solution")

I'm not sure what you mean. I'm not really doing anything. I know I won't ever be a real girl.

I've only read one of ur threads , sorry thought u were a tranny. Anyways u are obsessing over this one solution ,correct?

>sorry thought u were a tranny
Some people said that you don't need to do anything to be a tranny, so I don't know. Like I said, the terms don't really bother me.

>Anyways u are obsessing over this one solution ,correct?
Kind of? Maybe not as much as before since I now know that it won't ever be true, but it's always at the back of my head. I have other worries that bother me more.

What other worries ,user ? Ur whole persona on here consists of wanting to be a girl and having schizo/paranoid characteristics , but when i confront you , you hide , you are truly just seeking attention , im laughing at you (not in a bad way you are cute!)

>Ur whole persona on here consists of wanting to be a girl and having schizo/paranoid characteristics , but when i confront you , you hide , you are truly just seeking attention
Yeah. That's a pretty good summary of what I am. But I disagree that I hide. I try to be as truthful as I can be. I just don't want to dox myself.
>im laughing at you (not in a bad way you are cute!)
Heard that one before.

>Kind of? Maybe not as much as before since I now know that it won't ever be true, but it's always at the back of my head.
HRT could still make you feel better even if you end up still living the way you are now though.

What other worries do you have? (besides schizophrenia etc)

I guess they're all would be somehow related to it. According to a professional that is. I'm constantly loosing sleep over being tracked and controlled, I'm skipping my uni classes, I'm afraid of what will happen to me once they realize I'm not changing, also my money will run out eventually and I don't know if I can return to work.

By hide i meant that : you've basically said that nowadays you are not really obsessed with the mentioned /only solution/ "Kind of? Maybe not as much as before since I now know that it won't ever be true" but you've admitted that your persona consist of obsessing over being a girl these two don't really come in line , and that's why i've derived from this that you are exaggerating one of your ideas/ characteristics for attention seeking purposes.

I think you shouldn't continue seeing any "professionals" as the "science" of psychology is a meme .

I see where you're coming from. I don't think I put much thought into it when I said that your summary was spot on. I think that obsessing over being a girl is what I'm known here for, but I haven't been doing it nearly as much as I used to. I just kind of accepted it never happening, even though I don't want it any less. I indulge it sometimes, but not nearly as much as I used to. You should have seen my posts from like a month ago haha. I was super resentful back then. So I don't think I'm exaggerating it since I don't use it all that much anymore.
True.

>tfw these threads always remind me of that one schizo neet girl on IRC who was obsessed with me and used to get mad for no reason but it was cute

Interesting ,user I don't really have much else to say , it kind of feels good to give you attention though,since you've said that you are in need of it .

What can I say, I have no shame. Unless they manage to get rid of me by force, I will continue. And they've been failing consistently for months. I probably have close to a thousand bans and 7 rangebans by now.

>I also live near you
We should find Astie and shower her with gifts and attention

In one of your threads you've said something along the lines of wanting only pity and people seeing you as a victim because that is ur only redeeming quality . I think that sums you up quite well however i feel like i desperately want to help you. idk dude i might be fucking gay.

Well I guess I can't excused here since I literally said it myself. I remember that thread. I filled it with "super self-aware" posts like this out of frustration. It's not that this is untrue, but I was also trying to make fun of how I'm viewed here, in the public, by professionals etc. All too often people assume that I'm braindead and don't understand what's going on or don't know that others see me as a lunatic, attention-whore, crazy etc.

yeah that is the only thread ive read from you besides this one. I imagine you being kind of an intellligent individual with some characteristics someone would consider horrific i honestly think you are just silly ,you will realize this too .

Why do you think I'm silly? That's a pretty weird statement.