The way to heaven

I'd rather burn in hell ans kick it with Satan. God is not worthy of my praise. Even if he was real, he is a malevolent being.

The point is that God is a cope, not that "God is not real"

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Can I pray for a girlfriend?

I believe in all of this but now I just want to die even more, and the suicidal feelings have only gotten worse. I just want to go Heaven and be with God. I hate being here.

I do not want eternal life with God. I just want this pain to stop.

I know what you want to mean, but you're wrong.
Every single human has a need for God, but many choose to ignore hide it with other things (like consumerism, sex, drugs).
When we are in a really bad situation, and these things cannot keep us distracted, we start to feel again that need for God we always had.
But we don't need to feel suffering to find God, just search inside you when you are in a good time, and you'll find what you need to be Happy.

O My father, O Satan!

God is beyond all understanding and reasoning, it is not worth worshipping or laying down your life for

The holy texts are nothing more than the crazed ramblings of men trying to grasp it's impossible nature

Do not surrender yourself to this divine tyrant, become the weaver of your own fate

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Yes, you can. You can also pray to be happy without a gf. Chastity is a gift from God, that many take for a curse because they don't know how to be happy without a wife.

user, try to get away from the mundane things.
Eat and drink only the basic to keep your body healthy.

that is not the word of God but thanks for quoting a book at us.

>word of God
>God
Gonna be a yikes for me bros

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God set us free user, we can choose to follow him or not.
But the same way it's good to eat, drink, be warn, have company, play some games, it is good to be with God.
And His words carry wisdom on how to live this live and get what's better for the next

I do follow god, but the bible is a man made abomination that causes more problems than it solves.

You follow your own will, and God allow you to do it.
But only the Bible is the word of God

I do not want a next life. I want to stop when it is time.

That is not true, I follow God's word and his word alone. The bible is NOT godly.

Pray for a wife.

God says every man deserves a wife to avoid fornication.

biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1 Corinthians 7&version=KJV
THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE HATES THE ACT OF SEX OUTSIDE OF MARRIAGE. DON'T LET THE NORMIES GET YOU DOWN WHEN THEY MOCK YOU FOR BEING A VIRGIN.

YOU HAVE THE ALMIGHTY ON YOUR SIDE SAYING EVERY MAN SHOULD HAVE A WIFE THAT IS PURE AND A VIRGIN.

user, why you don't try to distance yourself from the things of this live?
Get away with comfort, with pleasure, it's a very good way to go away from this live

user, as long you feel God and follow what God himself tell you, it's all good.
There are many roads.

The only problem is that virgin women are almost nonexistent now.

Eternal life of any kind sounds like torture. Nothing on earth is eternal. Why should any other state of being be exempt? Too tired of looking ahead.

user, there are some virgins, most of them on very religious communities, and there are plenty of misguided girls, that can be great wives if they get to know the truth

user, Eternal live is not live in this world. Some Christian do believe that Paradise is nothing more than being one with God

I know, friend. It's hard.

1 Thessalonians 4:3-6 KJV
>For this is the will of God, even your sanctification, that ye should abstain from fornication:
>That every one of you should know how to possess his vessel in sanctification and honour;
>Not in the lust of concupiscence, even as the Gentiles which know not God:
>That no man go beyond and defraud his brother in any matter: because that the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also have forewarned you and testified

When people have sex outside of marriage (fornication), they are defrauding people who want to get married in the future.

I do not want to be with god. I want it be alone and at rest. Peaceful and quiet

God is eternal and immutable, in God you can rest. Peaceful and quiet. And eternity will be like a moment, and a moment will be eternity.

And they'l get the just punishment.

But a men can be without a wife, if God calls him for such a live.

They're next to impossible to find. You can't even find women with low partner counts anymore. I have never met a single virgin woman who wants to wait for marriage. There's also the fact that even the act of having a relationship can literally destroy men's lives now (false rape accusations, STDs, etc.). Getting married only gives the woman an opportunity to take even more from you.
I know I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I want it all to just end now.

I do not want that. I want to be nothing.

I appreciate this. I've been struggling lately with wanting to save myself for marriage and patience to wait for the one God has planned for me but this gives me hope. Thank you

No problem, friend. I too am going through the same thing of looking for a wife. I feel lonely, but I know the lord will reward me one day. I'm happy as happy as a single man can be, but I know I sometimes feel sad and I KNOW I would be happiest with a wife and children.

If you pretend to be alone for the rest of your live, and God gave us freedom to choose how we live, I suggest you accepting it and learn how to best live without a wife.
To find company from friends and family (if you have brothers and sister, or parents alive), to find a social hobby. Being lonely is a torture.

Anons, I don't know if the place where I live is different and it's easier/harder to marry here, but I was single until 27 years, when I finally get to marry (she was virgin), and now I have a family.
I just want to tell you it's worth to wait.

It makes me very happy that someone you this. I have already been saved but I love that you're using the KJV.

I'm not "pretending" I'm alone. I have no family, I grew up in a shitty foster care system and in group homes and then was thrown out at 18. I also have the luck of being born in the declining stages of a rotting society, so I'm doubly fucked. You can't fucking have anything in this shitty fucking world anymore, society took it all away.

Sorry my English is really bad sometimes, when I say "pretend" I mean "if you want or think you'll not have a wife in the future"
user, until you met your wife, and I truth you'll soon or later (in our dying society, later), try to keep friends and people nearby, I know sometimes it's hard, but being alone is terrible.

Thank you, friend. We're in this together.

Imagine being a robot AND a Christian. You have no wife, but can't even fap to cartoons, get drunk, get a hooker or laugh at mass shooter memes.
Jesus it doesn't get worse than that.

Fuck your god, he doesn't exist and your making a real person out of a fairy tale. Sins are arbitrary and dont exist. You are going to die one day and your going to be met with nothing. You will die hoping for heaven only to be met with the void from where you were born. You will die, and be forgotten like the rest of us. Eternity will pass in the blink of an eye, you will not feel, you will not see, you will not hear, you will be nothing, your brain will rot and so will your body, you will die and you will realize you wasted your life on something that doesn't exist, and you only have yourself to blame.

>Dabbed on Joan of Arc's ashes
>Can't even get their sin guilt system straight
I'll pass thanks

I won't meet her because she doesn't exist. Virginity in women is so rare that it can be auctioned off for huge sums of money.

user, when you stop with your addictions, your live get much better.
I used to value sexual pleasure too much, but after a year without porn, hentai and drinking(while not advised, you can drink as a christian) I simply stopped with most of my urges, and lives got better, it's similar with being a kid.

user, just try to live a live with companionship (even if from male friends), and don't fornicate.
Personally it took 27 years to marry, sometimes it take more, just have patience.

I won't fornicate. I'll just stay alone until I'm dead, that's the only option I even have now thanks to the stupid worthless boomer generation and their sexual revolution horseshit. That's all I've ever done my whole shitty life, just wait to die. Luckily the economy appears to be on its last legs so my death will probably be within the next 10 years or so. Then I can finally go to Heaven and this bullshit can be done with for good.

user, I used to think that way, but in the end I got married.
Until (and after) you marry, try your best to find friends and colleagues, loneliness can be incredible harsh.

>your consciousness dies with your physical body
>caring about what you spent your time on when you'll no longer be able to think
Try again, shill

I want to believe, but I have the constant thoughts that religion is bullshit manufactured to control and that existence is meaningless and nothing really matters, living like this only leads to a life full of depression, so that's why I want to convert, but how do I genuinely believe in religion?

user, faith is (the greatest) a gift from God.
I think you should try your best to understand and practice (any good church is ok), but another user knows more than I do and I'm sure he can help you better.

Believe in CHRIST as your savior.
Jesus did (and does) exist and there's a (((calculated effort))) into getting people to doubt Jesus Christ existing and doubt his divinity.

Pretty much this, when you die the only thing that's left behind from you is your legacy, the things that you did that had an effect on the future, let's say opening a business that you will inherit to your descendants, everything else is totally meaningless and pointless

user, that kind of mentality seem designed to make you work as much as possible, in the hope to leave richness. By the elites to make people obedient and working like slaves.

You aren't listening. Even if I somehow found a virgin woman to marry, I am still essentially handing her the power to ruin my entire life and being completely dependent on her not to ever do so, despite the fact that she has huge financial incentive to divorce and would suffer zero consequences. If marriage laws weren't so fucked up it wouldn't be so bad, but they are the way they are, once again. All I have is loneliness, anger, depression and constant mental/emotional pain. The only thing I can do is pray that God lets this all end soon. I'm not living like this for another 80 years.

>Please don't do fun things and instead indoctrinate yourself with bullshit
Thanks, but I could do meditation, exercise and what have you to get a spiritual boost without ditching fun things.

That was just an example, what I meant is that the things you do that will have an impact are the only ones that matter, the ones that will make people remember you, be it bad or good, if you die as a nobody it's like if you never really existed

So if you don't want to marry (so she cannot ruin your live), you still should try to find companionship with friends.
That'll help you with your loneliness, anger, depression and constant mental/emotional pain.

I barely have any friends and they're always busy anyway. They don't fill the void that a spouse would.

A man must be in charge. WOMEN MUST SUBMIT UNTO HER HUSBAND.

biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?quicksearch=submit husbands&qs_version=KJV

That's great, but no woman will listen to that.

barely have any friends and they're always busy anyway.
That's why you should make an effort to make friends and spend some time with them.
This very society you complain not only fucked marriage, but also fucked friendship.
Still it's far easier to find friends than to find an wife.

>They don't fill the void that a spouse would.
But they do fill a different void, and you don't need two voids (spouse and friends) inside you.

DUDE, I'm not kidding you. Deep down women want this. They want to be a housewife and they want a man to be a "chauvinistic, misogynistic pig."

Men (as a collective whole) have been sissified and pussified that we don't stomp our foot down and hold true to our beliefs.

All right man, whatever. I have to go to the gym now so I can pick up heavy objects and waste my time self-improving for a non-existent woman. If this thread is still up when I'm back maybe I'll talk more.

user, you care too much about women, serious.
Try caring less, they are not worth this much energy and suffering.

Thank you OP. This made my evening.

You're welcome, friend. Pray to the lord and try to live by his commandments as possible (commandments are not required to get into heaven). While you are saved by faith alone, you do good works to get blessed by God while you're alive on this Earth. Never trust in your deeds to get you into heaven and just trust in Jesus.

You just can't have anything, the answer is always no. I am so goddamned sick of being alive.

Don't give up, man. I'm a 30 year old virgin who is a strong believer in Christ. I sometimes weep when I think about others fornicating left and right.

Here's a verse I discovered today that made me cry in pain but realized that I will be eternally happy one day.

Luke 6:20-26 KJV
>And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God.
>Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh.
>Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
>Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets.
>But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation.
>Woe unto you that are full! for ye shall hunger. Woe unto you that laugh now! for ye shall mourn and weep.
>Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.

Here are the Beatitudes:

Matthew 5:3-12 KJV
>Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
>Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
>Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.
>Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
>Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
>Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
>Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
>Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
>Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
>Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.

These verses only make me want to die more. There's also verses like Matthew 7:21-23 which could very well be describing us, for all we know. and we both end up never even seeing Heaven anyway.

That verse is describing people trusting in their own works to save them. Make no mistake, there's countless verses that say salvation is by faith alone

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biblegateway.com/passage/?search=James 2:14-26&version=NKJV

That's criticizing lukewarm christians who don't produce good fruit and save gospels. They're still saved, but they're what would be the mediocre "worldly" Christians.

So most of the Christian population.

Yes, most Saved people live a worldly life sadly.

There are loads of Christians that give in to fornication, adultery, and other normie type behavior.

What if I told you they're not going anywhere?

I hope so. Again though, it doesn't change the fact that I want to be dead. Having to watch women act the way they do, knowing you'll never have a woman to love or be loved by, and going through your entire life like that is just terrible. The loneliness just eats away constantly at your heart and mind. At this rate I'm going to be blasting open my chest with a high-velocity 12-gauge hollow slug. I pray every day to God that He will instead grant me death from something else so that it never has to come to that. I cannot last for much longer, I know I will lose my mind. My shitty childhood and my shitty adulthood ensures it.

See this video.
youtube.com/watch?v=27qP_gmBDFk

This is the full sermon:
youtube.com/watch?v=GvTJcFjMcZo

Most women are Jezebels

I know.

I've heard it all before. I've been "hanging in there" for years and years and years now, putting in constant effort, and it never gets better, only worse. Death is the only outcome left where I can see something better.

How old are you, by the way? original commendo

So you're not missing out on anything, you shouldn't be this hard up for female companionship.

heaven just sounds like a repeat of life on earth

The Bible is not the word of God, wtf. It's a bunch of books written by Greek randos in 3rd century. If you want to read the word of the Almighty God you must read the glorious Quran.

Far, far too old. It would have been better if I had died decades ago.

Fine, fuck it then. Nothing fucking matters, I'm not missing out on anything so I may as well be dead.

Even the Old Testament is better than the Quran, The Quran has nothing about someone becoming clean in it.

You'll just reincarnate into an equally shitty life because karma owes you nothing especially if you kill yourself. You're better off becoming a Christian Monk.

Christians are polytheists that claim to cannibalize God. And you expect people to take that seriously.
It is only the belief in Allah (swt) and His messengers that will bring salvation.

Karma isn't real and I don't have the will to do that.

I'm 30. I'm also old. Suicide is NOT an option, man.
The lord wants you to live a happy life, please don't do this.

I beg to differ, Karma is real and it's a lot more harsh than you believe, what do you think is responsible for your feelings of loneliness?
Your doctrine comes from the unclean.

I wish I could believe, I just can't. I suppose, however, that Christian teachings do have wisdom in them.

Cool. If some serial killer murders you by slowly carving your organs out of you, remember that you actually deserved it and it's really your fault.

I am incapable of living a happy life. I've tried and tried and it never works. I hate this life and want to die.

>If some serial killer murders you by slowly carving your organs out of you, remember that you actually deserved it and it's really your fault
I already know that. It's a lot harder to get in good graces than people actually think, man. Trust me. Unclean beings are not what others are looking for