Its never too late robots go out and find something worth while. get a hobby or learn a skill it has to be better than going here all the time and looking at these shit posts
This board is poison
Death is inevitable, so whats the point in even trying to get good at anything. I've tried to get good at things in the past, but im lazy and none of that ever made me happy. Id rather just escape from this shitty world by going on the computer during all my free time.
Iroh reminds me of my uncle and turned out to be like Zuko
when I was like aang as a kid/teen
It's true, this board is cancer and so is Jow Forums I wish it was 2004 Jow Forums, shit was the best before all these normal faggots took over.
and I turned*
You did wrong user, you make yourself suffer for things you though would make you happy.
You should do things that will make yourself happy in itself.
I have hobbies and skills, but they're not social.
I need my human interaction fix, artificial or not, and r9k, while it is poisonously pessimistic, is the last place I can find on the internet where discussion doesn't revolve around petty tribal identity politics or commodity fetishism. Even though we're shit people, we're for the most part honest with each other, and there's no pretensions put on to try to climb up in the pecking order.
Sometimes I just need an uncle Iroh, someone who guides me and genuinely cares about me, feels bad man :(
I'm going to leave here and better myself. You should all do the same. Hopefully in a year I'll be able to come back and help some more robots escape, but until then goodbye Jow Forums
But I have never found anything that makes me genuinely happy. The closest I get to being happy is watching anime and shit like that on the internet. Even then I dont know if im actually happy or just doing it to pass the time until I decide to end it all.
>Just go outside lol
>Just be yourself lol
>Just do something you enjoy lol
For me, what work is being ascetic for some weird reason.
Eating little and basic food, drinking only water, having a very basic bed...
well you won't find anything that makes you genuinely happy while doing the same things that don't give you happiness. get out of your comfort zone and at least look into things that you think could bring you happiness
a hobby doing what? Anything other than vidya takes LOTS of time, and money
Isn't so simple as saying "get a hobby" and doing it. If you're perpetually bored and all your interests are dead ends, good fucking luck pulling a worthwhile hobby out of your ass.
Took me a minute to realize what this was.
Am I going to jail?
Came on r9k tonight to post this. Except anime doesn't do it most of the time anymore. Blankets, cushions, and a bit of lurking on robot's conversations are my main escapism.
Reading is a hobby. Go to the fucking library. The entire western canon is waiting for you
How about drawing, you need paper and a pencil?
I think ive come to the point where I dont even know why I should try to be happy. Like whats the point in even enjoying life, I know thats a stupid thing to say but its how I feel sometimes.
>dude just be a normalfag lmao
and stop iroh posting
heres a question can you remember the last time you were happy?
Not knowing the difference between a normie and a mundane wise man
>go outside
>just be productive
>just bee yerself
if this was ever an option for you, you never belonged here in the first place.
absolutely based post
not that lad, but I recently realized there isn't a single period in my life that I'd like to return to, given the opportunity. Is that true for most people? I don't think I've ever been happy.
desu there are times when i think that too but alot of the time i find i just focus on the bad there has to be somthing that made you happy its an emotion everyone has expericed
I dont know because I dont think I've ever experienced true enjoyment in life, but maybe when I was in highschool without a lot of responsibility or stress and just playing video games with my friends or hanging out those were pretty good times. But even that aside, the happiest I can remember is whenever I just get drunk alone in my room and watch anime all night and shitposting here. I do that whenever I can muster up the money to buy enough alcohol, I just wouldnt consider that genuine fulfillment in life because its just the alcohol making me feel that way.
sounds like you want to be around people who you care about and can relate to, have you ever had a goal in life?
what he is descirboing isn't being a mundane wise man though
being wise is just not being a normalfag but being mature
Having a good hobby is something only a wise can do, normies can only have hobbies as excuses for meeting girls and hanging out.
there's just... not much there. Severe mental illness from 8 onward that was never treated. Emotional abuse from my mom. The only thing that made me happy was an addiction to a dumb video game, which I then had to force myself to quit. Moments of happiness are all rooted in trying to escape my reality. Oh well.
Based and Tarrantpilled
>sounds like you want to be around people who you care about and can relate to
maybe, however I still prefer to be alone. this is going to sound really fucking stupid and childlike, but I really never felt like anyone i've met in my life has ever understood how I feel. I dont see how anyone can understand me or whats in my head, so that just drives me to want to be even more isolated.
>have you ever had a goal in life?
a while back I had some goals, idk if they are realistic, but I wanted to do things like open up my own weight training gym when if I could get the money somehow, write stories and poetry, practice being an artist, play music. As I got older and went into university I had less time to work on those goals or even think about them, and my parents always made me focus only on school and I believed them when they said it would make me happy. Also I was never exceptionally good or talented at writing, art, or music, because im not very creative but I still enjoyed doing them. Now I dont even bother making the time for those things in my life because I dont know if they will make me happy again.
sounds like youve had it rough way worse than most people, but it dosnt mean you should just give up on yourself. Just try to see where you can improve even if its small and if youre looking for somthing to do look into anything it could be martial arts, learning to play guitar, drawing, jogging, fencing, hiking , ect just look up anything on the web youll get ideas. but you do sound like a good guy youvd just had a difficult past and fallen on hard times
I do this now but feel even worse but can't stop